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spicyhoochie · 6 months ago
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9TH, 10TH, & 11TH DOCTOR FIC RECS
╰┈➤ 18+ none of these stories belong to me! this is a masterlist of all the doctor stories i’ve read and reblogged! just thought it would be nice to have them all in one spot! (if your fic is on here and you wish not to be, please let me know!)
MASTERLIST • 11/29/24
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9TH DOCTOR
@lz-didyounotice ✰ it was quite a sunny day today
10TH DOCTOR
@magiccath ✰ psychic paper In which the psychic paper betrays the Doctor ✰ a very noble christmas In which Donna is really fed up with her love-sick best friends and calls in Wilf for backup ✰ distracted In which the Doctor can be very distracting
@simp-ly-writes ✰ for all time Many, Many worlds ago you were married to the Doctor. That was until a war tore your home planet and species apart and you were part of the lucky handful that managed to make your way out into the universe- alive. As you go through many regenerations of yourself, you run into the Master, an old friend of yours that you faintly remember. He tells you of the Doctor, warns you of your spouse and from then on, you are on a mission to never interact with him. Should be easy... right?
@gracesimp ✰ i just wanted to The Doctor is oblivious. Donna is not. ✰ soulmates it's rare, but sometimes in the universe, people meet their soulmate. Upon first touch with one's soulmate,a connection is formed. A physical and mental bond. What happens when the Doctor meets his soulmate? ✰ jealousy the doctor isn't too pleased with his companion's new friend. Donna gets inlvoved in some overdue matchmaking.
@imaginesfordifferentfandoms ✰ not leaving you
@nghtwngs ✰ silly human traditions you’ve never had a new year’s kiss before. neither has the doctor. you decide to change that tonight.
@raz-writes-the-thing ✰ devoid of attention The Doctor is oblivious as per usual
11TH DOCTOR
@arting-block ✰ the words i don’t mean After a stressful day, you overhear Amy arguing with the Doctor. When he realized you heard everything, he tries to set things right.
@the-fiction-witch ✰ illusion
@social-mockingbird ✰ dangerous habits
@cloginthedrain ✰ a day in reader reflects on her curiously romantic, unspoken relationship with the doctor. cuteness ensues.
@watchoutforthefanfics ✰ my john At the news of an unknown distress call from the Tardis, the Doctor must go undercover. With the trust of thousands of years, he places himself (both watch and being) into your hands. Enter Dr. John Smith (not really a medical doctor just has his doctorate) your new roommate.
@mystic-writings ✰ selfishly, i love you after two years of being burdened with love for the doctor, you make the choice to leave him behind. 
@holly-the-trash-writer ✰ safest place in the universe Y/n wakes up to find that the Doctor fell asleep on her. Which would be normal if Time Lords slept. Upon waking the Doctor explains just how much she means to him.
@11thsdoctress ✰ you’ve changed After an argument with The Doctor, and leaving the TARDIS, you went back to your semi-normal life, but due to some nightmares, and maybe fate, you never thought you would meet the same alien with a new face.
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spicyhoochie · 6 months ago
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Doctor Who Fic Reccommendations
9th Doctor
I love you - @alloftheimagines
Just One Yesterday - @lovelyfictional-imagines
10th Doctor
A Noble Ship Embarks - @kisstherainwriting
Now that I saw you, I can never look away - @penguinwithitsarseonfire
Danger Magnet - @thepokyone
Deepest Truth - @quietkatie1864
Are you drunk - @iwritefandomimagines
Having the blues - @doctorslove
The way you look at me - @kisstherainwriting
Make a move - @okay-j-hannah
Snap out of it - @gracesimp
Heartstring - @make-me-imagine
Just like old times - @11thsdoctress
Hear my words - @okay-j-hannah
School Reunion - @starfirette this one is smut
11th Doctor
Deep - @marauder-exe
Little Family - @specialagentlokitty
You make me want things I can't have - @iwritefandomimagines
Touchy - @onceuponachole
You've changed - @11thsdoctress
Starry nights are for coffee and contemplation - @cloginthedrain
My point is... -@11thsdoctress
Is it alright to say what I feel? - @11thsdoctress
12th Doctor
Light in the Dark - @i-imagine-my-doctor
Heartbeat - @morganas-pendragons i cry everytime i read this
A Perfect Day - @quietkatie1864
In Another's Eyes - @cas-kingdom
13th Doctor
Come on in - @fabulouspotatosister
Autistic!reader - @x-neurodivergent-reader
Hidden Colors - @timelord-winchester-22b
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spicyhoochie · 6 months ago
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you're screwed up and brilliant, look like a million dollar man [kilgrave x reader - 18+]
A second run-in with Kilgrave leaves you reeling.
Tags (please read!): smut, fem!reader, AFAB!reader, mind control kink, mentions of marking during sex, fear, implied fear kink, degradation, some praise (but mostly mixed with degradation), humiliation, humiliation/degradation kink, hair pulling, edging, begging, frottage, handjobs, overstimulation, like a LOT of overstimulation, i cannot emphasize the overstimulation enough, possessiveness, light face slapping, mirror sex, riding, clit slapping, painplay, spanking, sadism (kilgrave), masochism (reader), multiple orgasms, a frankly unrealistic amount of orgasms
Word Count: ~6.3k
TWs/CWs:
super dubious consent. like last time, reader is into everything without being compelled (with one smallish exception if you squint?), but again, it's not negotiated
unprotected sex
mind control/mind altering
Kilgrave is still a walking red flag (and we love him anyways <3)
(as always, talk to your partners, get consent, etc :))
part one here
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It had been a long, exhausting week since you last saw the man known only to you as Kilgrave. You hadn’t stopped thinking about him since your last encounter, not just because you’d had to take the next few days off of work afterwards — your boss was worried that getting up onstage covered in bruises, scratches, and bite marks might send the wrong message to the patrons of the club. She’d been worried about you too, but you’d assured her that everything was fine. Which it was. The other reason you couldn’t stop thinking about him was because you desperately wanted to see him again. 
However, you still needed money, so having time off at your night job meant picking up evening shifts at your day job, which was bartending at a casino on the other side of town. It was Thursday, which meant the place was absolutely deserted, and the patrons who did show up were barely drinking anything. The past two hours of your shift had involved nothing but standing behind a bar, staring into space, and wiping down the pristine counter every few minutes in an attempt to look busy.
However, you were snapped out of your mindless rhythm when your coworker tapped you on the shoulder.
“Hey,” she said, anxiously shifting from one foot to the other. “So, my break is coming up and I’m super tired and I really wanna take it, but there’s some weird shit going on in there.” She jerked her head towards the main room. “There’s this guy at the poker table? He keeps winning with the worst fucking hands I’ve ever seen, and it’s, like, insane amounts of money. Way more than I’ve ever seen anyone come in here with. Could you take over for me for, like, 20 minutes? And could you keep an eye on them and tell me what happens when I get back?” 
Damn it. 
There was one man you knew who could definitely win at high-stakes poker with the worst hands imaginable. You didn’t know for sure, but you had a sneaking suspicion that was only growing that you’d be seeing him sooner than you’d previously expected. 
You took the champagne bottle from your coworker’s hands without a second thought and walked into the main room, bracing yourself for whatever waited inside. 
The moment you stepped through the door, all your suspicions were confirmed. Even with his back turned to you, you could practically feel his presence in the air. 
Right there, holding court in the center of the room, sitting at the head of a table covered in poker chips and stacks of cash, was Kilgrave. 
You sighed. Goddamn it, you thought to yourself. As captivating as he was, you were still technically on the job, and you’d get fired if the house lost that much money on your watch. You’d get in extra trouble if anyone found out someone had cheated their way into getting it. Your mind raced as you tried to formulate a strategy. 
Okay. You can’t try to kick him out. If you call security, he’ll just tell them to fuck off and they will. You can’t tell the dealer, because there’s no way he’ll believe that the other players have been mind controlled. Besides, you can’t call attention to yourself. He’ll recognize you. Unless…
An idea clicked in your head. 
There’s no way he’d give up that kind of money, unless he had something better to tempt him.
You weren’t sure it would work, but if it did, well… it was a win-win situation, wasn’t it? 
You slowly crept up to the table. No one spared you more than a passing glance, including Kilgrave, whose eyes were firmly on the cards in front of him. You snuck a look over his shoulder as you approached. He really did have the worst hand imaginable. It was almost funny. 
You took a breath to steady yourself, then softly cleared your throat as you placed a hand on his shoulder. 
You’d been expecting a few different reactions, but you didn’t expect him to shake you off without even looking up. 
Oh, of course he’s a dick to waitresses. It deeply annoyed you that, somehow, this didn’t make you want to fuck him less. Irritated, without giving it a second thought, you gave him a light, backhanded smack on the arm. 
The table went silent. That got his attention. 
He turned around to face you. His expression, which had started as a mix of bewilderment and anger, quickly shifted to one of alarmed recognition. He blinked once, his brow furrowing. 
“It’s you,” he said, his tone unreadable. 
You gave him a tight-lipped smile. “It’s me,” you replied. 
Kilgrave stared you down for a moment. You desperately wanted to break eye contact, for him to forget you were ever there, to just go back to work, until suddenly, his expression changed slightly, and he turned to face the men at the table, setting his cards down. 
“Right. I’m leaving. Do not get up from this table, and don’t cheat. We’ll continue this game when I get back.”
He stood up and took your arm, pulling you away. 
“Are you really just going to leave them there?” You craned your neck to try and see if his command had worked, and sure enough, everyone remained seated and still. A knot formed in your stomach. 
He didn’t answer as he pulled you out of the room and down the hallway to the coat check, snapping his fingers at the employee behind the counter. 
“You. Take over for her. Serve champagne, clean tables, whatever it is she does.” Kilgrave plucked the bottle of champagne from your hand and thrust it at the checker. You hadn’t even realized you were still holding it. “Close the coat check. We’ll be going back there. Don’t bother us.” And with that, he breezed past, pulling you into the coatroom with him and slamming the door behind you both. 
The moment the door was shut, Kilgrave cornered you against a wall — not touching you, but close enough that he could grab you if you tried to leave. 
“What are you doing here?” he hissed. 
“I work here!” you replied indignantly. 
“Tell the truth.”
“I. Work. Here. It’s my day job.” 
His posture relaxed slightly, but he still didn’t step back. 
“Did you follow me here?” 
“No,” you answered, keeping your tone as calm as possible. You just hang around shady establishments a lot, apparently, you added silently. 
He leaned back a bit. 
“Why did you approach me?” 
“Because you were illegally winning a ton of money off the house and I don’t want to get fired,” you huffed, before somewhat reluctantly muttering, “And I wanted you to fuck me again.”
“Repeat that last bit?” 
“I wanted you to fuck me again,” you snapped, a bit louder than you’d meant to. “But frankly, right now I’m not in the mood anymore.”
He pursed his lips. “Why not?” 
“Because you’re keeping those people prisoner in there!”
“Which people?” 
You stared at him in disbelief, trying to gauge whether or not he was messing with you. Shockingly, his confusion seemed completely sincere. “Those men at the poker table. Are you just going to make them sit there for however long you’re gone?” 
He glanced in the direction of the casino and sighed with irritation, as if he’d just remembered they were there, before shaking it off with a slight roll of his eyes. 
“Forget about them. Come upstairs with me.”
Your brain filled with that all-too-familiar cold fog. It felt like you had tripped going up the stairs - your whole body was thrown off balance, your heart raced, and your thoughts raced to catch up after the interruption. What had you been thinking about? Something about the main room? 
You must have been worried about someone covering for your coworker. Yes, that seemed right. He’d told someone to do it, hadn’t he? Yes, he had. Then it was fine. There was nothing to worry about. 
With that, your brain fog cleared, and your worries went with it. You realized you were trailing behind him as he walked towards the elevators. 
As you passed the entrance to the casino itself, you turned your head slightly and peeked into the room. You cocked your head. Huh. I wonder what all those guys are doing just sitting at that table. I don’t think they were there before.
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When the elevator arrived at the top floor, Kilgrave walked ahead of you along the hallway to the penthouse suite at the very end, pointing you towards the bed once you were inside. 
You grinned, reclining on your back and supporting yourself on your elbows as you kicked off your shoes, watching him shrug off his jacket and undo his belt before sitting down at the armchair in the corner of the room. 
He then turned his gaze toward you and clicked his tongue disapprovingly. “Stand up,” he ordered, as if it should have been obvious. You obeyed, and it felt like second nature by now. You felt the cold hardwood floor under your feet, even through your stockings, and you couldn’t help but turn your gaze slightly downward as he observed you, scanning you up and down for any imperfections. 
He sighed. “No, no, this won’t do.” 
Your heart dropped. He couldn’t be bored of you already, could he? You felt slightly panicky, as the reality of what he could do caught up to you again. Would he make you forget everything you’d done that day? Forget he existed? Would he kill you? Your mind raced as you tried to figure out if you could run before he ordered you to do anything. You felt your muscles tensing, preparing to bolt at a moment’s notice. 
“Take off your clothes,” he commanded, keeping his dark eyes on you. 
Your whole body flooded with relief and arousal. You briefly scolded yourself as you quickly stripped out of your uniform, the rational side of your brain reminding you that worrying that he was going to kill you if he was even slightly dissatisfied with you is probably a red flag before the horny side of your brain dismissed the thought with a well, he didn’t, and you don’t know he would, so it’s probably fine. 
You stood bare before him, hands clasped in front of you, obediently awaiting his instructions. He beckoned you over with a small motion of his finger, and you sank to your knees in front of him. You fidgeted nervously as he watched you, biting your lip as you worked up the nerve to ask him for what you wanted most. 
“Could you, um…could you do that…thing again?” 
His brows raised slightly. “What ‘thing’?” 
“The thing where you…um…command me, or whatever it is you call it. The mind control thing.” You hesitated before adding a quiet “please.” 
You weren’t sure what you were expecting, if you were expecting any response at all, but one of the last items on your list of things you were expecting to come out of Kilgrave’s mouth was a short, shocked, high-pitched laugh. A grin spread across his face as he stared down at you, and you felt a fluttering in your chest. 
“You really would let me do whatever I want to you.” It was a statement, not a question, but you nodded vigorously anyway. “God, that’s disgusting. You’re so desperate to get off that you’d cum your brains out if I mind controlled you?!” 
You squirmed, face burning as you clenched your thighs, and he laughed again. You felt pathetic, and it made your cunt ache for him. 
He considered you for a moment—you could practically feel him wondering what exactly he should do with you— before stretching one leg in out front of him, positioning himself so that the toe of his brand-new, expensive-looking leather dress shoe was just barely starting to press into your clit. You kept completely still, waiting for his orders, your body alight with anticipation.
“You want to get off that badly, then do it,” Kilgrave said, his bored tone only thinly veiling his enthusiasm to watch. 
You wasted no time, desperately rubbing yourself against him the minute you were permitted to, grinding your sensitive clit against the black leather. You bit your lip, moaning in humiliated arousal at the feeling, watching as your pussy dripped with need all over the supple material as you fucked yourself stupid. 
You felt Kilgrave’s hand in your hair, pulling you closer and shoving your cheek against his knee, holding you in place and keeping your eyes on him as you rutted against him. 
“You’re filthy,” he rasped, pressing his foot into your clit harder as you watched his arousal grow. “You’re disgusting, getting off like this, riding my fucking shoe, it’s fucking vile. God, I just want to watch you do that for hours…and you would, wouldn’t you? If I ordered you, you’d do it. I don’t think I’d even have to control you, I think you just want it that badly. Such a depraved little thing, aren’t you?” 
You nodded, and he smiled at you. 
“Of course you are. Keep going. Don’t you dare stop. I don’t care how sore you get, you’re going to keep going until you wear yourself out. Do you hear me?” He pulled your hair tighter, turning your face to him for emphasis. “Nod if you understand me.” 
You obeyed, feeling the friction against your cheek as you nodded again. You kept going, desperately chasing your orgasm, your senses blurring into a pleasured haze as your eyes rolled back, when without warning, your whole body seized, harshly stopping your motions. It took your brain a moment to process that Kilgrave had told you to stop. You looked up at him, and you must have looked as betrayed as you felt, because a self-satisfied smile appeared across his face. 
“Oh, sorry,” he mocked, mimicking your affronted pout before his grin returned. “It just looked like you were getting close. I wanted to remind you that I didn’t say you could cum.” 
You whined in protest, but the sound was cut off when Kilgrave pressed his hand over your mouth. He leaned back once you were quiet, his detached demeanor only slightly interrupted by the visible outline of his hard cock in his pants. 
“Keep going, but don’t cum. You don’t deserve it yet.” 
You obeyed. Of course you did. Your body betrayed you, automatically stopping you before you could cum, each time getting just that little bit closer before it was ripped away, over and over again until you lost count. It was torture, and although you would have done anything for it to end, you couldn’t get enough, drinking in every sensation at once. All the while, Kilgrave watched you intently, only speaking when you began to beg after what you thought was your seventh time being edged, although you’d long since lost count. 
