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in my room on a saturday evening talking to myself like this

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It’s weird to think that some people aren’t daydreaming 24/7 and creating all kinds of stories and worlds in their heads. Do you mean that when you’re listening to music or walking somewhere your mind is just blank? Sounds weird.

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dam…….. that website “you feel like shit” (it’s like a questionnaire / troubleshooting guide for when you feel like shit) really works………………….. im not even all the way thru it and i even half-assed a lot of the suggestions and i already feel loads better

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"Not all men" you're right my paras would never

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Sorry about your boyfriend. Yeah I placed him into my paracosm. I fundamentally changed him to fit the narrative. He's basically a whole different person now. Sorry....

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yall ever put your paraself in the most terrible fucked up situations just so you can have a really long comfort scene with you and a comforting para? haha couldn't be me i have NEVER done that in my whole life

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I wish I had friends like the ones I dream up in my mind. Loneliness is cruel. It leaves me too exhausted to reach out and start new relationships. So I turn to my daydreams to fill this emptiness inside and just for a moment I feel whole. When the moment ends, I am dropped abruptly back to reality.

I feel more alone than I did before.

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Thinks about that one media so hard that the little guys start manifesting in my brain

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It's either extensive daydreaming, Zoning out or scrolling social media, nothing in between I'm sorry.

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So y'all ever just lay in bed and imagine whole universes with complex characters you made up and then make crossovers with your other characters and then when your done you realize you've been in bed for hours?

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ah yes every light (me being subjected to new media) has its shadow (I have so many new daydream ideas I'm going to explode)

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a night routine of daydreaming, some more daydreaming and lastly daydreaming before i sleep

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The girls (my paras) are being silly (traumatised beyond belief) again

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sometimes im daydreaming about my paras and they get in a Situation that i can't figure out how to get them out of so im like oh no they are in the Situation! this sucks! and then i hard cut to what it would be afterward cause i dont have the mental energy to expend on figuring out a solution

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hyperfixation sucks I think just a little too hard about a guy who isn't even real and I could start crying any second

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