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I sleep amongst your past ghosts

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It is extremely selfish to get drunk all the time when He is not around. He doesnt ever do that to you, and you do it every day hes not around. It shows weakness honestly. If I really want this to work my morals need to stand taller and I think he would like me better. Remember how Mike always found it more important to get drunk? over keeping you safe. Learn from the past don’t dwell any longer. It’s time for this.

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Illnever be happy where I am, With who I am and content with my personality Ive tried so many times only to lose out on the luck I thought I had

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When you're hot as fuxk but straight crazy, it kills you.

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You dont appreciate me I just try to be real Natural hair No makeup Not good enough for you You wont ever love me

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The depression session sets in, the misery wont stop. I do things so horrible to you, followed by resentment. Complete hatred spawned by spiteful retaliation. You Wont even touch me, hating my presence, committing suicide without even a hand to it... Im pushed further every time.

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My heart misses you, it aches I just hope one day you realize how much we meant to each other, And we can relish our past compassion without bitter ambivalence. The day when you love me again feels like a fantasy. God, how I miss it

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Loving a free spirit costs you a lifetime

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I cant walk past you You mean so much My mind is set towards you We need to remain because I cant imagine a life without you anymore One month with you and Im immersed in love and lust Its hard to look at you when I realize my life is revolving around one man This has never happened before I dont want it to happen again I want you for as long as I live and Ill follow you down…

I dont want anyone but you

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Fate is the universe finally giving you a break by finding someone that will help you out in such a dark world. The two of you living together in harmony answering to the calls of the universe

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There are some people you’ll never see again. At least, not in the same way.

I Wrote This For You, Iain S. Thomas (via sahrana)

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Call it, Grief

I didnt hear you cry very many times, you probably saw me cry equally. I didnt think I would ever see you cry and it broke your heart when I cried back. I didnt know you would die the way you did, the time you did or how much you still cry inside me.

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Rejection is the feeling of water going up your nose, when you’re in a pool, because thats how much Ive been crying over you. So many tears it rushes to my brain and the pain of what you said runs so deep.. Its enough to make me want to jump off the tallest Mountainside smiling before I hit the ground… What am I supposed to do now?

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1 Snow Storm Leaving a mass of people lost among their most comfortable places Losing sentimental objects, Burning sentimental bridges One weekend destroying years of love Reconstruction nearly impossible, resulting in character damage. Happiness is so amazing, but it’s fleeting.

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My heart aches so badly Almost as if it were shattered to pieces No one ever told me love would make me so afraid rage strikes my body and god its uncontrollable Its so heavy, a constant knot in my chest makes its way to my throat Choked up would be a good colloquial term; Cant talk or the tears will never stop, panic attacks and finally a paralyzing nervous breakdown. I need help now, I cant trust my thoughts. Allah please remove all of this poison from my life

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You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having your wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul, but cracks to put their love into, is the most calming thing in this world.

Emery Allen  (via perrfectly)

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No one thought about how sad she always was How she barely left her bed and they mocked her insecurity of leaving the blankets that protected her Yelling at her but the devils dont stop in her head so she just keeps hiding. Some men long for her suicide and she gets so close…