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idk if this is a gautism quirk but i his posture / body movements remind me so much of myself. and i love it

Poor or awkward posture and clumsiness/issues with gait are actuall very common in autistic people! A lot of autistic people also have dyspraxia, which is a lack of coordination, sometimes in specific areas.

I love the way he stands and moves and holds his hands and walks on his toes, too!!! Dream also moves very awkwardly and clumsily, and I see myself in that. There was a post saying that he moves like a teddy bear made a wish to come to life, and I think about that a lot.

Here's some George toe walking :]

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Even now in the age of Gautism this statement still holds true, life is devastating

The fact that theres only 33 fics under the Autistic Georgenotfound (Video blogging RPF) tag on ao3 is a crime actually

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🌌 dream in blue lighting 🌌

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I just Like to look at you

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good morning gautism nation

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I finally watched George's stream from last night, and that game was literally made for him. First of all, it's called little kitty big city that’s already so him lol. The cat explores the city and causes chaos: tripping people over, stealing stuff, breaking flower pots, and just generally being a menace. But it also does little side quests for random animals and helps them out... and steals fish from fishermen. And don’t even get me started on the hats!! So many gnf references, like the apple hat, the sushi hat, the mushroom hat or the fish hat... Did they make this game specifically for minecraft youtuber georgenotfound? I think yes.

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Five years !!!!!

Georgie :)

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gautism truthers, do we think George would like chewelry, yes or no?

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I apologize in advance

DO DO DO DOOOOOOO

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I've been thinking a lot about safe objects and how growing up I always needed something soft like a stuffed animal or a gimmicky purse (I had a turtle purse for the longest time), and then eventually graduated to books, sketchbooks, and pencil cases being my teenage/adult safe objects. Now, thinking about that in the context of Dream Team is so fun and I want to share my thoughts.

First off, I love the concept of Dream's custom made mask being both a safe object and a sensory object. While it was presented satirically at first, poking fun at the negative reactions to his face reveal, he still wore it with confidence and good humor, while also maintaining branding. It's no surprise that it's a great comfort to Dream as it literally masks his appearance and provides him a shield from onlookers, while also setting forth a fun and playful attitude. On the sensory object aspect of it, since it's made by the same people that designed the high quality Spider-Man masks, we've seen the face of the mask is a plastic mesh with enough clearance for being able to see, but it still lends some sensory deprivation in blocking out lights, and paired with his hoodie, blocking out sound. I know we all love to see his face, but I do love when the mask is involved even as a joke because their is something so personal and sentimental about it. Aside from the mask, I think his sword necklace and cat beanies can also serves as safe objects, and the sword could also double as a fidget. I don't wear a lot of jewelry, but I know that whenever I wear a necklace, it quickly becomes a stim toy. Finally, a lot of his OU wearable items can serve as safety objects, whether he's just representing the team at a game where it's expected to where team merch, or at home or out and about, as he's shown in videos, Snapchats, and even a few images from his childhood that were on the flash drive.

I haven't narrowed down one specific safe object for George because he is someone who collects a lot of objects and Penguin Pebbles (giving small and often thoughtful gifts as a token of affection or admiration). Rather than bringing objects with him wherever he goes, he usually ends up acquiring a new object. But I do think his wardrobe as a whole can fall into the realm of safety objects or comfort objects. His style has remained relatively constant to when he first started streaming with tee shirts and soft or loose fitting pants, only wearing jeans or tailored clothing when necessary. Nowadays he's solidified himself in wearing oversized cotton blend shirts and big loose shorts that typically seem to be a polyester fleece blend, which is typically thick but very soft fabric. Even when fishing in cooler temperatures (cool for Florida), he's in shorts and tee shirt. Expanding beyond his outfits, his socks are a clear comfort as he is very particular about the brand, style, and fit. He has shown he owns other socks, but those are all themed socks that seem to be more for a fun laugh than a casual wear. Finally, I think his sneakers/sneaker collection are a clear comfort, but more so in a special interest way rather than a full on comfort object. He is still very particular about what sneakers he enjoys, what outfit or event he wears them with, and how to take care of them.

In general, I think Dream is more consistent with his safety objects, often needing them to have some sentimentality to his personhood, whereas George can make a safety object out of a variety of things, but ties a lot of comfort and safety to special interests. Dream is more likely to bring a safety object with him and George is more likely to collect safety objects.

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George's Discovery

A Gautism Comic

This was sketched before drautism and sapnap adhd reveal, but it all fits so perfectly now. I know the wait was very long, but I hope you all really enjoy it and see all the love and laughter I put into it. I appreciate you all so much, thank you for all the support with my art! :] 💚💙🧡

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Re-uploading some of my old art cause I feel bad about deleting it!</3

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Dteam but they sit in a pillow fort and stim together

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theres a certain youtuber that i like and every once in a while i see some bullshit drama starting video about them and i'll start it like "oh no did they do something really bad" and every time its always "idk they just strike me as really creepy" about extremely normal social anxiety/awkward behaviors.

anyway some of yall are extremely not okay about very minor "not fitting in" behavior and it's really really cruel. stop being fucking mean girls.

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people always going on about how "dream should not have handled the situation like that" and then go on about how they expect him to be the most patient, forgiving, careful, socially intelligent, incomparably responsible, unmistakably rational, and most self-controlled martyr who will bend over backwards for them and their 'constructive criticism' as long as they don't blatantly say the hate him and will never develop a good impression of him no matter what he does. I am sick and tired of conversations like "yeah I think you're ok man but I think you were a bit irresponsible with this thing you did" and dream going "yeah no I totally get that" because he is kind and loving and understanding and his heart is strong and soft in ways poets might compare to a flower amidst rubble but people take that for granted. Very little could handle being in the position he is in, much less those very same people criticizing him to his face as if they wouldn't have folded given the same circumstances. I am all for admitting mistakes. I love that dream is the way he is because it fosters and inspires such compassion and growth for the people that truly care to look. But it does not read as them wanting to have a fair conversation where they can reflect, because dream has reflected, constantly, sincerely, and his mirror is clearer than any of theirs, I'll bet. No, it reads as them finding any point to criticize, any point of negativity, because they can never truly be okay with dream. They're only okay with him until they find another minor reason to dislike him, which they then hold on to like a drowning man. Yk how the tiniest stains are much more noticable on a spotless white floor? Well dream has scrubbed and scrubbed but people will continue to look not acknowledging the fact that their floors are filth. Dream deserves so much more than passive aggressive tolerance. He deserves compassion and understanding and admiration and twice the love he has poured to those who will never appreciate it. Also to kill maybe.

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george in dresses week - day 6: fairytale

beauty and the beast, but the beast is actually just a druppy

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I feel so mentally ill about George sometimes its not even funny