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Y sin darme cuenta he vuelto a ese lugar de donde tanto me costó salir, a esas noches de insomnio, a los días sin arreglarme, a la falta de hambre, a no saber lo que yo misma siento; si estoy feliz, triste o enfadada, he vuelto a aislarme de las personas que más quiero, han vuelto esos ataques que pensé había superado ya, me he quedado sin uñas de nuevo, mis labios han vuelto a estar lastimados, el cabello a empezado a caerse, las noches se han vuelto más largas para esta escritora. Creo que he perdído el sentido de la vida.

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Sabr isn't easy, sabr is tears, sabr is feeling alone, sabr is swallowing insults, sabr is smiles covering tears, sabr is crying for the response of Allah. "Behold, I am near." (2:186)

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my favorite childhood memory is having energy

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when ur so so so so so so sleepy and then u fall asleep...... delicious

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my favorite childhood memory is having energy

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- Alejandra Pizarnik

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When Jane Austen said, "And sometimes I keep my feelings to myself, because I could find no language to describe them in," I felt that

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Don’t tell me what I feel

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The Secret World of Arrietty ‘借りぐらしのアリエッティ’ 2010 | dir. Hiromasa Yonebayashi

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in theory I’m ok with pretty much everything but in practice I am ok with literally nothing not one single thing

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silent girl september… sleepy girl september… solitary girl september…

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softly the waves are trilling

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وما تخفيه في صدرك واضح عند الله ، ويكفي الله الجميع.

And what you hide in your chest is clear to God, and God is enough for everyone.

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□ single

□ taken

☑ stressing everyday about my future

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self care is creating a life you don’t routinely have to escape from