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  BEKKATHYST AUTUMN 2016 GIVEAWAY

~This giveaway is in no way affiliated with Tumblr.~

Please read thoroughly before entering!

Hello lovely Tumblr folk! It’s that time again- I have a giveaway for you all. This time I’m celebrating the opening of my brand new website and the first release of my Autumn/Halloween collection of 2016!  

All these items came from either my shop or are miscellaneous items I’ve collected. 

What you get:

(Handmade by me) Smoky phantom quartz crystal point necklace in copper on a copper chain

$50 credit that can be applied to anything in my shop. 

8 clear quartz points

large polished amethyst point from Brazil

a huge assortment of tumbled stones 

4 tealight candles

a large sustainably harvested California white sage bundle 

a watermelon tourmaline crystal mined in San Diego co., CA

a gorgeous, very high quality purple labradoite cabochon that you have the option of getting wire wrapped by me!

3 packs of different incense blends 

Rules:

You must be 16 or older. (If under 18 you MUST have parent’s permission)

If outside the US, you may need to pay some shipping costs if it exceeds $20. (It depends on your country)

You must be following me, so you can get updates if anything about the giveaway changes.

Please check out my shop and if you’re interested, you can sign up for my email newsletter here. (Totally not necessary or required, it’s just an option!)

DO NOT tag this post as giveaway. That will risk the notes getting messed up, and this will be ruined for everyone. Please don’t argue about this- for some reason people have said really nasty and mean things to me over this.

Reblog this post to enter. Likes count, too. No giveaway or spam blogs. If you reblog on a side blog, let me know in the tags what the name of your blog is that you’re following me with.

Please don’t spam people with reblogs- you can reblog however many times you’d like, but please be courteous.

Each entry will be assigned a number and the winner will be chosen by a random number generator.

The giveaway ends Saturday, October 29th at 6 pm Pacific time.

The winner will be messaged and must respond with their full name and address within 24 hours, or a new winner will be chosen.

Please respect me and my rules, and have fun!

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"It's not like I'm any kind of Saint either, Gideon. We're just people." Both apparently self-loathing and wracked with guilt. Well, that wouldn't change on their own. She certainly wouldn't, anyway.

Pulling back, but not away from his grasp, she looked up t him with a tired smile. "Maybe allowing for openness is enough for now. I don't need to know anything, but I like that I don't have to hide anything either."

“I love that you’re the book guy,” she remarked, lips curling in soft adoration. Her hands hung off his shoulders like an eighth grade dance date, but the way her fingers grazed the scruff of his neck lacked any awkwardness.

Myna shook her head as it hung shyly, forehead pressing into his chest. She turned her head to reply, “Bottling is the same as festering. It’s not a burden once it’s shared.”

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"I love that you're the book guy," she remarked, lips curling in soft adoration. Her hands hung off his shoulders like an eighth grade dance date, but the way her fingers grazed the scruff of his neck lacked any awkwardness.

Myna shook her head as it hung shyly, forehead pressing into his chest. She turned her head to reply, "Bottling is the same as festering. It's not a burden once it's shared."

“Hey,” she soothed somewhat helplessly still. Myna stood on tip-toe to wrap her arms around him, cradling the back of his head. “You can talk to me about it, if and when you’re ready. I’m not going anywhere.” And why would she? Her only reason for running was to save Gideon from dealing with her crap. It hadn’t occurred to her until right then that he might need her too.

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"Hey," she soothed somewhat helplessly still. Myna stood on tip-toe to wrap her arms around him, cradling the back of his head. "You can talk to me about it, if and when you're ready. I'm not going anywhere." And why would she? Her only reason for running was to save Gideon from dealing with her crap. It hadn't occurred to her until right then that he might need her too.

“Gideon-” The sudden crack in her chest stilted her reprisal. Myna placed a hand over his, cupping his cheek by proxy. “I am really shit at asking for help. That doesn’t mean you’ve failed to give it. I just…”

Her hand dropped to rest on his chest, then covered her own mouth briefly. “I still feel guilty every day for coming away unscathed and still feeling so fucking helpless. And none of that is on you. Which is why I never asked for help dealing with it.”

