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Crazy, he calls me

Cooper Howard could be described as a husband, father, and a prolific actor but what happens when it all starts crumbling under his feet and one of the only things to give him fresh air is you. His co-worker and one of his closest friends. Will everything including your relationship fail or will it be the one thing that survives even a nuclear fallout.

Authors Notes: ...very much a slow burn...ANY CONSTRUCTIVE CRTICSIM IS WELCOME AND I HOPE YOU AAL ENJOY!!!! OH AND ITS IN THE FIRST PERSON.... CW: Hmm nothin i suppose...

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Chapter 2~~~ LadyFingers

A few weeks into filming Cooper had invited me and a few other cast and crew members to a dinner party he and his wife were hosting this upcoming Saturday and without thinking too hard I said yes. Feeling like it would be the perfect time to catch up in person and have a real conversation, not just small ones here and there on set in between takes or whenever we find time. As the day progressed I couldn’t help but feel like giddiness but also the smallest twinge of anxiety. Trying to calm my nerves as I put on a smile and made my way out of the studio, saying bye to anyone who spoke first.  Making my way to my car. Once there I unlock the doors and hop in, reaching the decently sized Hollywood apartment after an hour of driving. Taking my heels off as I walk towards the kitchen and pour myself a glass of wine, thinking about the dinner party and what I was expected to wear. Deciding it would be better to call Cooper and ask rather than showing up underdressed, walking towards the landline I dial his number and wait for him or anyone to answer. A little after the second ring I was just going to hang up and ask him tomorrow. Then the voice of a woman was heard through the phone "Hello?", hearing her voice gave me a quick pause. For some reason, I didn't expect her to pick up the phone which is strange considering she's his wife. " Hi, I'm one of Cooper's cast mates i was just wondering about the dress code for the dinner party...". 

One could assume Barb was also a little taken aback by the voice she heard from her tone. Quickly covering it up she explained that the dress code was more on the formal side but it was okay if I didn't have anything up to par,   I gave her a quick thanks and ended the call. Downing the rest of the wine as I make my way to the bedroom, get my nightgown, and run a bath whilst going over outfit ideas. Throughout the rest of that week, everything was pretty normal. Then I got a call from the hospital saying that my mother's condition had worsened so much that now she could officially be a live-in patient. After that, my mood was down and I was much more thankful for Saturday now looking at it as a needed distraction no matter how bad that sounds. That Friday evening after filming I ended up going shopping for some small things for my mother since I planned on visiting her that upcoming weekend. Moving between the different trinket stalls I also popped my head into a few clothing and shoe stores along my way, once I had everything I made my way home. 

Saturday night I took an everything shower, did my hair, and makeup. I put together the best outfit I could a silk black floor-length halter gown that hugged me in all the right places and perfectly outlined my curves. Jewel-heeled pumps sprinkled with rhinestones and glass heels encrusted with rhinestones between each hand-painted silver leaf. Once I was ready I grabbed my matching shawl and purse, sprayed on some lavender and honeysuckle perfume, and gave myself a once-over before heading out the door. Pulling up the driveway of the Howard residence I can see the silhouettes of people through the window. the closer I get to the door of the home the more I hear the faint sound of music and conversation. After knocking on the door I take a quick second to straighten out any wrinkles and fix any out-of-place hairs before the door opens revealing a beautiful woman with an even warmer smile. "Hi, nice to meet you...I'm Barbra... come on in make yourself at home". After I introduce myself I look around their home and notice the classy yet homey feeling it has. Complementing Barbra on her beautiful home, she thanks me leading me deeper into their home.

Taking a sip from the glass of wine that Barbra handed to me I looked around the room, everyone and their dazzling outfits for the evening. I can say they all are dressed up more elegantly than expected, everywhere I looked there were women in gorgeous gowns, men in dashing tuxedos, and even the children that were here had some formal wear on. Then I was pulled into a conversation as a man I didn't recognize introduced himself before asking me how I knew Barbra. Guessing he was trying to make polite conversation, I replied that it was my first time meeting her and that you could say I'm one of Cooper's army buddies, finding what I said funny he laughed and not getting the joke even if I was the one that made it I just drank from my glass with a slightly awkward smile. The more he spoke the more uninterested I found myself with the conversation. Seeing as the only thing he was good for was shit-talking Cooper and talking about himself, I felt like I was drowning in a sea of boredom and bad vibes. After a couple of more minutes, I couldn't take it anymore, ended up handing him my glass with a quick excuse, and basically sprinted for the backyard.