“Kilgrave, p-please, I can’t anymore, it’s too much, I’m going to break, I can’t take any more!” 
He gave you a mocking little frown in response. “What a shame. I thought you were tougher than that.” 
“I am, I can be! I just — ahh! Please, please, I just want it so bad…” 
“Oh, is that it? You just want it so badly? In that case…” He patted your head, which would have made you melt if it hadn’t been so condescending. “You can make yourself useful, can’t you? Use that empty head of yours and think of something you can do to earn it.” 
You didn’t dare stop rubbing against him, afraid you’d be punished if you stopped edging yourself for even a moment, so you kept going, the torturous friction of the fabric of his trousers against your clit making your heart pound as you leaned forward to undo his belt and take his cock in your hand. 
He offered nothing more than a small moan from between clenched teeth in response, but that was all you needed. You stroked his cock, slowly and gently at first, watching him as closely as you could. You followed every cue his body gave you - every small motion, every sharp breath, every thrust of his hips - chasing them, desperate for more. You wanted to earn it. You needed to earn it. Your body longed for it like oxygen, longed for approval, for your orgasm, for his cock finally inside you again. 
You stroked him harder; slow, steady motions that lavished him with attention and calmed your shaking hands. Judging by the way he gripped the arm of the chair, he seemed to be nearly as close as you were. You sped up both your hips and your hand, trying to finish him off before he could rip your pleasure away again, moving entirely on instinct and desperation. However, as you neared your peak, you felt his hand on your wrist, pulling you away. You looked up, your vision slightly cloudy, prepared to beg him not to stop you, but the command never came. All he did was look back at you, eagerly watching as you fucked yourself against him. 
You refused to let your opportunity slip away. Unless he forced you not to, then you were going to cum. You sped up, ignoring the ache in your muscles. Your hips stuttered and ground against him harder, rubbing your clit with short, rough little thrusts. Your vision was completely out of focus now, your eyes half-lidded — your brain was too fucked out to function properly, let alone see clearly. Every bit of your body burned, but all you could do was keep going and going and going, getting closer and closer, your breath coming in quick gasps as you rapidly approached your peak, and he still didn’t stop you.  
Your entire body tensed as your orgasm hit you like a tidal wave, muscles trembling from being clenched so tightly for so unbearably long. You gave a strangled moan that became a wail as the sensation fully washed over you, and you collapsed against Kilgrave, your hips still erratically jerking against him. You felt overwhelming relief as he let go of your hair; the sudden loss of tension made you realize how tightly he’d been holding on. He shoved your chin upward with his knee, forcing you to make eye contact. 
“Get on the bed,” he ordered, and your stomach dropped. You were thoroughly worn out and so overstimulated it hurt, but the look in Kilgrave’s eyes told you that you weren’t getting a break. 
You clambered unsteadily to your feet, nearly falling twice, legs still shaking. You barely managed to get upright enough to collapse facedown onto the duvet. 
You moaned weakly, feeling Kilgrave’s hands around your hips before he flipped you over so that you were facing him. He leaned in close, lips nearly touching yours, his hands holding your wrists in place by your head, his cock pressing against your clit in a way that had you fighting your own instincts to squirm away from the overstimulation.  
“Now, did you follow my orders from last time?” 
Your mind raced to clear away the exhaustion as you tried to remember the request he’d given you the last time you met, and you nodded. “I haven’t slept with anyone else,” you panted as you tried to catch your breath. 
“Hmm,” Kilgrave purred, letting go of one wrist to tangle his fingers in your hair. “And why is that?” 
You blinked in confusion. “Because…you told me to?” 
Kilgrave clicked his tongue once in disapproval. “No, no, that can’t be it,” he said, his expression one of feigned contemplation. “Any order I give wears off after twelve hours. You wouldn’t know that, of course,” he gave you a quick glance before continuing, “So you must have not wanted to.” 
For some reason, you’d assumed that his commands lasted longer. Looking back, it was odd that you couldn’t tell when whatever power he had wore off. But he was right, you supposed. Whether the thought was originally yours or not, you hadn’t wanted to fuck anyone else for at least six days after the command would have worn off, so you hadn’t. 
You nodded in agreement, a bit dazed. It was so hard to focus with him touching you. 
“And why didn’t you want to?” 
That you didn’t have an answer prepared for. 
“Um…I…just didn’t?” Your response came out like a question. 
“Hmm, not quite.” Kilgrave tilted his head slightly to one side, waiting for another answer, but when you stayed quiet, he leaned in further, lips brushing against the shell of your ear. 
“The correct answer,” he whispered, his tone growing dangerous, “is that you don’t want to fuck anyone else because you’re mine. Isn’t that right?” 
The familiar brain fog took over as you felt a warmth in the pit of your stomach. “Yes, it is,” you replied instinctually. 
“Then say it.” 
“I’m yours, Kilgrave.” 
“Again.” 
“I’m yours! Now please, please fuck me, or I swear to god I’ll—“
“You’ll what?” His tone darkened. 
You bit your lip. You didn’t know what to say. You didn’t know what you could do against him. You couldn’t overpower him. You wouldn’t ever want to. 
He reached up and slapped your face — lightly, but hard enough to know that he wasn’t afraid to take things further if you didn’t cooperate. 
“Answer me, slut. What exactly are you going to do to me if I don’t fuck you right now?” 
Your mouth opened of its own accord at his command. “Nothing,” you choked out. “I won’t do anything. I’ll be good.” 
Kilgrave rewarded you with a satisfied “hmm” and a smug smile before pulling away. 
“Show me your neck,” he ordered. 
Confused and a bit terrified, but in no position to argue, you craned your chin upward, closing your eyes as you exposed your most vulnerable flesh to the man above you. You could feel your pulse jump, just below your sensitive skin. You couldn’t hold back a shiver when Kilgrave ran his fingertips, gently and slowly, down the column of your throat, over the nearly-faded bruises he’d left the last time you saw each other. 
He went still for a moment, lingering on the prints of his fingers on your skin before pressing down ever-so-slightly. 
You gasped, but managed to keep yourself from squirming as Kilgrave wrapped his slender hand around your neck, not hard enough to choke you, but enough to make you need to take a deeper breath than normal. You squeezed your eyes shut, pressing your thighs together and willing yourself to be patient, before you felt Kilgrave’s other hand shove your legs apart before slamming two fingers into you. Your body jerked involuntarily as he roughly scissored them, thrusting them in and out a few times before pulling away entirely and sitting down on the edge of the bed. You glanced up at him, slightly confused. 
“Come here,” he ordered, patting his leg in a clear invitation for you. “Face the mirror.”
You obeyed, struggling to move on your still-shaky legs, situating yourself so that your back was to him as you lowered yourself onto his lap. You gasped as you felt Kilgrave press his cock into you as you did so, impatiently forcing you backwards so that he was buried deep in your cunt with barely a moment for you to adjust to the feeling of him inside you. His hands grasped your inner thighs, pulling them apart roughly so that you had no choice but to watch yourself being fucked. He leaned in close, biting your neck before ordering: 
“Ride me. I don’t care if your legs hurt. Don’t stop fucking yourself until I tell you to.”
You were in no position to disobey. You moved as best you could, still trying to stay as close as possible to him, grinding your hips against his lap, closing your eyes as you felt him hit your most sensitive spot. He moved his legs so that they were keeping yours wide open, pinning you right where he wanted you. He grabbed your chin roughly and forced your half-lidded gaze towards the mirror on the wall in front of you. 
“Look at yourself. Look at you, getting fucked by a complete stranger. It’s pathetic. I absolutely ruined you the last time we met and you loved it so much, you just couldn’t help but bother me while I was working, eh? Oh, you must have been desperate for me,” he murmured through clenched teeth as he fucked into you, jerking his hips upward. “No one else can fuck you like this, can they? I’m the only one who can control you the way you love so much, so I’m the only one who gets to fuck you. Isn’t that right?”
There was that possessiveness again, making your heart beat faster than it already was. You reached upward, clutching the hand that held your face, and leaned back into him. 
“Fuck, yes, yes, yes, I’m yours, I’m yours, Kilgrave…” 
His name fell from your lips like a prayer as he fucked you. You worked your hips, bouncing up and down on his cock. Your eyes stayed glued to yourself in the mirror, staring at your fucked-out reflection, thoroughly mesmerized by the sight of his dick inside you. One of his hands wandered to your hip, gripping it hard; you could feel his nails digging little crescent marks in your skin. His other hand found its place at your clit, delicately massaging it with light, little circles, teasing you, tormenting you.
You arched your back in a silent plea for more, your moan becoming a sharp yelp when his hand came down hard and slapped your clit at full force. 
Your legs automatically tried to close, but Kilgrave had you firmly kept in place. He leaned upward, pulling you close, your back pressed firmly against his chest. 
“Oh, what’s the matter, sweetheart? Is it too much?” 
You paused, considering it, then nodded weakly, your eyes screwed shut. Your heart had skipped a beat at the pet name, but you had more pressing matters at hand. 
���Really? You came like a whore when I hit you with a fucking belt, but if I slap your cunt just a bit too hard, then you start whining?” 
You nodded again, feeling thoroughly humiliated. 
Kilgrave hummed in satisfaction. “Mmm. That’s too bad, I suppose. You’ll have to learn to like it.” 
You whimpered and writhed as another hit came, then  another. You moaned, starting to feel the stinging pain give way to a wave of pleasure, but still you trembled, completely overwhelmed. 
“See? Look at you. You’re desperate for it. I know how much you love it when I hit you. Stop squirming and let me give you what you want.” 
Your body relaxed involuntarily, eyes automatically locking onto yourself in the mirror. Again his hand came down, and your hips jumped forward, anticipating it.
You bit your lip as the stinging pain slowly settled into a pleasurable tingling feeling, watching as your clit grew bright red and slightly swollen as Kilgrave kept going, slap after slap after slap until you were gasping for air, jerking your hips against nothing in a desperate bid to cum, your head spinning. 
He stroked your clit with the tip of his index finger, just the barest of touches, but it was enough to make you flinch at the sensitivity. You groaned, but you still thrust your hips forward, wanting more. 
“Oh, look at that. Feels good, doesn’t it? Greedy fucking whore.” He punctuated the sentence with one final, harsh slap before pulling out and moving you off his lap.
You tumbled limply, until you landed in the middle of the bed, facedown and panting, feeling your abused clit throb pleasurably with every heartbeat. You didn’t even have time to try and take a full breath before you felt Kilgrave position himself above you, his cock brushing at your entrance. 
 “Are you gonna be good for me?” he murmured close to your ear. 
You nodded, and you felt him lean closer, his teeth grazing your neck before he spoke again. 
“Then tell me what you’re going to let me do.” 
You exhaled a moan before taking a shaky breath in. “Whatever you want to do. I can take it.”
“Is that so?” 
“Mm-hmm,” you sighed. You wriggled your hips, trying to maneuver yourself back onto his cock. “Just fuck me, I’ve been thinking about you all week — oh my fucking god!” 
Kilgrave had grabbed a fistful of your hair and yanked your head back, forcing himself inside of you with a deep moan that was almost a growl as he did so. You frantically moved to match his pace, throwing your hips back against his to meet every brutal thrust. Your eyes rolled back as you felt him fuck against your most sensitive spot, over and over and over again, never letting up, never faltering. 
He slapped your ass once, twice, three times before ordering you to cum. No teasing, no making you beg, just one simple order: “Cum.” And you obeyed, grinding out your orgasm, keening with pleasure as you did so. 
It was nearly a full minute before your brain started working again and you realized he hadn’t stopped fucking you. Your thoughts were hazy, but you had the vague feeling that that was odd. You remembered last time, and how he’d refused to let you cum until he was right on the edge. So, you mused vaguely, you’d figured he was close, but he was still going.
However, you didn’t have any time to think about it any further, because he was ordering you to cum again - the same way, just one blunt command. 
“Cum.” 
And your body obeyed without warning. 
You normally needed more time between orgasms; your body was still reeling from the last one. And yet, you still found yourself cumming, trembling from the force of it, your cunt clenching onto him desperately. 
Your shaky hands faltered where they gripped the sheets and you briefly scrambled to try and hold yourself upright, but your efforts were in vain. The minute you thought your body was stable, the command came again. 
“Cum.”
This time, you completely let go. There was no way you could have even tried to hold yourself together. The pleasure was blinding you, making your heart skip a beat as it raced in your chest. You fell forward, burying your face in the sheets. The only thing holding your hips upright was Kilgrave, his grip on you holding firm even as you convulsed, unable to regain control of your exhausted muscles.
You were nearly hyperventilating now, your breath coming fast and hard as you turned your face to the side and desperately tried to get words out. 
“Wh…what…what the f….fuck are y…you…doing to me?”
You couldn’t see Kilgrave, but you heard the grin in his voice, even as he panted with the exertion of fucking you. 
“You said I could do whatever I wanted. What I want is to see how many times you can cum before you tire yourself out. I’m not going to stop until you can’t move, and you don’t get my cum inside you until then. Besides, being mind controlled makes you a complete slut anyway, doesn’t it? You’d do it, whether I commanded you to or not. Now be a good girl and cum.”
And your body obeyed without question. 
You bit down on the sheets to keep from biting your tongue, half-pained moans of overwhelming bliss escaping from your throat in guttural, needy cries. You couldn’t feel your legs anymore; you had no idea how your lower half was still upright, and you could feel every nerve in your overstimulated cunt begging for a moment of rest that never came. 
For what felt like hours and hours, every time you started to come down from your last orgasm, Kilgrave would order another from you, and you had no choice but to comply. Eventually, your shaking legs gave in, but he just maneuvered you onto your back without hesitation and kept going. 
Around the time of what you thought must have been the eighth one (although there was no way you could have kept track at that point), you mustered every single bit of your strength to try and resist his orders. You held out for as long as you possibly could, letting the cold fog fill your head for as much as you could bear it, your entire body shaking with the effort, until you cracked and the torturous pleasure flooded you, leaving you even more of a wreck than you had been before. Even worse (even better?), the feeling of being mind-controlled by him acted like a direct line to your brain’s pleasure center, and trying to disobey only made the feeling intensify the longer you tried to resist. Whenever you finally let go, your orgasms only got stronger. And the stronger they got, the more vicious Kilgrave became, taunting you as he fucked your dripping cunt: 
“Oh, yes, take it, just like that, we both know how much you love getting fucked like this…oh, are you trying to resist again? That’s precious. Fine, struggle all you like, you know you’re going to cum anyway, don’t you? There you are, just cum for me. Let it all out. It feels so good, doesn’t it? I know, it feels so good for you to be treated like a slut. God, look at your cute little cunt, leaking all over me, making such a fucking mess. Keep taking it. This is where you belong, isn’t it? Getting impaled on my cock. You’re all mine, all fucking mine. Cum for me, cum for me…such a good girl…fuck, you’re so tight, how are you still so tight after being fucked for this long? It’s like you were made for me, made to get fucked by me. God, I love hearing you scream for me…I don’t even think I’d have to tell you to cum at this point, I think you’d just keep going all on your own, wouldn’t you? Mmm, of course you would. But I know what you’d like more than that. You want me to order you to, don’t you? Come on, beg for it…ask nicely…there you go, I’ve trained you so well, haven’t I? Go on then, cum for me…”
Finally, finally, long after every single one of your senses had been dulled into near-nonexistence, long after your dripping pussy had gone numb with overstimulation, and long after you stopped being able to process anything Kilgrave said, your jerking muscles gave into exhaustion and collapsed, leaving you unable to do anything but moan quietly, your voice having gone hoarse ages ago.
As your cunt twitched weakly with what you prayed would be your final orgasm of the night, you felt Kilgrave’s grasp on you tighten. Through your blurred vision, you saw him throw his head back in ecstasy as he came deep, deep inside you. 
Your eyes rolled back and your lids fluttered shut as he pulled out of you, the relief so intense you would have cried if you hadn’t been so worn out. 
You heard soft footsteps as he made his way to the side of the bed, then felt his hand brush something wet from the corner of your mouth. You felt slightly embarrassed at the realization that you were so fucked out that you’d started drooling. 
You mustered your last bit of energy to crack one eye slightly open. 
“Thank you,” you sighed, your lips curving into a smile as your eyes shut again. You thought you felt a hand brush your hair, but you couldn’t tell - you were already half asleep and dreaming. 
-
When you woke up, it was well past midnight. Your shift had ended hours ago. You groaned as you stretched your sore muscles and rolled over in bed. You were briefly surprised at the realization that you were under the covers, before deciding that you must have pulled them up around you in your sleep. You didn’t let yourself consider the alternative, or that you’d woken up in the exact same position you’d fallen asleep in. 
You blinked a couple of times, trying to adjust your vision to the dark. You weren’t expecting to see Kilgrave there, but his absence still caused a slight pang of hurt. Still, you figured, no one had come up to clean out the room or kick you out since he had, so he had at least booked it for the night. You decided to take advantage of it as your exhaustion caught up with you again and you sank back into a deep, deep sleep.  
