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well i got Curl0s, I don't rly care about him but it could be worse xd

my first camps1te v1llager should be showing up tomorrow and I am nerv0uscited bc i like barely any smug v1llagers now lol. This is the first time I'm playing N3w H0rizons without t1me tr@velling at all and I can get impatient but I don't want to rush it bc then i will get tired quicker in the long term baha

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Malark3y if he was king

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my first camps1te v1llager should be showing up tomorrow and I am nerv0uscited bc i like barely any smug v1llagers now lol. This is the first time I'm playing N3w H0rizons without t1me tr@velling at all and I can get impatient but I don't want to rush it bc then i will get tired quicker in the long term baha

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I saw my ten bazillionth new psych0logist today (apparently i still need to see the Other place I went to as well unless there's been a misunderstanding??) and it went okay, but I still can't connect with her the way I did with a few of my past.. therap1sts or psych0logists... idk i barely know what anyone actually is lol. Well it turns out she's a d0g person so maybe that's why I couldn't connect /jk but she is nice at least. She helped me feel a bit better about certain specific things that everyone makes fun of despite being outside of my control (including left1sts)

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I saw the first piece of G@bby's Dollh0use M0vie merch in my town on shelves buuut it was just a new version of the ears yawnnn

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“Of course autistic people can go to the bathroom by themselves and have jobs!!” Some can’t. They’re not burdens or an “epidemic” either. Please don’t get pulled into an argument about usefulness, because that feeds into their baseline eugenic idea that you have to “contribute to society” to justify your existence. Nobody’s worth is tied to what they can do for the state.

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yur1ful

Plus the character M1lktchi tries dating, Un1marutchi, is can0nically n0n-b1nary sooo nothing can deter me from HC//ng M1lktchi as l3sbian

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So a person who had a fairly large Y0uTube Chann3l, and who happened to have B//PD, k!lled herself. (M1kayla R@ines). And of course I saw people saying crap like "She didn't k!ll herself because of the harassm3nt, she k!lled herself bc of her m3ntal h3alth issues" and "B//PD has a high su1cide rat3, she shouldn't have been 0nline at all"

And just a generally victim-blamey attitude as if her k!lling herself was in3vitable bc of her dis0rders. I think it is important to be aware of the high su1cidality of B//PD but it's trashy as hell to absolve other people of their harrassment and place the blame ENTIRELY on B//PD. Not every single person with B//PD ends up dy1ng by su1cide, she may still be alive if people had left her alone. Her husb@nd explicitly stated the push over the edge was bc of h@rassment (including I//RL).

IDK I'm just p1ssed that people are taking "She had B//PD and aut1sm and was on m3ds and constantly in th3rapy" as "She didn't k1ll herself bc of the harassment it's all bc of her dis0rders"

B//PD greatly increases su1cidality but I want everyone who thinks that outside forces have no influence at all to explode. Yes I have become su1cidal and even outright att3mpted over matters that would be considered tr1vial to others. But that doesn't mean my feelings were invalid or that people who made me feel like crap played no part at all, it's just blame-shifting so no one has to feel guilty for being a POS.

Anyway rest in peac3 to her and best of w1shes to her husb@nd, ch1ld, and an1mals.

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I think I need to close my eb@y store, I am too hopelessly forgetful, I told the person who got p1ssed at me in mess@ges I would send the things today but guess what. I can't find them at all as usual. I legit have a big bag full of stuff I have listed on eb@y but the only things that seem to sell happen to be things that AREN'T in the bag and that I lost somewhere

I need to k//ms so bad man. At this point I'm LOSING money bc i lichrally buy the labels before I find the crap and then I refund the buy3r ohhh I wish I wasn't so bra1n-impaired

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This time while trying to sleep i randomly remembered the grumpy little nod Spr0ut gives to the drawer after closing it in A//NG and I became almost dizzy with desire. I cannot handle his silliness it intoxicates me tooo much eeeeeek

He deserves the world and i love him sm!

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I don't intend this in a Creepy way but I want to watch Spr0ut sleep

like even for the full 9 hours or so, the entire process of him falling asleep, sleeping, and waking up lol

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I hate when the off1cial descriptions on e-re@der c@rds and H@ppy H0me Des1gner and stuff impair how much I like a v1llager. E.g. Br33 is one of my fav designs in the whole game. But apparently she's a m1nimalist and a ne@t fr3@k and those types of people have p1ssed me off too much (sorry) and so now that's all I think of whenever I See her R.i.p

Like it shouldn't matter at alll bc it doesn't change how they act in the b@se gam3s but I still can't ignore it lol

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As it expected, the hideously sauceless redesign is leeching into the m3rch... but that aside, I love the Me0wtchi keycha1n and need it so bad

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Another old scr33nshot from years ago...... Me when I'm writing stories about Spr0ut [REDACTED] and [REDACTED]

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I also found these old scr33nshots on the Sw1tch L1te. I do remember this was from when I had Raym0nd on my island as one of my good friends, but people on the internet who visited me or saw my p0sts would make fun of me and make horrid assumptions about me just for having him. It stressed me out so bad that I had him removed from my island, and I let him move to the island of someone I knew at the time.

Later on I visited him on his new home and he actually remembered me and we had this conversation that I had forgotten about until finding these scr33nshots, reading it again sincerely made me cry a lot. I no longer have contact with that person (nothing happened, just didn't keep proper contact) and IDK if they still have him but if they do, I wish I can see him again one day... I've decided I am okay with having him on my island again but it will be a new Raym0nd... I wish there was some way to get my exact old Raym0nd back ;;

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I decided to turn on my Sw1tch L1te that has severe drift and check my island from back then (the date is still completely screwed though baha). And I sincerely don't remember anything, as in I don't remember having these v1llagers or having a completely finished island. But now that I have my Dr3am Addr3ss, I can visit my own island from my new island hehe.

T@ngy saying I have a different v1be about me resonated with me lol. It feels like all this is from over a decades ago that I can't even remember properly when it was only umm... five years?

I like the idea to have v1llager's faces on signs in front of their homes though, that is so cute and I will do for my new island also :> Since I already have Purr//l on this island I'm not certain I will put her on my new island too, probably not bc it would make me feel off lol.

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I saw this tw33t and was confuzzled and apparently people are calling the cre@tor a horrible person for making "False S//A allegations against S@berspark"

Umm okay...? But do you KNOW they're false? Well and truly? You don't KNOW that S@berspark committed S//A but you also don't know that he DIDN'T commit S//A. I know of multiple people in ML//P fand0m who still stand by the all3ged v1ctim's cla1ms. Calling someone a Horrible Person for this is strange to me. I mean she would be horrible if she was lying but there is no way of knowing for sure.

Yes I did see S@berspark's response but that v1deo was moreso "Here is why K1m would have reason to sland3r me" instead of actually clearing things up or addressing the existence of the all3ged v1ctim at all.