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answering some asks here: i turned off anonymous asks because while most of them are very nice + well intentioned i do get a couple of inconsiderate asks and i cant block every single one each time...but in case you all would like to stay anonymous i've decided to answer them like this !!

i dont use discord and i do have a twitter But i don't know if i want to make it a writing Thing... (but if you want to be twitter mutuals lmk though hehe)

i get a variation of these for lots of things but i do have a lot of drafts and asks i was planning on answering, and i will be finishing these but i can't say how long it'll take. but these will be posted on ao3 and not tumblr.

my ao3 is fyoran. look under the pseuds section for spacexseven. you will need an account to view/access my works

hello dazai anon!! in case you did not want your main out there i'm answering this here :) i am so very happy to hear you've decided to start writing too!! it was a very fun time for me and i hope it's just as (if not more) exciting for you :))) there is no problem at all!! i would love to see what you come up with (clearly wonderful things seeing the awesome things you've dropped in my inbox) if you need anything at all do let me know and i will help out in any way i can ^^

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I love your works bro your writing >>>>> I inhale them like a starved man 🤭✨ Anyways I hope you're having a great day and weeks and months and wonderful years. Always take care of yourself 😌💕

thank you anon!

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Being here for a long time and seeing your blog grow is so 😭✨ anyways just wanted to say you deserve all compliments and such

thank you! i know theres quite a few people from my Beginner days who are still here ( i see your usernames 0.0) and its so crazy to me! two years!!! two whole years wow

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hi. go buy esims for gaza. go preorder a kufiya from hirbawi. buy insulin for palestinian diabetics who need that help. if you live in the states use this to email your reps (this takes maybe 5 seconds to do). check out this massive list of resources where you can educate yourself in a meaningful and actionable way even if you don't have the financial means right now. from the river to the sea palestine will be free. 🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸

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hi if you follow me on ao3 please let me know what other drabbles from here i should post on there ^^

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LINK TO THE SPREADSHEET

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Shayma and her family needs help relocating to safety outside of gaza. She’s only 25 and holding together two of her passed sister’s children who are mentally drained after the passing of their mother and their other sister.

If possible please donate to her GoFundMe and share, she’s the sweetest girl and deserves the world. Her Twitter is @dpechesmode.

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There's one charity that I haven't seen shared here personally, and that's Care for Gaza.

They're shared a lot on twitter as a reputable on-the-ground relief source. You can donate to their gofundme to help their efforts here.

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hollaa!! just wanted to say your writing is absolutely beautiful and interesting! i've been here for quite a long time and still is inhaling and rereading all of your works because they're just absolutely gorgeous!! your writings are basically one of my precious therapy stuffs they're ethereal <3

i remember first time reading your earlier works and they all got me on a chokehold they're just so interesting and great and everything!!

this is so sweet wait ㅠㅠㅠㅠ im really touched thank you so much :((((

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hi! how are you? I love all of your works!! pls always take care of yourself <3 ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡

hello!! im good hehe just a little busy rn ㅠㅠ how r u!!!

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Noury is a Gojo Satoru JJK Fangirl and artist. She's been documenting the attacks on Gaza since the beginning. Both she and her brother lost an eye, her father can no longer walk and her mother cannot eat because of a broken jaw. They need help to pay for surgeries and medicine.

Please donate and spread this around as much as you can.

They appear to be in relative safety but were injured and untreated for days because of Israel's bombings, which is why their injuries got this bad.

I also wanted to document every post she's made since the beginning of Israel's attacks. It's important to remember every day as it happened when Israel is trying to hide what they've done to the civilian population and ordinary people in Gaza. Especially this sweet, funny young woman who found the time to thirst over her favorite anime boy as a comfort between all the attacks.

Posted in reverse chronological order under the Read More.

More images in a reblog.

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Please read this interview of a pediatrician working in a Gazan hospital.

