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I FINISHED THE DRAFT AND IT'S OVER 10K WHY AM I LIKE THIS

Does it makes sense to end the polybolts fic with gratuitous, filthy smut? Doesn't matter it's happening regardless lmao

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Does it makes sense to end the polybolts fic with gratuitous, filthy smut? Doesn't matter it's happening regardless lmao

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When Sam and his Avenger’s team joins forces with Thunderbolts a lot of them have a problem with Walker (while Sam is personally is amicable with him, he doesn’t exactly love the guy). But before anyone can say anything, Black Widow’s sister and the infamous Ghost beat them to the punch.

By saying the most vile things to Walker’s face.

“Ok walmart Captain America” “Chill out Captain Crashout you wanna decapitate someone in public again?” “Quiet deadbeat” “this is why Olivia left you”

It gets to the point where Sam asks Bucky why he is pushing for this team when Yelena and Ava clearly despise Walker—how the hell are they supposed to be a cohesive team?

And Bucky looks at Sam like??? Ava and Yelena adore Walker what are you talking about???

Sam’s immediately like…please go back to therapy hydra did more damage than you thought.

BUT after the mission everyone is exhausted and John. Starts to fall asleep. On Yelena’s shoulder.

Everyone expects Yelena to throw him off but she just gently lays him on her lap. And then looks up, with a terrifying stare (making everyone remember that she IS natasha’s sister)

“If you wake him up it will be the last thing you ever do”

Ava is also glaring and nodding along. And then she takes a photo of john the send to the vault squad! gc (bob hearts it)

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Hhhh I was gonna buy myself the thunderbolts DVD to watch today while I wait for my wife to get home but I just checked online and my local stores are OUT OF STOCK 😩 devastating

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Hmm yes a very nice addition to my collection of photos of men

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In the hospital after everything has calmed down

John, teasing: I can't believe you wouldn't tell me you loved me when I was literally dying in your arms

Bucky, squished with him in the hospital bed: you weren't dying in my arms, because you're not dead now. And I said I would say it, which implied that I do.

John: sorry, implied that you--?

Bucky, rolling his eyes but then smiling: that I love you, John.

John: I love you too, Bucky.

Winteragent where they've been dating/hooking up but never talk about their feelings, until one day on a mission where John gets seriously hurt.

Bucky is panicking, hovering above him. It's clear that the situation is dire. And John just says it.

John: I love you.

Bucky: don't say that, don't say that like you think you're going to die--

John: but you need to know. I love you, Bucky.

Bucky: no, you can't die. You can't leave me.

John: just say it back, idiot.

Bucky: I'll say it back when you're recovering in the hospital. I'm getting you out of here and you're going to live, dammit.

(He does get John out and to a hospital in time. And he does say it back then <3 )

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Hmm yes a very nice addition to my collection of photos of men

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THUNDERBOLTS* but every time Bucky is on screen, Sexy Back plays

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LUPE GARCIA A LEAGUE OF THEIR OWN (2022-)

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The New Yorker rowing covers

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CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER (2014) - THUNDERBOLTS* (2025)

Sebastian Stan as BUCKY BARNES and Lewis Pullman as BOB REYNOLDS.

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bucky has a disability??

he doesn’t have an arm.

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Winteragent where they've been dating/hooking up but never talk about their feelings, until one day on a mission where John gets seriously hurt.

Bucky is panicking, hovering above him. It's clear that the situation is dire. And John just says it.

John: I love you.

Bucky: don't say that, don't say that like you think you're going to die--

John: but you need to know. I love you, Bucky.

Bucky: no, you can't die. You can't leave me.

John: just say it back, idiot.

Bucky: I'll say it back when you're recovering in the hospital. I'm getting you out of here and you're going to live, dammit.

(He does get John out and to a hospital in time. And he does say it back then <3 )

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Bucky helping John Walker

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Seeing a lot of new people show up in my notes with like "proship dni" or whatever so RENT LOWERING GUNSHOT: IM AN ADULT WHO DOES NOT CARE IF PEOPLE HAVE PROBLEMATIC SHIPS, IM OLD AND BELIEVE TABOO FICTION IS SAFE AND HEALTHY, IM AN OLD MAN WHO THINKS IT'S FINE TO HAVE SHIPS THAT WOULD BE BAD IN REAL LIFE, I BELIEVE IN TABOO KINKS AS HEALING PLACES, I DO NOT DO SHIP DISCOURSE, I THINK IT'S OKAY TO WRITE ABOUT BAD THINGS HAPPENING TO GOOD PEOPLE WITHOUT CONDEMNING IT IN THE NARRATIVE, I THINK IT'S OKAY TO GET OFF TO MAKE BELIEVE BAD THINGS!!! THANKS

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Well, the original plan for this scene was to end it with fade to black/implied sexual content, but I was having so much fun with it I just ended up writing the smut after all.

In case anyone was wondering how polybolts ch 2 is going.