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Hanzel and Greetel from Hoodwinked 2 walked so Velvet and Veneer could run

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VERY sorry for the lack of content recently been taking and finishing commissions! ^^ hopefully I can make up more broppy and trolls stuff on here!

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RESPONSE TO METALHEADS CALLOUT

I was trying very hard to move past my experience with Toby as it causes me extreme discomfort and stress, but die to recent accusations and information being made public I have no choice but to address my side of what happened.

This is a post documenting my full relationship and experiences with @/metalheadtrashbin

WARNING: There are 18+ topics and conversations include in this post, read at your own discretion NO MINORS PLEASE

TW: Sexual harassment, manipulation, False-Accusations, Etc..

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30mins later

And a little while later

More stuffs for my AU

First post

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Not toby m8, just a mutual friend of both checking smth. Thanks for assuming tho 🥰

"Thanks for assuming" bitch we all know its you with your three dollar vest, mf thinks he is so clever ITS FUNNY AS HELL HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

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Everyone sees what I see, right?

Please tell me you do-

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Thanks @aethiriarts for letting me draw Aeri!! It was great practice for drawing trolls. I hope you like it!

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Is this Zach/ck?

Nah😎🤙 hows you Toby

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Tf2 trolls but now all of them

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LOOK AT HIM PLS HE IS SO TALENTED AAAAAAAAAAA

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND @spundrpo SM AAGGHHH

He's the most sweetest, loving, talented and caring person I've ever meet

Even our sonas are already married kfjwbywfnm

Silly lil trolls

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Bonus:

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king branch of the rock trolls👀

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Probably

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she left

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Firsts dates pick up

OK SORRY I COULDN¿T HELP IT

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So, I experienced some deju vu during this scene in Trolls Band Together:

John Dory grabs his backpack, says he's leaving (I'm done, YOLO, etc.), and then the last thing he says is "Goodbye Forever!", followed by Branch's distraught face, and the next thing Branch knows, all his brothers have left him and he never sees them again.

I was trying to figure out why that little snippet stuck with me, then it hit me:

Trolls Holiday in Harmony, when Branch is trying to figure out a gift for Poppy. He's worried about doing the wrong thing, disappointing her or freaking her out, and says "I CAN'T let that happen". He illustrates his point with Poppy packing a suitcase, and what does she say right before she runs off?

Really brings his abandonment issues into the light😢

I've seen a few comments of people being annoyed when Branch said to Poppy "aren't you going to leave me anyway", but they clearly don't understand how trauma affects people's mental and emotional state.

He knows Poppy loves him and doesn't actually believe she'd leave, but after a lifetime of being alone, even though he's happy and loved now, there's still that subconscious fear that he'll end up alone again. Poppy means everything to him, and he can't bear the thought of losing her too, especially as a result of something he's done (his grandma died to save him, and he believed his brothers leaving was his fault because he 'ruined everything' at the concert).

Sometimes this results in Branch trying to push Poppy away, which seems conflicting, yes, but again: trauma messes with your mind. He was already heartbroken and angry at his brothers, so he wasn't thinking clearly and blurted out his hidden main fear.

And when he says "everyone else [leaves me]" I hear "everyone in my life has left me so I must deserve to be alone, so you might as well leave me too."

And that's probably why Branch was so hesitant to be open with Poppy - 1. I might scare her away, and 2. why bother expressing my feelings to someone when I'll likely just lose them anyway. Plus he's still getting used to having someone to confide to in his life. Keeping emotions bottled up for years is a hard habit to get out of.