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you can give seven days of internet connection to someone in gaza for just 6 USD

gazaesims.com is a website dedicated to helping people donate esims for people in gaza. there are multiple options for where to purchase an esim to donate, for the price i listed you want to use nomad esims. you can get a $3 discount by using someone's referral code from the notes of this post. it also will give the referrer credit to buy more esims! (you can only use a referral code on your first purchase) @/fairuzfan also a tag for esim referral codes here, some of which are nomad. BACKPACKNOMAD is another code to get $3 off your first purchase, it's been working for some people but not others so try out a referral code instead if you can't get it to work. also it took over an hour for the email with my information to come through so don't panic if it doesn't show up right away. (logging back into your nomad account seems to have helped some people get their emails to send!) NOMADCNG is a code for 5% off any middle east region nomad esims from connecting gaza. it can be used on any purchase, not just your first but is generally going to give less off than the first-purchase only codes, so use those first. it can be used in combination with nomad points. (nomad promo codes do not work on plans that are already on sale, unlimited plans, and plans under $5)

new nomad code for 15% off any plan 10 GB or above: NOMADCNY24 it lasts until february 18th, 2024!

troubleshooting hint 1: if you are trying to pay through paypal, make sure you have pop-ups enabled! otherwise the payment window won't be able to appear.

troubleshooting hint 2: if you are trying to purchase an esim using the provider's app, it may block you from purchasing if your phone does not fit the requirements to install and use their esims. use their website in your browser instead and this problem should go away.

edit as of 2/8/24: nomad (regional middle east), holafly (israel and egypt) and simly (palestine and middle east) are currently in the highest in demand. here is a purchase guide i made that covers all of the esim platforms, including these three platforms. if you have donated an esim before january 20th, they are asking for you to reforward your original email with the expiration date in the subject line. you can see gothhabiba’s guide for how to tell if your esims have been activated. if your esim has expired without use, you can contact customer service to renew or replace it.

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will you be moving your fics from here to your new blog too?

im not sure yet...i have a couple of my drabbles on ao3 already so if i decide not to you can always look there @.@

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The Greatest Fraudster

Ft: Nikolai x Reader

Warning: Non-con, pwp, stalker!Kolya, somnophilia, fingering, unprotected sex, mentions of stalking behaviour, Kolya sneaking into reader's room, Kolya is the definition of red ocean not a red flag lol, etc. This is very much NOT a healthy relationship.

Notes: I'm sorry if it sounds rusty I'm struggling to get out of Writer's Block Swamp 😭😭😭

Word counts: 2695 words

Inspired from @/cherikolya 's stalker!Kolya!!

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The silver moonlight pierced the window, lighting up your room, revealing a figure hidden in the shadows. It wasn't the first time he made his way into your bedroom like it's his house, you've grown used to this, he would sit by the bed, watching you sleep with a sickenly sweet delirious gaze, doing absolutely nothing, and he would left before you woke up when the sun rises. Albeit there were occasionally times when you woke up mid-night and were almost startled by his too-much-of-a-loving eyes.

Who's to say that he doesn't have his dark desires? Nikolai is, a man after all. And he could not helped himself but let his gaze trails further down you body, watching your vulnerable form, mismatched eyes lingered a little too long on your heaving chest or on your private parts, how he would imagine his rough, calloused hands on your porcelain-like skin, caressing your body while his cock nestled deep inside your pussy.

The desire to ruin you runs deep inside his veins the first time he saw you at the fair, and all those nights when he took the advantage to crawl into your bed, laying there right beside you, feeling your breath against his skin was enough to send him through the clouds. He wanted to wait, he wanted you to come to him voluntarily, he wanted you to fall for him. All the nights where he couldn't come to see you himself, he would watched you over the cameras that he planted in your room, no, your whole apartment, and he would resorted to his hand to ease the pain in his pants. Oh how Nikolai wanted to see your cute face stained with his cum, lips slightly parted and teary eyes after sucking him off.

Patience is a virtue, but the man never deems himself as a virtuous person. Hence the reason he's finally, finally taking a huge step further in this relationship as he slowly taking off your nightgown, pulling down the straps to reveal your bare chest, the sheer sight is already making him shivers in excitement.

