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Hi! It’s been nearly a year since I started watching JJK and immersing myself into the fandom/writing. Your fics are one I look back to and I’m so glad it exists!

😭 that is so kind, thank you very much!! jjk was such a scary fandom for me to start writing for because i was really scared to do the characters a disservice. it means a lot to me for you to say that, thank you!

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Hii I just want to say how much I love your work and how good of a writer you are like no joke I spent 6 hours just binge reading ur eren fics they r seriously so good. I just wanted to know if you were planning on making anymore one shots or series about him because i really enjoyed it especially the college au ones and it would seriously make my entire summer thank you queen!

that's so sweet, thank you so much!!

i love my eren and i miss that lil guy so much. i would love to write more with him, but it's hard to find time. 🙏 he's constantly bouncing around in my head and beating against the inside of my skull, so hopefully one day i'll be able to post something with him again.

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hi tiffany, i hope all is well. i'm not sure if you're against these types of asks, but i was wondering if you plan on finishing aurora borealis? just curious :))

ahhh i would love to! i really love aurora borealis and the characters, but i really, really don't wanna kill one of them.

literally, that's the reason why i haven't finished it. i just can't bring myself to kill someone.

maybe one day when i'm feeling more heartless lol

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hii hope ur doing well :)

i just finished reading tbaw n had to thank u for writing such a masterpiece!!

i absolutely loved how u wrote the characters n captured their complex emotions perfectly. the dynamic between eren being the “bad guy” with a redemption arc n jean being the “good guy” with a corruption arc was soo interesting to read, as its not often found in other fics.

ive been rooting for eren since day one, howeverrr there were def a few moments that had me rethinking everything. i rlly thought his past was irredeemable, but the way he actively sought help for self-improvement and genuinely tried to be a better person changed my mind. i enjoyed reading all the cute moments between eren and the reader, from the daily vanilla lattes to the single fake rose, everything had me smiling n giggling. all the small clues u planted throughout the story was so clever, like the five of hearts card during “Fuck The Dealer”. it was all planned out so well!! lastly, the misleads with pieck n frieda had me worrying loll

the ending couldn’t have been better n i loved that it started with a timeskip. it gave all the characters time to reflect on their actions & feelings, especially the reader. jean’s letters made me gasp, like oh my god?? i did not expect that kind of romantic gesture from him. but eren’s rose at the end was even more unexpected. it rlly showed that his feelings were sincere all along. and, the gundam souvenir from the reader was too cute to forget.

this was my first time reading a love triangle fic n i enjoyed it so much. i wished i had been there for the weekly tuesday updates!! ill def be reading all ur other works — currently starting The Roomate at 4:32 in the morning. thank u again for writing this. ily n wishing u all the best! 🤍

p.s. i just realized u wrote Camping too?? i remember reading this 2 years ago, n it became one of my fav ficss

thank you so much, this is so sweet!! 💕 i'm glad you loved it and i hope you liked the roommate, too!!

i always love getting messages like this, especially since it's been years(?) since tbaw ended and since i posted anything. it always brightens up my day ❤️

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I was literally just thinking about you! How are you doing? I hope you’re still writing, even if it’s not fanfic. You’re really so good at it

i'm doing great, thank you!! i hope you are too!!! rem, i will always remember you as the person that brought me to tumblr when i just started posting on ao3 and honestly, as stupid as this sounds, it was life changing hahaha

short answer, i am still writing but unfortunately nothing fandom related. long answer...

i've started self-publishing? lol

i've been publishing on amazon over the past six months. at first, it was slow, but it's starting to pick up now so that's cool. it's not anything super serious or works that i'm really proud of, i've just been trying to learn how to self-publish, the basics of passive marketing, and non-fanfic story structure.

i'm working on a short contemporary romance novel (not TBAW) based on everything that i've learned and i'm hoping to publish it sometime this year. when i do, i'll let you guys know! i'll be looking for ARC readers so if anyone reading this is interested in that, let me know, and i'll keep you in mind for when the book is finished :)

