spurnedadulthood

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

hello, could you please set your queue to every 6 or 12 hours? to have it go off every hour is clogging my dash. not to be rude your message could be read in an unfavorable light the way you point out that only three muses connected with kensuke while you go and take your partners for granted. it was borderline passive aggressive if not downright guilt trip and it might not be your intention. i’m sure you are a wonderful person with many ideas if given the chance and it might be the wording in that post. i wish you the best of luck

First of all, I apologize for clogging your dash, but at the same time, you could always just unfollow if it bothered you that much? Like, due to the fact differing timezones is a thing, I wanted to ensure more people see my post so they can decide from there whether or not they want to unfollow/block me.

Second of all, I've been gone for a long while, so like I already said, everyone I was writing with either broke mutuals with me during my absence, became inactive, deactivated, or retired from the RPC entirely, so I don't know what you want me to say? Besides, I think you're overestimating how large my writing pool is, because not only is it rare for my threads to ever advance past two notes, it's not as though I had people clamoring to write with me; in fact, getting more interactions on here has often been akin to pulling teeth for the last two years and I'm not joking when I say the last notif I ever got was in February 2, so I have no idea what 'roleplay partners' I managed to take for granted, when really, it's the other way around.

I mean, you can say 'lack of activity doesn't reflect interest' all you want, but besides my own reblogs, my activity page literally shows two other notifs, and I can't even scroll down it... because nothing past it exists, and most of my followers I do have are inactive, because again, I have not been here.

Like, the whole reason I ended up vanishing from Kensuke's blog to begin with was because I was disheartened by how hardly anyone interacted with him and that has sadly been a reoccurring thing that happens again and again. Seriously, not only do the starters I write for people tend not to get replied to, I frequently get flaky muns essentially wasting my time and getting my hopes up for interactions... so when you consider how Kensuke is a character from a very niche series, how unwelcoming the RPC is towards characters from less than mainstream fandoms, and how dead tumblr RP has recently been, it's only natural for him to only have three bonds at best...

I mean, you might not like it, but it's the factual truth? And I'm not the type to really sugarcoat things, so as far as I'm concerned, actions speak louder than words; therefore, I don't really get the sense many are still interested in Kensuke as a muse. In fact, maybe I'm missing something here, but I'm genuinely confused on how it's guilt-tripping/passive-aggressiveness when I say that as a result of a lot of people moving on from tumblr roleplay (whether it's because they deactivated or retired from the RPC) and people I've been writing with understandably blocking me, Kensuke no longer has a lot of muses left that have a bond with him... so if people end up taking that the wrong way, then I don't know what to tell them, other than the fact I have legit been gone for a long time, so not many of my old roleplay partners are still around?

Either way, I do not appreciate the fact you didn't even bother to address this privately with me and forced me to unnecessarily post this on the dash where everyone could potentially see, so until further notice, I'm disabling the anonymous function... because I really would not prefer dragging this out longer than it has to be dragged out. I will, however, do as you request and space out my queue to post every 6 hours, but next time, please message me privately if you have any concerns.

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked​, which you are free to follow!

Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like... three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).

But yeah, despite experiencing some very... icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!

[spurnedadulthood]

spurnedadulthood​:

( livi here, presenting you with a roleplay blog for one precious boy-o named kensuke hibiki from ‘The Caligula Effect / The Caligula Effect: Overdose’ game and the ‘Caligula’ anime. he’s one useless heterosexual who suffers from peter pan syndrome, but don’t be fooled by his youthful looks alone, because he’s actually nineteen and is deceptively buff underneath that sweater! not to mention, while he may be the biggest perv when it comes to women and can be an awfully smug shitlord, he’s also a talented pianist / poet, despite him saying otherwise.

by liking / reblogging this post, you agree to one little gremlin potentially pestering your muse for free aka me following your blog and ruining your life with kensuke’s shameless ways. ofc, i’m also crossover / oc / self-insert friendly, so don’t worry about not knowing the source material he’s from, cause he can adapt to practically any verse. )

[spurnedadulthood]

▒ ▌❛ ┈ 🌺 ;┊ ( ENVY-SAN... )

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐊𝐘 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌,  &  in  the  streaks  of  slanting  light,  a  crystal  breeze  parts  the  white  curtains,  carrying  in  the  cool  scent  of  december  &  falling  rain.  most  poets  would  call  such  scenery  tranquil  or  even  amorous  but,  as  the  rain  continues  to  pitter-patter  against  the  windows,  so  sweetly  lulling  the  city  back  to  sleep,  a  tragedy  is  unfolding;  a  cold-blooded  treason,  a  betrayal  of  a  friend.  he  who  suddenly  shoves  kensuke  back  &  onto  the  balcony  where  the  rain  pallets  them  like  cold  bullets,  making  the  two  figures  glisten  faintly.  oh,  dear  heavens  above… 

         who  could  have  ever  thought  that  their  story  could  end  like  this?