On my way outside I felt someone grab my arm holding me in place "Hey… everything okay?". hearing his voice I let myself let out the breath I was holding and smiled as I turned to face him. " Yep everything's fine… I just wanted some air that's all". Cooper looked around for a second before nodding, He looked down at me and smiled before leading me outside and to a lounge chair maybe two feet from the pool. As he lets go of my forearm I sit down resting my back against the chair's backrest and let my legs drape off the side. Cooper sits on the space next to me before reaching into his breast pocket and pulling out a pack of cigs and a lighter. He glances at me knowing I'm not too fond of the smell of smoke, my eyes watching him as he pulls one out of the box places it against his lips, and lights it. Sparks fly as he drags the smoke into his mouth. Just as fast as it happened the smoke was flowing out his mouth and the lighter and pack of cigs were back in his pocket. I look at him with my mouth turned up in disgust "Gosh Coop you could've waited, you know that shit makes me gag". At my words, his eyes land on mine but he doesn't say anything, neither of us do. After a few seconds of this, we both break out in quiet laughter but after we both calm down Cooper pats my leg as he takes a drag from his cigarette not breaking eye contact as he speaks. "I could never forget how much you hated these things… you hit me too often for smoking them around you".

We both sat in silence for a few minutes i was too busy looking up at the stars to see Cooper staring at me the cigarette he was smoking went out a while ago. I think for a few seconds before speaking my voice content as I look at the sky "Thanks for inviting me Coop I needed this". I look down at him and see a small smile lighten up his features as he talks his voice is genuine and warm "Don't mention it you could i was looking for an excuse to spend more time with you… we haven't exactly gotten a real chance to catch up". I can't help but nod seeing as the last real conversation we had was two days before I was honorably let go from my military duties. "You're right it's been forever since we've sat down and just talked I will say it's something I missed… having someone to talk to". He nodded his head and hummed silently in thought. "Yeah me too.." he left it at that and rather than sit in silence I stood up straightening my dress out as I turned to look down at Cooper. "Thanks for staying out here with me Cooper. I'm gonna go mingle and please don't be a stranger" As I finish speaking I flash him a smile and start walking back towards the house. He doesn't say anything back just watches me as I leave him sitting there, once I'm inside and he's left alone with only his thoughts he smiles before standing and going inside himself.

I had been at this party for two hours and I was tired. Tired of the many men who have come to talk about but still end up talking about nothing but themselves with all the arrogance the world has to offer drunk or not. So I decided I'd networked enough for one night and it was time to go. I walked around the crowded home looking for Cooper. I found him in the kitchen with Barbra at his side talking to people. As I get closer I can hear bits and pieces of the conversation some gruff man was loudly boasting about the space we secured in a vault, one of the vault-tec's newest money grabs. Once I reach them I tap Cooper on the shoulder and let him know I'm heading home and he tells me to hold on and in a flash, he's turned around and whispered something in his wife's ear. In the next, he has an arm around my shoulder and he's leading me outside and down the driveway to my car. "You're welcome… I forgot to say it earlier when you thanked me". I could hear the genuine tone his voice held "Don't mention it it's not a big deal". I could also tell that he wanted to say something else not that I was going to push on the topic. He had let his arm fall to his side but still stood there thinking about something. "Goodnight Coo-'. I tried to say goodbye but was cut off by his lips crashing onto mine leading to a pleasant but short kiss that reminded me of something we shared a long time ago. "You look beautiful darlin' Have a good night I'll see you at work" He turned and left me standing there in a state of shock and I leaned against my car and took in a deep breath before getting in my car and driving off.

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What a Difference a Day Makes

Cooper Didn't know what to do when he saw you in pristine conditions after he had spent over two hundred years thinking about how you died. One thing he does know is that he's never letting yo go again. Post war! Cooper Howard/ Ghoul x Reader ~Cw~ Angst, Possessive Ghoul, mentions of death! and grieving, OOC! Ghoul????, pinV Sex, light nipple play?, Ghoul sex MASTERLIST

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The Ghoul was wandering around the wasteland cowboy hat low over his eyes. He had been walking for more than two hours and decided it was time to find a place to camp for the night. After searching for a little he managed to find a little broken-down house with half of its roof missing and multiple little holes in nicks in the walls of the home. He unholstered his shotgun, made his way inside, and started clearing out the space for Rad Roaches or Mole Rats. Not seeing or hearing anything other than a light snore coming from a small closet in the back of the home.   He made his way towards it gun up and pointed forward, clocking the gun he slowly moved to open the door to the closet, and in one quick motion, he swung the door open and his instincts told him to shoot first and ask questions later which is what he was going to do. His eyes landed on your face and he had felt the air get knocked out of him. lowering the gun all he could do was stare at you. going to sit in a chair on the other side of the room he couldn't help the rush of emotions he felt. Feelings he had pushed deep inside himself at least a hundred years back. The grief of losing you, the pain he felt, the anger, and sadly enough jealousy that you got to peacefully die compared to his ghoulish hell, and then the memories of you too came rushing back into his head but one in particular stuck out the most. 

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Both of you were in Cooper's apartment and Cooper was above you his hazel eyes looking over your figure under him with a look full of love and adoration. his hand cupping your cheek and his handsome smile out on display for only you to see. In that moment he felt like nothing in the world was wrong, like he could do anything or do nothing at all and it would be perfectly okay with him. If time had stopped in that moment he could have cherished every moment of it. The scent of you, the way your hair framed your face, the matching look of love in your eyes, the softness of your skin under his palm, the way the morning sun painted you to be the most marvelous thing he'd seen in years and what he would do to be back there in that moment is anything under the blistering hot California sun. 

