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wednesday and taejin.

                                  this   fool   knew   absolutely   nothing   about   science,   but   the   moment   his   name   came   out   of   her   mouth   —-    the   moment    —-    it   felt   like   he   was   experiencing   the   big   bang.   space   booming   into   existence,   the   world   becoming   colorful   and   expansive,   dinosaurs   getting   hit   by   a   met—-    actually,   dinosaurs   were   the   best   part   of   the   world   before   the   big   bang,   so   maybe   not   that   part,   but   he   still   felt   like   his   heart   was   about   to   stop.   lanky   limbs   feel   like   they're   about   to   give   out   until   he   grabs   metal   railing   to   keep   himself   upright,   visibly   gulping   hard   as   he   tries   to   figure   out   what   to   say   next   that   doesn't   consist   of   full   on   gibberish.       ‘       i   guess   i   was   expecting   someone   else   …   in   a   way   ?   it's   just   that   you're   really   beautiful   in   person.       ’       taejin   utters   it   without   thinking   beforehand,   eyes   round   as   saucers   while   a   hand   frantically   waves   in   front   of   him,   as   if   that   would   erase   what   he   just   said   into   the   open   air.       ‘       n-not   that   your   pictures   don’t   do   you   justice,   because   they   do   !   it's   just   that   i   think   you're   prettier   in   real   life,   and    —-    was   that   weird   of   me   to   say   ?   you   know   what,   i'm   sorry,   i'll   shut   up.       ’      

              wednesday let her mouth form a pretty smile at his clumsy compliment, a blush spreading across her cheeks nearing the end of it. she looks away from him for a moment in an attempt to hide it, though with the way he was staring at her, she was sure he’d noticed. after a second, she felt composed enough to turn back to him, telling him, “ thank you. “ the woman was used to compliments from various people, some fans and some working in the media field – but taejin was already different to her. she liked him, genuinely, and the quirky kind of cuteness she was seeing in him now that they were together in person wasn’t helping that one bit. but ... it honestly put her more at ease. “ you’re really handsome, “ she continued to speak, though shyly. “ both in your pictures and in person. “ her heart was beating fast as she looked him over – it was the truth, taejin was dangerously attractive and she was sure that anyone who spotted him out ( even on a bad day ) would be interested in him. the thought made something strange stir in her stomach ; she pushed it down. wednesday bit the bullet, then, deciding to hold her hand out to him in an attempt to hold his. she asked, “ do you want to walk around the park while we talk ? it’s pretty out today, and i don’t really get to explore without security often ... “

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just yeonjun judging his members

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HAZE YEOUM, your lifetrap is: EMOTIONAL DEPRIVATION.

abandonment: 50% mistrust – abuse: 92% social exclusion: 25% emotional deprivation: 100% dependence: 0% vulnerability: 0% defectiveness: 63% failure – impairment: 33% subjugation: 0% unrelenting standards: 75% entitlement: 58%

              at root, you have a feeling of being chronically disappointed in other people. that they will let you down. we are not speaking about a single case of disappointment. your conclusion, as a result of past relationships, is that you cannot count on people to be there for you emotionally. it is a sad and heavy sense of knowledge.

              because you have faced so much deprivation in your life, you feel that it is frightening to make yourself vulnerable to others and ask for what you need. you may protect yourself from closeness by choosing partners who are unavailable, or someone who is physically there but mentally cold and ungiving. in this way, you perpetuate your sense of being neglected. it feels as if no matter where you turn, you encounter deprivation.

              emotional neglect is part and parcel of intimate relations for you. but, at least in part, this neglect also arises because it is dangerous for you to ask for what you truly want. you have become very invested in doing the opposite; that is, keeping yourself invulnerable in close relations to protect yourself from disappointment.

              to avoid the hurt of the deprivation you have felt, you focus on how others have let you down and disappointed you. you can easily access anger about past relationships, but it is difficult for you to feel the pain.

tagged by: @rosynuit. ilysm help. tagging: @mintings’ taejin / @openpassionates‘ lyric / @prsonas‘ erik / anyone who wants to do this !!

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Yeonjun in nyfw......

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💌 💌

i' mgoing to say this one time and ONE TIME only ... ur eveyrthing

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💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌 im love u 💌💌💌💌💌💌💌

i love you .... whatdafak

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Symbols for the mun

💝 I ship our muses, but we’ve never interacted

✨ I think your portrayal is on point, but it also intimidates me

💍 I want to be exclusives with you 

⭐️ We don’t rp, but I desperately wish we did

☀️ I want to rp with you, but I’m not sure how

💔 We’ve rp’ed in the past, but now we don’t

🎂 I’m new to your blog, and I want to be friends

🎉 We’ve been mutuals for ages, and this makes me so happy!

