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I’m on that state of bad mentalhealth that now I hate my daydreams as well.

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My only dream is to have the balls to throw my heart away for the others and have the time to write to my favourite edits from my favourite au editor: @jasmine_jhobi on instagram.

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I have to write this…

Dark appeared next to me on my bed, not saying anything, just looking at me while I was sitting with my legs up to my chest, my face buried into my legs, crying. I just cried and cired, hoping it will make my built up stress go away. I didn’t notice the living corpse next to me, until he slowly put a hand onto my waist and pulled me closer. My breath hitched, but it didn’t last long till I started crying again. He knew why I was crying. That prick always watched me, like a guardian angel, everywhere I went (except the bathroom, to his luck). He saw how I got frustated in school, just wanting to shout out all the annoyance in me, but I knew I would be just bullied more. He saw that how I stopped doing my homework, because my demons were beginning to come back and I was scared to play with my luck. He saw how I tried to find happiness in the internet and in daydreams, but always got into something what crashed down everything built up until then. I knew he saw it, but I didn’t say anything.

He teleported us into his room, knowing that I always was curious of how comefortable his bed is. I was in my pjs and him in his comfy oversized hoodie and sweatpants, because it was one in the morning and I had important things to do later today, so I should be asleep already. But, I just had to read that fanfic right now after months of telling myself to start already. I just had to read it and that was the point, where I just couldn’t hold it back anymore.

We were lying on his bed, under the covers, Dark holding me close to his chest, while I still cried hardly. I had my arms tightly around him, wanting nothing more than just feel more human interraction. To feel loved and cared, but like I would finally believe it this time…

He still didn’t say anything, just gently rubbed my back, while sometimes leaving soft kisses on the top of my head. He knew exactly what I need, what I’m craving for, for the last few months. But he still asked quietly if I want to listen to soft music, but I just shook my head, saying that maybe later, if I don’t fall asleep. He nodded and continued his gentle actions. I knew he wasn’t the only one who wanted to help me, but the others didn’t know, because I never showed it. I kept my deepest feelings down, hoping it will make my loved ones happier, if they don’t see what’s behind the mask. I didn’t want to wear it anymore, but there’s no one, who I would dare to even just creak it a tiny bit.

The night went along, Dark watching me and seeing how I just want peace, quiet and love for once, but he knew he can’t give it, because after all, he wasn’t real.

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I don’t like being selfish like this, but I’m gonna do a list of my otps here and if you have a nice and fluffly art, or fanfic what doesn’t have even a tiny bit of angst in it, please send a link, or I don’t know…

Amyplier

Darkstache (please, not Wilford as the taller)

Danti (same,like the previous, Dark is the tallest, that’s settled in this blog)

Septiplier (CJs fuck off)

Markicest (Mark x Dark)

Bingle

Apocalyptiplier

Dark x Amy

Dark x Peebles (,or anything similar)

Marvelsepticeye (Marvin x Jackie)

Antimarvelsepticeye

Dr. Schneeplier

Or egos cuddling, or Mark, or Amy to eachother, or to fan, or something.

Or maybe cute Amyplier moments (please)

[squirrelestanon]

Tag list: @huffle-puff-ego @captainmattriestodraw

Masterpost of the Next Generation AU

I’m gonna post the new updates to here from now on. When a character gets their name, backstory and maybe even the outfit, I’m gonna reblog this. Until then, only to the @sophiefrye22 to remind myself as well.

(s-t) = still thinking

(Literally everyone one of this will have a bunch of serious tw, maybe the Bingle and the Brodys won’t that much.)

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Dark x Fem!Wilford: Evelynn C. Edwards

Chase x Stacy: Grayson & Sam Brody

Anti x Fem!Dark: Curse William

Google x Bing: Christina Pearl Universe & Fire Fox Universe

Die x Marzia: Felix Prince A. Kjelberg (people will hate me after this)

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Tag list: @huffle-puff-ego

Tell me if you want to be added to the tag list

[squirrelestanon]

Are the kids from nex generation au all going to be friends and bond over family dramas?

I spend 30 minutes to understand what bond over means.

They all likes to hang out with eachother, but there one, or two who they trust the most.

And no, they don't really like to talk about their parents. There's a few exception, but as you could see from the warnings, they have their reasons why they don't like to.

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Tag list warnings:

So, if you want to be tagged in the Next Generation AU, you can choose if you want to be tagged in everything, or with just one, or more specific charaters, you choose.

