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I’m so insane about dnf today why is the world literally made of blue and green the world is so blue and green everything blue and green always is like a set the first few micro organisms literally were the color blue and green the EARTH is blue and green blue and green are next to eachother in the rainbow dnf are blue and green they’re literally the sun and the moon two galaxies MERGED TOGETHER (or something?) when they met up the END POEM IS BLUE AND GREEN they’re dog and cat brunette and blonde big and small blue and green their personalities everything just match like a puzzle piece??? They’re so perfect I love it everything is dnf and we’re just living in their fan fiction

Like just think about their story in general too what kind of a crazy ahhh story is that like why are they soulmates if someone made a movie with dnf’s lives people would be like nahhh that’s too unrealistic like hello holy fuck they live in a FUCKING FANFICTION AND WE’RE LIVING IN IT‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

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I feel like a dying plant and every George spotting is a splash of fresh water that brightens up my drying leaves, his smile is like the sunlight that makes me stick up a little taller again so i can feel the warmth of it on my green and leafy skin🌱

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i don’t know how i’m suppose to survive this long without george he’s like my water and food i need him back 😭😭😭

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happy 4 years of twitch dot tv slash georgenotfound !!! here is one of my favourite georgie stream clips ever i hope you all enjoy

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people are talking about 5up rn. do y'all remember this 😭

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Don’t think about Dream coding and doing all his fancy wirey tech stuff in his office and George is laying there on his office bed to keep him company, until it gets really late and George starts falling asleep so when Dream finally finishes something, he spins and sees George and patches cuddled together, he doesn’t want George to sleep there cuz he knows his neck will hurt in the morning but he also doesn’t wanna wake George up so instead he just really really carefully picks him up bridal style and carries him to bed, George stirs a little bit when Dream places him down but Dream quickly gets in too and shushes him so George only whispers a small “Love you” and than they cuddle to sleep together and and and and

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GEORGE WOULD LOVE GIDLE show him my bag and he can rap with them

YES YES YES I NEED TO SEE THAT ACTUALLY!!!! He would think they are bangers and make fun of the ppl that complain abt “cringe lyrics”

i think he would like queencard, my bag and for some reason lion the best 🤔 oh and he would def also love K/DA

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Queencard, I'm hot

My boob and booty is hot

Spotlight 날 봐 I'm a star, star, star!! ☆

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this is very telling on why theres such a large disparity in how dream has been moving vs how every other cc has been moving recently

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i’m gonna throw up i love him

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Some people choose to defend Dream from the harassment he gets because they like him, hence why if/when they turn Dranti, they often start doing the same exact shit (or, like today, start wishing it upon people they no longer like)

I choose to defend Dream from the harassment he gets because nobody deserves to be treated like that, regardless of whether I like them or not

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feeling emotions so strongly that you can’t voice your feelings is exactly what george is like i’m glad more people can see that cause it drives me absolutely crazy when everyone says he’s bad at expressing himself cause they never mean it in an understanding way it’s always demeaning

YES 👏

I definitely think some people see it more than others but i swear sometimes its so obvious that it isn’t that he doesn’t feel but its that he feel so much and so strongly he just doesn’t know where to start or how to even put it into words to do it justice. I think that’s definitely a thing that when u have these strong emotions that mean a lot to you than sometimes the words that exist aren’t enough to explain how much you actually feel, but because they’re so important u don’t wanna just half-ass explaining them yk??

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The thing is, George is actually a very emotional person, his joy is always so infectious and he always tears up at cute or sad things so easily. And you can tell how much he loves someone by how eager he is to spend time with them. Only thing he finds difficult is to say/write paragraphs that detail why and how he loves someone, unlike Dream. And I don't get how that means he is "emotionless"??? Neurotypicals are so weird. And this fandom has an internalised ableism problem I think.

YES THIS EXACTLY ☝️☝️☝️

Its why i feel like i relate to him so much, im generally very emotional and also a bit too empathetic at times, but when it comes to openly expressing that empathy and saying all of those big feelings out loud i always start to struggle. I feel vulnerable openly saying what im feeling, specifically when its those strong and meaningful emotions, but again its never cause I don’t feel them its more like i feel too much and too strongly and that their so precious and important to me that I can’t bring myself to just throw them into the open. So thats kinda what I imagine George is like too, you can always tell he feels so strongly but it just seems too strongly to put into words. Again with the Karl example i feel like it was very obvious that he felt super guilty about it and thats kinda another thing I imagine he feels the same way as me about, where you feel so guilty about it that you start thinking that just saying sorry doesn’t do anything to actually fix it, so you just stand there kinda awkwardly and like die in ur own guilt cuz u feel like a simple “im sorry” just isn’t gonna cut it, but u don’t know what to do to make it better either :// Feelings are so much more complicated than people make them out to be and so many different people express them so differently and yet there’s always this invisible guide to how you have to express them and how you have to feel about things if you wanna be a good person. Its really sad to me actually, stuff like this always just ends up hurting people. Anyway this is more rambling and comparing myself to gnf but oh well 🤷‍♂️

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Exactly!! I was very put off with ppl bringing up for example the conversation on Banter where they talked about how George didn’t apologise to Karl after he had that accident where he also explained why he didn’t, and it was exactly why i have a hard time apologising out loud, so for ppl to say that it was proof for how he’s clearly an un-empathetic monster who doesn’t care about his friends or others around him definitely made me feel pretty guilty and overthink if i was also a bad person for that 😭

Okay this is just random rambles but does anyone else also start feeling bad any time someone implies George not openly talking about his emotions/ feelings and occasionally having a hard time outwardly showing his empathy means he’s a bad person?? Or ppl sometimes talking abt him like he’s an emotionless robot :/// cuz personally I’m like that too most of the time and I always start feeling really guilty abt it even tho I can’t help it 😭 George being relatable to me in those ways is part of what makes him so comforting to me and so ppl being mean abt it to him kinda makes me feel like their being mean abt it to me if that makes sense?? Idk mby im just being parasocial or smth but it always just kinda puts me off, anyway i just wanted to yap abt it a bit ://

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Okay this is just random rambles but does anyone else also start feeling bad any time someone implies George not openly talking about his emotions/ feelings and occasionally having a hard time outwardly showing his empathy means he’s a bad person?? Or ppl sometimes talking abt him like he’s an emotionless robot :/// cuz personally I’m like that too most of the time and I always start feeling really guilty abt it even tho I can’t help it 😭 George being relatable to me in those ways is part of what makes him so comforting to me and so ppl being mean abt it to him kinda makes me feel like their being mean abt it to me if that makes sense?? Idk mby im just being parasocial or smth but it always just kinda puts me off, anyway i just wanted to yap abt it a bit ://

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No cuz they were literally insane for this😵‍💫 The amount of boyfriendisms in this single picture is actually crazy like they are crazy this is a whole ass celebrity couple like wtf

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So nice of Sapnap take George into consideration