-
You woke up a full twelve hours later at noon the next day. Thank god it’s my day off, you thought to yourself as you gingerly got out of bed. You slowly put on your uniform, picking it up from where you’d left it on the floor, wincing as you moved. Still, despite the slight ache that you felt all over, you’d slept better than you had in ages. 
As you smoothed your skirt down, you felt an odd texture inside one of the pockets, a slight crinkling that gave you pause. You felt your heartbeat quicken as you pulled out a small, folded piece of paper. You slowly, anxiously unfolded it to find three sentences written in pencil. The first was an address — based on the street name, you knew it was downtown, in an incredibly expensive neighborhood. You felt a grin spread across your face as you read the rest of the note:
“Save me the trouble of coming to your job again. 8:00 pm tomorrow.
-K.”
You knew exactly where you were going to be tomorrow.
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A/N: i literally cannot thank you guys enough for sticking with this, i know the wait has been absolutely insane, but i really do love writing for you guys, and i want to thank each and every one of you for reading <3 as always, my requests are open, and feel free to like/comment/rb if you enjoyed this fic :)) thank you all again for your patience and for all the love - i had NO idea my first kilgrave fic would blow up so much, but i'm delighted that it did!
🍓 the title of this fic is from million dollar man by lana del rey 🍓
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spicyhoochie · 6 months ago
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Tony Baddingham 🤝 Kilgrave
David Tennant playing evil characters with the most obvious self-explanatory names
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spicyhoochie · 6 months ago
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Full Celebration
Fandom: Rivals
Pairing: Tony Baddingham x Reader
Summary: The second part of "Half-Celebration". You threatened Tony with a good time, and a hint of a dominance streak. But now, in the intimacy of your place, the rest of the celebration for Corinium's success can take place...
Warnings: Smut, fem!reader (but no she/her pronouns), cunnilingus, fellatio, vaginal sex, grinding, mirror sex, slight femdom, switching
Word count: 2.7k
a/n: hey everyone! Due to some people asking it, I published a part 2, which is also on Ao3! If you have any requests, I'm willing to try, and obviously, any constructive criticism is welcomed! <3 Also, I apologise in advance, English is NOT my first language. Lots of love 🫶🏻
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Were you excited? Antsy? Apprehensive? 
Hehe, of course you were.
Giving blue balls to Lord Tony Baddingham, your own boss, and also coincidentally your lover, was an enormous thrill, and a massive ego boost. You still remembered the way his face scrunched in pure frustration, as he had realised the intent of your visit to his office, and the sound of his growl, almost ready to pounce on you, and prolong the celebration on the carpet of his office.
As you looked at yourself in your fancy golden lined mirror, checking your appearance for the last time, you nodded your head in approval at your reflection.
You knew what was coming tonight. Perhaps a shitstorm, due to the little dominant streak that had taken over you earlier that day. Would there be a reverse, where he’d take back his usual dominant role, and… perhaps… punish you, for today’s boldness? Or maybe he simply loved your confidence and sudden dominance, and he’d reluctantly ask for more?
Either way, both scenarios seemed equally as enticing. You felt yourself already slightly flush at the idea, and you scrunch your face, trying to make it go away. You added some more blush to make it seem like you had just forced on it. It was simply horrendous, when Tony mocked you and infantilised you for your blush.
As you dusted your lounge outfit once more, the door opened. Tony never rang. “Why would I? My bloody name’s on it, and I pay the rent.”, he’d always retort, whenever you scoffed at him for it. Which you always did, because no matter the fact he payed it, or the fact his name was on the papers, you were the one living there. You loved your privacy, and your precious alone time in this fancy flat, after a long day of working and asserting yourself at Corinium. And, Tony almost felt like a jumpscare, when he barged at 10pm, grumbling about work and his home life, while you were all wrapped up for bed, with your homemade mask, hair rolled up, and nestled in your favourite jumper.
Though… Something that you tried not to acknowledge, to not give your affair too much of an emotional importance, but Tony usually never mentioned your attire. He’d just sit next to you on the couch, loosen his tie, and rant to you about everything that annoyed him, while he’d steal some of your snacks.
A part of you was annoyed by it, but another part could not help but find it… endearingly domestic.
Still, he came in, and saw you facing your reflection. Your eyes met in the mirror, and you tilted your head at him, face playfully stoic, as your hands went on your hips. He smirked to himself, rolling his eyes, as he snickered.
“Yes, yes, I know. ‘Knock before coming in’... You need to stop saying it like that, you make me sound like a nosy mum…”
You rolled your eyes, still facing the mirror, as he slowly walked to you, his expensive shoes echoing on the wooden floor. As you were about to open your mouth again, to notify him that, unlike him, you did not have a cleaning lady, and did the moping yourself (which translated to: ‘take off your shoes.’), he stood behind you, putting his large skinny hands on your hips, his eyes going from your actual face, to your eyes in the reflection of the mirror.
He smirked again, and whispered to your ear, meeting your eyes in the mirror.
“Admiring yourself, starlet? Hosting your own little show?”
You huffed softly, before pinching your lips, as his chapped lips started to pepper some kisses on your neck. Alright, you had gotten the vibe. You had your dominant streak earlier, but he was taking control back again. A part of you felt a bit disappointed, but not too much. You still enjoyed yourself very much, when he dominated you. Though… that spark you felt, with your heel on his forehead, his face stuck between your thighs, putty in your hands… That was something. But, oh well. It was nice enough while it lasted-
“You know… I have to admit, your little bit earlier was interesting.”
He suddenly murmured into your ear, his teeth nibbling on your lobe. Your pulse accelerated, and not just because of the sensual nibbling. He had enjoyed it? Because, that was basically what he meant. Clearing your throat, you decided to test the waters.
“...If you actually enjoyed it, you can just say it like that, instead of playing the cryptic card…”
You muttered, your voice a bit lower than usual. You heard him chuckle, before his grip on your hips tightened.
“...Maybe I did. Maybe it stirred something.”
He whispered back, pressing a kiss to the skin of your neck, below your ear.
“Seeing you like this… All dominant, confident… you looked gorgeous, starlet. Like a bloody goddess, sculpted out of my bare hands…”
He praised, his left hand slowly going from your hip to your chest, and cupping your left breast. You let out a soft gasp, leaning your head back against his shoulder.
“...You know Tony… You paid for my flat, got me this job, believed in me… And I’m very grateful.”
You started, your voice a hushed murmur.
“But… No matter what, don’t forget that my bloody talent got me there. Got us there. You wouldn’t have believed in me, and lavished in such expenses, if I hadn’t been that fucking good back then, on the NBC. Corinium wouldn’t have such high rates, if it weren’t for me and all the work I pour into your company.”
His eyes looked to yours in the mirror, slightly taken aback, as you continued, your right hand reaching behind you, to take a hold of his crotch.
“The praise is nice to hear, Tony. But don’t forget who you also owe some of your success to.”
You murmur, staring right into his eyes, through the reflection. His eyes widened slightly. For a second, you got slightly apprehensive. Would he be turned off by this dirty talk turned quite personal? Would he ignore it, and get back to his dominant persona, or even worse, and just walk away? 
But to your surprise and relief, he kept on looking into your eyes, lust clouding his dark brown eyes. The hand that rested on your left breast suddenly twitched, as he rolled your nipple between his fingers, through your shirt. Your eyes widened, as you let out a soft moan, still looking at his reflection.
“Is that right? I should be more grateful, more thankful? Get on my knees, perhaps, to praise and thank the almighty producer?”
Tony growled, his voice betraying pure arousal. Gosh, this was your shot. Your chance.
“As a matter of fact, yes.”
You retorted, your face slightly more stoic, your back still pressed against his chest.
“Get on your knees. Thank me dutifully, and make me feel appreciated.”
You ordered, your voice low, pressing your hand harder on his crotch, as he let out a groan. You put both your hands on the furniture before you, still looking at the mirror, as you felt Tony slipping your pants down, getting on his knees.
He peppered harsh kisses on your backside, almost nibbling at the flesh his teeth could access, while playing with your underwear.
Tony’s enthusiasm was almost feverish, as his long fingers harshly slipped your underwear off you, and you gripped the furniture.
Tony Baddingham. On his knees. For you.
You had to see that.
You turned around, slightly startling him, before hooking a leg around his neck, colliding his face to your core. His dark eyes looked up to yours, as you simply murmured.
“Shut it. Eat me out, that’s it. Last time wasn’t long enough.”
His eyes squinted again, as he gripped the flesh of your thighs with his hands, completely devouring you.
His tongue, like it did earlier that day, lapped all around your sensitive area, before he decided to ignore your instruction to make it last, as he suckled on your clit, his tongue flicking on it, as he messily rubbed his mouth and chin all over.
He was ravenous, like a starved man, discovering his first drop of water.
Your back arched, and this time, you could gasp and cry out of pleasure as much as you wanted, with no fear of being heard. You looked back at him, flushed, panting, chest heaving.
“That’s right… keep going, you better not stop…”
You growled softly, hooking your right leg tighter, to nestle his face further into your most intimate place. In the corner of your eye, as he was busy working on you, you noticed the red kitten heels you had worn today.
As you looked to the powerful Corinium CEO on his knees for you, an idea came to your mind. You shifted slightly, to sit for support on the furniture, before slipping your left foot in your heel.
Discreetly, you sneaked your left foot along Tony’s thigh, caressing his inner thigh with the point of your heel. He gripped your skin harder, his mouth now almost suckling harder, as you groaned.
“Easy…”
You mumbled to him, before your left heel harshly pressed into his groin. He let out a startled gasp, as you pressed your heel even more. His eyes looked to yours, as he started to moan, his lips parting, as he licked them in a hurry, trying to talk.
“You fucking little-”
He started, before you interrupted.
“Shut your fucking mouth. Take what I give you, and get back to work.”
You snapped, gripping his hair with a hand, shoving his face back between your thighs, as he moaned loudly at your dominance, his hips now bucking into your foot, shamelessly mumbling words against your soaking core.
“So fucking gorgeous, look at you… All wet, for me to devour…”
He groaned, almost humping your foot, as you felt yourself slowly coming undone. The pressure was building up, and you just loved to see him like this.
Just like it happened earlier, you came against his mouth, as he shamelessly slurped everything.
Still shaking, you unhooked your right leg, and pulled your left foot away from his groin.
He looked up to you, still on his knees, as he weakly chuckled, licking his lips.
“...Are you gonna leave me all blue balls again?”
He murmured, as you shook your head, slowly.
“...No. You took good care of me. You deserve a….little reward.”
You murmured, before joining him on the floor.
There, you unbuckled his belt, looking into his eyes, who looked as eager and dark as earlier that day.
His erection sprung out, you made a gesture with your chin.
“Up on your feet.”
You ordered him, to which he executed himself. He stood up, taking the same furniture you did as support.
Then, with his crotch facing you, you decided it wasn't just going to be any blowjob. But simply a way to have him surrender even more.
You licked his leaking tip, teasingly, before pressing a chaste kiss on his tip.
He shivered, gripping the furniture harder.
“F-Fuck…”
He grumbled, as you peppered chaste kisses all over his hard length.
“Feels good, huh?”
You murmured.
“Torturous, almost… my lips on you, but not exactly like usual…”
He groaned again, looking down at you.
“For fucks sake, just hurry…”
You snicker, shaking your head, before your kisses moved to his sack.
“Oof… so full… Were you really that excited, earlier?”
You mocked him, before licking a stripe on it, as he let out a sharp gasp.
The stripe soon turned into a suckle, before it turned into a full blown slow sucking of his balls, as your hand worked on his length.
You pulled away for a bit, as he panted, already moaning and shaking his head, before you lubed your hand with your spit.
You got back to stroking his length, before wrapping your lips around his tip, fully putting it in your mouth. You softly sucked on it, before you tried to take more and more of him in your throat, trying your best to mix all the elements that made a blowjob acceptable.
Breath through your nose, press your thumb into your palm to not gag, and bobbing your head softly, deciding to continue in this teasing trajectory, to drive him insane.
And god, was it working.
He was moving his hips, thrusting into your mouth, loudly moaning.
“F-Fuck, starlet! Just like that, I swear t-to god… Fuck yeah, that’s right…”
He groaned. You kept on sucking him for a while, slowly, teasingly slow, as tears of pleasure and eagerness pooled in his eyes.
Seeing this, you pulled away, smirking, satisfied. You had brought Tony Baddingham to tears. Tears.
As you stood up, smug and proud, he grabbed your hips, to your surprise, and turned you back to the mirror.
Your eyes widened, before he looked to your reflection, looking like a mess, and murmured into your ear.
“That’s what I wanted… see you in all your glory, before making you come undone like a proper little mess, clenching around my cock…”
You blinked, and suddenly, his plan and intentions became clearer.
He wanted for you to dominate him again, a bit more, to rile him up to no end, so he could dominate you in return. An endless fight for dominance, that sounded simply divine.
“...Yeah? Think you can do that?”
You managed to say to his reflection, as he wrapped an arm around your waist, hoisting one of your knees on the furniture below the mirror.
Tony looked to your eyes in the reflection, and murmured.
“...Y’know I can. Don’t act coy.”
He grumbled, as he bit softly on his neck, leaving a soft mark. He continued by saying something that unfortunately always made your stomach churn in desire.
“You’re gonna look at that bloody mirror, while I wreck you, Starlet. You’re gonna make the hottest movie ever for me, aren't ya? Be my pretty little star for the night, while I thrust into you with no mercy? I want to see you… all putty in my hands, moaning, shaking, flushing… that clear, starlet?”
You shivered at his crude, harsh, but so exciting words. You nodded, pinching your lips.
“...Okay.”
You murmured.
Tony gripped your hips, before lining himself up with you, the tip of his cock finding your entrance. Finally doing so, he slowly entered you, letting your warmth wrap him and suck him into yourself, as your moans both echoed.
“Fuck…”
You murmured, enjoying the sensations of your two bodies connecting. Soon enough, after a minute of slow thrusting, to linger around and enjoy the feeling, his thrusts grew harsher, faster, as his grip on your hips grew harder.
“F-Fuck… that’s it, starlet… take it, do your pretty little moans for me, princess…”
Tony groaned, his mouth attacking your neck, as you looked at your messy reflection in the mirror.
Your breasts were out of the shirt, as Tony’s hand went to cup one, your eyes were pooling with tears, and your lips were parted, letting out the precious sounds Tony craved.
“A-Argh… just like that, damn it… just like that…”
You groaned, praising him, as you moved his hips too, one of your hand going to your clit, to play with it, and heighten the sensations.
“So fucking gorgeous… look at you, starlet, shining like a pretty little star…”
Tony murmured, with an amused smile, as you slightly chuckled as well. Indeed, you were shining, but due to sweat. Not for some other romantic or poetic reasons.
Minutes passed, with Tony’s endless thrustings, his lips on your neck, a hand cupping your breast, squeezing it, pinching the nipple… and all of those stimulation, added to the visual stimulation of seeing the whole spectacle as a front row spectator, was just euphoric.
Without any warning, you clenched around Tony, your back arching, your toes curling, as you let out a hoarse cry.
“A-Ah, Fuck!”
You cried out, as Tony joined you shortly after. In a post orgasmic bliss, his hips kept on slowly thrusting, to ride the waves of both your orgasms.
He peppered kisses on your neck, soft ones this time.
“...You were amazing.”
He mumbled, looking at your reflection.
“...You always were, and always will be, starlet.”
He added.
And as you looked at your reflection, wrecked but happy, and thought back of your professional and sexual accomplishments, you concluded that….
Yes, indeed. You were amazing, and always will be.
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spicyhoochie · 6 months ago
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Full Celebration
Fandom: Rivals
Pairing: Tony Baddingham x Reader
Summary: The second part of "Half-Celebration". You threatened Tony with a good time, and a hint of a dominance streak. But now, in the intimacy of your place, the rest of the celebration for Corinium's success can take place...
Warnings: Smut, fem!reader (but no she/her pronouns), cunnilingus, fellatio, vaginal sex, grinding, mirror sex, slight femdom, switching
Word count: 2.7k
a/n: hey everyone! Due to some people asking it, I published a part 2, which is also on Ao3! If you have any requests, I'm willing to try, and obviously, any constructive criticism is welcomed! <3 Also, I apologise in advance, English is NOT my first language. Lots of love 🫶🏻
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Were you excited? Antsy? Apprehensive? 
Hehe, of course you were.
Giving blue balls to Lord Tony Baddingham, your own boss, and also coincidentally your lover, was an enormous thrill, and a massive ego boost. You still remembered the way his face scrunched in pure frustration, as he had realised the intent of your visit to his office, and the sound of his growl, almost ready to pounce on you, and prolong the celebration on the carpet of his office.
As you looked at yourself in your fancy golden lined mirror, checking your appearance for the last time, you nodded your head in approval at your reflection.