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"Gideon-" The sudden crack in her chest stilted her reprisal. Myna placed a hand over his, cupping his cheek by proxy. "I am really shit at asking for help. That doesn't mean you've failed to give it. I just..."

Her hand dropped to rest on his chest, then covered her own mouth briefly. "I still feel guilty every day for coming away unscathed and still feeling so fucking helpless. And none of that is on you. Which is why I never asked for help dealing with it."

Her eyes flew open at that. Apparently only in ire did Myna find the courage to be bold. “You think I’m afraid of you? Sure, I’ll admit to being a cowardly fuck, ruled by my fears and the sorry attempts to avoid them. I may be afraid of being weak in front of you, of seeming ungrateful or being unable to show you how I feel. I’m terrified of you leaving. But afraid that you’d hurt me? No. Never even for a second.” If anyone had earned her trust, it was him. The earning was irrelevant. She felt right around him. 

“Don’t talk down to me with your buzz words and misogynistic categorizing. Honestly, you fell completely outside the stereotypical lumping of ‘us blokes’, at least until now. Why don’t you actually listen to me instead of assuming you know what I’m thinking?”

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Aftercare, 2015; carving in soap “WHAT HE DID DOESN’T EXIST ANYMORE”

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Tell my muse lies about people they care for.

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Dear Virgo, I wish I could read you. I wish I could look into your eyes and see all the things you’re not telling me. It’s been so empty since you’ve gone. All the light has gone away. I want you to know that when you bend your head and don’t meet my eyes, you are still too bright and beautiful for me to put into words. I want to tell you I love you. I want to hold onto you forever. I just don’t know if I can. - Gemini

A Letter To A Virgo (via astrolofae)

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Her eyes flew open at that. Apparently only in ire did Myna find the courage to be bold. “You think I’m afraid of you? Sure, I’ll admit to being a cowardly fuck, ruled by my fears and the sorry attempts to avoid them. I may be afraid of being weak in front of you, of seeming ungrateful or being unable to show you how I feel. I’m terrified of you leaving. But afraid that you’d hurt me? No. Never even for a second.” If anyone had earned her trust, it was him. The earning was irrelevant. She felt right around him. 

“Don’t talk down to me with your buzz words and misogynistic categorizing. Honestly, you fell completely outside the stereotypical lumping of ‘us blokes’, at least until now. Why don’t you actually listen to me instead of assuming you know what I’m thinking?”

“Postulatin’. Cor! That’s exactly w’hat I’ve done!” He had to admit it was a good word. “But what the hell am I guessing at? I watch as your eyes fall to the floor whenever you look at me…If it’s not me, what then?–Magic? Is it the power that scares ya’? Sakes, I make so I don’t ‘urt the bleedin’ flies. You’ve no’thing t’ fear.” With every breath he stole, his accent grew more tragic, and the question loomed further and further away; and he supposed he should’ve already known the answer. “It’s probably me, right? Yeah? Well, no. I hate to bring me old scrubb’h ‘uva mother into this one, luv, but sometimes you birds do push a certain chauvinism on us blokes–If that’s been the case here…Hrmm. Maybe you better give ‘God’ a ring an’ tell ‘im yer problems. Just don’t be expectin’ a quick call-back.”

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“Do you want me to try to find your doctor before we order any? I mean, I can’t imagine it being an issue, unless you had your stomach stapled.”

D̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ Trust Me

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As sophisticated as Murphy’s theory of storing memories was, it did little to answer her question. Still, it was better than his sappy avoidances. “No-who? Gideon, you are wholly unlike anyone I’ve ever met. Are you postulating that someone hurt me in the past and I’m relating them to you in my mind?” She wondered if imparting philosophy got girls to back off in the past.

