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imagine having friends and leaving your house to do stuff for fun ever and not wanting to kill yourself every day to some extent or a lot rapidly cycling constantly leaving you out of control not able to regulate ever. can you imagine this lol. asking for a friend. one of many, they i definitely have. thanks

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Staring wistfully into his tits I mean boobs I mean chest I mean heart ..

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ohhhhh hohohoho more doodles I liek him…

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hey anyone else thinking about creep all day every day or is it just me and 2 friends

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"Self insert characters are cringe"

Bro I'm trying to survive capitalism with maladaptive daydreaming. Leave me alone.

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People who got the creep tapes blu-ray, could you share the commentary that they did on every Episode 😭😭 it's to much expensive on Brazil

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and i’d make a very good friend

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and there’s nothing to fear!

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drawing your fave character so much that you don’t use references anymore and enough time passes that they start looking pretty dramatically different than they do officially. i call this the Lover’s Scrunch

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no sorry i dont really use instagram, i can contact you via ouija board, spirit box, fluctuations in temperature, flickering lights, and certain rituals. i am also on tumblr.

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Hello I present to you a crazy never before seen cross ship... Cannibalwolf! (Or Cannibalcreep) Josef x Hannibal!!!

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🔞 Nsfw Josef creep! 🔞 I tried posting those in full and Tumblr deleted it lol Here's first and second 🐺

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Tumblr fucked my post with nsfw pieces I have to pull the big guns.

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Was that really you next to me? Give me what I want, who am I supposed to please? Who am I supposed to please? Who am I?

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This one was the last I did 3 months ago I was starting to feel frustrated and with zero inspiration to draw Josef and at same time I really wanted to keep doing my projects but I was feeling close to a burnout wich wasn't my inttention at all since I started this as a hobby or something that makes me feel really peaceful. I have like 10 projects of josef some of them are 50% done but I don't have the energy to finish them maybe in some point I go back to them

It's interesting how obsessing over things can backfire on you. All of this started with me doing no-color 1/2 hour sketchs of portraits of Josef and then like this shadow shaped man started to grow in my head and whisper: add a bit of colour, maybe perspective... make me in Fullbody, draw me naked, draw me with the mask, draw me with Aaron then Sara, draw me with you, draw me, draw me, draw me... Josef give me a fucking minute.

this last month I decided to count how many fanarts of Josef I have and I was 100% sure that it was something close to 40/50. I was wrong. I have 100 fanarts of this motherfucker. A HUNDRED. (and I didn't even count the times I sketch him on paper)

When I realised I was doing really big stuff to make more content or to get more attention idk sigh... this is a very. very. small fandom. or at least it was because my man people are SHOWING UP so I think I was feeling like soldier fighing for a movie that 3 people like lol

I gave myself some time to clean my head and refresh the ideas and the inspiration it's definitely kicking in and the excitement for the 2 season as well and also the fanarts and gifs they are inspiring me A LOT!

and for last, I'm a Phantom of the Opera girl, I'm a Hannibal fan I even engaged FOR YEARS into obssessing over Snape and I didn't know shit how to draw (I tried writting fanfic and then I decided to learn how to draw) If I keep saying how many weirdos and fandoms I was into this fucking text will be long the point is. It's extremely satisfying to enjoy a movie that it's 10 years old and now there's A FUCKING SHOW OF HIM! It makes me happy and scarys me that it will take more than 2/3 years to get away from Josef lol

anways, but I'm a creep, i'm a weirdo bla bla

close-up :D

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Totally forgot to post this one :)

My sweet sweet boy 🐺