You knew what was coming tonight. Perhaps a shitstorm, due to the little dominant streak that had taken over you earlier that day. Would there be a reverse, where he’d take back his usual dominant role, and… perhaps… punish you, for today’s boldness? Or maybe he simply loved your confidence and sudden dominance, and he’d reluctantly ask for more?
Either way, both scenarios seemed equally as enticing. You felt yourself already slightly flush at the idea, and you scrunch your face, trying to make it go away. You added some more blush to make it seem like you had just forced on it. It was simply horrendous, when Tony mocked you and infantilised you for your blush.
As you dusted your lounge outfit once more, the door opened. Tony never rang. “Why would I? My bloody name’s on it, and I pay the rent.”, he’d always retort, whenever you scoffed at him for it. Which you always did, because no matter the fact he payed it, or the fact his name was on the papers, you were the one living there. You loved your privacy, and your precious alone time in this fancy flat, after a long day of working and asserting yourself at Corinium. And, Tony almost felt like a jumpscare, when he barged at 10pm, grumbling about work and his home life, while you were all wrapped up for bed, with your homemade mask, hair rolled up, and nestled in your favourite jumper.
Though… Something that you tried not to acknowledge, to not give your affair too much of an emotional importance, but Tony usually never mentioned your attire. He’d just sit next to you on the couch, loosen his tie, and rant to you about everything that annoyed him, while he’d steal some of your snacks.
A part of you was annoyed by it, but another part could not help but find it… endearingly domestic.
Still, he came in, and saw you facing your reflection. Your eyes met in the mirror, and you tilted your head at him, face playfully stoic, as your hands went on your hips. He smirked to himself, rolling his eyes, as he snickered.
“Yes, yes, I know. ‘Knock before coming in’... You need to stop saying it like that, you make me sound like a nosy mum…”
You rolled your eyes, still facing the mirror, as he slowly walked to you, his expensive shoes echoing on the wooden floor. As you were about to open your mouth again, to notify him that, unlike him, you did not have a cleaning lady, and did the moping yourself (which translated to: ‘take off your shoes.’), he stood behind you, putting his large skinny hands on your hips, his eyes going from your actual face, to your eyes in the reflection of the mirror.
He smirked again, and whispered to your ear, meeting your eyes in the mirror.
“Admiring yourself, starlet? Hosting your own little show?”
You huffed softly, before pinching your lips, as his chapped lips started to pepper some kisses on your neck. Alright, you had gotten the vibe. You had your dominant streak earlier, but he was taking control back again. A part of you felt a bit disappointed, but not too much. You still enjoyed yourself very much, when he dominated you. Though… that spark you felt, with your heel on his forehead, his face stuck between your thighs, putty in your hands… That was something. But, oh well. It was nice enough while it lasted-
“You know… I have to admit, your little bit earlier was interesting.”
He suddenly murmured into your ear, his teeth nibbling on your lobe. Your pulse accelerated, and not just because of the sensual nibbling. He had enjoyed it? Because, that was basically what he meant. Clearing your throat, you decided to test the waters.
“...If you actually enjoyed it, you can just say it like that, instead of playing the cryptic card…”
You muttered, your voice a bit lower than usual. You heard him chuckle, before his grip on your hips tightened.
“...Maybe I did. Maybe it stirred something.”
He whispered back, pressing a kiss to the skin of your neck, below your ear.
“Seeing you like this… All dominant, confident… you looked gorgeous, starlet. Like a bloody goddess, sculpted out of my bare hands…”
He praised, his left hand slowly going from your hip to your chest, and cupping your left breast. You let out a soft gasp, leaning your head back against his shoulder.
“...You know Tony… You paid for my flat, got me this job, believed in me… And I’m very grateful.”
You started, your voice a hushed murmur.
“But… No matter what, don’t forget that my bloody talent got me there. Got us there. You wouldn’t have believed in me, and lavished in such expenses, if I hadn’t been that fucking good back then, on the NBC. Corinium wouldn’t have such high rates, if it weren’t for me and all the work I pour into your company.”
His eyes looked to yours in the mirror, slightly taken aback, as you continued, your right hand reaching behind you, to take a hold of his crotch.
“The praise is nice to hear, Tony. But don’t forget who you also owe some of your success to.”
You murmur, staring right into his eyes, through the reflection. His eyes widened slightly. For a second, you got slightly apprehensive. Would he be turned off by this dirty talk turned quite personal? Would he ignore it, and get back to his dominant persona, or even worse, and just walk away? 
But to your surprise and relief, he kept on looking into your eyes, lust clouding his dark brown eyes. The hand that rested on your left breast suddenly twitched, as he rolled your nipple between his fingers, through your shirt. Your eyes widened, as you let out a soft moan, still looking at his reflection.
“Is that right? I should be more grateful, more thankful? Get on my knees, perhaps, to praise and thank the almighty producer?”
Tony growled, his voice betraying pure arousal. Gosh, this was your shot. Your chance.
“As a matter of fact, yes.”
You retorted, your face slightly more stoic, your back still pressed against his chest.
“Get on your knees. Thank me dutifully, and make me feel appreciated.”
You ordered, your voice low, pressing your hand harder on his crotch, as he let out a groan. You put both your hands on the furniture before you, still looking at the mirror, as you felt Tony slipping your pants down, getting on his knees.
He peppered harsh kisses on your backside, almost nibbling at the flesh his teeth could access, while playing with your underwear.
Tony’s enthusiasm was almost feverish, as his long fingers harshly slipped your underwear off you, and you gripped the furniture.
Tony Baddingham. On his knees. For you.
You had to see that.
You turned around, slightly startling him, before hooking a leg around his neck, colliding his face to your core. His dark eyes looked up to yours, as you simply murmured.
“Shut it. Eat me out, that’s it. Last time wasn’t long enough.”
His eyes squinted again, as he gripped the flesh of your thighs with his hands, completely devouring you.
His tongue, like it did earlier that day, lapped all around your sensitive area, before he decided to ignore your instruction to make it last, as he suckled on your clit, his tongue flicking on it, as he messily rubbed his mouth and chin all over.
He was ravenous, like a starved man, discovering his first drop of water.
Your back arched, and this time, you could gasp and cry out of pleasure as much as you wanted, with no fear of being heard. You looked back at him, flushed, panting, chest heaving.
“That’s right… keep going, you better not stop…”
You growled softly, hooking your right leg tighter, to nestle his face further into your most intimate place. In the corner of your eye, as he was busy working on you, you noticed the red kitten heels you had worn today.
As you looked to the powerful Corinium CEO on his knees for you, an idea came to your mind. You shifted slightly, to sit for support on the furniture, before slipping your left foot in your heel.
Discreetly, you sneaked your left foot along Tony’s thigh, caressing his inner thigh with the point of your heel. He gripped your skin harder, his mouth now almost suckling harder, as you groaned.
“Easy…”
You mumbled to him, before your left heel harshly pressed into his groin. He let out a startled gasp, as you pressed your heel even more. His eyes looked to yours, as he started to moan, his lips parting, as he licked them in a hurry, trying to talk.
“You fucking little-”
He started, before you interrupted.
“Shut your fucking mouth. Take what I give you, and get back to work.”
You snapped, gripping his hair with a hand, shoving his face back between your thighs, as he moaned loudly at your dominance, his hips now bucking into your foot, shamelessly mumbling words against your soaking core.
“So fucking gorgeous, look at you… All wet, for me to devour…”
He groaned, almost humping your foot, as you felt yourself slowly coming undone. The pressure was building up, and you just loved to see him like this.
Just like it happened earlier, you came against his mouth, as he shamelessly slurped everything.
Still shaking, you unhooked your right leg, and pulled your left foot away from his groin.
He looked up to you, still on his knees, as he weakly chuckled, licking his lips.
“...Are you gonna leave me all blue balls again?”
He murmured, as you shook your head, slowly.
“...No. You took good care of me. You deserve a….little reward.”
You murmured, before joining him on the floor.
There, you unbuckled his belt, looking into his eyes, who looked as eager and dark as earlier that day.
His erection sprung out, you made a gesture with your chin.
“Up on your feet.”
You ordered him, to which he executed himself. He stood up, taking the same furniture you did as support.
Then, with his crotch facing you, you decided it wasn't just going to be any blowjob. But simply a way to have him surrender even more.
You licked his leaking tip, teasingly, before pressing a chaste kiss on his tip.
He shivered, gripping the furniture harder.
“F-Fuck…”
He grumbled, as you peppered chaste kisses all over his hard length.
“Feels good, huh?”
You murmured.
“Torturous, almost… my lips on you, but not exactly like usual…”
He groaned again, looking down at you.
“For fucks sake, just hurry…”
You snicker, shaking your head, before your kisses moved to his sack.
“Oof… so full… Were you really that excited, earlier?”
You mocked him, before licking a stripe on it, as he let out a sharp gasp.
The stripe soon turned into a suckle, before it turned into a full blown slow sucking of his balls, as your hand worked on his length.
You pulled away for a bit, as he panted, already moaning and shaking his head, before you lubed your hand with your spit.
You got back to stroking his length, before wrapping your lips around his tip, fully putting it in your mouth. You softly sucked on it, before you tried to take more and more of him in your throat, trying your best to mix all the elements that made a blowjob acceptable.
Breath through your nose, press your thumb into your palm to not gag, and bobbing your head softly, deciding to continue in this teasing trajectory, to drive him insane.
And god, was it working.
He was moving his hips, thrusting into your mouth, loudly moaning.
“F-Fuck, starlet! Just like that, I swear t-to god… Fuck yeah, that’s right…”
He groaned. You kept on sucking him for a while, slowly, teasingly slow, as tears of pleasure and eagerness pooled in his eyes.
Seeing this, you pulled away, smirking, satisfied. You had brought Tony Baddingham to tears. Tears.
As you stood up, smug and proud, he grabbed your hips, to your surprise, and turned you back to the mirror.
Your eyes widened, before he looked to your reflection, looking like a mess, and murmured into your ear.
“That’s what I wanted… see you in all your glory, before making you come undone like a proper little mess, clenching around my cock…”
You blinked, and suddenly, his plan and intentions became clearer.
He wanted for you to dominate him again, a bit more, to rile him up to no end, so he could dominate you in return. An endless fight for dominance, that sounded simply divine.
“...Yeah? Think you can do that?”
You managed to say to his reflection, as he wrapped an arm around your waist, hoisting one of your knees on the furniture below the mirror.
Tony looked to your eyes in the reflection, and murmured.
“...Y’know I can. Don’t act coy.”
He grumbled, as he bit softly on his neck, leaving a soft mark. He continued by saying something that unfortunately always made your stomach churn in desire.
“You’re gonna look at that bloody mirror, while I wreck you, Starlet. You’re gonna make the hottest movie ever for me, aren't ya? Be my pretty little star for the night, while I thrust into you with no mercy? I want to see you… all putty in my hands, moaning, shaking, flushing… that clear, starlet?”
You shivered at his crude, harsh, but so exciting words. You nodded, pinching your lips.
“...Okay.”
You murmured.
Tony gripped your hips, before lining himself up with you, the tip of his cock finding your entrance. Finally doing so, he slowly entered you, letting your warmth wrap him and suck him into yourself, as your moans both echoed.
“Fuck…”
You murmured, enjoying the sensations of your two bodies connecting. Soon enough, after a minute of slow thrusting, to linger around and enjoy the feeling, his thrusts grew harsher, faster, as his grip on your hips grew harder.
“F-Fuck… that’s it, starlet… take it, do your pretty little moans for me, princess…”
Tony groaned, his mouth attacking your neck, as you looked at your messy reflection in the mirror.
Your breasts were out of the shirt, as Tony’s hand went to cup one, your eyes were pooling with tears, and your lips were parted, letting out the precious sounds Tony craved.
“A-Argh… just like that, damn it… just like that…”
You groaned, praising him, as you moved his hips too, one of your hand going to your clit, to play with it, and heighten the sensations.
“So fucking gorgeous… look at you, starlet, shining like a pretty little star…”
Tony murmured, with an amused smile, as you slightly chuckled as well. Indeed, you were shining, but due to sweat. Not for some other romantic or poetic reasons.
Minutes passed, with Tony’s endless thrustings, his lips on your neck, a hand cupping your breast, squeezing it, pinching the nipple… and all of those stimulation, added to the visual stimulation of seeing the whole spectacle as a front row spectator, was just euphoric.
Without any warning, you clenched around Tony, your back arching, your toes curling, as you let out a hoarse cry.
“A-Ah, Fuck!”
You cried out, as Tony joined you shortly after. In a post orgasmic bliss, his hips kept on slowly thrusting, to ride the waves of both your orgasms.
He peppered kisses on your neck, soft ones this time.
“...You were amazing.”
He mumbled, looking at your reflection.
“...You always were, and always will be, starlet.”
He added.
And as you looked at your reflection, wrecked but happy, and thought back of your professional and sexual accomplishments, you concluded that….
Yes, indeed. You were amazing, and always will be.
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Half-Celebration
Fandom: Rivals
Pairing: Tony Baddingham x Reader
Summary: You just upped the ratings, and you feel absolutely amazing about it, in a high of power and confidence. And while you celebrate with Tony, a slight dominant streak comes to your mind. OS
Warnings: Smut, fem!reader (but no she/her pronouns), cunnilingus, semi-public sex, grinding, making out.
Word count: 2.2k
a/n: hey everyone! I hope you enjoy it! If you have any requests, I'm willing to try, and obviously, any constructive criticism is welcomed! <3 Also, I apologise in advance, English is NOT my first language. It's an os, but if you want a second part, tell me! Lots of love 🫶🏻
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Tony allows himself to let out a slight grunt of victory, at the latest report of ratings.
Fucking hell, the ratings are high.
He lights himself a cigar, taking a long, and according to him well-deserved, drag. The lord smirks to himself, thinking of the person behind those sudden surge of success.
His brand new producer. His new jewel, basically. Discovered in another country, and now working for him in Corinium… She was being sensational. Full of ideas, spectacular, brand new, thrilling.
And god, did he enjoy watching her make phone calls, walk around his company, like she owned the bloody place. She knew her worth. She knew she was essential, and became an element that Tony couldn’t just get rid off.
In multiple ways than one….
Up in your office, there you were, focused on the new report that just got sent in to everyone. You looked at the numbers, quickly analysing the ratings, and calculating the percentages you, once again, added.
You smirked to yourself. You did a fucking amazing job.
You couldn’t care less about the negative criticisms. Those who looked down on you for your important position, or the ones that accused you of getting that leather chair, only by “giving one to the boss”.
Sure, you had indeed given Tony multiples. But was it the only reason why you were in that fancy leather chair? Hell no.
You were smart, capable, organised, and you knew your worth. All that you did for this company, the hard work, the over time, the multiple risks… It was finally paying off.
And you couldn’t be prouder. You knew you were in for a special celebration tonight, up in your place, but you could not wait. A part of you wanted, even craved, to see that smug smirk of his, with the proud glint in his eyes. Of course, while he’d be “proud of you”, you knew he was mostly congratulating himself for hiring you.
But did you care? Not really, not when his inflated ego, stroked in the right way, would make your eyes roll, and your legs shake.
So, you continued your journey to his office, avoiding the other coworkers, focusing on the door of his office, the sound of your bright red kitten heels resonating on the wooden floor.
Without knocking, you enter his office, a little smirk on your lips. You usually knocked, he enjoyed respect, but you were both in a nice enough mood to get over this.
Tony looked at you, standing at the door frame, smoking his cigar, a celebratory one, perhaps. You step inside his office, closing the door and shutting the blinds, as he smirks at you.
“You’re getting the fuck of a lifetime, tonight, you know that?”
He declared cockily, a hint of excitement in his low voice.
You smirk back at him, tilting your head, feigning contempt.
“...I figured. With ratings this high, I might as well get that new watch I desperately wanted.”
You propose, lips pursed.
He snickered, shaking his head, putting his cigar back in the ashtray. He gestures to you with his finger to come closer to him, and feeling playful, you oblige.
“We’ll see about that, starlet. For now…How about a little celebration here, hmm?”
He asks you, his eyebrow raised. You purse your lips. The door was closed and locked, the blinds were shut… This was a special day, why not try out something risky?
Being risky had always gotten you places, anyway.
You bite your lower lip, getting closer to his slumped shape, on his huge leather seat. In a breath, you walk closer again, your knee grazing his, slightly spreading his thighs, cladded by his fancy Armani suit.
“...A celebration?”
You murmur, your eyes clouding with want and desire. He smirks, nodding, his large hand grabbing the back of your thigh, right under your left cheek, pulling you closer to him.
For once in your dynamic, you looked down to him. And you smirked. God… even if it was only literally, and never in actual power dynamics, did it feel good to look at him from above. It felt… exhilarating.
“You look good under me.”
You murmur, in an attempt to shift things up.
His smirk doesn’t leave his lips, and his brown eyes glint in amusement.
Cute.
Was clearly the word going through his mind at your attempt. Will he ever take you seriously? You doubted so. Would you still keep on pushing him, and pushing him, until you reached that stage, where he could only look at you in awe, other than when you rode him?
