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New gaming viddy! 

We become detectives and solve some LONDON CRIME in the the new Layton game!

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i sometimes forget that Dan used to straighten his hair, so when i go rewatch his old videos it just hits me like big train of WHY did he ever think that was a good idea

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do u remember that time in 2016 when dan said he was laying in bed watching tv all day and eating sweet potato fries and when people were like ‘u don’t have a tv in your room’ he was like o dam hmm u right i meant my laptop and then later phil was like ya i had a lot of sweet potato fries we ate fries together. that was a moment that happened and no one talks about that

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how can I sleep how can I eat how can I live when freedom isn’t really free

‘cause I am a failure not just me, but rather we all fail if people don’t know black lives matter

my money don’t mean nothing if equal pay ain’t the standard tryna tweet these changes but 140 letters can’t change strangers it’s not enough to be a diamond in the rough ‘cause if you sit to be at the bottom of the ladder

we got crowns and elections never pay them no attention but the hate is progressing that’s a reflection of who we are

who are we? we’re killing people for loving people we don’t know how to stop it we just making trending topics

why aren’t we aiding aids when it comes to real problems we need some hearing aids some priorities some respect instead we’re reading about which two celebs just had sex

girls are getting raped that ain’t the fault of mini skirts it ain’t because of alcohol or because she likes to flirt that’s because we made a place where she has less of a worth and offenders walk away while the victims lay to hurt

you scared of muslims? I’m scared of your mentality your weak mind as well we have so much damn brutality our war in terrorism bigger war in ignorance nice muhammad ali tattoo I guess ignorance is bliss

people are drowning in the water that we drink tryna escape war what more you got to think? you would rather let them sink than to let them in borders, money, politics at the human condition

that’s the world we live in killing them, letting them die now what’s the difference? we are killers, we are hateful are we blessed and ungrateful?

the solution and the problem we can’t just pray we gotta solve 'em stop praying, shut up and solve 'em

we are the problem to our goddamn problems.

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Here’s Your Reminder

Be kind to yourself and your body this week.

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I should probably research how tall plants are before buying them

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dan talking about himself: ▶ 🔘──────── 00:10

dan talking about phil: ▶ 🔘──────── 8:46:23

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I got bored so I made my aesthetic. . . Is this how aesthetics work?

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I've been messing with styles and I don't really know which I like better. Like the one of just Dan took longer and I like the result. But the one with dan and Phil was easier to draw and took a little less time but had a cuter result.

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dan looks at sigma

the exact same way he looks at phil

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I haven't eaten in 3 days and I haven't really ever felt genuinely happy in a long time. I also find my pain satisfying in a way. And I probably won't kill myself because even though I am tempted I think about what my future could be like so I stop myself. I don't ask for help, I just think about it, and let it cloud my thoughts. The what ifs of suicide, the ways it could be committed, what could be on my note. My entire family rejects me. I'm just there, the prop for when my dad sees his old friends because I can barely breathe with stangers, so I can't point out his lies. And I know that this is just spilling so much about me on my second post, but this is where people I know won't see it.

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Hi, my name is [Red]

- I love broadway it's the origin of all my fandoms - I love the shows Hamilton, Heathers, Dear Evan Hansen, Waitress, Wicked, Amélie, and Book of Mormon. - I have a kitten named Winnie (but I do love dogs as well) - I ship phan and love Dan and Phil - My favorite youtubers are: Dan and Phil, Thomas Sanders, Odd1sout, Connor Franta, and I Hate Everything. - My favorite colour is dark red - I am a very sad, anxious/too shy for my own gold, locked up person and I trust no one and literally have no friends - I love Studio Ghibli and grew up with Ponyo - I love conspiracy theories with all my heart