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Something like this feeling

My lips utter something in between fuck and would you like a bite of this?

I don’t speak fluent French or my very own gibberish,

Somehow I’m still learning to speak the language of your mind

They say counting helps to relive the mind of stress but I’m not stressed FUCK

I’m accumulated and I never run but my body is running, my mind is running,

My veins, screaming.

All I can do is count.

I know this is crazy, but people count between one to ten

But you make me count even the decimals

I lost myself in thoughts of your freckles

Now I can’t speak in any language,

I just want to listen to you for this second

Maybe even daze at the movement of your lips

They say these thoughts are subliminal, you create this adrenaline. Maybe I don’t make sense at all

But, would you like a bite of this?

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Stutter

And I don’t breathe proper anymore and it’s not the asthma, that much I know is true But your grin makes my speech all stutter-stop-start again and all over please excuse the way my “m”s re re rerepeat I’m I mean Just kiss me, please

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Static

its villains and anticlimactic people

that teach you how to feel.

Maybe it’s when we’re focusing on the static between our clothes Is when you realize you’re so uncomfortable you don’t want to leave.

Can someone be comfortable with discomfort?

Maybe it’s you, when you realize it’s too late: too early, to be in someone’s bed that isn’t your own, Time after time.

It’s from the touch of her hands that slide down on your stomach while you tingle with displeasure.

It’s the sun in the morning, that cannot hide your position.

Maybe you’re making a mistake

Falling for the truth.

Maybe someday you’d realize that it’s not the static that left you in discomfort

It’s just the wrong clothes.

Maybe it’s the color of her hair and the tone of her voice that reminds you why you escaped from home.

You found a home within a vacation.

You’re addicted to the discomfort

Maybe it’s turning into pleasure.

it’s time to make that ‘migration’

From the static in my bed to the clean white sheets laid down in your room

You’re not uncomfortable

You’re unloved.

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when did my makeup and red pumps become a formula for disgust?

Do we not appreciate women? Their woven clothes, self braided hair, beautiful gowns and red lips?

So when you say “I’m not like the other girls” you confuse my being because well, what’s wrong with the other girls?

Does my red lipstick stain your masculinity too much? Are you trying to be more accepted in a patriarchal community?

When you rip off your baby pink top in exchange for a buttoned up shirt for acceptance, you think you’ve become a woman that’s desired.

But that’s something so terribly misconceived, we are not defined because we constantly change. When we rip off our own desires to be accepted we lose our identities.

When will we learn the difference between acceptance and resistance? Feminism and empowerment?

What I want should not be confused with complete femininity, I do not want you to be feminine, I want you to accept it.

I hope we come to realise the power of individuality, we are a motion, the feministic revolution, we’ve never defined ourselves but have only been defined and that is power outdone and will always be outdone over patriarchy.

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Hope

And you say this world has no meaning Well So. Fucking. What. We have always seen faces in foliage  Found patterns in darkness Spun stories for nighttime stars  We make our own meaning That is enough

@glassheartedboy

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“I laughed and said, ‘Life is easy.’ What I meant was, 'Life is easy with you here, and when you leave, it will be hard again.’”

— Miranda July; No One Belongs Here More Than You

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“You fall in love with the little things about someone, like the sound of their laughter and the way their smile forms.”

—

The Weeknd

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“I know that feeling. You have to do something. You have to change something radically, because you can’t stay like you are for another second, or you’re going to explode.”

— Jennifer Echols

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“So, if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me because I, too, am fluent in silence.”

— R. Arnold

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“You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing, and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and understand, for all that is life.”

— Krishnamurti | @wnq-philosophy

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“I wanted to be remembered as someone who gives joy and hope to everyone around me.”

— douleurn

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“I never unpack my bags, I leave before I get left. —thetypewriterdaily”

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Dear sis, don’t awaken a lovers love until it is the right time. A love before due season will leave a bitter taste rather than sweet.

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