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You wake up to the sun on your face shielding your eyes as you get up, you hear someone clear their throat, letting out a shocked sound you whip around and face the stranger. Once your eyes adjust to the light you notice the shotgun idling in his hand. Not knowing what to do you put your hands up not wanting to get shot because that would fuckin suck and it's not what you need or want right now.  Tilting the brim of his cowboy hat just above his eyes he let his lips pull into a sly smirk to cover the pang of hurt he felt in his chest at the shocked and very much worried expression. Tips his head to the side, looks you in the eye, and lets his left hand rest on his thigh while his right is holding his gun in case anything was to pop off. " What don't tell me you don't remember my darling... thought I was more special than that considering I'm your fiancé".  Hearing his words you get a good look at him you see the bright hazel eyes you longed to stare into as you've through the wasteland, hell much longer than that since the moment you woke up in that cryo-chamber and called out his name crying almost begging him to come back to you and when he didn't you felt broken and torn to pieces. Now it feels hard to even mutter his name, voice breaking and tears threatening to fall at the realization he'd been alive all this time. " C-cooper? "  breath hitching as you struggle to get out the words any words shielding your face with your hands you start sobbing the overwhelming emotions hitting you like a freight train. Seeing how distraught you were Cooper couldn't help but let the gun drop to the floor and make his way over to you. Feelings and emotions more over forgotten started making their way up his chest as he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into his chest. One hand was placed on the top of your head and the other was rubbing soothing circles into your back. " Now darling why are you crying you should be celebrating". His voice was low with false enthusiasm he was trying to lighten the mood and he knew it was working when he heard the little laugh you let out.

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After a few more minutes of sniffling in his arms, copper had dragged you over to the chair and had you sitting on his lap, arms wrapped around his neck his groin dangerously close to your ass. He had one hand placed on your ass while the other ghosted over the curve of your spine. feeling his hands on you sent shivers down your spine. Not only did you want him, after so long you needed him. The feel of his hands on your skin, his lips all over your body, the feeling of him deep inside you, but most of all you just wanted him even if he wasn't the Cooper you remembered even if you didn't exactly know what he was. Looking into his eyes you see the man that's been in your heart forever. " I've missed you so much coop- I thought you were dead".  and before you could get another word in he was crashing his lips onto yours pulling you into a staggering kiss that had you melting into him. " I missed you too Darlin, much more than I thought was possible" Feeling his teeth lightly nip at your bottom lip you open your mouth and let his tongue slide into your mouth. The kiss was full of desire and longing it conveyed every emotion that couldn't be put into words. the want and need you felt for each other, feeling his going hard on you start to grind your hips against his. Cooper felt a low rumbling moan in his chest and let both of his hands roam over your clothed body. His hands found their way under your shirt moving to take the ripped long-sleeved shirt off you. Feeling his gloved hands on your bare skin sent pleasant shivers through your body and you let out a small moan as you broke the kiss letting him pull the shirt up over your head. the second the loose fabric was out of his hands he was back on you, lips placing sloppy kisses all over your neck, hand fully exploring your body like it was the first time he'd seen it. His kisses started trailing down your neck to the apex of your chest, hands coming up to cup and knead both breasts. Deciding it would be too much work to take your bra off he pulls it down almost ripping the fabric off your body. Tongue leaving hot, wet kisses down your chest before taking one nipple into his mouth letting his tongue swirl over the hardened bud savoring the taste of you and committing it to memory.  You let out a small moan feeling his mouth on you, hands holding onto his shoulders for dear life feeling overwhelmed at all sensations running through you. hearing your moans Cooper can't help but let a small smirk grace his lips and let his teeth graze over your nipple before moving to the other. The only sounds to be heard are your soft moans and the sounds of Cooper devouring you. One of his hands trails down and deftly unhooks the button on your jeans before letting his hand slip into your panties. His fingers find your clit and he lazily strokes the soft bud before picking up the past. Sliding his finger lower through your soaking wet folds, slipping two finger into your sopping wet cunt was all it took for you to let out a loud breathy moan. Cooper quickly ate all the moans you let you with a pleasantly mind-bending kiss. All while his other hand is alternating between pinching and squeezing both breasts. He's praising you for being so wet and ready for him, telling you about how much he's missed you, how you're still the prettiest thing he's seen out here in this god-forsaken wasteland, how badly he wants to fuck you and remind you who you belong too, and how he was never letting you go now that he had you back.

