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“When I tell people how happy I am to be living alone and living my life on my own terms and to be free and independent and empowered, the first thing they say to me is ‘Oh, don’t worry you’ll find someone’ and that is so not the point. What if your life completes itself?”

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when you see harry drowning in the ocean

when you remember he knew how to swim just fine when he was on that yacht

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my favourite line 

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got discharged from the army cause i wouldn’t stop doing reviews of the ready-to-eat ration packs for my youtube channel while we were taking fire out in the field

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the last two gifs jeezzz..straight into my heart

Int: Just to clarify

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things i love about autumn

waking up and my window is cold to the touch

foggy mornings

the forest is filled with 1000 different shades of colors

that smell you can’t describe as anything other than autumn

pumpkin spice lattes 

halloween

wearing sweaters and boots and beanies

the crunch of leaves under my shoes

breathing in the cold air

stargazing on crisp nights

the feeling of coziness paired with adventure

drinking hot tea while reading a book outside

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Blind to see his own beauty

This post I wanna dedicate to one of my favorite people in the whole world. It’s one of my best friends. I’m not going to tell you his name here so let’s name him Elliot. 

I don’t remember the exact time when I discovered him but i feel like it meant to be happen. The special thing about him is that he’s one of the most amazing people I’ve ever met. He’s such a genuine, loyal and nice human being. He always understands me, although sometimes it seems he feels guilty when he can’t give an advice to me but that’s perfectly fine.

OMG how can I not mention his sense of humor. We have kind of the same sense of humor and the way he reacts at certain things is just unreal!!!! (In a good way). 

Our music taste is pretty much the same. Oh yeah, if you yell “Ed Sheeran” in a public place and then you notice two people turning their heads with escape velocity - it’s most likely us. 

The way of getting to know him might be hard and long but after 6 months of friendship I can say for sure that he’s one of the most precious things that happened to me and I truly admire him. 

So, Elliot, if you’re reading it now, wherever you are I love you to the moon and back. You changed my life. And please, be loyal to yourself, treat yourself better because you deserve all the happiness and love in this world. 

P.S. I’m sure you will find the one who will love and care about you xx.

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Someone please force me to find time to watch it ugh

finished stranger things. really good.

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Same old shit but a different day

Looking back to the days when I had no friends makes me feel so miserable. It must’ve been the worst time in my life. That time I got so self conscious about myself and social anxious. The days of repeating tragic songs, long messy hair, braces, sweaters and twitter, Hollywood Undead and Linkin Park in my headphones + unstoppable imagining of probably all possible life situations that could happen to me..but they just wouldn’t.

So now, I can’t be thankful enough for the friends that I have now. I still have a few but they don’t even understand how much they mean to me.

I haven’t seen them in a while now cuz I’ve been insanely ill for a while so I’m not going anywhere out of my apartment. Honestly, I got the same old feeling for a second. A feeling of infinite loneliness and madness (it might be the best mix of words that can describe all the hell that’s going on in my crazy mind). It’s when here’s only “me, myself and I”. That’s just insane how I got utterly lost in my thoughts almost completely getting away from reality; how my own imagination made me cry/laugh etc. That called loneliness ladies and gentlemen. That’s why this is my biggest fear since I’ve got out of depression and found my very first real friend. And that’s why now my friends are not just friends to me- they’re parts of me without which I can’t live.

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HOW DOES TAYLOR GO TO THE GYM EVERYDAY UGH why am i such a piece of shit i can barely get myself to go to the gym ever 😂

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lmao remember when we all used to be straight™ in 2012

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the only girls that look cute with short hair:

all of them

every single one of them

literally everyone

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Just imagine if it would be a ZALFIE wedding😻😻😻😻

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I KNOW I CAN TREAAT YOUU BEETTEEER

Taylor coming back with the curly hair looking cuter than ever reblog if you agree