Nikolai kisses you in a very careful way, as if he was treating a doll made out of glass. But of course, you wouldn't wake up that easily after a rough day at work. Yet in his little wretched mind, it was a sign for him to keep going. A soft sigh slipped past your lips as his fingers danced on your chest, before lightly squeezing your breast, causing you to wince in your sleep.

As his mouth descended and latched onto one of your perky nipples, your body quivers with each touch, further exciting the man. There were no signs of you waking up, so he took that as your body was reacting to him even when you're unconscious, a twisted smile hanging on his lips as he let go of your nipple with a "pop" sound.

Fingers dipped into your panties as Nikolai noticed you were getting wet, "Are you accepting me already~? That makes me so happy, sweetie, see, we're improving our relationship!", he deliriously whispers in your ears as his fingers slipped into your aching cunt, rowing them slowly, testing the water before he began to move them in a scissoring motion.

The sloppy sounds of his fingers fucking your innocent hole were like music to his ears, and as much as the sight of you moaning unconsciously makes him wanted nothing more but to ram his cock into that sweet, tight pussy of yours, still, he endures it, taking his time to loosen you up, or else the pain might wake you up. Now isn't he nice? He's prioritizing your needs!

Your insides were clenching onto his fingers ans before you knew it, he's already had three fingers inside you! And as his middle finger grazed a certain spot, your breath hitched, he knew he'd struck gold. Adding the pressure from his thumb pressing on your clit, you soon reached your first orgasm of the night. Slowly and carefully, Nikolai pulled his fingers out before sucking on them like they were the sweetest nectar he'd ever tasted.

He unbuckled his belt in a haste, dropping both his pants and boxer down, freeing his cock that were dripping with pre-cum. His breath were getting fast as he could not contained the excitement anymore, he wanted to take you right here and now, to claim his dearest dove for himself, to violate and ruin you until you were too much of a cock-drunk to think of anything but him and only him. Ah, just the thoughts of it were enough to make him cum on the spot~!

"Are you sure you don't want to wake up~? If this continues, I'll ruin you, dear. Or is it that you want me to ruin you?"

Of course, he couldn't get an answer from a sleeping person. And in his sick little mind, it's you who let him do this. Silence is agreement, no? Slowly and gently, he pressed the swollen tips against your entrance, rubbing it a few times before finally, sink himself in one thrust, making you jolted up. His heart dropped, his blood almost frozen as he saw your reactions, he didn't want you to wake up yet, no, not now, not when he's just started. He wanted you to sleep a little longer, the most ideal scenario in his head was that you would stay unconscious for the rest of the night, as he fills you up again and again, painting your inner walls white, staining your body with his seeds, and he might make you suck him off afterwards before cleaning you up to rid away all the evidences of such a night.

But he was just worrying too much, as you were still sound asleep, not knowing a single thing about your stalker is now balls deep inside you and is ready to fuck your brains out. Nikolai lets out a sigh of relief as he saw your eyelids shut tight, chest heaving up and down, showing no signs of waking up just yet. It took him every ounces of reasons to not thrust into you like an animal, instead, he started of with a slow yet deep pace, rowing his hips against yours carefully, after all, he wouldn't want you to wake up just yet.

Small sounds slipped past your unconscious form, and with the look on your face, something inside Nikolai snapped. He began to pick up the pace little by little, your tight walls convulsed around his cock as he fucks you hard and fast, throwing any reasons he had left out of the window and desperately chasing his high. The squelching sounds of his balls slapping against your ass and skin slapping against each other, with your unconscious mewls on top of it were like an orchestra played just for him. The thought of using protection not once crossed his mind, as he was now busy pounding into your sweet little pussy, all his and only his.

Nikolai soon came inside you with an ecstatic moan, maybe a little too soon, but who's to blame when to him, being able to fuck you like this and cumming inside you was his long life dream. Sadly, that dream would soon turn into a nightmare as he noticed your eyes fluttered open. And as you were trying to take what was happening, the man could only feel his blood runs cold. Why now? Was he too hard on you? Damn it, he should have taken things slower, but honestly, how do you expect him not to lose control when your walls were gripping onto him like a vice and your slick juices overflowing, so much to the point he could feel it on his balls each time he thrust?