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Cooper had you bent over the chair knees on the seat and hands gripping onto the top of the chair for dear life as he fuck you into next week, his hands gripping at your sides pulling you into him with every harsh thrust of his hips. He had brought his foot up and placed it by you, the angle causing you to moan out at the new position that caused him to brush against your g-spot with every thrust. Cooper couldn't help the low moan that left his lips feeling your tight wet walls clench around his hard cock. " Fuck darlin... just like that-... swear I'll never get tired of this sweet pussy...fuckin perfect" the words coming out as strangled moans and groans. His words made you feel all mushy inside and you start to feel that special heat deep within your belly. Moans mixed with fucks and pleads for him to fuck you harder fill the space for any words you have. Using what strength you do have you use it to try and match the pace of his thrust with some of your own. The sound of skin meeting skin, moaning, heavy breathing, and wet noises fill the space around you both. "Gonna be a good girl n cum for me sweetheart... hmm?". Nodding your head you beg him to let you cum wanting the sweet release only he can give you so bad. " Yes, Cooper!... please- Mmm faster please". Giving you a hefty smack on the ass Cooper begins picking up the pace of his thrust. Chocked moans, stringed along thanks, and curses leave your lips. One hand leaves your hip to grip and trace along your curves and his low, rumbling moans and expletives could be heard even if they were much more reserved than your own. The hand grasping at your curves moves towards the front of your body. Trailing its way down towards the clef of your cunt, once his fingers reach your clit he's rubbing vigorous circles along it. His other hand moves to pull to his chest, his mouth starts its attack on your neck, and the hand that bought you both closer was tweaking with your nipples and kneading both breasts." Go ahead Darlin cum on my cock... take what's rightfully yours ". His thrust never faltered if anything they increased, the sound of skin slapping was defining, and there was nothing you could do but let your orgasm wash over you with an earth-shattering wave. A throaty moan flows out of your mouth, your body is shaking from the orgasm, walls pulsing around his throbbing cock, but also the overstimulation from Cooper's thrust is sending you farther over the edge. He slowed down his thrust but his hips were still moving firmly, his cock brushing against your g-spot with every thrust and he makes sure he was pulling out slowly before slamming back into you holding his orgasm hostage. After a few more languid thrusts he lets out a strangled moan spilling his radiated seed into your gummy walls " Ohhhh- fuck sweetheart look at that pretty fuckin pussy milk my cock". Feeling him cum inside you a soft moan leaves your lips and your body gives out under you as you lay there fucked out of your mind and wholly pleased with the way things turned out. Pulling out Cooper pulls you up wrapping his arms around you before sitting in the seat and pulling you into his embrace. Curling up into his lap you leave a kiss on his cheek before laying your head on his shoulder. After a while of sitting in silence, he notices a far-off look in your eyes "You doin' alright there Darlin"? his voice was the most quiet and gentle thing you've heard since you started wandering the wasteland. " I'm doing great Coop, just thinking about what a difference a day makes... just yesterday I was all alone not knowing if would be my last but here we are... together". He couldn't the way his lips lifted into a smile, his fingers tracing along your jaw. " Yeah.. me too but now we got each other Darlin' and I'm never letting go of you again" Looking up into his eyes filled with love and devotion you give him a warm smile, voice giving away every emotion that swelled in your chest threatening to burst out " I'm counting on it, Cooper ".

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What a Difference a Day Makes

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After a few more minutes of sniffling in his arms, copper had dragged you over to the chair and had you sitting on his lap, arms wrapped around his neck his groin dangerously close to your ass. He had one hand placed on your ass while the other ghosted over the curve of your spine. feeling his hands on you sent shivers down your spine. Not only did you want him, after so long you needed him. The feel of his hands on your skin, his lips all over your body, the feeling of him deep inside you, but most of all you just wanted him even if he wasn't the Cooper you remembered even if you didn't exactly know what he was.

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Crazy, he calls me

Cooper Howard could be described as a husband, father, and a prolific actor but what happens when it all starts crumbling under his feet and one of the only things to give him fresh air is you. His co-worker and one of his closest friends. Will everything including your relationship fail or will it be the one thing that survives even a nuclear fallout.

Authors Notes: HELLO ALL THIS IS MY FIRST FIC SERIES...very much a slow burn...ANY CONSTRUCTIVE CRTICSIM IS WELCOME AND I HOPE YOU AAL ENJOY!!!! OH AND ITS IN THE FIRST PERSON.... Warnings: Mentions of dying parent! Prologue~~~ Reunion MASTERLIST

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Chapter 1~~~ Give Me the Simple Life

The First time that I met Cooper was during the war while I was a medic. We never really said much except a few polite waves and hello's that then turned into polite conversations and heartfelt talks. After the war, we came across each other on the set of A Man and His Dog. 

Arriving earlier than planned to the studio I get out of my car and walk to set I can't help but feel a little sad seeing how this is the smallest role yet but no matter how much I've done as an actress a gig like this is just what I need right now low stress and good pay. Even if I have money saved up I have to pay for my sick parents' medical fees and if I don't work I'll be bankrupt by the time I'm thirty. So I put on a smile, straighten my back, remind myself that I haven't been doing this too long, and make my way inside politely waving and saying hello to anyone I come across. 

After a quick debrief we were told to wait for the rest of the cast and crew to get there. As I was sitting off to the side nursing a very bleak coffee I started people watching taking note of who was talking to who. Looking between small groups of people and watching their mannerisms. That was until my eyes landed on him the man of the hour himself Cooper Howard. Smile shining, eyes bright and full of life. I couldn't stop myself from starring taking in all his dashing features and then we locked eyes it felt like my breath was stolen from me and all I could do was give him a small smile and wave before taking a sip of coffee in my hand which I quickly regretted forgetting that it tasted like burnt rubber and sugar.

