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It was a rainy afternoon when I found them, the pictures of us. I took the ones of your hands and held it against my chest. There was that feeling. Again. I grabbed the book from my shelf and flipped to the poem about how love is the one and only inspiration for our words. I re read it and smiled. Possibly, the hurt was worth the creations which it inspired. I slipped the photos into the page and placed the book back onto the shelf. 

I forgot about those pictures. But I didn’t forget about you or how you inspire me and my words. I found them today, another rainy afternoon I spent sitting here wondering where you are and why the universe took you away from me. The feeling was back. I feel like I can’t breathe. But I’m trying to keep following the path because I know it’s the only way I can see you again. But just know, that moving forward is hard and the world keeps testing my bones and just when it seems like maybe, just maybe, I could be okay with a life separate from you, everything shatters. 

I still love you. I know I can’t be there now. But once this is all over, I’ll leave this place that doesn’t feel like home anymore and, maybe, the place where you are will allow me to feel warm again.

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“One, remember to look up at the stars and not down at your feet. Two, never give up work. Work gives you meaning and purpose and life is empty without it. Three, if you are lucky enough to find love, remember it is there and don’t throw it away.”

— Stephen Hawking, A Brief History of Time

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I wish we could go back to the beginning. 

pillow thoughts by courtney peppernell

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i wish you new knew how much my heart loves you.

Lauv // I Like Me Better

I like me better when I’m with you I knew from the first time, I’d stay for a long time cause I like me better when I like me better when I’m with you

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i dream of the way it feels.

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Chasing the California gold Follow me: www.instagram.com/erubes1

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she looks at me with these eyes that make me feel like im something so much greater than what my mind tells me I am

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I fell in love with the way you touched me without using your hands

9:04 missing you (via deepfeelsx)

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What do you mean June is over? Julying