exhaling  a  slow,  shallow  breath,  the  young  serial  killer  towers  over  kensuke  &  with  the  butterfly-knife  forces  him  to  press  tightly  into  the  white  metal  barrier,  his  head  subsequently  tilted  back.  i  should  just  do  it,  he  thinks.  i  should  just  slit  this  throat  &  push,  get  this  done  &  over  with.  it’s  nothing  new.  it’s  nothing  that  i… ────   kensuke’s  last  words,  however,  prompt  a  sudden  respite.  the  cold  steel  quivers  in  the  young  murderer’s  hand.   ❝  any….  thing… ? ❞    no.  it’s  a  trap.  he  shouldn’t  get  swayed.  kensuke  knows  the  house.  he  knows  his  face.  he  knows  far  too  much  &  grandmother  always  said  that  monsters  like  them  know  no  mercy  or  love,  but…

envy  leans  forward,  the  cold  butterfly-knife  still  pressed  in  tight.  he  leans  forward  til  kensuke  can  smell  the  rain  from  his  jacket  &  the  poppies  on  his  skin.  he  whispers  softly,  words  like  lukewarm  kisses  ‘pon  the  wet  ear;    ❝   anything ….   at  all….  ? ❞

     Perhaps he was playing a dangerous game by bargaining with a serial killer instead of begging for his life like most victims probably would, but still, he figured it was worth a shot; after all, they did happen to be friends at one point, right? Furthermore, Envy had even complimented his piano playing once, so surely, that had to have meant something... or at least, that was what Kensuke told himself as the rain continues to pelt the windows behind them, filling the silence with soothing pitter patter noises that seemingly didn’t fit the present situation at all.

     Honestly, to think not that long ago, he had sipped coffee with the very same well-mannered boy who just assaulted him...

     “Y-Yes, anything...” Kensuke finally manages to clarify before bringing himself to wince once Envy leans forward without so much as retracting the butterfly-knife pressed so firmly against his turtleneck, he worries the fabric might actually tear. Goodness gracious, what had he gotten himself into? “I’ll even... be your accomplice, so please... please allow me to live for just a bit longer.”

[spurnedadulthood]

▒ ▌❛ ┈ 🌺 ;┊ ( SONIA. )

Thankfully, she’d just finished off the last of the contents of her mug once he’d found her. Therefore his comment, even though it caused her to giggle, didn’t result in a mess as she set the mug aside, drawing the jumper closer over her shoulders. “I believe the correct term is ‘borrowed,’ Kensuke-kun.” She grinned, “Because I have full intentions of giving it back. Eventually.”

Considering she’d worn that exact jumper off and on for years, it was debatable as to the exact time frame of 'eventually.’ In general, if he wanted it back, he’d probably have to go retrieve it himself with much protest from the princess. Something Sonia felt Kensuke would not be opposed to doing: instead, she thought he’d find it delightful, if not fun.

But for now, he seemed to have relinquished the creamy cable knit garment to her, leaving Sonia to smile triumphantly. He had others, of course: others that would find their way draped over her shoulders or curled up around her at some point. Especially when he was gone: on a tour, for meetings, visiting his family. For all the photographs, videos, social media, and memories she had of them, it was his jumpers that gave her the most comfort while he was away. They smelled like him, felt like his hugs, and gave her the most reassurance that he was still there. That his presence, no matter how near or far, was always there.

If only she could have worn it to her meetings that day, but the oversized nature of the jumper made it an inappropriate choice: it clashed horribly with her tailored attire. “I did, but it was very windy today,” She insisted. Of course: if he’d spent most of the day in his music room writing, he was likely spared of the outdoor elements. “At a football pitch, meeting officials and players, discussing an upcoming exhibition match that the Novoselic National Team is traveling to Tokyo for. It’s going to lead to the unveiling of a new stadium in my nation’s capital and the welcome of several Japanese players to the Novoselic team, so it’s good to support the partnership now. Even if the weather did not agree: I shall be wanting a hot meal for dinner tonight.”

     Truth be told, Kensuke was merely just teasing. Why, had he actually been serious, he wouldn’t still be donning his usual crooked grin as he ventures towards the kitchen area, which just so happened to be connected to the living room. There, he’ll pause by the counter, where his bag of coffee beans and coffee equipment remained situated, before allowing an idle hum to slip past his throat.

     “Oh, was it now? You poor, poor thing! Maybe I should have come along with you then... to keep you warm,” he proceeds to muse aloud. Of course, Kensuke wasn’t being entirely serious when suggesting that; in fact, knowing him, his presence would have done nothing but add more fuel for the paparazzi, who would doubtlessly find his affectionate gestures to be newsworthy enough to add to the tabloids.

     Still, he probably would draw the line at sliding his hand along her inner thigh... because for as tempting as that was, he didn’t want to do anything that would potentially cross Sonia’s boundaries, especially while they were out in public together. “Football, hm? It never interested me much, but if you’ll be going to the exhibition match, then I might consider joining you,” Kensuke later admits while plucking off the clothes pin he had used to seal away the bag of coffee beans. “And a hot meal sounds good. I was actually craving sukiyaki myself!”