Before I could even look up I felt a small tap on my shoulders and heard the voice of the man I was once very close to. "Hey, long time no see".  Looking up at him I smile and give him a slight nod. "Long time no see Cooper, how's life treating you?". seeing him up close is almost refreshing, to say the least after having not talked or seen him after his honorable discharge from the military... it feels like I found something I lost a long time ago. "Hm well... life's been pretty good to me so far, especially since I get to spend a lot more time with my daughter Janey, and what about you?". 

Hearing the light that comes to his voice at the mention of his daughter I smile and can't help it when my mind tries to envision him being a dotting father. Slightly embarrassed I down the rest of my coffee and take a glance looking for a nearby trashcan to discard the cup leaving Coopers lingering glances along my figure and the slight smirk on his face go unnoticed. " That's great I'm glad to hear things have been going well for you... as for me well things are great". Deciding it wouldn't be appropriate to spring family problems on him seeing as it's been years since we have seen each other I keep my answer short and sweet with a billion-dollar smile to match. 

Standing as poise as possible I place the empty paper cup on a table close by and straighten out my dress making sure any visible wrinkles like radium in face cream. "Well-". Before Cooper could say another word we were being called to go to get ready to shoot for something that should be a nerve-racking day being my first time around most of these people but I didn't feel nervous if anything I felt excited and maybe it was because I finally have Coop back in my life but I'm gonna disregard that and just say the excitement is no different this time than any other time I've been excited about a movie I'm acting in.

Saying our goodbyes Cooper gives me a charming smile before turning to leave while I grab the almost forgotten cup and throw it away in the nearby trashcan. After an hour in the hair and makeup chair, my mind drifts to my mother and how she's doing even if it feels like a worthless thought seeing as she's lying in a hospital bed dying and not having been able to see her the past couple of weeks has been harder than I thought. Wishing I could be with her and at least hold her hand through this horrid time. I keep thinking about how I'm failing her by not being by her side and it honestly feels like I'm screaming into a void of emptiness and it's starting to swallow me whole. Holding back tears I try and remind myself that I'm doing this for her no matter how hard it is. Once I'm done with hair and Makeup I head towards the set, push down all former emotions, and plaster on that award-winning Hollywood smile and poised look I'm known for having.

After a long day of shooting, I can say I'm very happy to be out of those hot Western clothes especially since it's a surprisingly humid Tuesday in California. On my way out of the studio, I say my goodbyes my smile is not very forced anymore since I could just go home, check on my mother, and then relax before starting all over again. As I reach my car I hear someone call out my name causing me to turn around but seeing who it was made a smile hit my lips and I lean on the car while he gets closer. " Hey, Cooper... did you need anything?".  

He had a slight jog in his step and once he reached me his smile turned wider and he gave me a quick up and down. Sliding one hand in his pocket he pulls out a cigarette case and lighter putting the bud of the cig to his lips with a flick of his thumb light he puts both the case and lighter in the chest pocket of his black suit." Yes I do actually... your number i hate that we lost contact and well isn't this a perfect time to catch up". Hearing him I feel a little shocked and I can't help but think it's not a perfect time for anything in my life and it takes me a few seconds longer than normal to answer.

Noticing the hesitance on my face Cooper makes a face of his own one that almost resembled disappointment or at least that's what it looked like to me so before he could say anything I did. " I wouldn't mind that". Just like that we were exchanging numbers and saying our goodbyes and once I got home I thought about the day I had. Thought about Cooper way more than I'm willing to admit and after doing it for longer than seemed sane. I called my mom we talked for a few hours before I turned in for the night my dreams filled with nothing but stars.

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💘~~~ Angst

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🐉~~~ It’s a secret

🍯~~~ Smut

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FALLOUT

🍯💘🪷🐉Crazy He Calls Me~ (Cooper Howard x Fem! Reader) Prologue~ Reunion Chap 1 Chap 2 Chap 3 (OnGoing!) 💘🪷🍯What a Difference a Day Makes ~ ( Cooper Howard x Fem! reader)

🍯💘🪷Jealousy ~( Cooper Howard x Fem! reader)

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The last of us

🍯🪷💘🐉Sweet as pie ~(Joel and Tommy Miller x F!Reader)

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Crazy, He Calls Me

Cooper Howard could be described as a husband, father, and a prolific actor but what happens when it all starts crumbling under his feet and one of the only things to give him fresh air is you. His co-worker and one of his closest friends. Will everything including your relationship fail or will it be the one thing that survives even a nuclear fallout.

Authors Notes: HELLO ALL THIS IS MY FIRST FIC SO ANY CONSTRUCTIVE CRTICSIM IS WELCOME AND I HOPE YOU AAL ENJOY!!!! OH AND ITS IN THE FIRST PERSON.... Warnings: None!.... so far Muahahahahah MASTERLIST

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Prologue~~~Reunion

The First time that i met Cooper was during the war while i was a medic. We never really said much expect a few polite waves and hello's that then turned into polite conversations and heartfelt talks.