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heyya babe! ik I'm like really late but I just finished tbaw a few months ago and I'm still thinking abt that fic and reread it. I really love me some "20s girl struggling with work and boy problems that she had to fuck all of em" trope it really reminds me of nana anime haha. also question, (if you haven't answered it yet) do you have future plans on writing other fanfics bcus your writing is tew amazing I keep going back ESPECIALLY the smuts (😩).. hehe love you!

omg, i should check out nana.

i'm glad you enjoyed it!! and i would really love to get back into writing again and i have such big ideas but i have no time to actually sit down and work on them.

🙏 one day, hopefully!! soon!!

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Hai I’ve been revisiting your fics these days and I just wanna say I love the way you portray eren in them omg 🙏🙏🙏 some of my fav eren works

thank you, this is very sweet!!! i really appreciate this message 💕

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Hi tiff!!! Here to bother you again…so I was wondering…why did Zeke in TBAW really approach Eren and took him under his wing? Seeing as they never knew each other before, did he did it out of spite or revenge against Grisha? To make Eren spiral down this dark path? Or did he sought him out to find some sort of family in him…though I find that hard to believe since he is way more messed up and darker here unlike canon Zeke who despite being messed up really wanted to bond with Eren.

Also will you ever be publishing that one fic of yours…the one which we got a drabble of where Eren and reader were project partners and reader was really annoyed with him 😄 I really loved that!

Much love 💕

hello! sorry it took literal months to respond to this 💀

thank you for reminding me about the project partners fic, i totally forgot about it actually!! i should revisit that and see what i can come up with 🤔

as for zeke...

zeke is unfortunately just a really shitty person in the tbaw universe. he's one of those red pill, alpha male, andr*w t*te-type guys that you would generally wanna stay far, far away from irl.

part of the reason why zeke seeks out eren is a "fuck you" to grisha because he feels like grisha is weak. based on zeke's weird ideology, he thinks that all men should fuck around and juggle women and he feels like grisha failed to do that by settling down with carla/eren.

but he also has resentment towards eren because zeke feels like grisha chose eren rather than zeke/dina. if grisha had done what a "true alpha male" should do and keep fucking around, zeke could maintain the illusion that his dad's an alpha, but instead, he cheated on dina with carla and then stopped there.

zeke's alpha male lifestyle is not a happy one. he has no meaningful friendships or romantic relationships because the only people who can tolerate his presence are kids that ten years his junior.

seeing eren thrive with his friends and found-family makes zeke feel even worse about how sad his life turned out. it's no coincidence that he chose right after carla's death, when eren is most vulnerable, to reach out to him.

because marley and paradis are rival schools, zeke definitely heard about the star player of the paradis hockey team, eren jaeger, so he's been aware of eren for a long time.

just like the students that zeke preys on in his class, he goes after eren when he's in a vulnerable state so he can manipulate eren into idolizing him and joining his weird cult of shitty men.

i think a small part of zeke does want to bond with eren and be the father that he wished grisha was to him, but he's doesn't realize that dragging eren down to his level only ends up pushing him further away in the end. and he wants to be able to relate to eren about how horrible grisha was, but that's not the experience eren had with grisha, so he can't.

tldr: zeke has a concerning amount of unresolved trauma for a psychology professor.

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Should I read TBAW for the 100th time??

Haven’t seen you post in a while but I hope you’re doing well and loving life!! miss u tiff 💗

😭❤️ omg you are too sweet. it will never stop amazing me that people re-read tbaw, let alone read and like it once!!!

i'm getting back into my regular routine again and enjoying the sunshine after so many months of cold and wet 💀 i hope wherever you are, you're able to enjoy some nice weather too!!