"Kolya..? What are you doing?"

Your voice laced with sleepiness as you stared at the man on top of you, wondering what shenanigans is he up to this time staying on your bed like this. It's not that you aren't against of this, it's just that you were far too familiar having Kolya in your room like this, especially after that certain night where things took a twisted turn.

Nikolai finally snapped out from his train of thoughts as his gears working, if you're awake, does that mean he have the rights to do whatever he wants now that you can reply to him? It doesn't matter if you don't want to, he would just do it anyways~

And with a swift movement, you were now on top of him, his cock still buried deep inside your dripping cunt as he beams a smile towards you, but his eyes were not smiling at all. "I'm sorry that I woke you up, my dove. But I'm glad that you're up now, this way we can continue our love-making!"

For one second you thought you misheard him when he said 'love-making'. It isn't until you noticed how he was balls deep inside you that you could comprehend the situation, but it was too late anyways, as Nikolai began the second round with a rough and deep pace from the start, and the new position allows him to reach even deeper inside you, the tip grazing your cervix with each thrusts. One of his free hand pulls you into a sloppy kiss, his tongue slid past your lips, tasting every nook and cranny as you moans into his mouth, eyes shut tight as pleasure blurs your senses and reasons.

The obscene sounds of skin-slapping filled the room, your moans muffled by the kiss you two were sharing as Nikolai's mismatched irises stared at you lovingly, his hands were everywhere, caressing your back then gripping your hips with one hand while another was teasing your nipple. It wasn't until he felt the lack of oxygen catching up to him did he finally broke the kiss, a thin silver string connects you two. When he aren't kissing you, he would be biting and nipping anywhere he could, from the nape of your neck to your ears, random patches of your shoulders to your breasts, and he even left marks on your hand! You were gone too far in pleasure to notice that he'd bitten right there at your left ring finger, maybe a little too harshly but who cares? You'd have to cover it up with an accessory, and it's the perfect occasion to make you wear his ring!

Your head were still hazy from waking up so suddenly and the next thing you know was that Nikolai was fucking you like there were no tomorrow, pleasure overwhelming your mind to the point you could only make out broken syllables of his name and told him to stop, but at this point, he'd already been too much of a pussy-drunk to reason with you. To him, you were just shying away, that your 'no' means 'yes', and 'stop' means 'more', a twisted way of taking things, and all is to blame his 'love' filter. They say people can do all sorts of things when they're in love, indeed they can.

"T-too deep..! Kolya~!" you cries out as he relentlessly hitting your sweet spot, his fingers intertwined with yours as an act of kindness, contrasting everything he'd done as Nikolai teased you, "Ahaha! What are you saying, dove? You're the one who's been shaking her hips, using me like your expensive dildo, didn't 'cha?"

You shook your head in embarrassment, but some of his words were true as you were unconsciously grinding against him, meeting his thrusts as you two chase your high desperately. It didn't took long for you to came undone around him with a loud cry of his name, your pussy gripping him tightly like a vice as he emptied himself into you, filling you up with ropes of thick, hot cum. Nikolai slows down his pace, thrusting a few more times before slowly pulling out, the gravity making some of the remnants leaks, dripping down the once pristine sheets as he lies you down on the side with him.

To Nikolai, this is his dream come true, he was ecstatic, even more so now that he knew he'd 'made love' to his precious dove. To you, it's an absolute nightmare, your stalker, whom you've barely known had just forced himself on you while you were sleeping, and the worst part is that somewhere inside you, you actually enjoyed this. You disgusted yourself just by thinking of it. But he didn't let you rest for long, as he suddenly sat up, nudging his erect cock staining with your mixed juices against your soft lips, "Clean me up, my dove. I want you to taste both of us."

You were hesitant, but judging the fact that even if you don't agree, he'd still force it onto you somehow, you decided to be obedience and parted your lips, slowly taking him inside your mouth. Starting with gently kitten licks at the tip, almost as if you were teasing him, to long licks alongside the length, you could indeed taste yourself and him as you continue, feeling the veins a little bumpy on your tongue, inadvertently longing for more, for him to ravage you again.