After the war we came across each other on the set of A man and His Dog since i was a background actress. Seeing him on set took the breath from my lungs. How his bright eyes shined in the light and the charismatic way he talks to people almost pulling them in almost made me swoon over him. We made eye contact and he made his way towards me with that award winning smile and it felt like i was being brought back down and forced back into reality as he hugged me and asked about how I've been. That was the first time i felt anything other than friendliness for the man.

Month's later the bombs fell and i was in cryostasis and had no idea what happened to Cooper or anyone else i cared for. Until one day two hundred odd years later i was somehow no longer a frozen turkey.

Once i had figured out everyone was gone i left the vault with as much as i could carry and wandered the wasteland until i couldn't and when i thought all hope was lost he found me the one man i loved and thought was gone had came to my rescue or did he?.

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From the river to the sea Palestine will be free 🇵🇸

HEY HEY YOU

The strike for PALESTINE STARTS TODAY

Retweet everything. Do NOT Be silent. USE YOUR VOICE. USE YOUR PLATFORM. FOR ONE DAY DO NOTHING BUT REPOST EVERYTHING ABOUT GAZA

Everything ABOUT PALESTINE

Use this time, use your voice, use your life. You have freedom, the citizens of Gaza are being killed without mercy.

Please. I’m begging you all. Please, strike. Strike. Repost nothing but Gaza on march 2nd.

Please.

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Synopsis: There are those in this world that are less fortunate and what’s better than to give to those who aren't. A fun and happy holiday drive for everyone to come out to enjoy themselves and take home food for their families. Being in charge of such a thing is a big responsibility but you won't be alone. Especially with a certain someone who can't keep their eyes off you.

Insight: friends to lovers, written with a black fem plus size reader in mind, sweet reunion with the Straw Hat Pirates, Reader gets lifted by Zoro, Reader and Zoro kiss, back hugs.

A/N: One of the few C.C. fics that were supposed to get done but somethings happened and I couldn't get them done in time. I hope you all don't mind if these get posted late. See you all in the next one love yall.

Word Count: ~2.4k+

Today is going to be an exciting and busy day for you. Ever since you were put in charge of this holiday drive you couldn’t decide whether you were happy or nervous. You might as well say you were both. As you stood outside the building you took deep breaths and reassured yourself.

“You got this. You got this. Everything will be fine.”

Pushing the door open you were met with a huge room that had tables in varies spots. It was the perfect set up where there could be more than one line to give out food boxes, an arts and crafts station, a snacks station, and an area where the toys would be given out to the children.

As you walked closer to the back you heard the door behind you open. You turned around to see a group of people walking in and talking amongst themselves. Your mood began to perk up instantly as you saw who they were.

“Hey guys I’m so glad you came” you said happily.

“Of course, just like we promised” he said with a grin.

Luffy walked up to you and hugged you tightly. You and Luffy been really good friends when he and his crew visited your island for the first time and stayed for two months before leaving. Once they left you began to write letters to them and in one of them you asked if they could come to help out. It wasn’t long before you received a letter back that they’d be here.

With a smile on your face, you walked over to the crew and gave them all hugs. You missed them so much and they missed you too. The last person you went to hug was the green haired man who had a small grin on his lips. When you pulled away you couldn’t stop yourself from getting flustered when you looked at his face.

You forgot what you wanted to say but then you felt a tug on your shirt from below.

“What are we going to do first?” asked Chopper. You just smiled down at him as you came back to your senses.

“There’s a lot to be done but we can get everything set up before the crowd arrives. More volunteers are coming but it’s just us right now. So, let’s go ahead and get started.” Everyone agreed happily as you started to explain what needs to get done.

Luffy and Usopp were happy to add the decorations on the ceiling. The whole time you were praying that Luffy doesn’t go through the roof or crashed into something as he stretched about. Chopper and Sanji were getting snacks and festive drinks together. At one point Sanji had to stop him from eating some of the cotton candy which was hilarious. Brook, Jirou, Franky, and Zoro were bringing in the cases of food off the truck that arrived while you Nami, and Robin were setting up the arts and crafts station.

Everything was quickly coming together as more of the volunteers showed up. The tree was the last thing to be set up and then everything would soon be complete. As you continued to monitor the progress you would see Zoro eyeing you down every once in a while. You didn’t notice at first, but you caught him when you were talking to Nami. When you first met him he was standoff-ish but then you two warmed up to each other after some time passed.

At every chance you had you would move out of his lone of sight, so he wouldn’t notice how flustered you were becoming but that failed. A lot of time passed and as you looked around the center everything was so beautiful.

“Great job everybody I just know everyone is going to love this—” before you could finish Chopper quick yelp stopped you. When you looked around to find him you saw him just barely peeking his head into the front window of the building.

“What’s the problem Cho-oh wow” you quickly said as you walked over to the window. Outside was a big crowd of people from the island. You didn’t think a lot of people would come but looks like that idea was clearly out of the picture. Some of the others came up to the window and saw the many folks standing outside to get inside.

“Go ahead and open the door. No need to keep them waiting” said a voice from behind. You turned around to see Zoro was standing behind you. The small grin on his face was enough to get your heart jumping but he is right.