💡 I have a thread idea for us!

💌 I just think you’re amazing

💥 We’re not mutuals, but I wish you’d notice me

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wednesday and taejin.

                                   naksan   park   felt   like   it   had   never   been   more   beautiful   …   meanwhile,   jung   taejin   had   never   felt   more   like   a   jackass.   for   a   little   backstory,   for   months   he’d   been   chatting   with   someone   —-   a   really   kind,   sweet   person   that   he   found   himself   having   a   developing   crush   on.   the   only   problem   ?   they   were   an   impersonator   of   a   singer   he   was   head   over   heels   for   (   because   why   would   someone   famous   be   signed   up   to   a   measly   dating   app   ?   )   the   entirety   of   the   drive   to   the   park   was   him   joking   around   with   his   older   brother   about   him   meeting   the   actual   wednesday   ahn.   repeat   it,   :   taejin,   a   college   student   with   not   a   thought   in   his   head   meeting   a   famous   singer.   cue   the   dunce   hat   he’d   be   wearing   after   the   rude   awakening   of   finding   out   it   would   actually   be   her.

                                  ‘       this   is   so   cool.   this   is   totally   real   and   fine.       ’       after   what   felt   like   minutes   of   staring   at   the   woman   with   his   mouth   agape,   he   acts   as   if   this   isn’t   really   happening   —-   that   this   is   just   another   one   of   his   overly   realistic   dreams.   brown   eyes   appearance   is   glossy   thanks   to   the   mild   tears   that   well   up,   both   from   embarrassment   and   the   fact   he   doesn’t   know   whether   to   cry   or   pass   out   from   being   in   the   same   space   as   her.       ‘       what   ?   i’m   not   crying.   it’s   just   so   beautiful   out   here   tonight   that   it’s   unbelievable.       ’       a   delirious   laugh   escapes   from   him   as   he   scratches   the   back   of   his   head   roughly,   taking   in   a   deep   inhale.       ‘       are   we   floating   right   now   ?   i   literally   can’t   feel   my   legs.       ’

               wednesday had been – for lack of a better term – incredibly fucking anxious while being driven to the park, and her past of shitty relationships and the deep insecurities that she had ( despite being loved by the majority of the public ) weren’t helping one bit. not to mention the fact that she was about to meet the man she’d been talking to through a random dating app for the past few months. all of it was very out of her comfort zone – and she had performed on stages for thousands of people – but she liked taejin a little more than she’d like to admit, and meeting up with him was something she’d yearned to do since they first started talking ... and now she was standing right in front of him, and it was just the two of them, but there was something strange happening. he seemed surprised – was tearing up a bit, too, and his reaction even made a giggle escape the brunette’s lips. she wanted to give him a hug.               “ taejin, “ wednesday tested his name out, doing so causing a small smile to form on her face. “ were you expecting someone else ? ... sorry, it’s just me. “ the woman teased, scrunching her nose a bit, though still somewhat nervous. even if she suspected that he really wasn’t expecting it to be her that was meeting him, wednesday just wanted to break the ice a little, make him realize that yes, it was her, and that nobody was pulling a fast one on him – this was really happening ( though honestly, she couldn’t believe it either ).

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want to .. make a vampire muse. NO ONE CAN STOP ME

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       ok, but a plot where muse a is a rising star, about to have their big break and muse b is their best friend, has been since they were kids. muse a is starting to get ‘fixed’ dates and small scandals by their agent to be seen more in the media and muse b is starting to get annoyed with it all because they can see how much muse a is being used by these people. when they confront muse a about their opinions on this, they have a huge fight/falling out and don’t speak for a long while. during this time, muse b starts releasing their own music independently and is soon one of the most sought after artists and is going by a stage name when muse a’s company contacts them to do a feature for their biggest artist. muse b agrees and when they show up to the studio, they reunite with muse a– lots of angst and tension follows. bonus points for remembering the good ol’ days fluff !!

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gimme a plot where they’re both innocent virgins and are super understanding  and get shy when things get .. intimate .. and there’d be a lot of fluff and awkward moments and little peck kisses aND AW

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a cat is just a little dude that you can hang out with