Definitely so.
You promised yourself so. That one day, this bastard that you found, to your utter dismay, way too attractive, would look at you with the same reluctant respect, almost fear, as he did with Rupert Campbell-Black.
Finally, you snap, and climb on his lap, your knees resting on the leather, on either side of his hips, as you captured his lips with yours.
He eagerly grabbed you, his hands going to your hair, gripping on them, as his chapped and thin lips harshly responded, moving against yours, little grunts escaping his mouth.
“Hmm… Eager much?”
He grunted, his hands sliding down your back, to go and and cup your arse firmly, as you held back a gasp, at the firm touch.
Eager? Of course you were bloody eager… not like he couldn’t tell. Yet, you were power-hungry, with those new ratings. Fuck, you were the it thing, lately!
You grabbed his tie, pulling him closer, as your mouth moved more fervently against his.
He let out another groan, as his hands pulled up your skirt, exposing your backside to the air of his office, his calloused hands going to cup your flesh, patting the skin.
Your hips jerked involuntarily at the little pat, and you scoffed again.
He pulled away, smirking at you. He knew how to win you over, he knew what to do to dominate you.
Yet, you persisted.
Not today.
Unbuttoning his shirt, and loosening his tie, you attacked his neck, going against a rule of his.
He didn’t want any hickeys, he couldn’t have it noticed by his wife.
And as his nails dug into the flesh of your arse, as a warning, you looked up to him, almost in a glare.
“...Shut the fuck up. It’s my celebration. I’ll do what I want. If you have a problem, go see the makeup artist.”
You snapped, before attacking his neck again.
Tony grunted, his head thrown back, as his other hand gripped your hair tighter.
“You little-”
He started, but you interrupted him by grinding your hips against his, making him stop his sentence, a moan taking over. Strangely enough, grinding was a guilty pleasure of his.
After a bit of snogging, looking like two hormonal young adults, you pulled away, sitting on his desk, legs spread apart, like a feast for him to devour.
And he seemed to share that thought, due to the look on his face.
But as he approached his goal, his face eager, ready to devour you and reduce you to a whining mess, you stopped him.
Your red heel, on his forehead.
He froze slightly against it, not expecting it. But you spoke up.
“Let’s make this clear. You’re about to eat me out, yes. Perhaps as a way to make me submit again, and to have me on my knees in about two minutes, since you're always so sloppy with this.”
You start, as he was still frozen against your heel.
“But…Today, I’ve upped our ratings, since last month, by fifty five percent. In one month. Ever had that? Don’t think so. So right now, right here, I’ll be getting a proper head. And you better pour your heart into it, or else I’ll find another mouth to get it.”
You finish, looking at him, an eyebrow raised, putting in all the confidence you have of.
He looks at you, stunned. Tony is ready to retort. Ready to say he could kick you out your condo, if you saw another man. That you’d just take what he’d give you.
But as he looked up at you, his boner grew again. God… Did you look… fierce. Powerful. Like a fucking goddess.
He had made it. Turned you into that, in his opinion at least. While to you… He just happened to guide you slightly, during your breakthrough.
But in response to your sudden dominant streak, he smirked. For once… he’d indulge.
He gripped your thighs tighter, bringing your hips and pelvis closer to his face, before playfully retorting:
“...At your service, Ma’am.”
Your eyes slightly widen, at him finally letting out some control, but as he puts his mouth on you, you realise it's just another one of his twisted plans again. To see if you could handle it. The power, the attitude.
But today was different. You had your proof, that you were a fucking phenomenon.
So, gripping on his desk, you spread your legs wider, letting him feast on you, as you bucked your hips against his face.
You wouldn't hide your pleasure, pretend he did not have any effect on you. Because that wasn’t displaying power.
Displaying power, was owning up to this building pleasure, this sensation in your stomach, and yet… still indulge in it, and let yourself get submerged by all of what you allowed him to do to you.
Not what he could do to you. But what you allowed him to.
At first, he licked a teasing stripe,making you shiver. The tip of his tongue barely grazed your clitoris, before he looked up at you, his eyes shining in mischief and amusement.
He suckled slightly on one of your inner labia, then the other, tasting the natural juice that was slowly oozing out, and making a more primal side of him come out.
But as you heard his grunts, the dominant streak in you got control again, and you put your red heel on his back again, reminding him of his place.
He looked up at you, slightly grunting again, visibly a bit displeased at you still maintaining this attitude.
Eager to see you crumble and give up, his tongue traced a circle around your clit, hoping to see you get impatient and begging.
But you simply gripped his hair, pushing his hair further between your thighs.
Suddenly pleasured by this new sensation of being… dominated? Tony slightly let loose and decided to full on suckle on your clit, his tongue lapping at your taste, his teeth messily grazing your core, but not enough to be uncomfortable.
You let out a gasp of pleasure, before moaning, as he grunted against you, his nose nestled in your bush.
He gripped your thighs harder, suckling harder, his tongue alternating between licking, and teasing your entrance, by tipping the tongue inside.
You felt it, that knot in your stomach, that pressure building up, that arch in your back, pressing for more, urging him, almost ordering him.
He could suffocate between your thighs, and you wouldn’t care. The high was too thrilling.
You pinched your own nipple, desperate for another stimulation, as your throat let out a guttural sound.
Your thighs closed around his face, bringing him deeper, as, also as enthralled as you were, Tony groaned against your core, eagerly pleasing you. You came against his face, your juice staining his nose, mouth, and chin, as your voice almost broke, to the intensity of the orgasm.
Granted, he hadn’t eaten you out very long. But yet… it was different.
It was almost…reverent.
As you pulled away from him, you snickered, seeing his messed up face, and ruffled face.
You looked at the clock, and feigned a gasp.
“Fuck, I forgot… I have a meeting with Declan in two minutes.”
False. But you were going to go see Declan, and make up a new idea for his show, just for pretend.
Tony looked up at you, frowning, confused.
“...Excuse me?”
You smirk, tilting your head.
“Aw, come on. Don’t give me that face. We’ll celebrate tonight, in the intimacy of my flat. For now… I'm busy. Where do you think these ratings come from, hmm?”
You snicker, getting off his desk, fixing your outfit.
Gosh… were you really doing this? Making Tony eat you out, then ditching him, giving him blue balls until tonight?
You looked at your flushed, but glowing self, in the reflection of his window, before realising that… yes.
Yes, you totally were.
Tony scoffed.
“You’re just going to-?”
You interrupted him, raising a hand to his face.
“I’m busy. We’ll have tonight. Don't be such a child, just be patient… don't you have some… class?”
You snickered, shaking your head.
Slightly stunned, Tony frowned slightly, shaking his head, before scoffing again, his cheeks slightly tinted with a blush.
“What do you think I am, an animal? That only sex's on my mind? I have a job too, starlet. Get to work, we’ll finish this tonight.”
He grumbled, visibly trying to regain some composure, despite the obvious bulge in his pants that he was slightly palming.
You smirk, and threw a discreet wink at him, before murmuring.
“If I were you, I'd wipe my mouth. Shouldn’t talk with a mouth full.”
Triumphant, you left his office, leaving him with his frustration and slight awe, eager to discover what more powers you could obtain tonight.
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Arguments & Paradoxes - Tenth Doctor Imagine [Doctor Who]
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Title: Arguments & Paradoxes
Pairing: Tenth Doctor X Reader
Word Count: 5,531 words
Warning(s): arguments, discussion of character death
Summary: [Based on Season 3, Episode 10 (Blink)] What starts as a normal day leads to the Doctor, Marth, and (Y/n) finding themselves stuck in 1969. Now that they're stuck waiting, there are many conversations waiting to be had.
Author's Note: This story is pretty directly connected to another story from this OC: A Normal Life
If you have any particular episodes/seasons/doctors etc. that you want to see in this series, then let me know.
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There are times when the easiest days become the most complicated.
It could take one moment for everything to turn completely on its head. One sentence, one word. one movement. One small look.
At least, that was how my life ended up going. Maybe that was simply a side effect of traveling with the Doctor. Maybe it was all just because of me.
Martha, the Doctor, and I were heading toward the sight of an incident. Some lizard creature was planning to have her eggs hatch. The swarm would have wiped out the nearest city and then some.
We had gotten a taxi that took us to this small shop. It looked like it was mostly books and movies and things. It was something that I would never have paid any mind to... except for the woman who came running out.
"Doctor!"
He stopped. I stopped with him, turning to look at the girl.
"Hello," he said. "Sorry, bit of a rush. There's a... There's a sort of thing happening. Very important that we stop it."
"Oh my god, it's you. It really is you," the woman replied. I furrowed my eyebrows, looking at the Doctor as if he would take the time to explain who this was. "Oh, you don't remember me, do you?"
"Doctor, we haven't got time for this," Martha spoke up. "Migration's started."
"Look," the Doctor explained to the woman. "I've got a bit of a complex life. Things don't always happen to me in quite the right order. Gets a bit confusing at times, especially at weddings."
"Oh, you're rubbish at weddings," I added.
"I really am... especially my own."
"Oh my God, of course," the woman said. "You're a time traveler. It hasn't happened to you yet! None of it! It's still in your future."
"What hasn't happened?"
"You guys, please," Martha spoke up again. "20 minutes to hatching."
"It was me," the woman explained. "It was me all along. You got it all from me."
"Got what?" the Doctor asked.
"Okay. Listen. One day, you're gonna get stuck in 1969. Make sure you've got this with you. You're gonna need it."
I looked back and saw Martha's worried face before I muttered to the Doctor, "We really need to go."
"Yeah, we do," he nodded. "Sorry, things happening. Well, four things. Well, four things and a lizard."
"Okay, no worries," the woman replied. "On you go. See you around some day."
The Doctor and I took off before he turned around again. "What was your name?"
"Sally Sparrow," she grinned at us both.
"Good to meet you, Sally Sparrow."
There was a man who walked up to her. She looked at him as he gave us a stunned look. She grabbed his hand, said goodbye, and walked back into the store.
I chuckled. "That will make more sense later, I hope."
"Me too," the Doctor replied.
We both turned again to head towards Martha. I felt the Doctor reach for my hand, but I pulled back. I hoped that it could be seen as unintentional. As if I just didn't notice it.
"I like that name," I commented, trying to change the subject. "Sally Sparrow. Good alliteration."
"Yeah," he muttered. "Come on."
Everything else went off without any major incidents. It was a normal day. I thought that it was all over. Until we landed in the next place, of course.
We had just made it back to the TARDIS. The doors had just closed behind us and we were just getting ready to leave. And then, the TARDIS jolted to the side.
"What the hell was that," Matha asked.
I grabbed the screen nearby. "What the... Paradox energy."
"Paradox?" the Doctor moved to look at the screen over my shoulder. "Well, that's not good."
"A paradox?" Martha walked over. "Like in Back to the Future or something?"
"What," I asked.
"I'll show it to you sometime," the Doctor muttered to me before going to move around the console.
"Time isn't always perfect and linear, but it does have rules," I explained. "If one of those rules gets broken, it creates a paradox. Paradoxes can be small or large, deadly at times."
"What caused this one?"
"Not sure yet," I shrugged.
"We'll have to go check," the Doctor added, flipping a switch.
"Hold on," Martha said. "You just said that one of the rules of time got broken. That one of these paradoxes can be deadly."
"Yup," the Doctor confirmed.
"So, you're going to just land in the middle of it?"
"We're not fools, Martha," I promised. "We're going to land on the edge of it."
"Oh, for the love of-"
The TARDIS suddenly lurching caused Martha to cut off the end of her sentence. She grabbed onto the console.
We landed just outside of a gate. There was a path that clearly led from the gate to a large, abandoned house. On the fence was a warning to keep out. None of us paid it any mind.
The house itself had seen many better days. The outside was in mostly okay condition, but there were some parts where the roof and the wall were falling apart.
It was almost a cliche.
"Are we still at the same time?" Martha said as we walked down the path.
"No," I answered. "We're about a year earlier. There was a... spike."
She nodded.
The inside was no better than the outside had been. The wallpaper was falling off. Plants were beginning to grow within the house. Every piece of the floor was creaking. If the lighting fixtures weren't on the floor, they were hanging dangerously low.
"So, any remarkable ideas about this paradox," Martha asked.
"Not yet, but I can feel it... like it's buzzing in my fingertips," I said, stopping in the middle of the room and turning toward her. "Where's the Doctor?"
"Wandered off," she replied with a shrug. "How are you two?"
I furrowed my eyebrows. "Fine."
"That's it?" she chuckled.
"What else were you expecting me to say?"
"Something a bit more... I don't know... romantic," she suggested. "I thought you two would be deep in the honeymoon phase by now."
I raised an eyebrow at her this time. I knew what she was talking about. It was just easier for me to pretend that I didn't.
To be honest, things had been... strained since the two of us kissed. I couldn't tell how much of it was my lack of knowledge in that area and how much of it was simply my ever-suffocating guilt. I had meant to sit and think about that, but I simply never had the time. There was always something more important to think about.
Martha sighed and held up her hands. "Fine. I'm gonna go check upstairs for some sign of anything... paradox-like."
"Be careful!" I called after her.
"I always am!"
I turned back to the room, trying to find some sign of what could be going on. The first detail that I saw was some sign of spray paint under the wallpaper.
I stepped forward, going to pull the wallpaper off. I only stopped because I spotted something out of the corner of my eye. My hand stopped. I took a step back before slowly turning my head toward the window.
Standing there was a weeping angel.
I let out a shaking breath. I slowly closed my eyes before quickly opening them. It had moved forward.
"Doctor!" I shouted, taking slow steps backward. "Martha!"
I heard the floor behind me creaking. I quickly turned around, finding another weeping angel behind me. I turned back around, finding the other angel now inside. Those panicked motions were enough for the second angel to reach out and grab me.
I found myself standing in some kind of alleyway.
"No," I muttered. "No, no, no, no, no!"
I looked around before starting to walk. At some point, I would have to find something or someone.
It had only been a few minutes before I heard someone behind me.
"(Y/n)!"
I turned around to see Martha and the Doctor walking toward me. I let out a relieved sigh before running in their direction. I hugged Martha first. After I stepped back, I hugged the Doctor.
"Weeping angels," the Doctor said.
"Yes, I know," I replied. "I tried to tell you both but no one responded. You guys must have already been sent back."
"Anyone wanna actually explain this all to me," Martha asked.
"Weeping angels are creatures that basically feed off paradox energy," I explained. "They touch you, zap you back in time, and eat the paradox energy that's left from all the moments that don't happen."
"They can't move when you can see them," the Doctor added. "They freeze in place until you look away or blink"
"Okay... so how do we get home?" Martha looked between us.
"Well..." the Doctor dragged the word out.
"You don't know."
"Not yet," he muttered.
I furrowed my eyebrows, looking around us before speaking up, "What year are we in?"
"Um," the Doctor looked around, muttering to himself as he tried to figure it out.
Martha ran over to a nearby bench where a newspaper had been left on it, "1969."
I slapped the Doctor's arm, ignoring him when he complained. "That was the year that the girl at the shop told us about. The one with the really good name... Sally Sparrow."
"Alliteration girl!" the Doctor exclaimed before digging into his pocket. "1969. She gave us instructions."
I grabbed the folder from him, going to sit on the bench where Martha had found the newspaper. I flipped through it. It was a collection of photos and a letter. I held those out for someone to take.
"The letter is addressed to Sally," I said. "She knew someone who got sent back."
"What's this list," Martha asked, sitting next to me. The Doctor took the letter.
"Not sure," I replied, handing it over to her. "Nothing that I recognize."
My eyes landed on a typed-out conversation.
"Look at this." I held it out to him. "It's a conversation. Half of one, anyway. Sally's part."
"She's at the center of this, then," he muttered, taking the folder so he could read it over. "'I'm clever and I'm listening.' I like her."
"Would be nice to meet her when we aren't stuck without our TARDIS," I replied. "Who is she talking to? You?"
"Maybe. She recognized me at the shop."
"And you do talk a lot."
"Thanks." his response was sarcastic.
"I got it," Martha said excitedly. "They're movies. All of them!"
I furrowed my eyebrows.
"And that," she snatched the folder out of the Doctor's hands, "is a script!"
"Half a script," I corrected.
"Well, yeah, but we can figure the other half out," she insisted. "We just need to get the other side of this conversation onto these movies."
"How do we do that?"
"I... I don't know," she replied. "You two are the alien geniuses. I figured out the hard part."
"I never really looked into how humans make their entertainment." I looked at the Doctor. "Have you?"
"It's basic technology," he shrugged. "Getting the film made isn't the problem. The problem is getting the film onto everything on that list."
"We need an inside man," Martha suggested.
"Can't be the Doctor because he has to be in it, so people would get suspicious," I explained.
"You could do it," she said.
"I really couldn't."
"Yes, you could," she replied. "You're a quick learner. You'd know what you're doing."
"But this would take years. We don't have that long."
