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satisfyingusa on ig

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cow: the sequel

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the farlands

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This is the type of shit I'd see in my dreams

LMFAO WHAAATTTT

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I'm gonna combust

What year is it?

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🤍⚜️🤍Winter Lights🤍⚜️🤍

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I'm not sure, talking to the void is bitter. Falling in might get me somewhere, I guess.

Maybe.

It's dark, like Phil's wings.

Would falling into them be the typical soft, protective shield? Or the sharp and deadly weapons of the Angel?

Hm.

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@corpse-art

Hush Now Bedrock bros fanart because I'm obsessed with them

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I’m like those silly little virtual pets that will just die if you don’t give me enough attention btw. Just so you know.

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It sucks. Especially since I'm an AU or whatever fictive.

Writing to no one helps, but at the same time?

Not at all.

Maybe it's because I'm tired.

Maybe it's because I know I'm alone here and nothing ever feels right.

I try to be useful, even in the most un-useful way possible. I've gathered up so many materials and goods in a new server that I have enough diamond and iron for like eight people.

I want to go back to snow and ice and laughter and being out of breath. You still owe me hot chocolate. And I'm sure I owe a whole lot and deserve a lot less.

I wish I got to lean on your shoulder and fall asleep one last time.

I wish I could have gotten your brother to like me without a mask.

I wish I didn't continuously fail.

How's that fair?

......

I know the answer.

It's not fair, most things aren't - that's probably what Blade would tell me outright.

Ya know what the worst thing is?

I keep looping back to the dumbest thoughts. The most inconsequential -

Would you even recognize me?

Not even a bodily question, a source question I guess.

Would you look at me and see your Tommy?

I don't look right anymore. And thinking about an answer is a stupid stab of fear - if my fic updates I might cry recently.

It's all so

Childish

I guess something right, huh?

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i’m like if a guy was whelmed, overly so

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fighting the urge to say thank you for talking to me

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i hear keeping it bottled up inside is all the rage now

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this might come as a surprise but I might have issues not sure tho