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i think i can see my flesh. let’s do it again.

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5 times. same wound.

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barely holdin on

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it’s just a feeling. all the trauma, abuse, gaslighting it was so bad i can’t remember half of it? you’ve changed now, and i love you so much. you changed for me. but why won’t it go away? everything’s okay now right? just why wouldn’t it go away? it’s still stuck in my brain, i lost of things and alot of people. but most of all, i lost myself. i don’t remember anything i used to love. i can never go back to that me again. but i love you i promise. but why wouldn’t it go away? i have a feeling you got everything you wanted. and you’re not wasting time stuck here like me. you’re just thinking it’s a small thing happened. the. world. ended. when. it. happened. to. me.

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BIGGEST they see right through me moment today LOL. #thearcher

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it’ll feel good. it’ll make everything stop hurting

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i will never be prioritized by anyone tbh

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oh my i am so ugly

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maybe i shld learn to live without u a little more

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it’s over

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am i really born into this world not being good at anything at all?

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im going to bleed.

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19 more days :(

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this is so exhausting. 5 more to go :(

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1 week felt so long. i have 7 left.

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i’m so useless

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