spykid2001

[spykid2001]

do stuff the instant you think about them. w stuff i mean responsibilities, not indulgences.

[spykid2001]

i literally vibe so hard when im by myself like its only in the presence of other ppl that i fuck up ze energy nd stumble over my own intentions but like its in the presence of other ppl that i feel most like myself feel most at peace nd its in the void of where other ppl could be did i not fuck up my interactions with them that causes me literally the most emotional turmoil so like …….. so …………….. u c my problem lol

[spykid2001]

just took my pills #biohacking #biohacker

[spykid2001]

ghosted1996 on insta is making me so insane its the yearning the quest for self discovery the longing to be consumed like a drug by desire itself etc etc etc

[spykid2001]

I wanna live forever not as in I never wanna die but as in I wanna touch infinity

[spykid2001]

i could totally be a voice actor tbh. but FIRST ill need to work on my voice nd like excerise diff vocals nd like practice how to get a deeper a higher pitched a more melodic a less melodic a more posh a more misanthropic a venomous a sweet voice nd expand my vocal capabilities like my character genre range

[spykid2001]

a friend just told me she thinks i sound like nihachu… is this my twitch streamer origin story? should i like fr buy a mic nd shit? the amount of bank the big streamers make is so insane its honestly been so tempting i feel like this is the thing thats gonna push me over the edge… ill need a cool screenname otherwise ill def come to regret it soo… ok ok… first we come up with some sick name then we start STREAMING omg im so excited wtf !!!!!!!! literally beginning of the end omg omg

[spykid2001]

im so in love with the way neeko styles her hair……like theres just something abt it i dunno its sooo pretty fr nd its making me wanna go for bangs nd also like layers sooooooo soooooooooooo badly……. literally watch me do it….

[spykid2001]

ive literally become obsessed w the idea of smelling good like vincenzo lvl insanely good and ive literally scavanged the deep black pits of reddit to find their (amazing smelling ppl’s) secret to smelling amazing and this is what ive like found so far:

shower every night right b4 bed. like not ur hair but wash ur body THROUGHOUTLY like behind ur ears between ur toes ur crack ur pits literally everyyythingggg literally scorch that body

change bed sheets every week and be selective abt what washing soap u r using cus that matters too and if u wanna go the extra mile literally drop a few drops of some aromatic oil into that bitch (the laundry)

use deodorant BEFORE BED and when u wake up in the morning wash ur pits then slap that creamy mf on there

use (talc free!!!!!!!!!) talcum powder for between breasts between thighs ummmm below butt cheeks maybe cus #thicc and um FEET on ya feet too duh dont forget ya feet <3 apply every morning n maybe b4 bed if its like extra super hot outside

be selective abt ur hand soap cus THAT SHIT MATTERS OKEY like u think it doesnt but it literally does so choose one ***u*** like!!!!! lush got some great ones like custard & rhubarb and honey i washed the kids solid soaps r SOOOOOOOO GOOOODDDDDDDD ohmygod

dental. hygiene. brush teeth for 2 mins 2 times a day. floss every night. use blue liquid only after uve ate/drunk something sugary and like b4 u brush ur teeth

DONT USE OLD CLOTHES like PUT UR CLOTHES IN THE LAUNDRY either after 3 days or asap if uve used them while working up a sweat. change undies morning & night (after shower) but like also who doesnt ………..

only use clothes in breathable materials like cotton silk lyocell etc

a nice smelling hair oil is literally everything….. wellas luxe oil is supposedly sick but most of schwarmkopfs or however tf u spell it ’s oils also smells v v v nice

while we r on hair B SELECTIVE ABT UR schampoo n conditioner cus those ALSO matters!!!!!!! lush’s honey i washed the kids schampoo is supposedly rly nice smelling but i still have some bottles 2 use up b4 ordering it n trying it myself so idk yet

taking fenugreek supplements daily

working out regularly…………apparently working out and working up a sweat on the reg makes u smell good long term idk how it works but it works……..

INVEST IN UR ROOM/HOUSE SMELLING NICE like take out the trash (in ur room) at least once a week, put used clothes in the laundry dont let them lay around in the open, have a nice smelling fragrance oil 4 ur oil burner, etc. i rly like the body shops salted caramel oil <3

BUY PLANTS that smell nice!!!!! i like rosmary lavender etc…… like buy 4 ur room and itll add a nice air freshening touch fr

choose ur perfume carefully!!!!!! i like warm spicy scents but i havent rly found *my scent* yet………. glossier’s edp is supposedly great for literally everyone i rly wanna try it out….. also armani stronger w u, anything by kilian, naxos xerjoff, etc etc…… melissa nacionale on tiktok is the only one im taking recs from tbh

apply ur perfume FAR AWAY from ur body n apply on like warm spots sts so like behind ears wrists elbow crease BETWEEN UR breasts (!!!!!!!!!!! esp if u tryna bag someone trust trust) behind knees n small of the back

obvi use a nice smelling lotion!!!!!!!! bum bum jet set sum is supposedly amaziiingggg but i havent tried it yet :3

[spykid2001]

how i’m like

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my strategies re shopping addiction ”addiction”:

use up the products u have b4 u buy the same kinda products

sell clothes u dont use/fit anymore b4 buying new ones, unless there’s something u need (need =/= want)

buy the stuff u need b4 the stuff u want

equal a piece/product w the amount of hours u have to work to attain its cost instead of like thinking abt products in terms of just numbers like cash yk

dont shop on a whim like look pieces up and then if u still want em a week or three later go ahead

if the color doesnt suit u return the item!!!!!! even if u like the shape whatever u r just gonna end up hating the piece long term if the color doesnt work for u

only buy in materials u like. so like breathable materials like cotton silk lyocell etc etc

write reviews in a doc for ***EVERYTHING*** u buy literally like food skincare clothes literally everything (2 keep track/perspective of ur consumption)

[spykid2001]

Despite what I’ve conditioned myself to believe it truly is not beyond me 2 make an ediary