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hey guys - an important announcement i want to make

i'm going to be taking a break from being online for an unspecified amount of time - to work on myself, for the better of the people around me.

i won't be active on tumblr, twitter, or anywhere else besides maybe discord or roblox, but i'm only going to be talking to certain people for a while, such as my partner, a few people i am close with, and people i am collaborating with on projects.

i'll be looking for a job, and looking towards getting a good therapist to help with setting better sexual boundaries with people & managing my BPD.

i know this may come as a surprise to some of you because i don't talk much about anything on here, but i am TERRIBLE with controlling my own behaviors and filter (especially sexually) around others, ever since i was about 11 years old (thanks, unfiltered internet access). i have gotten called out on it before, when i was in high school under an older handle, but i never kept my word to change.

i don't want it to get any worse, especially after 8 years of not knowing how to be healthy with it. there are no excuses, especially after that long. it has come to the point where i am getting death threats/suibaits, the latest instance being last night.

i'm not going to be looking for anyone to keep in contact with, for now.

i'm going to be busy going to an event with family today, so if anyone would like to message me about this, i won't be able to reply until tomorrow at the soonest.

for those i have wronged in the past, from 2016 to now, i'm sorry.

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are you worried

About what? But yeah

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oh yeah check it out. i beat pressure today

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are data entry jobs like worth getting into? i think working remotely might be the best option for me here

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Moschino RTW Spring ‘16

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i am a bit of a freak when it comes to applesauce

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Why is today literally Thursday lol

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just watched saw 3...

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Being attracted to computers with no background in tech is so embarrassing.

Like yes I do know what type of computer that is by name, what year it was made, and yes I do know the specs

No, I have no idea how to fix your modern computer with the issues its having

But I could hump the tower for you if you think that'd help

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i know that comparing pylons to angels is overdone by now, but these connecting rings they attach to the top of telephone poles couldn't be more halo-like if they tried

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Gnome just did the Akira bike slide on mouseback

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can we please please stop treating T and E weight gain like its an unfortunate side effect instead of something normal that is literally supposed to happen. you will gain weight because you are going through puberty part 2. that is not bad your body is just adapting to changes. stop trying to shrink yourself to be the smallest version of you possible

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tbh ive been considering remaking for a bit idk. but i dont want to abandon spamtons like that

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its called the D: drive because you look at how much space is left on it and you go "D:"

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Dude I love your blog. I'm a big fan of the cries for help

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idk

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