“Okay everyone gets to your places and big smiles” you said nervously. You quickly walked past everyone as they were taking their places at the various tables spread about. “Zoro could you open the door for me please.” He chuckled a bit as he walked in front do you to grab the door handle to open it.

The first few people in the line got a glimpse of the inside. From the gasps and the looks on their faces they were already loving it.

“Welcome everyone to the first holiday drive. Please come in come in” you emphasized. The line of people made their way inside and surprisingly every single one of them fit inside. You could see the kids were already about to run towards the snack and crafts station, but their parents were doing their best to help them contain their excitement. You couldn’t resist the urge to smile.

“Before we get this drive started I would like to take our loving volunteers and our special guests for making this all possible. Please give the volunteers of our island and the Straw Hat Pirates a round of applause.” The wide-ranging sound of clapping echoed throughout, and the cheers were heartwarming. “All right let’s have some fun everyone please enjoy yourselves” you announced over the crowd. Everyone went their separate ways while the children ran all around.

A burst of joy filled your heart as you saw everyone already enjoying themselves. Everyone was enjoying themselves including the pirate crew. Helping out the islanders pack food for them and making snacks for them. Chopper nearly had his antlers tugged off by a few of the children, but he still ended up with a smile on his face.

As you stood back to admire everything you thought was going to be a disaster, but it turned out to be the opposite. As you began to walk around you made sure everything was running smoothly. Once again you didn’t notice the stare that was coming from across the room standing against the wall.

It has been a few months since he last saw you and you were still beautiful as ever. When you first caught his eye you were helping out a market that was near the docks. He could feel something pulling him towards you, yet you were minding your business. Ever since that day he walked up to you he just had to have you in his life.

As he stood against the wall you began to make your way towards the storage room to get more art supplies. The door happened to be conveniently near Zoro so you can have a chance to talk to him.

“Hey Zoro, why don’t you join the fun instead of having your back against the wall” you laughed. Zoro looked at you with a small grin on his face.

“Nah let them have fun I’ll just stand and watch” he said contently. You shook your head as you pulled a set of keys from your pocket.

“Well since you aren’t doing anything why don’t you help me.” You pushed the key into the lock and turned the knob and opened the door. That sweet smile he knows and always loves came across your face as he watches you walk behind the opened door. He followed behind you and for a room he thought was small it was much bigger.

Both walls were covered by tall shelves that held all kinds of stuff for various occasions and the usual cleaning supplies. Zoro stopped in his tracks once you stopped walking.

“Damn it why are they up that high” you mumbled to yourself. You shook your head as you began to walk deeper inside to find something to step on for leverage. Zoro assumed you were talking about art supplies. Once he looked up he saw some ribbons hanging out of a box confirming his assumption. “I know this stool is in here I just used it earlier” you went on as you pushed a few boxes around.

Out the corner of Zoro’s eye he saw the stool you were looking for slightly peeking out between the shelves. He was about to tell you but then he got an idea as he looked up at the box again. With your back turned he stuck his foot out to push it deeper between the shelves so you wouldn’t see it.

A deep sigh left your mouth as you turned around to Zoro. “Do you see the stool anywhere?” you asked. He shook his head as he just lied to your face. “Great now how am I going to reach up there now?” With your hands perched on your hips, you began to think of what else you could stand on. All the while Zoro was right beside you.

You didn’t notice him getting closer to you and crouching down. Before you could turn to face him again you were being lifted off the ground without effort.

“Zoro! Put me—” you were interrupted before you could finish your sentence.

“You don’t need the stool now so just grab the box” he as his face was somewhat pressed into your belly. You were a person that liked to be picked up out of nowhere, but you couldn’t resist the feeling of being impressed by his strength. The way his arms were wrapped around you made your heart flutter. Stretching your arms out you grabbed the box and the remaining art supplies that were scattered behind it. With the box secured in your arms you felt Zoro lower you back down. As the feeling of his buff arms left your body made you feel a little sad.

You cleared your throat when you looked up at him and then look down at the box.

“Thanks Zoro but you didn’t have to do that you know” you said softly.

“It’s fine besides I always wanted to do that.” The way your face felt like fire was an understatement. You felt your heart pumping fast but then it slowed down a little. That pretty smile he knows blessed his sight.

“You are something else Zoro you know that” you giggled as you looked back at him. He didn’t say anything as he moved closer to you and his thumb and pointer finger grabbed your chin.

“Am I now?” His face was getting closer to yours as he leaned towards you. All of this was happening so fast, but this felt so right. As you waited for his lips to touch yours you heard your name being called. From the voice you heard it was Nami’s. Zoro quickly pulled back and moved away from you.

“There you are. Did you find more art stuff?” she asked as she stood in the doorway.

“Ye-Yeah I did they are in here. You don’t mind taking this and I’ll see if I can find some more.” Nami nodded her head as she walked inside to grab the box from you. Nami quickly walked out, and the sound of cheering children could be heard. “They must’ve really needed it” you chuckled as you looked at Zoro.