But, I tell you the most important warnings with the characters and say their parents, so you can choose better:

Dark x Fem!Wilford: cheating on and murdering

Chase x Stacy: Chase's backstory

Anti x Fem!Dark: Massive abusing and manipulating

Google x Bing: Feelings

Die x Marzia: Rape, kidnapping and forced child birth

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Hey!! If you do that bingle one, can I be tagged? No pressure, I just love them~

Yeah, sure.

But, I tell you the tw now:

....

Feelings!

[squirrelestanon]

Masterpost of the Next Generation AU

I'm gonna post the new updates to here from now on. When a character gets their name, backstory and maybe even the outfit, I'm gonna reblog this. Until then, only to the @sophiefrye22 to remind myself as well.

(s-t) = still thinking

(Literally everyone one of this will have a bunch of serious tw, maybe the Bingle and the Brodys won't that much.)

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Dark x Fem!Wilford: Evelynn C. Edwards

Chase x Stacy: Grayson & Sam Brody

Anti x Fem!Dark: Curse William

Google x Bing: Christina Pearl Universe & Fire Fox Universe

Die x Marzia: Felix Prince A. Kjelberg (people will hate me after this)

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Tag list: @huffle-puff-ego

Tell me if you want to be added to the tag list

[squirrelestanon]

Let's talk.

Okay, I'm gonna be honest with you guys.

I have no fricking idea for what I want to do in the next chapters of the 'I want more'. So here what's gonna happen:

I will put that aside and focus more on those things that I actually have ideas.

I'm maybe gonna bring it back, when I have time to think about it and only it.

Because, with this last one... I started it months ago and only finished it now! And I know it's a shit, but I still wanted to finally finish it and post it, even if it's shit.

So, I'm gonna say sorry for this who liked that fic, but honestly, I rather want to keep the Manor as an oc, who I can use in roleplays now.

Maybe I will once finish it, who knows! But not now, that's for sure.

So, sorry again and I hope I can see you at the next fic. Brofist( only at a 100 million!)

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Dangerous Angel

Okay, so I'm roleplaying with @huffle-puff-ego again and while doing that I made a few more canon to my OC, the Manor. Who's basicly the Marliplier Manor, but they now have a full backstory and another one what I'll share later. Until that here's a short story of my now new favourite ship! (I would be really happy if someone helps me give them a ship name)

Tags: @estrapotato

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It was late at night, maybe past midnight, but Manor just didn't care. They were too busy watching the rain, falling down like it didn't have an end, just falling and falling down from the sky. They actually really liked it when it was raining. It gave them nice memories... The endless raining replacing their endless tears, everytime he started playing and laughing like the happy kid he was. Even if his parents weren't at home, like... never, he still could find something what made him smile all day while the nany was sleeping. On rainy days like this he would read a book, or do something what is nothing but easy. Those days were the quiet days and they loved it. They did, because there were times when he started cleaning the house by himself. He was so carefull, like every spot on the house was a piece of a porcelain vase and he never stopped doing it. When he was an adult with a wife and an own butler, he still sometimes started cleaning the whole manor.

These days were deep in their memory and come up when they felt really down, or obviously it was raining. They missed him so much, his smile, his laugh, his happiness. They just wanted to at least meet him one more time, now that they finally have a body to move and maybe feel a bit more human... after so much time of can’t doing anything, just watching people living, growing up, being happy, sad, angry and dead...

That was the point when they fell down to their knees and started crying, covering their face in their hands. They just can't do this for too long. They need the man who they love so, so much. They just wanted to feel his touch, not caring if after it they would instntly die, for some weird reason. They just wanted to feel like they're matter, for at least one god damn second by the only person who matter. Everybody only just saw that they're just a horrible monster, because they only showed that side of them. But, the DA and Terick after the years of watching them, finally understood them. They deep down had a kind and caring heart, but the rage and the brokeness mostly covered it. Even if the two souls could tell anyone, nobody would ever believe them, but on the better days, they could talk for hours and hours with the Manor. One day they even let them out of the mirror, collecting enough power, to give them a body, what normal people wouldn't see, but they can finally touch... And they didn't ran away... They stayed with the Manor.

Suddenly in their deep thought, they felt arms wrap around their body. Arms what they couldn't recognize, because they never felt this arms before...

"Stop crying, my angel... It's okay, I didn't forget you..." a soft, deep and beautiful voice whispered into their ear, while gently caressing their arms.

The Manor gasped, feeling like their whole world stopped at that moment, when they recognized the voice of the real angel in here. They only just started cry more, turning around, to finally face... him...

They wrapped their arms around him, holding onto him, like their life deepened on it. "M-Mark... You actually came back. You're here... You're here..." they cried with a soft smile, what just widened when the actor hugged them closer.

"I did..." he whispered and kissed their forehead "I needed to see my angel again after all what they've done for me... But, I didn't thought that I would see them as a human, but something inside me just kept telling me it's actually you..."