You took his cock inch by inch in your mouth, trying your best to take as much as you can, but alas, everything has a limit to it. You could feel the tip hitting the back of your throat already and there's still quite a bit left, so you decided to stroke it with your soft, delicate hand. As you began to move your head up and down, making dirty, lewd noises as you suck him off like he wants, you look up to met with a Nikolai who were shutting his eyes as he groans, his hand found its way to your hair, gripping it as gentle as he can, before he tries to push a little deeper, causing you to have a gag reflex, your hand fumbling to tap his inner thigh, a sign that it was too much for you to take.

As much as he wanted to fuck your throat, Nikolai still knew that if he broke you too soon, he would be left with nothing again, so he tries to endure and let you take things at your own pace. You appreciate that, really. As you bobbed your head up and down to match the rhythm of your hand stroking him, while the other free hand went to massage his balls, hollowing your cheeks and moaned with your mouth full of his cock, the vibrations when you moan added in another layer of pleasure. He was pleased, not only that his dove was playing right into his hand, but because she's acting so obedience, so good, just for him.

As you were focusing on pleasing him, all of the sudden, Nikolai stops you, pulling his cock out of your mouth, leaving you dumbfounded. Didn't he tell you to suck him off? He loves the idea of cumming directly in your throat, making you drink them all without wasting a drop, or maybe you could drop them, since he'd have a reason to punish you later. But he only wants you to clean him up so he could devour your cunt again, hence the reason why he's switching position, towering over you once more. He was holding you close to him, at a glance it seems like a loving act of intimacy, yet it was the opposite, Nikolai only wants to cage you in his arms so you won't be able to run away from him. Yes, he hates being caged, but he still cages you, truly conflicting, don't you think?

You know that you will be sticking with him for a long ride as his hard cock nudges your pussy lips once more before he sheathed himself whole in a single movement.

"It really does feel like we're lovers, my precious dove~ Why don't we make love some more?"

After all, the night's still young. And there are many, many more nights to come.

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[EMERGENCY]

Emergency writing commissions open!!

0/$300 reached

Hi guys, I'm in need of money right now so I decided to open commissions so I can pay my bills.

I apologize that I can only write for Bungou Stray Dogs, and again, since I value quality over quantity, I can only write for a few character that I have confident that I won't make them OOC:

Dazai Osamu

Nakajima Atsushi

Kunikida Doppo

Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Nakahara Chuuya

I mostly do x reader but I can also do character x OC as well, as long as you provide me the information about them. And please note that I can use your commission as my samples, unless you want to private your commissions.

You can check out my samples here

I only accepted payment via PayPal. Full payment is needed after we had finished discussing.

Pricelist:

$1 - 100 words

$10 - 1k words

For NSFW works, the price will be $1.5 per 100 words and $15 per 1k words.

There will be an additional fees if I have to help you think of a plot - plus 25% of the total charge.

Additional fees will be charge - plus 25% of the total, if I had to research on the materials (for example, certain cultures, different fandoms in the case you want a collaboration work, and so.) Notice that this will not be counted if it's just your OC or extra request about reader.

An extra 10% of the total will be charge if you want it to be work on faster than the deadline or if you wish for your work to be private.

If you're using this for commercial purposes, it will be plus 200%, making it a total of 300%

Working time:

4-5 days for a drabble (under 1k words)

7-10 days for 1k to 2k words

10-15 days for 2k to 4k words

If you wish for a long fic (5k plus, we can discuss this further)

What I can write:

Nsfw

Sfw

Certain dark contents (non-con, dub-con, incest, kidnapping...)

Slice of life.

As for yandere, I specialized in those who prefer to play mind games, gaslighting, manipulating rather than those with a violence tendency.

Character x Reader/OC

What I can't write:

Horror

Guro

Pedo

Mecha, combat scenes.

Sub!characters

Characters x Characters

Please help me share this. I need to get as much money as possible before April 1st!! 😭😭😭