"What do we do then? Talk to someone in the industry and hope that they believe us when we say we were attacked by monsters that can't move when you can see them?"
"Or we could find someone who would be more inclined to believe us."
Martha's eyebrows furrowed at my suggestion.
"Wait for someone else to be sent back to us," the Doctor said, seemingly agreeing with me.
"That could take ages," Martha replied.
"Sally knew someone who got sent back," I argued. "Maybe that wasn't the only one. Might not take as long as you think."
"What about in the meantime?"
"Well, we'll need to find a place to stay. Shouldn't be too hard."
"Whose paying for that?"
The Doctor and I both stared at her before briefly glancing at each other.
"Oh, you two so owe me for this."
We ended up staying in a small flat near a shop that hired Martha.
She would go work through the day while the Doctor and I busied ourselves with a new device that was meant to help track down other people who came through.
It was a few days into this new pattern that the Doctor decided to turn the conversation away from our current predicament.
"Can I ask you something?"
I had been hunched over some small part of this new device. The Doctor had taken a moment to lean back in his seat a bit.
"Sure," I replied, not turning my head away from the machine.
"Did I do something... wrong?"
It felt as if both of my hearts stopped at the same time. I had to fight the urge to tense as I responded, "No, why do you ask?"
"I just... I thought that things would change."
I couldn't find a string of words that felt like they were enough to explain how I felt. None of them could provide him any comfort. I found myself stuck with nothing more than an uneasy silence.
"I thought that we were..."
"Were what?" I tried to remain disconnected from the whole thing. At the very least, I felt like it would push this conversation away for a little while.
"We kissed," he continued. "I thought that it meant something, but you're acting like nothing happened."
"It happened." I nodded. "It happened and... that's it."
"'That's it'?" he repeated. "(Y/n)... this wasn't something insignificant to me. I have no interest in that being it."
"Well, that's all it's going to be." I shrugged.
The Doctor didn't respond after that. He stared at me for a few moments before going back to studying the machine on the table.
I went to do the same, pretending to be completely unaware of the new and terrible tension in the room.
"I've got it," the Doctor muttered, pushing my hands away.
I sat back, staring at him for a few minutes before standing up. "I'm going to go out for a walk. You know how to reach me if something comes up."
He just hummed to acknowledge that he heard me.
I nodded before heading to the door.
I knew that I had handled the whole situation incorrectly. It was all just too new and sudden for me to have any other way to handle it. There was nothing I could say or do that would be good enough for that conversation.
Everything would be easier if things had just stayed exactly as they were.
My mindless wandering led me to the front steps of a library. I stared at the door. I don't know what compelled me to go inside. Maybe it just felt like I should've been there. Like there were answers to some questions that I had. The whole place was comforting during this time.
I was filled with this sense of comfort that I had never imagined before. I could imagine spending day after day after day there.
And I did.
I never truly thought about just how slow life would feel when the Doctor and I stopped moving. I didn't realize that I hadn't really stopped running since I met him.
Yes, there was my brief time as Jo, but that wasn't me. That was a different version of me. One that was much more equipped to handle a slow, dragging life. One that was going through significantly less emotional turmoil.
I busied myself with books. That library I had found had a very kind woman working there who offered suggestions to pass the time. Stories and art that I had never bothered myself with before. I read what I had been told were classics.
It was strange to fall into such a pattern. I could've gotten used to it, maybe. Under different circumstances. But this whole thing just felt odd.
The Doctor would sit impatiently at his machine. I would sit in some corner of the room, reading my stories and quietly hoping that the machine would finally make some kind of sound to fill the awkward silence. The two of us weren't talking much after our argument. Too stubborn on both fronts, I suppose.
Martha would walk in around the evening and ask what I was reading. She'd ask for any good news from the Doctor.
Over and over. Day after day. It was the same cycle.
Until there was a delightfully noisy interruption. The machine went off, telling us that someone had been sent back.
We all ran outside, Sally's folder in hand. It didn't take long to recognize that we were being led back to the alleyway that we had found ourselves in.
"How are we going to do this," Martha asked. "'Hi, are you from the future? Because we are and we have a job for you.'"
"Something like that," the Doctor said.
"Start with Sally Sparrow," I explained in more detail. "See if they know her. She might be the center of this whole thing."
"I wasn't being serious," he chimed in.
"I wasn't saying that you were. I'm just trying to make sure Martha is as prepared as we are. We should all be on the same page."
"Didn't think you cared much about that."
"Excuse me?"
"Nothing."
I scoffed. "Sorry that I'm prioritizing the thing that is getting people killed. Didn't realize that was an issue."
He didn't respond, instead choosing to walk a little faster so he was ahead of us. I went to speed up so he couldn't get too far away.
"What's going on with you two," Martha asked, grabbing my arm so I'd slow down.
"What are talking about?" I said.
"Don't act stupid," she replied. "You two kissed. You told me. But now you two are acting like you can't be near each other. What's going on?"
"It's nothing," I shook my head, going to catch up with the Doctor.
"No, it's not," she insisted, grabbing my arm again. "You can talk to me, I promise. I can keep my mouth shut. Kept your feelings a secret, didn't I?"
"Martha," I sighed. "It's nothing. I'm fine. We're fine. Let's just... Let's focus on this. Please."
Her lips tightened. As if she had to actively hold back whatever comment was about to push through. She stiffly nodded and let me pull my arm away.
"(Y/n), Martha!"
The two of us looked down the way at the Doctor, whose back was still turned to us. I gestured toward him with my head. Martha nodded again and followed me down the alley.
We rounded the corner to find a man sitting with his back against the wall. He looked panicked and confused. The machine was going slightly mad when we found him.
"Welcome!" the Doctor greeted.
"Where am I," the man asked.
"1969," the Doctor replied. "Not bad, as it goes. You've got the moon landing to look forward to."
"The moon landing's brilliant," Martha added. "We went four times."
"When we had transport," I muttered.
"How did I get here?" the man interrupted us.
"Touch of an angel," the Doctor explained. "Probably the same one that sent us back since you ended up in the same year."
The man went to stand up only to be stopped by the Doctor before he could.
"Don't get up," he said as he plopped down next to the man. "Time travel without a capsule, nasty. Catch your breath, don't go swimming for half an hour."
"I don't... I don't understand."
I leaned on the railing in front of them both. "You got touched by a weeping angel. You probably noticed some big stone angel statues. Pretty fascinating really. They don't kill you directly. Instead, they send you back in time to whatever year they want and feed on the paradox energy that forms when you're gone. The potential energy of the moments that were supposed to happen but never did. They let you live a whole life, just not when you were supposed to."
"The only psychopaths in the universe to kill you nicely," the Doctor added.
"What in God's name are you two on about?"
"They do this a lot," Martha said. "Just nod when they pause for a breath."
"Tracked you down with this," the Doctor continued. "My timey-wimey detector. Goes ding when there's stuff."
"I still don't understand." the man ran his hands over his face. "Where am I?"
"1969, like he said." Martha leaned on the railing next to me.
"We'd offer you a lift home, but our time machine got stolen by the angels." I shrugged. "We have a message that we need you to get to a woman named Sally Sparrow."
"Sally Sparrow? I know her! I just met her."
"Good, that'll make this easier for all of us."
"However," the Doctor spoke up again. "I'm sorry. I'm very, very sorry. It's gonna take you a long time."
It felt like there hadn't been a moment to breathe after that. Getting the man a job to work on films was no trouble really. The psychic paper was enough for that.
Getting us on set was a new challenge but still ended up working out alright.
We snuck in during the middle of the night. Everyone in the studio had gone home by then. Billy, the man that we had found in that alleyway, had been very helpful. I think at some point, he knew that there was no good denying what had happened. He seemingly wanted to do some good while he was here.
And so, there we were. The Doctor sitting in front of a plain orange wall with the script and a camera in front of him. Martha and I stayed off to the side, watching as he read off his half of the conversation.
"How are you gonna know how long to wait?" Martha tilted her head. "Like between lines. How do you know you'll give Sally enough time to get her sentence out?"
"Didn't think about that," the Doctor muttered. "Guess I'll just hope for the best... gonna sound a little silly no matter what I do, isn't it?"
We both nodded.
"Good luck," I said, almost before I had a chance to stop myself.
The Doctor grinned at me. I let out a small sigh.
"Ready," Billy asked. The Doctor nodded.
It was as silly as it seemed. Small bits of a conversation that just sounded meaningless when there was no context to it. Had I not known the whole situation, I would've started laughing.
"I'm a time traveler. Or I was. I'm stuck in 1969-"
"We're stuck," Martha chimed in, leaning into frame. "I was promised all of space and time and now I'm working in a shop to support these two-"
"Martha," I pulled on her arm to get her to move back, trying to keep myself from chuckling at the whole thing.
"Sorry," she mumbled.
The Doctor fixed his suit before continuing on with the script.
"People don't understand time," he explained. "It's not what you think it is."
I thought about the lines that Sally had written down for herself. I grinned. She really was very clever.
"People assume that time is a strict progression of cause and effect, but actually, from a non-linear, non-subjective viewpoint, it's more like a big ball of wibbly-wobbly, timey-wimey... stuff."
I scoffed, hiding my face behind my hand. I barely caught sight of the Doctor's small glare focused on me.
"What matters is we can communicate," the Doctor continued. "We have got big problems now. They have taken the blue box, haven't they? The angels have the phone box?
"Creatures from another world... The Lonely Assassins, they used to be called. No one quite knows where they came from, but they're as old as the universe, or very nearly, and they have survived this long because they have the most perfect defense system ever evolved. They're quantum-locked. They don't exist while they're being observed. The moment they're seen by any other living creature, they freeze into rock. No choice, it's a fact of their biology. In the sight of any living thing, they literally turn to stone. And you can't kill a stone.
"Of course, a stone can't kill you either, but then you turn your head away. Then you blink. And oh, yes, it can.
"That's why they cover their eyes. They can't risk looking at each other. Their greatest asset is their great curse. They can never be seen. Loneliest creatures in the universe."
I could make an argument against that statement but now wasn't the time.
"And I'm sorry. I am very, very sorry. It's up to you now. The blue box. It's my time machine. There's a world of time energy in there they could feast on forever, but the damage they could do could switch off the sun. You have got to send it back to me.
"And... that's it, I'm afraid. There's no more from you on the transcript, that's the last I've got.
"I don't know what stopped you talking, but I can guess. They're coming. The angels are coming for you, but listen because your life could depend on this. Don't blink. Don't even blink. Blink and you're dead. They are fast. Faster than you can believe. Don't turn your back, don't look away, and don't blink. Good luck."
And with that, the camera stopped. We bid our goodbyes and our best wishes to Billy and left the studio.
"So... what now," Martha asked.
"We see if it worked," the Doctor replied. "If the message got to Sally as it was supposed to, then the TARDIS should be on its way to us."
"At the old house," she concluded.
"At the old house." he nodded.
"Well, come on then," she pushed us both away from the studio. "Let's get out of here."
The house was still being built when we got there. It was mostly put together, but it was waiting on furniture and decorations and wallpaper.
"One last thing to do," the Doctor pulled out two small cans of paint and some paintbrushes as he spoke. I was always a bit jealous of his jacket.
"The message." I nodded. I grabbed the picture of it from the folder that Sally had given us. "Should go on this wall here."
"Won't someone just paint over it," Martha asked.
"Chances are that whoever comes to put the wallpaper up after we're gone will just see this as kids messing around," the Doctor said. "They're putting up wallpaper, no need to paint something so small."
She nodded.
I placed the picture down, leaning it against the wall.
"I'll start the top part. You start the bottom part," I explained, handing the Doctor a brush. "You have to sign your name on it anyway."
"Alright," he muttered.
Martha stood there for a moment, glancing around.
"I'm gonna check around the house," she said, turning to walk out of the room.
"Be careful!" I called after her. "Yell if you see anything!"
She didn't respond, probably because what I had said had seemed incredibly obvious to her.
I turned back to the wall. My eyes jumped between it and the picture of what Sally was supposed to find in the future.
I reached up, beginning to paint "Beware the weeping angels" as clearly as I could.
We worked in silence for a while. It was strange. I had grown used to there being some kind of rambling. The silence made my stomach twist.
I stepped away from the wall after finishing the first line, going to compare it to the photo.
"We need to talk," the Doctor said, still seemingly as focused on his part of the wall as mine.
"Is now the time for this?" I muttered. I couldn't avoid this conversation now. We were going to be here for too long.
"Yup," he replied bluntly, turning to look at me. "I don't like how we left things earlier. We haven't fought like that in ages."
"I know."
When that was all that I said, the Doctor continued, "Ages. We haven't argued like that since you hated me."
"Doctor, I know," I repeated as I looked at him.
"Then, you should also know why I feel like it's appropriate for us to have some kind of conversation about it."
I put the paint down on the floor. "Fine."
I paused when I saw the look in his eyes properly. There wasn't any anger or judgment. He just looked worried. Almost scared. It made me feel guilty for all of the anger that I had held toward him through the last few days.
"It's... It's Rose," I said.
The Doctor's eyebrows furrowed at me.
I sighed. "She was the first person that I could consider a friend. Before we got along, she was all I had. She helped me choose my name. She made me better. And I know how she felt about you and how you felt about her. I... I can't help but feel like I took something from her. It just... It felt selfish."
The silence after that was suffocating. It made me feel sick to my stomach.
"I'm sorry," I muttered after a moment.
"You don't need to apologize," the Doctor took a few steps closer to me. I took a deep breath as he did. "I care about you. And I am willing to wait. As long as you need."
I took a deep breath. "I don't remember patience being a gift of yours."
"Well," he grinned. "Not always. But now... for you... it's worth it."
I stepped forward and hugged him. "Thank you."
"You don't need to thank me."
"Shut up and accept it." I stepped back. "We should finish the painting."
We were just finishing the last few letters when Martha ran in. "I found the TARDIS! It's in the basement."
"Yes!" I ran after her as she ran back downstairs.
A few moments later, I heard the Doctor running behind us. It was clear that he had waited for a few moments to finish up the message.
I cheered again as I laid eyes on the TARDIS. "Oh, I have missed you!"
"Oh, look at that beauty," the Doctor said. "Thought you'd never come back to us."
"Who wants to do the honors," I asked, looking at the two of them.
"Dibs!" Martha called quickly. "My turn to look cool."
I shook my head as I chuckled at her.
I looked back at the Doctor as Martha unlocked the door. He was already smiling at me. I smiled back, feeling a sudden calm settle over us both. It was nice to not feel so scared now.
The familiar creak of the TARDIS door made me look back at Martha, who was smiling proudly in the doorway.
"Let's go. I am happy to be out of... this year for a while," she said.
We followed her inside, letting out a collective sigh as the door closed behind us.
"What now," I asked.
"Well, we have the TARDIS back," the Doctor walked around the console. "And I'd suggest just flying off into the vast expanse of space, but... we have to make a small pitstop first."
"Of course we do," I muttered. "Cardiff?"
"Yup."
"What's in Cardiff?" Martha looked between the two of us.
"There's this little crack in the fabric of the universe."
"Originally, there were these gaseous beings using it as a door before a very clever woman sacrificed herself to close it," I added.
"But it didn't close all the way," the Doctor continued. "There's still a small crack. Like a scar."
"Park the TARDIS on it and the TARDIS can absorb the energy coming from it and use it to repair damage... like damage from the Weeping Angels trying to use it as an infinite food supply."
"Won't take long," the Doctor promised.
"Don't say that," I interjected. "Last time we did this, we almost dropped Cardiff into the rift."
"I'm sorry... what," Martha asked.
"That... was not our fault. No Slitheen this time." the Doctor said.
"Comforting," she muttered, sarcasm as clear as day.
I wrapped an arm around her, giving her a small side hug for her troubles. She grinned over at me as the Doctor ran around the console.
There was a new wave of calm through the TARDIS. Not the same kind of calm that happened after we made it out of some dire situation. This one was smaller, but still significant.
I could only hope that it would last long enough for us to truly enjoy it.
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I'm Back Between Villages, and Everything's Still - Tenth Doctor Imagine [Doctor Who]
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Title: I'm Back Between Villages, and Everything's Still
Pairing: Tenth Doctor X Reader
Based On: The View Between Villages - Extended
Word Count: 1.516 words
Warning(s): bad parents, mention of bad childhood
Summary: A further look into the trip that the Doctor and (Y/n) took to (Y/n)'s hometown. The one place that (Y/n) never wanted to walk into again.
Author's Note: I had to reread what I wrote for the first part this because it has been a hot minute that story came out.
PART ONE HERE
STICK SEASON [WE'LL ALL BE HERE FOREVER] - NOAH KAHAN WRITING CHALLENGE MASTERLIST
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I expected showing the Doctor around my hometown to be more terrifying than it was.
At first, my steps were heavy.
I didn't know where to go. I didn't have many roots left in that town. My biggest fear was being recognized and stopped by someone that I never wanted to see again.
But after a while, I found myself relaxing.
