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daydreaming // april 2025

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Let’s sit here 🍃

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Derelict Gothic Abbey ~ Jorge Carlos Gonzalez

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Autumn colours and fungi, Lida Sweden.

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mama & baby ♡

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i wanna be where the wildflowers bloom

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lol little update because I just realized I haven’t been posting on here really. a lot has changed. i got out of a shitty relationship after 5 years (it wasn’t all bad and I really don’t hate him, we just grew too apart to coexist in each others lives any longer unfortunately) around the beginning of october.

wasn’t planning on dating at all for a while, but then a friend of mine introduced me to the man that i genuinely believe is my soulmate that i have been searching for my entire life in a very howls moving castle kind of way. it genuinely feels like we have known each other forever, and we both get confused when something reminds us that we haven’t. i met him on 11/11 and my life has changed for the better in so many ways just in that short amount of time, it’s genuinely wild to me that it hasn’t even been 6 months yet. he has shown me so much genuine love and care that i didn’t even know was possible.

but also, i am five months pregnant. this obviously was not planned given the circumstances and the fact our child was conceived likely just a few days after we met. i was very worried about a lot, and generally just very scared at first. right before i had found out i was pregnant, was when i had finally come to fully realize that i did indeed want children and to be a mother someday, after years of saying that i was pretty positive that i didn’t. anyway, the world took that a little too seriously and decided it needed to happen right now lol. but i’ve always been a firm believer that everything happens at certain times for a reason, so here we are.

honestly though, despite the challenges it brings, i am very excited for this journey. especially knowing that i have a wonderful and supportive partner, who i also know already is one of the best father’s out there. this all feels crazy to say. thank you if anyone actually reads this lol.

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rainy spring days 🌦

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Tahuya

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by Hayashida

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(by Anita Austvika)

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Winter