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Miss you Tiff!!! Hope all is well <3333

😭 bri! hello! i'm alive!!

i had a family emergency at the beginning of the year, which meant i had to fly out to the nearest major city to help care for my mom post-surgery, but im finally back home with my husband and my doggos and im so so happy to return to my normal life.

i hope you're doing well!! i haven't been on tumblr much recently so i'm out of the loop on everyone and everything 😵‍💫 (and i missed eren's bday!!! gah!! im distraught!)

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Hey girl! Hope you’re doing well! I’m currently on my second re-read of TBAW and I had a question that I wanted to ask.

So seeing as when the reader is struggling at her work and relationships, she is seen to mostly rely on her friends or coworkers for support. So that makes me wonder…does she not frequently contact her family back home? Or does she have a rocky relationship with them because she never reached out to any of her parents and such and even decided to stay where she was currently living rather than thinking about going to her hometown for a while. Or is her family not around anymore?

Sorry just a bit of rambling and curiosity 😅

ah, hello! what a lovely ask!! my personal life has been a lil hectic recently, so this is perfect rn for me to decompress a bit.

i'm so happy to hear you're doing a re-read!! it's crazy to me that people like tbaw enough to read it once, let alone multiple times, so that means a lot, tytytytyty

as for your question, this isn't something that i really got into much in the ao3 tbaw, but i've got a lot more fleshed out in my head & the rewrite, so bare w me for this wall of text

like jean, reader also has parents that have high expectations for her, but her family/financial situation is vastly different from his, so she has a bit of added pressure on her shoulders.

her parents want to her succeed and do well so she can provide for herself and have a better life than they did, so they pushed her to go to Paradis University because it was a bigger, better school which meant leaving her smaller hometown for a big city where she didn't know anyone.

she had to learn to be independent really quickly and that's part of the reason why she latched on to her friendship w the core four and why she was so afraid to confess her feelings to jean and potentially lose the only people she was able to connect w in her new city/new school.

and when she starts struggling with work at titan, she feels a lot of shame and embarrassment about admitting it to her friends, but it's intensified even more when it comes to her parents. she doesn't want to be the girl that "can't hack it in the big city" and has to return to her parents with her tail between her legs.

kind of the opposite of reiner in that sense, where he's totally ok with going back to marley if it means escaping the terrible conditions at titan. but for reader, she couldn't even IMAGINE doing something like that and disappointing her parents.

one of the things i wish i had emphasized more in tbaw is how being part of the core four isolates her from other friendships. reader has to deal with the time commitments of work and school PLUS hang out with the core four pretty much constantly. between living with them and their regular movie nights, it doesn't leave a lot of room for her to have any other friends.

(plus the golden trio lowkey keeping her at arms length and making reader feel like she's not as close to them as they are to each other...)

anyway, sorry for rambling!! i hope this answers your question!!

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from the bottom of my heart: just because something makes you uncomfortable doesn't mean it shouldn't be allowed to exist

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hi tiff!! happy new years 🤍🤍 i have a really good feeling about 2025 and i hope the last of winter treats you well, whatve you been up to?<3

hello hello hello ❤️ happy new years to you too!!

i can’t even tell you what i’ve been up to because at some point around mid dec i blinked and all of a sudden it’s january??? wtf happened

uhhhh let’s see… i found my first grey hair yesterday 👵🏻 and im starting some new meds tmo so im curious to see how that’ll go~ and im trying to quit drinking for at least the month of jan. but i wanna see how long i can go for.

i hope you had an amazing winter and i know you’ll have a lovely 2025 🥰

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My other big head canon is that Jean by himself, out in the world, existing, is this well-dressed, well-spoken man. He smells good, looks good, and is considerate in social situations.

But out with Conny and Sasha? Chaos. They all look good, yeah, but the banter will be crazy. They have to go to an all you can eat place because Sasha and Conny will steal his food. Heck, they'll probably steal his food at the all you can eat as well.

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its christmas eve and look whos on tumblr

all of us

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Sweets and treats are all the nutrients a princess needs