I was able to find some joy in the places that we were going. I was able to tell small stories. Not all of them were entirely happy, but it still felt good to share them.
I had spent a long time trying to hide my history from not just the Doctor but myself. Being able to look back at it was almost healing. Especially when there was someone holding my hand.
"I have one place that I want to visit," I said as the two of us walked back to the TARDIS. "If that's alright."
"It's your trip," he replied. "Where are we going?"
"To see my parents."
He paused for a moment. He must have seen the fear on my face. "Alright."
We got into the TARDIS. I told him where to go- and to park down the road from the actual house- before I sat down on one of the benches. I felt my leg shaking, heart pounding, and breathing becoming shakier.
"(Y/n)..."
I looked at the Doctor.
"We're here," he said. "We don't have to do this. We could go."
"No, no," I shook my head. "I... I need to see them."
He nodded.
"I mean... After spending so long running through time and space, I could at least let them know that I'm alive."
He grinned a bit.
"Oh, by the way, they don't properly know anything about you or the TARDIS or aliens or anything... just that I've been traveling."
"As long as I don't get slapped."
"Has that... Has that happened when meeting someone's parents?"
"... sometimes."
I slowly nodded.
"Come on," he said excitedly, sticking a hand out to me.
I stood at the end of my parent's driveway for longer than I care to admit. The Doctor didn't walk forward without me. He stood next to me with his hands shoved in his pockets.
"Are you ready," I asked as if I wasn't the one stopping us.
"Whenever you are," he replied, smiling at me.
I stepped forward. My feet felt heavier with each step. I had a million thoughts going through my head and none of them felt particularly good.
I knocked on the door and took a deep breath.
The door opened and I found my mom standing on the other side.
A wide smile crossed her lips. "(Y/n)!"
I felt a sigh of relief escape me as I hugged her back. I thought that I would be met with the door closing in my face or some kind of angry rant. I guess that I saw it as comforting that she hadn't bitten my head off already.
Most of the visit was perfectly fine. My parents met the Doctor- who very kindly introduced himself as John Smith to help me- and they seemed alright with him. They seemed to be okay with my traveling and they wanted to hear about it.
Nothing could have beat my grandmother's reaction.
She stormed into the house after my mom called her. I was dragged into the tightest hug that I had ever been given and then met with a million questions.
It was nice.
I was starting to relax. Take a few deep breaths and feel like everything was going to be just fine.
And then, dinner.
We had sat down together. There was small talk. Everyone seemed to be eating in peace. Nothing gave me any indication that the night was going to take the turn that it did.
"So, John," my dad spoke up. "Do you hide (Y/n)'s phone or was it a shared decision?"
"Dad," I snapped immediately.
"What, it's an honest question," he shrugged.
"Bullshit," I replied. "Is it that hard to believe that I did something that you didn't like on my own?"
"What are we expected to believe when you never call," my mom asked.
"Why do you think that is?" I countered.
I felt the Doctor reaching over and grabbing my hand under the table. I assumed that my anger was somewhat new to him. I wasn't one to be explicitly angry. I would usually hold it in.
To be fair, the things that we confronted never felt quite so personal.
"Oh, is this about that stuff from when you were a teenager?" my mom pinched the bridge of her nose.
"Stop calling it just 'stuff'," I shouted.
"Always need to overreact," my dad muttered.
That seemed to open a can of worms that refused to be closed again.
I felt as if my throat was closing up. I couldn't even fight back against the rant of disappointment and annoyance and bullshit.
I closed my eyes at the comments and the growing arguing. My head was pounding. My chest felt tight and heavy. My eyes felt as if they had been cemented shut. I couldn't look my parents in the eyes if I wanted to. I had started digging my nails into the Doctor's hand, which I was certain was going to hurt him.
"All of you, hush!"
The table fell silent as my grandmother raised her voice for the first time that evening.
I finally lifted my head again. I found her already looking at me.
"Step outside with me, darling," she instructed, pushing herself out of the seat. I followed her. "The rest of you sit here and pull yourselves together."
I followed her outside to the porch. She guided me to the porch swing, sitting next to me with my hands clasped in hers.
"I'm sorry that you had to deal with them, dear," she said. "I can't believe that they are surprised that you don't see visiting them as important when they behave like that."
"It's... It's alright," I shook my head. "They were right. I just ran away with no warning. I never call, never visit-"
"Because of their actions," she replied. "What they did and what they refused to do. And because this place isn't enough for you. And that's okay."
I sighed. "You spent your whole life making a life here. So did my parents. I... I just like I've been ungrateful."
"No, no, not at all," she shook her head. "This place was enough for me and your parents. It never was for you. I know that. You were always bound for something better than this. Your parents are scared of that and it caused what you saw tonight... what you've seen for a long time."
There was a long pause.
"Tell me... are you happy traveling with that man in there," she asked.
I nodded. "Yeah... I really am."
"Then go with him," she pushed. "And call me from wherever you're visiting. Your parents can't guilt you if they're hearing everything from me... I'd like to see them try."
I chuckled.
"I love you, sweetheart. And I love the person that you've grown to be."
"I love you too."
She leaned over and hugged me. I closed my eyes as I hugged her back. It was the first moment of pure support I had ever been offered regarding my traveling. And it was everything to me.
We both leaned back when the front door opened. The Doctor stepped out and offered us both an awkward smile.
"Sorry, I don't mean to intrude, but I think I was just adding to some of the... tension in there," he explained.
"It's alright," my grandmother replied as she stood up. "We were just wrapping up."
I stood up with her.
"I suppose you both are off, then?"
I looked at the Doctor, who was already looking at me for an answer.
"Yeah, we are," I said, looking at her.
"Good luck, sweetheart," she touched my arm.
"Thank you," I mumbled.
She stood on the porch and watched us as we walked away. I glanced back when we made it to the end of the driveway. She waved at us with a wide smile on her face. I waved back at her.
I grabbed the Doctor's hand as we walked down the street toward the TARDIS. He didn't respond, merely making sure that our fingers were still intertwined. The walk was silent. It was a nice change from the chaos earlier, which still had my ears ringing a bit.
Once we made it inside the ship, the Doctor dropped my hand, going to start flying us out of there.
"Doctor," I said after a minute.
"Yeah," he asked.
I jogged over and wrapped my arms around him. I closed my eyes and hid my face in his shoulder. He hugged me back, letting out a quiet sigh as he did so.
"Thank you," I muttered. "For everything."
"You have nothing to thank me for," he replied just as quietly.
Oh, how wrong he was.
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A Complicated Story Leah’s world is turned upside down when she, at the age of fifteen, learns that Benedict Cumberbatch is her biological father. Her mother is admitted to a psychiatric ward after a serious suicide attempt, and there’s no one else to take care of Leah but her father. Will Leah and Benedict be able to form a functioning father-daughter relationship, or is it too late to make up for all the lost time?
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David Tennant fanfiction
Your Flawless Looks and Soulful Eyes Jacoby is twenty minutes late for Mister Tennant’s class and his teacher is not happy. Age difference. Teacher/student. David Tennant/original male character.
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Under Attack Shaken by the experience of having to kill her best friend with a baseball bat, Elena finds herself alone and unarmed in a house full of undead…
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Confrontation Police Detective Mads Mikkelsen pays a visit to his nephew’s girlfriend after finding out about her drug use. He confronts her for letting his nephew buy drugs for her and wants to teach her a lesson. Contains consensual spanking of an adult.
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Always an Angel | Casanova AU
Part 1: Helpless/Satisfied
Word Count: 2 k
Warning: Strong language, mild sexual content, mention of blood
a/n: Hey you guys! So as promised some more David Tennant content for you. Casanova is one of my fave roles he ever played and it always hurts me to see how he ends. So in this story, you get to pick the ending! My retelling will include my OC and at one point of the story, you will be able to choose what happens to her and Casanova. Thank you so much for your support and enjoy (also more Good Omens coming soon hehe)
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"This dress is itchy, Henriette!" Angela grumbled. She had complained about every single aspect of her look. The hair was too tight, the shoes hurt her feet, the dress was too itchy, and the jewelry was too heavy. 
Angela was still learning to navigate girlhood, she was only a few months short of turning sixteen and her older sister, Henriette had been dragging her along to parties and gatherings so she could prepare to enter high society... or at least infiltrate it. 
"You're beautiful, Angela, once you look in the mirror you'll be happy I dressed you up in the way I did," Henriette chuckled. "Besides, it was a present from Grimani, the best way to thank him and show your appreciation is to wear it."
"I don't know anybody here, I want to go home!" The girl whined, looking around at all those new faces was very intimidating. 
"That is precisely why we're here, so you can know these people and find yourself a good husband in the future." 
That's when Angela saw him, a tall gentleman wearing the most beautiful teal jacket that matched his blue eyes. His smile was contagious and his charm poured out of his mouth with every word he said. His features were sharp, but he wasn't intimidating, he looked like the most approachable person in the vicinity. 
"He has dimples too..." she breathed to herself.
"Who?" Henriette asked, immediately spotting the man her sister had her eye on. "Angela, he's much too old for you!" 
Just as the older sister scolded the younger, the man in question caused a stir, getting himself punched in the face within five minutes of the first conversation he was able to start. 
"Grimani! Bugger off!" Angela screamed, not caring how unpolished that made her seem. She rushed to help the gentleman that captured her attention. "Oh dear, you're bleeding! Come here, let me help. What is your name?"
"Giacomo Casanova, may I ask what is yours?" He groaned, accepting her hand. His eyes already traveled around her figure which definitely did not reflect her age. Anyone who laid eyes on her would think she was at least eighteen or twenty. 
"Angela D'alvitas, it is a pleasure to meet you," she took him away to a water fountain where she could wash the blood from his face. 
"The pleasure is all mine, my lady," Giacomo smirked, trying to look brave despite hurting. "Hope you at least enjoyed the show."
"Oh, I loved it, next time you should punch Grimani back, that would make it even better. He certainly deserves it for squeezing me into this hideous itchy gown." 
"Glad to be of service, at least I amuse you." 
"Your jacket, that is Chinese silk? It is gorgeous." 
"Yes, it is, good eye! And good lips, and good hands, and good..." 
"Careful with your words, sir!" Henriette rushed towards them. "My sister might look like a grown woman, but she's only fifteen." 
"Sixteen in sixty-eight days!" Angela yelped. 
"Jesus Christ! You are fifteen?" Casanova's eyes grew. "I apologize, my lady, I did not mean any disrespect. You just look... more mature than you turn out to be." 
Angela gave her sister a death glare. How could she ruin their perfect moment like that? There was nothing the girl desired more at that point than to be disrespected by Casanova. 
"He's not even a real gentleman, sister," Henriette quirked an eyebrow knowingly at him. "He might look like one, but it is all pretending."
"I admit it, it's an act," Giacomo sighed, now setting his sights on the older sister, who looked very much like Angela. Same dark hair, same big doll eyes, same tempting cherry lips.
"You must remember that everyone else is also pretending, you just need to lie with conviction," Henriette smiled, fixing his jacket to get her hands under it. "Stand tall, chin up, act better and you will become better. See? Quite the gentleman." 
"Quite the lady, your mother is sure to be congratulated for her ability to create beautiful daughters," Giacomo smirked again. 
"That is quite enough, goodbye now," Henriette left, dragging her sister along. "Oh, and one more thing... trust no one." 
She waved the money she stole from him in the air, it was an old trick she had performed multiple times, being a very skilled pickpocket in her youth. 
"That's my purse!" Giacomo shouted.
"Henriette! Give it back! We don't need it!" Angela ran after her sister angrily. "Well thank you for ruining my chances with him!"
"You are a child still," the older sister laughed once they were far away. "When I said you should find a husband, I meant a rich one!" 
"I would much rather get a loving one."
"Then you are looking in the wrong place. Did you notice how he looked at us? How he talked? His heart falls in love with a different woman every single day, he is incapable of being loyal to only one."
"I don't believe it... I saw it in his eyes, despite his armor, he is a good and honest man."
"A good, honest, and unwealthy man who can't give you the future you deserve."
"The future I deserve is up to me, sister," Angela said firmly, snatching Giacomo's purse back. "Now I need to find him and give this back."
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Angela took every opportunity to leave the house. Before, she would much rather stay in and read books, but now all she wanted was to catch a glimpse of Casanova. Even her mother was starting to find her behavior odd.
She went to every party, every dinner, soirée, and social event she could. And in every single one, she simply ignored everyone else, discreetly watching and admiring Giacomo from afar. He barely noticed, busy making his connections. 
His popularity was growing, he was gaining more money with his scams that always ended up being more legitimate than he originally planned. 
He posed as a lawyer, a doctor, an astrologist, and many other things... the outcome was always the best possible for both parties. 
"You know, the Viscount has a son about your age, Angela," Henriette said, gesturing to the boy who sat in the corner looking bored. "He is quite handsome, isn't he?"
"He looks as dull as a butter knife, sister. Besides I am no longer a child, I'm nearly an adult," she smirked, having turned sixteen the week prior. 
"Every boy is dull at that age, but he will grow up and if you win over his affection now... maybe your future is secure," Henriette said. 
"I bet he wasn't dull at that age," Angela turned to look at Casanova, who was playing violin for a small crowd. "Now if you'll excuse me..." 
The young lady made her way to watch more closely and clapped once he was done. 
"Good evening, Angela," he smiled when she caught his eye. "Happy birthday, sorry I could not attend your party, I was studying a case." 
"That is not a problem, you have been working so hard. That is the mark of a true gentleman," she grinned. 
"About that, I caught wind that you have been giving my name to every single person you hear needs any sort of expert," Giacomo chuckled. "Is that true?"
"May be true..." 
"You are truly an angel, you know that?" He gently kissed her forehead. "Thank you." 
"It's the least I can do after my sister so rudely stole from you... I do apologize on her behalf once again." 
"Oh, no apology necessary." 
"You are quite amazing with the violin." 
"This old thing? I just picked it up, how does it even work?" He joked. "Do you play anything? It's good to start learning when you are still young." 
"I am not that young, Giac, I am not a little girl anymore," Angela rolled her eyes. "And yes, I actually play the harp." 
"That is a lovely instrument! Very hard to play as well, consider me impressed..." 
"You're impressed? You're the one who made your way to the top lying so well that everything you touch turns to gold." 
"Not my fault I was born clever. Show me a book, a map, a language, a libretto... I will not just learn it, I'll use it," he smirked.
"That must be how you win over the ladies, I have heard that many of them find themselves gravitating towards you. I do not assume that they only like your looks and cheap innuendos."
"My lines seem to work on them. Besides some other attributes that I might be inclined to tell you about in a year or two." 
"You are filthy!" She gaped.
"Ladies seem to like that too!" He laughed.
"Angela! There you are, you keep escaping whenever I try to ask about your dress for the wedding," Grimani called, followed by his bride. "Oh, it's that man again." 
Grimani looked at Casanova with such disgust, that one would think he was staring at a pile of rubbish or a full chamber pot. 
"Are you following me? People will talk," Giacomo teased. 
"You are not that unlucky, this knobhead has been following me all day..." Angela grimaced.
"And here you are, Casanova, flirting with a girl who is barely out of leading strings?" Grimani sneered. "Shame on you."
"No, he isn't. We were only talking and I am old enough to get married if I want to." 
"No one treats Miss Angela with more respect than me, I am utterly afraid that my purse might be stolen again if I ever lay a finger on her," Giacomo winked at Henriette, who seemed terrified of her fiancée finding out about her tricks.
"You should surround yourself with better company. This man has the look of a manual worker about him. What is your profession, Casanova?" Grimani asked. 
"I am a... Spy," he said and Angela chuckled. 
"A spy?" 
"Yes, a spy, that's me, the spy. Being a spy I should not announce that I'm a spy, but..." 
"But I suppose you can prove it?" 
"What? You want me to spy on something?" Giacomo joked, looking intently ahead. "Look there's a canal, there I spied it... look, still there... oh, and again!" 
Angela laughed even harder at that and Henriette also could not resist, which filled Giacomo with pride.
"I take it you're laughing at him?" Grimani huffed angrily.
"Absolutely," Henriette nodded sarcastically. 
"I did not know the lady was engaged," Giacomo tilted his head. 
"Unfortunately," Angela groaned.
"Now that I have your attention, let us talk of the dress," Grimani took both ladies by the hand. "My mother had questions about the colors."
Angela looked back over her shoulder at Giacomo, her heart racing more than it ever has. She was a woman, but the entire world didn't see her as such.
Later that night, when getting herself a glass of champagne while her sister wasn't looking, she heard the most interesting conversation:
"I heard he's courting Angela like a fool," one lady in a blue gown said. 
"Casanova? Courting Angela?" her friend in the purple gown seemed amused by the idea.
"Yes, no amount of dedication or wit can help him this time, I fear. From what I heard, he is playing the long game. He's been moving slowly, but it seems every single time they talk, there's the matter of the sister. Her older sister is like a hunting hound, isn't she? Always keeping the girl locked up, she is never allowed to be alone with him."
