spacehobi
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Illusion
everything is an illusion the illusion of being loved the illusion of being accepted
my hands touch my throat and I can’t figure out why the air comes with such pain
the feelings I have bring me shame, I still fall for the illusion of acceptance
I want to be lost in a crowd be more of the same
I want to be so common you just walk past me, no side eyes no head turns
I’ll rather live in the illusion of love If it means I can stay hidden
there are pictures in my walls, they seem to speak to me “why are we all here?”
and I don’t know there’s so much color inside my room and so much space inside my heart but I feel so so weak
I want to be saved by an idea, I want to be fulfilled by the fantasy of love but it’s ludicrous
there’s no saving
I want the illusion of life the happy ending we find in books
I want the illusion of things because I’ve lost the grasp of my reality and nothing is hard in make-believe.
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make me choose 🌸 ↳ @yeonbins asked: sookai or tyunning?
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