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I can do soooo good all day but always end up binging at night 🙃

Go to sleep hungry, wake up skinnier

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♡♡ "Lord please, I see what you have done for others" ♡♡

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Light like a feather♡♡

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Me coming back to Tumblr after not restricting for a few days:

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Reblogging to save for grocery shopping after I get paid tomorrow

some low calorie junk food if anyones interested…

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me: I dont wanna like…… do things……..

My psychologist: You have to, do things

me: 

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Her waist.......

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Someone: “You look really skinny! Are you eating okay?”

Me: “Well-“

My ed:

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✞ 666 ✞

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When you work so hard to keep your ED a secret so people don’t worry but inside you’re just

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I wish losing weight was as easy as movies about anorexia portray it. Like hell yeah,i want an aesthetically pleasing montage with a cool soundtrack of me skipping meals and working out for 2 months and suddenly boom I’m skinny. But nooo, all I get binging and crying into an ice-cream container and feeling like I’m about to pass the fuck out 24/7

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When doctors are like “what are your symptoms” and you’re like “dude I don’t even know I just kinda live like this”

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I convince myself my ed isn’t real because I’m not skinny so then I just binge eat and then gain more weight and then hate myself even more and go back to trying to starve myself. It’s this never ending cycle and I don’t understand why it feels like I’m not capable of a middle ground.

Anyone else ever feel like other people are “better” at having an ed than you and wonder if you have an ed at all