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teddanson: #TheGoodPlace Cell Block Tango

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I give up.

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ANITYA by Isabelle Chapuis Model Kandioura Fissourou  Source isabellechapuis.com Via fisheyemagazine.fr

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Hereditary (2018) dir. Ari Aster

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The seven sages from Ocarina of Time! I had the rough sketch laying around for months for this and I finally did something with it. 

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It’s devastating. You’re devastated right now.

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cuban spiny isopods, Pseudarmadillo assoi

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i am never going to be enough

i tried so hard

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it’s never going to get better

it’s never going to stop

i can’t fucking do this anymore. i’m trying so hard and it’s never going to be enough. i will always fail; i will always be wrong; i will always be not enough; i will always be a monster

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i fucking hate myself

dear god i hate myself so fucking much

i can’t fucking do this anymore

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I made a system to protect people who were customers and members of my community. 

The only people who have used it have done so in ways I can’t help but feel were more calculated to hurt each other than they were to protect themselves and others. 

I feel like I’m being used by a five-headed hydra, and have been used by this monster for two years now. None of the heads notice that in their attacks on one another, they have just fucking destroyed me. 

That’s the part that feels the worst in all of this. 

I fucking hate myself. God, I just fucking hate myself.

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Artwork by Hans Ruedi Giger

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The Fall ~ costume by Eiko Ishioka

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Beautifully detailed gothic piano features Grim Reaper relief sculpture on lid with skull and gold leaf details throughout body, when activated a mob of 13 skeletons come screaming out from under the lid… 

I NEED THIS.