Zoro hummed in response, and you tell something was a little off. “Zoro?” He hummed as he turned his head but then he was met with a soft kiss on his lips. It didn’t last long but it was enough to put a smile on both of your faces.

“I wasn’t going to leave you hanging like that and besides I always wanted to do that.” Your lips turned into a smirk as you walked past him. His eyes went straight for your ass which was a usual thing with him. Both of you walked out of the storage closet with everyone still walking about having a grand time. Zoro went back to his usual spot as he watched everyone including you.

As the time passed everyone was starting to return home. Everyone thanked you, the crew, and the volunteers for putting this together. A few of them even gave you hugs, which was truly kind of them. It was time for all the decorations to come down and everyone was doing their part in helping out. The work was finally done, and you thanked everyone for their hard work today as you locked up the building for the night.

The crew was happy to help, and they gave you a hug before everyone left to go to the tavern. Everyone except Zoro. You laughed to yourself as you wondered why but you didn’t mind as the both of you began to take a scroll into town.

“Zoro how come you didn’t go with the rest of the crew?” you asked you walked down the dirt path.

“Because I want to spend time with you alone.” You smiled as you continued to walk and look into the sky. “Also, there is something I would like to ask if you could go out with me?” Your footsteps stopped as you heard his question reach your ears. Zoro looked at you to see if something was wrong, but you just had a small grin on your face.

“Took you long enough to ask me” you said as you chuckled with glee. Zoro smirked as pulled you by your hip to make you press into his chest. With the stars and moon shining bright his face was getting closer to yours. No one was around where the two of you stood and the moment was right. His lips finally connected with your soft ones.

With no interruptions he didn’t break the kiss until you started to pat him on his chest. Pulling away you had to catch your breath and fan yourself. “I don’t mind letting my breath get taken away but not literally.” Zoro just chuckled as he still held on to you as you collected yourself.

With his arm around your waist the two of you continued to walk down the barely lit path to your place. The rest of the night the crew partied and feasted in the tavern while you were cuddled up on Zoro’s chest with his hand on your ass just sleeping the night away.

Feel free to like, comment, and/or reblog. Please DO NOT repost or copy any of the stories I create/created anywhere else. ©Precious Amethyst

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Genocider Israel committed a massacre in the occupied West Bank, Jenin. We have many martyrs again.

There will be no peace until all of Palestine is free!

DON'T STOP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE. DON'T GET DISTRACTED. THE OCCUPATION IS VIOLATING EVERY POSSIBLE BASIC HUMAN RIGHT IN PALESTINE.

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Dozens of women were arrested from their homes and refugee centers, taken to Yarmouk Stadium in Gaza, their hijabs were removed from their heads, blindfolded, and they were searched. Many of them were subjected to sexual harassment, beatings and abuse. [@/mhdksafa on X. 12/28/23.]

I won't forgive ANYONE who calls themselves a feminist -for remaining silent about this genocide -you ARE complicit. During any and all instances of institutionalized and systematic violence, oppression, and abuse being executed by all imperial and colonial forces around the world -for you to say nothing -shame on ALL of you for cherry picking your 'issues.'

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Bisan's recent post. I think it's important for you to read it. Tonight 03.12.23, journalists in gaza share their last messages. There are no words to describe the horrors unfolding in gaza right now.

I no longer have any hope of survival like I had at the beginning of this genocide, and I am certain that I will die in the next few weeks or maybe days. I have been sick with severe viral infection for days and cannot move from the mattress!

I suffer from nightmares that are so closely resemble reality that I no longer differentiate between reality and dream.

I live in a world other than the one I claimed to be building! I am a community activist who lived on the fantasy that the world was free and just, and I sought to bring rights not only to my people, but to many men and women in third world countries!

I was shocked that I was not from the third world! Indeed, we are the most humane and moral! Yes, because the world approves, supports, and finances the genocide we are being subjected to, legislates it, and gives reasons for for 58 days! While we are a people who have been living on occupied land for 75 years and are still searching for our rights and communicating our voice to the world!

My message to the world: You are not innocent of what is happening to us, you as governments or peoples that support Israel’s annihilation of my people. We will not forgive you, we will not forgive you, humanity will not forgive you, we will not forget, even if we die, the history will never forget .

A Message to friends: Thank you and the supporters around the world. You have been compassionate and very strong. We ask you not to lose hope, even if the world seems completely unfair and your efforts have not yet resulted in a ceasefire.

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I feel like writing something so here’s a Pinterest page with characters concepts for Crossing Boundaries.🤭🫣

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Nobody mind this just… saving it for later👀

Even more new bots!

I’ve been having a lot of time on my hands, so I’ve made a HUGE batch of new yandere bots. Since I’ve noticed you guys seem to really love them, I’ve been considering making a Discord server where I could receive suggestions from you guys or even take special requests! Please let me know your thoughts and feel free to give me any feedback.

With that out the way, here’s the new bots!

Joe Goldberg (Yandere)

Joel Miller (Yandere)

John Wick (Yandere)

Demetrius (Crimelord OC Yandere)

Dr. Laurence (Doctor OC Yandere)

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Reblog if your tumblr is your nasty little secret 😏