Fwa boulvèse. Times like these made the shackles of Cardinal Syn’s La Marche on level with a child’s game of re-entanglement. Gideon couldn’t reason away the haunting ‘Marengo’ melody that the comparison dredged up from his past…

“Loving you isn’t a choice. You are not to be weighed, and I am not be measured,” he replied concisely. “Imagine life was a series of photographs. And no matter how many pictures were taken, you only had one album to fill. You take a hold of each image, and you stare at it, till the the backdrop gets fuzzy, the faces are unrecognisable, and the dates drawn on the back are nothing but numbers…Pretty soon you have a pile of photographs. Where do they go? Which ones come first, and which get left out? They all mean something because they’re all a part of a whole…And when you leave a part behind you, any part, it doesn’t mean you’ve forgotten about it–you’ve just decided to look past it, despite it’s being there. Eventually you do forget it, and-”

The music persisted, steadied by the moans and the sturdy clinking chains which provided an unintentional backbeat to the horrific rhythm of dissent.

“Myna - do I remind you of something?” A building tension in Gideon’s throat strangled the words,

“Someone?”

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“Usually they tell you if you need to stay light on the eating. Has the doctor come to talk to you yet?”

D̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ Trust Me

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From the depths.

Muse A is on the run. Running from a life they never wanted. Behind them is pain, abuse and no say in any life choices. So Muse A runs. Life on the run is not the fairy tale that they imagined it might be. Life is even worse and they can’t take it anymore.

Muse A decides to end it by jumping into the ocean. They end up in a rip and are pulled out to sea. 

A boat comes across Muse A. Muse B is a sailor on the boat and rescues Muse A from the deep water. Muse B nurses Muse A back to health and as Muse A recovers, Muse B discovers their story while falling in love with Muse A.

Muse B decides to avenge Muse A and bring justice to those who wronged them. The decide to let everyone think Muse A has died, that way Muse A as can start a new life with Muse B. 

Twist: Historical setting, Muse B is a feared pirate Captain. 

More plots

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At first she didn’t think he was even trying to listen. Push it away, ignore it and focus on the bright side. Maybe that was a British thing, or maybe that’s just how Gideon survived. Myna couldn’t shut out her own brain, so that technique never worked for her. 

She sighed, avoiding his gaze out of shame. “You’re not stupid,” she replied, ready to placate as she was programmed. Then her brow furrowed, her goal of peace forgotten. 

“So, loving me is the stupid choice?” she asked, crossing her arms and looking up at Gideon. “Because it’s me, or because love isn’t worth it?”

“Maybe we should take a holiday togeth’h? You know, get away from the usual hum-drum and city smells. For the longest time, I’ve dreamt of a camper on the beach…I’m sure there’s room for two in there. If there isn’t, well, cosy’s not a bad adjustment.” He could see everything, even the little crustaceans clawing their first breath along the foamy shore. “I mean we’ll have the window,  and the dividing line, and–Myna?” He felt such shame, in that moment, getting himself lost in happiness and supposition while she was being torn apart inside.

Gideon quite understood what visceral meant, although she had not said just that. “To sympathise, luv, I can’t convince myself of all the marks that constitute my flesh, yet one might think,” Gideon paused. Pain made it difficult to speak. A pain in his spirit. “I don’t have a care in the world…But I do. I care about everything - yes, that’s easy to say, and, uh, I…It’s a damn thing to be indistinguishable from all the hippies–But I wasn’t born until som’ time after tha’, and, uh, well, I really do care.” There was only one person who could help Gideon Brady in his efforts to console, but he didn’t believe He was listening, so he didn’t ask. “Talk is good, see,” he offered, daring himself to at least get her to smirk. “We’ve barely started, and already we’ve proven my brain is the more stupid between us, eh?” Why couldn’t he find a way around rambling; rambling was why they were here in the first place. No amount of brooding could solve the incohesive flow that forced his tongue. “I love you because I’m stupid. And I hope I don’t get any smarter…so I’ll never stop.” 

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