They chuckled and shook their head, snuggling closer to him, feeling like their whole life has a meaning. "Mark... I just can't believe you're actually here after all the years... You even remember the name you gave me and called me, since you were 6." they chuckled again at that, soonly stopping to cry and just smile with pure happiness.

Mark sighed softly, looking down at them lovingly. "I would never forget it. You're my angel and will always be. You will still be, when I finally come home..."

The Manor jolted awake, sitting up in the bed, sweating and with tears streaming down on their cheeks. They were panting heavily, looking around, to understand what happened and actually where are they.

Heavy raining hitting the windows.

It's night, but they can still the room, because of the one open window, lighting up the room with the shining moon.

The room was familiar.

It is Mark's old room.

But they're alone in it...

They were only dreaming...

Again...

On that night, the scream of broken heart, rage and pure pain was heareble, being enough loud that it even reached the Iplier Mansion.

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Evelynn C. Edwards

Trigger Warning: family drama, family death, cheating on, violence

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Name: Evelynn C. Edwards

Age: almost 17

Born/Lives in: Ego Universe, Iplier Manor

Parents:

Father: Dark Edwards Iplier

Mother: Wilford Warfstache -female

History:

She was only 3 years old, when her mother tragically got murdered.

Her mother had affairs with someone else other than her boyfriend, later her husband. Mr. Edwards knew about those affairs, but always hoped she would stop one day, because she would realize that she loves him. But, sadly no. He was sure that after they wedding, she will be finally loyal to him and only him. He hoped this, until that day, on their daughter’s third birthday, when he saw the two together. The other person ran away, leaving the married couple alone and when Wilford tried to explain it, Dark teleported them away and out of blinding rage, shot his beloved wife.

After that Dark closed himself in, leaving his own daughter’s life to be taken care about by the other Iplier egos. There are tips, but mostly everyone knows that the main reason for his actions isn’t that he was the one, who murdered her mother. But, because two locks of her hair can’t be changed and they always wearing two specific colours.

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Tags: @huffle-puff-ego @jellymadebutler

Fem!Wilford idea by: @femipliers-world-gone-septic

Name idea by: @inkyspades (sorry, for not tagging you before)

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HELP US SAVE THE INTERNET BEFORE THE END OF MARCH!

All help is welcomed!Each individual count!Join the discord servers! The stopacta2 one holds a live chat everyday to discuss the directive,share ideas on how to spread the word to stop it,please come,we don’t bite and enjoy more people jumping in the chat!https://discord.gg/6jXksGuConsider also joining this one for further discussion: https://discord.savetheinternet.info/(Don’t hesitate to tell me if the links aren’t working.Also don’t hesitate to say if you can provide text translations in these servers!)Do you live in the EU?Have you told your MEPS to say no to the copyright directive?No?THEN GO FOR IT MATE!https://saveyourinternet.eu/act/https://pledge2019.eu/en Get your Meps to sign this pledge,stating they won’t vote in favor of art13! (otherwise we won’t vote for them in the EU elections and anyone supporting online censorship will be weeded out)Contact your favorites sites and tell them to organize a black out as a protest for the directive for the 21 march!German wikipedia will participate.Will you do the same if you have a site?

And most importantly…JOIN IN DEMOS FOR THE 23 MARCH IF YOU CAN,PROMOTE IT OR ORGANIZE ONE YOURSELF.YOU CAN GET IT ON THE MAP IF ITS CONFIRMED AFTER YOU TALKED TO THE ADMINS IN THE STOPACTA2 SERVERCurrent protest list!More than 80 cities joining in for the big day! Will yours be a part of it? https://www.stopacta2.org/en/stopacta2-events/

If you still don’t know what the directive is about,please read:The copyright directive,meant to protect creator content,ended up being a weapon of mass censorship.What are the dangerous parts?Article 11 : Will enforce a link tax that will kill journalism sites,as it’d be impossible to link or quote works (no matter the lenght of the line)that aren’t yours,without paying a fee.Wikipedia will be hit dead on by this.Article12: From what I got,more rights would be given to publishers regarding to what they work with,wich means,the creators and authors would have their work striped from them.So much for a directive meant to protect your work…Article13: The most feared article yet.Combined with the previous articles,this will destroy the Internet as we know it.Art13 will push for the set up of upload filters,aka,each sites available in Europe would have to filter the type of content their users posts,as they’d be directly responsible for any copyright infrigement.This means: The sites would have to comply and buy expensive and error prone algorithms,wich are in no way able to handle the number of daily uploads on the Net,without making a single mistake: they can’t see the difference between stolen content,protected work,original work or a parody.This will no doubt lead to mass blocking,as the content would be kept from even being uploaded on the platform at all.if you’re no int the EU,please do make posts about this,share it,Tweet it,record it,reblog it,anything you want!You’re already helping if you spread the word!Because others places might want to use the same model at home…@nes24mf @kitkat1003 @pumpkin-demon @therealjacksepticeye @thatsthat24 @markiplier

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@murder-schmurder

Teaser, from the next part of the The Garden

“The Family… My family!