"I did hear about that... I imagine he will get what he wants one time or another, it is Casanova, after all. He always gets the lady in the end, but I hear this time he's quite persistent. He thinks of nothing else, he is being consumed in desire, can't sleep, can't eat. All because of this lady."
"All because of this lady," Angela repeated to herself with the biggest smile on her face, already planning the next step.
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spicyhoochie · 6 months ago
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❝No Pretty Woman Here❞ (Ch. 1)
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pairing: crowley x aziraphale
✰ +18 tags//warnings - prostitution, sex worker!crowley, rich!aziraphale, internalized homophobia, slurs, heavy drinking, enemies-to-lovers, anxiety disorder, unhealthy relationships, dubious consent, angst with a happy ending, more detailed tags on ao3.
✰ summary: Anathema has always been Crowley’s closest confidant, but when the eccentric and impossibly wealthy Mr. Fell enters his life, everything starts to change. As Crowley edges closer to a world far removed from theirs, Anathema can’t help but wonder, is this the escape he’s been searching for—or just some rich asshole playing with her friend's heart?
Or, the Sex Work AU no one asked for. Read on AO3.
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Disillusioned 2 (Tenth Doctor x reader)
Synopsis: You’ve awakened
Content Warning: Injury
PART 1 | DOCTOR WHO MASTERLIST | GENERAL MASTERLIST
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You let your eyelids flutter open as you uncurled in the soft expanse of your bed, head propped up by a mountain of pillows, just the way you liked it. You had read something once about a large number of pillows correlating to loneliness or missing something in life. But frankly that just seemed like a stupid assumption to make.
The soothing, ever-present hum of the TARDIS lulled you back to sleep, a small smile twitching at the corner of your lips.
Wait.
You jolted upright, rubbing the bleariness out of your eyes. The TARDIS? What the hell were you doing here? The last you remembered you were – oh. Oh.
Well, there was no fucking way you were staying here any longer.
A dull tug at your forearms stopped any attempts to move out of bed, and you scowled down at the innumerable wires that presumably the Doctor had attached to your skin. Overbearing arse. No doubt he was trying yet again to make amends for turning you into this freak. It hadn’t really been his fault in the first place; you had never been great at listening to instructions. And no one expected that a badly made replica Eye of Harmony would explode with you still in the room.
But he still didn’t get that that wasn’t your issue with the whole situation.
Immortality wasn’t the blessing the media from your childhood had made it out to be. But when you had found out you couldn’t die, you hadn’t been able to help the flutter of hope in your chest, the warmth blossoming as you had looked at the Doctor. He didn’t have to worry about you dying anymore. You could have travelled the stars forever.
Unfortunately, he hadn’t quite felt the same way.
You bit down on the inside of your cheek as you yanked out the various drips and needles, setting off a cacophony of alarms. The medical bay was lit up by the colourful flashes of sirens, and you glowered. Protective prick.
But luckily enough for you, he had left your stuff piled neatly beside the bed, including your gorgeous vortex manipulator. You really owed Jack one for that.
As the door burst open, your Doctor flushed with his hair all awry, you smiled sardonically and gave him a little wave goodbye. He didn’t get to hurt you again.
“Y/N, please, listen, just wait-”
And you stumbled into Jack’s arms.
“Hey sweetheart.”
“Jack.”
He held you out at arm’s length, eyes scanning the length of your body, and he frowned. You smiled up at him, feeling your eyes well up and you blinked the traitorous tears back. You weren’t going to cry to Jack, not again.
He led you to a chair, hand on your arm to steady you as you stumbled. Trembling. You slumped into the chair, staring off into the distance. And then you jolted, like a current of electricity had run right through you.
Jack frowned, tilting your head back and forth. You wrinkled your nose under his intense gaze, tired of being treated like a test subject in some experiment. You just wanted a nap. To be unconscious. Just something to take your mind off everything.
You screamed as your vortex manipulator began to sear on your arm, burning deep into your wrist. Jack started. His eyes narrowed as he stared at you, before abandoning his grip on your face and lifting your arm. You tugged at it, pulling at the strap, anything to get it off as it set your veins aflame, scorching you from the inside out.
“Get it off me, Jack!”
He yanked at the watch, cursing as it glowed in his hands.
“What have you done to it?” You shrieked, black spots appearing at the corner of your vision from the red-hot pain blistering under your skin.
Jack began to fade from your sight, edges slowly going blurry and the colour saturation seeping away. “Nothing, I swear, I don’t know what’s happening.”
And he was gone. The world fell away. Dropped right out from underneath you. Darkness swum up to meet you, joining the black spots and filling your sight.
Everything was black. Pitch black, not a single speck of light from no matter how far away. And the silence. The silence was endless, deafening in its emptiness. You tried to scream, but no sound came out, even as your body heaved to make a noise, anything.
You inhaled shakily. There was air. At least there was air. Eternal suffocation was not how you’d pictured the rest of your life.
But the rushing sensation never ceased, as if you were tumbling, head over heels. You swallowed back the saliva crawling up your throat, a precursor to the sick heady feeling slowly building in you.
You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to ground yourself in the sensation, the only real solid feeling you had left.
The burning sensation in your arm had stopped and you were almost sad for it; at least then you’d actually be feeling something. Well, something other than this nausea.
Well, there were worse ways to go.
Falling endlessly would at least allow you to sleep once you got used to the horrid rocking motion, and the darkness, and the silence. The silence, which muted the sound of your breath, the huff of noise, the rush of blood in your eardrums. You’d never heard the world so quiet before.
Although this was hardly a world. More like the absence of a world.
The absence of anything.
And then everything came rushing back. The lights, the colour, the noise and oh God, it was blinding. You fell to the ground in a ball, clutching your head as you wept from the surge of everything.
“Is she okay?”
“Come on,” you felt arms slip underneath you, picking you up as if you were nothing, “let’s get you to bed.”
“No, no,” you thrashed against the grip, sobbing as it only tightened around you. “Get off me. Please. Please just get off me.”
“Okay, okay,” you were placed down on the cold, hard, solid floor again and you whimpered, stretching out a hand to ground yourself. You felt a pinprick in your arm, a slight crest in the rolling waves of nausea.
And then nothing. Again.
You screamed.
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Disillusioned 3 (Tenth Doctor x reader)
Synopsis: You're back.
PREVIOUS PART | DOCTOR WHO MASTERLIST | GENERAL MASTERLIST
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A hand brushed your cheek, caressing you back to consciousness, and you groaned, tilting your head into the touch. Revelling in the sweet moments of half-sleep and warmth before you inevitably had to deal with whatever shit you’d gotten yourself into. The soft mattress enveloped you, dipping slightly to your side for whoever was next to you. You doubted that you’d remember their name once you had to open your eyes.
“Y/N,” the figure beside you murmured, a soft rumble like a purr along your side. It was familiar, the voice, you knew it, but you couldn’t quite put your finger on it. Oh, God, you better not have slept with another friend. It always made things so awkward.
“Y/N.” The voice was more insistent, and you grumbled, rubbing at your eyes and dragging your hands over your face as you struggled to open your eyes to the brightness of the room. Who turned the bloody lights on?
You blinked the blurriness from your vision and froze as you came face to face with the Doctor. You yanked the covers up to your chin, scooting away from him, as your eyes remained wide. The last thing you remembered, you’d been with Jack, you’d gotten away from here.
“…What am I doing here?” Your voice trembled, even as you tried to steady yourself.
“You just teleported back in.”
You scoffed. “Just teleported? I don’t just teleport, you did something.”
“Woah, woah,” the Doctor mirrored your position, sitting up next to you, and you realised with a jolt that he was still in his three-piece suit. “I didn’t do anything.”
Grimacing, you swung your legs out of bed, noting with relief that you were still entirely dressed; in the stupid hospital gown, but dressed nonetheless. You rolled your shoulders back, tilting your head from side to side with a crack and stood up. “Right, well, I’m off then.”
You whacked your hand on your vortex, ready for the familiar giddy whoosh to sweep you straight back to Jack. But nothing happened. You frowned and pressed it again. And again. And again.
The Doctor just watched you, expression unreadable bar a slight downturn to his lips. You sneered at him. “What the hell have you done?”
“Give it to me.”
You glared, unclasping it from your wrist and throwing it over to him. He caught it without blinking and you rolled your eyes. Stupid Time Lords and their stupid reflexes.
The screwdriver buzzed as he ran it over the device, flipping it over to scan the back as well, and he shook his head. “It’s fried. Nothing more than a nice bracelet now.”
Oh God. You slumped back down onto the bed, next to the Doctor. Letting out a shuddery gasp, you covered your face with your hands and tried to fight back the desperate tears crawling up. But it didn’t work, and a choking gasp made its way out of you. You sobbed open-mouthed as the tears were wrenched out of you, no longer caring the Doctor was watching. Nothing mattered anymore. You were trapped, stuck in the monotony of chronology.
Because the Doctor sure as hell wouldn’t keep you around. He’d made that perfectly clear.
“Fix it,” you begged. “Fix it, please, Doctor.”
“I can’t.” He reached out a tentative hand to your shoulder, and you flinched away from his touch. What good was he if he couldn’t even help you? You were just going to get abandoned, probably back on Earth, and forced to live each day in and out like normal people. Yet without ever dying. Oh God.
You crawled back under the covers, pulling them high over your head, and squeezed your eyes shut. Maybe if you just fell back asleep, you’d wake up and everything would be okay again. You’d be back at Torchwood, back with Jack and people you trusted, and this would all be one bad dream.
Light broke into your cozy escape (if you could call it that) and you cracked open one eye, glaring as you saw the Doctor’s head popping under to look at you.
“Can I join you?”
You shrugged, sniffling slightly as your bottom lip wobbled.
The Doctor shuffled down underneath the duvet with you, staring up at the woven pattern of the sheet above and sneaking a glance at you every now and then. As if you didn’t notice.
“You could stay here,” he murmured.
And you froze. You whispered, “what do you mean stay here?”
“Stay. With me.”
You laughed bitterly. “I thought you didn’t want me around anymore.”
“I never said that.”
You rolled away from him, turning your back on him. He could rewrite history in his mind as much as he wanted, but you remembered. You remembered how much it hurt when he discarded you for the newer, bouncier, blonder model; old news now that he had some bright-eyed young thing around. You’d tried to talk to him about it, you really had, but you’d just been waved off because Rose had something to talk to him about.
And then came the fateful day, when he’d decided that you’d become too jaded to keep on hand and told you in the heat of an argument that you’d better run off to Jack.
“I thought I wasn’t welcome in the TARDIS anymore.”
The Doctor sighed. “I’m sorry.”
You frowned. Since when did the Doctor ever apologise?
“I’m genuinely sorry. I’ve regretted that day ever since. You are always welcome on the TARDIS.”
“Sure,” you snorted. “Now that you’ve lost Rose, you’ve come back for the second best.”
You turned back round again to face him, part of you tickled by the silly motion of shuffling yourself over. But you kept your scowl locked onto your face. The Doctor blinked at you, eyebrows furrowed, downturn to his lips etched slightly deeper.
“That’s never been the case. You,” he paused and pursed his lips. “The TARDIS, if you want it to be, if you can put up with me, will always be your home.”
You laughed, tears welling up in your eyes. “Do you know how long I’ve wanted to hear you say that? How many times you’ve disappointed me?”
He just stared at you, lips pressed together, forehead wrinkled. He opened his mouth and then shut it again. “Stay?”
You wrinkled your nose, twisting your mouth to one side.
“Please.”
You sighed. “...Fine. One last try.”
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spicyhoochie · 7 months ago
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MASTERLIST
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
I would also recommend not interacting if there’s things that trigger you. I write these because of the things and trauma I’ve personally been through and it’s how I cope.
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life of the party (ft. rafael barba) —your first hookup at a family and friends small gathering get-together just happens to be your uncle sonny’s mentor. *
a hand to hold mine — being held hostage by one of the men that your big brother met during an undercover sting brings out confessions and new emotions. *
PROWL — your father’s relationship with your mom was already rocky to begin with, and when you get him to confine with you why he’s been so low lately; you offer him some help. *
older & wiser — sonny overhears a private conversation between yourself and your older cousin mia about lack of self pleasuring tools and decides to take it upon himself to help you (ft. a dick mould that he got for his first year of college as a joke… but it comes in handy). *
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dad!sonny feral fucking *
step-sibling! Sonny and a cramped closet breeding *
big bro! sonny getting you on BC so he can cum in you *
relative! sonny making out with you in a closet
big bro! sonny smoking after a rough fuck *
dad! sonny + raf anon ask *
would dad! sonny get caught with you? anon ask *
would bro! sonny get you pregnant? anon ask
dad! sonny dicking you down in amandas bed anon ask *
big bro hcs *
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single dad! rafa + pussy eating *
dad! raf + sonny anon ask *
raf grooming + nonconning reader anon ask *
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coming soon
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what I write:
incest, step-incest, abusive relationships, cnc, non con, grooming relationships, legal age gaps, murder, kidnapping etc. (if there’s something that’s not ok the list that you’d like to request, request it anyway and if I’m comfortable writing it I will!)
what I DONT write:
underage, stuff or anything involving minors/any sort of pedophillia, Piss, Scat, Snuff, beastality, full on DDLG (I write my reader inserts as mature and they act their age). this list will be updated.
* = smut
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spicyhoochie · 7 months ago
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probably not the best sedative | eleventh doctor x reader
summary: insomnia leads the Doctor to daydreaming. He figures he should stick to counting sheep, but quickly finds out how wrong he is
chapter 1 2 3 4 5
contents: fluff, daydreaming
(also on my ao3)
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The Doctor heaves an almighty sigh as he once again adjusts his position on his favorite couch in the library. He is not tired in the least and he doesn't need nearly as much sleep as humans, as he told you earlier. You weren't hearing any of it, say you don't believe him but even if it is true, he does still need some rest, especially after your most recent adventure.
So here he is, not sleeping. Because he's not tired.
The Doctor takes a deep breath and closes his eyes; hopes thinking about something nice will lull him to unconsciousness.
He's wrong, of course. But he's always got some excuse to think about you. Because you're the nicest thing he's ever met-- and he's met a lot of things.
Your laugh is nice. You've got around 15 different laughs and he's always surprised when you invent a new one. But whether it's a light giggle or a hearty guffaw or some sort of animal noise he can’t identify, it makes him laugh along with you.
Your smile is nice. It's always so earnest and hopeful. The kind of hopeful the Doctor searches galaxies to find, and when he does, he makes sure to grab on tight and never let go.
Your heart is nice. The Doctor is pretty sure if he could run a scanner over your heart it would, in fact, read 100% nice. Actually, it would read 100% kind. Your explanation of the difference still rings in his ears. "Being nice is a natural automatic kind of thing. Kindness you do on purpose." And if that doesn't just sum you up.
Your words are nice. Usually. Sometimes, the Doctor has to admit, he pushes your buttons a little too hard. Which sounds awful since, as he's established you're the nicest person in the universe. But it is just too hard to resist at times. Winding you up just tight enough that you won't break, because when you unravel it sure is a sight to see. He loves hearing your honey-tipped tongue tinged with just a bit of poison. Your clever mind set to work on painting him a colorful picture of exactly why he's wrong, or insensitive, or mean. Afterwards, you'll splutter a mortified apology. Adorable.
Your hands are nice. You have the lightest touch, treating each and every life form they encountered with dignity and reverence. You have the remarkable ability to make others feel important, without even saying a word. The Doctor will be off giving some speech about his own brilliance or chastising some group of careless idiots, and you, his kind, gentle companion will be calming the locals he's forgotten about. Consoling a mother. Holding a child's hand. Reaching out for his.
Nice doesn't seem a strong enough word to describe your eyes. They're warm, so warm. Warm enough to chase away the lonely on even his worst nights. He'll look into them and somehow feel understood and comforted and reassured all at once. Even though he's over a thousand years old and you're in the first few decades of your life. Your eyes hold such empathy and wisdom and emotional depth, sometimes it takes him aback and he has to look somewhere else in case you actually can read his mind.
And then they twinkle when you smile, laughing because he's blushing.
And when you're angry. Well.
It's supposed to send a chill up his spine when your pretty eyes turn icy enough to freeze him in place. He's supposed to feel regret, or fear, or remorse. But all he can ever feel is excitement. A little twitch in his fingers, a buzz on his skin, and increased heart rates--but never regret. So if he earns himself the title 'insufferable' more often than not these days, the Doctor will inform anyone that asks, it is your fault, not his.
Your lips are--
The Doctor decides at this point that thinking about his companion is actually probably not the best sedative he could've tried. And also that sleep is pretty overrated in the grand scheme of things. He'll earn himself a look of disapproval and possibly you might not bake him those biscuits he was rather hoping for. But it's your fault he can't sleep anyway.
And actually, he forgot to mention to you, funny thing about Time Lords, they're social sleepers. Like cats really.
The Doctor decides right now is as good a time as any to impart to you that special Time Lord fun fact he just remembered.
And so he sets off to do just that.
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