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Teaser, from the next part of the The Garden

"The Family... My family!"

[squirrelestanon]

I'm doing another rp with my good friend @huffle-puff-ego and while it is going, new and new canons born for Manor.

Sometime when I won't be ao tired and everything, I'm going to post a short fanfic and before it I wanted to share this part of the backstory.

Holy shiet!

@madsk3tch messaged me an idea for the roleplay with @huffle-puff-ego and my answer was the backsotry of what happened with Terik in the manor, before the Manor took his body, so here it is:

WARNINGS: (not really, but still) Suicide and child death

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Once Terik saw the old manor and really wanted to go there. So, at night he went out and into the creepy looking house, what magically opened the door for him. Being so young, he wasn’t that scared about it and he went in, being happy to get in so easly. But after a little of looking around, he started seeing and hearing things, what reminded him about his mother and other scary things what a a kid can be scared of. It went until that he said “l want Mommy!” what he didn’t know, but meant that he gives his life up. The Manor was waiting for this and that’s when they tricked him to the edge of the staircase and he fell down and died.

If someone dies in the manor, they will own the person’s soul, but if the person even give up their own life before they die in the building, or the Manor kills them, they can even do anything with the body, what means that they can get into it and claim it as their own.

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EVERYONE PLEASE LISTEN. DO NOT IGNORE THIS.

Article 13 is going into it’s final stages of voting. 

If this gets through, it will allow many, many companies to abuse and misuse this article to take down as many memes, fan works, and even other independent creators on sites like YouTube, Facebook, and other websites INCLUDING Tumblr. 

THE FAIR USE LAW AND SAFEHARBOR LAW WILL NO LONGER APPLY IN THE U.S OR IN OTHER COUNTRIES. 

IT HAS ALREADY PASSED IN SEVERAL OTHER COUNTRIES. 

WE CANNOT ALLOW THEM TO TAKE AWAY WHAT WE BUILT FOR THE INTERNET SO FAR. 

So here is what you need to do to drag this article down. 

1. Spread the word 

I can’t stress this enough. The more attention this gets the more people we can get to take this down. 

2. Make your own content 

Make your own content on the matter and make sure it is clear to others that Article 13 is bad for every internet user involved. 

3. If you live anywhere in Europe, contact your MEPs 

Ask them if they approve of the article and why. If they do approve of it, try to convince them in a clear, reasonable, and most sensible way possible that this law is BAD. 

The article itself is way to vague about what it’s conveying to its people. 

Saying that as long as the use of said internet memes or content is good as long as it’s in “good faith.” 

We cannot let some shoddy government tell us what we can and cannot post. 

FREE SPEECH IS A HUMAN RIGHT. NOT A PRIVILEGE. 

Here’s a video on Article 13 that Film Theory made on the matter. It will explain things better than I can. 

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GbXHrj8k7dg

Edit: I’ve noticed that some people are having trouble with getting the video to work. So here is the new link

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbXHrj8k7dg&app=desktop

Plus thanks to user @rwby- 13 for giving me a link to this Change.org petition!

https://www.change.org/p/european-parliament-stop-the-censorship-machinery-save-the-internet

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LISTEN UP FUCKERS !!!!!

I don’t care who you are BUT this is important so READ!!!!

Tomorrow (saturday 23 February) Mark is gonna be doing a charity livestream to raise money for myfriendsplace, which is a HOMELESS YOUTH organization!!!! The plan is to raise 500.000$ and he won’t stop streaming until he reached his goal!!!

The stream starts at 10am PST and you better spread the news

Because of underage kids youth homelessness affects about 1.6 to 1.7 MILLION KIDS !!!!!! /YEARLY/!!!!!!!!!

EVEN IF YOU CAN’T DONATE!!!!!!!!!!!!! SPREAD THE NEWS!!!!!!!!!!

HELP OUT

You don’t HAVE to donate

BUT you HAVE to spread the news

TELL YOUR SISTER

YOUR BROTHER

GODDAMNIT

TELL YOUR FUCKING GRANDPARENTS ABOUT IT!!!!!!

DON’T FORGET!!! TOMORROW 10AM PST!!!!

SEE YA THERE