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Pride month in seasoning city

Bonus under the cut

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i'd like to think this has happened at least once before while they were on the job together

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Doudou gets in trouble for saying “AWAWA”

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Shizun, if you don't wake up soon, I... I won't be able to hold on for much longer.

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“Shizun, I’ll find you in every universe” (non threateningly)

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the concept of the memory cards in love and deep space is genuinely so good because these are moments that are important to mc, memories she’s lost but still exist somewhere to be relived and not forgotten. but even the 3-star cards that are just small little moments that left an impression on her to the point that she took note of it , like how zayne looks when he’s reading charts at her check up, the way rafayel looks over his shoulders when he wants her to follow him, caleb’s soft smile when he talks on the phone, xavier holding a cute kitten. but at the same time also extremely funny because you have things like caleb catching her staring at him being sweaty in his little tank top drinking energy drink and xavier looking sexy while swiping blood off his face, rafayel bored out of his mind at a party, sylus just giving mc his credit card and one of just being named “Zayne: No”.

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catfished,,, but,,,,,,,, :0c

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The face you make to your shizun after reading Regret Of Chunshan…

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song covers for my darling husband zayne's birthday !!!

i had to make him something idgaf that he's a fictional character. sounds like shit but its okay cause i put my coochie into it. zayne ilysm ur goated with the sauce i wish u were real so we could be penguins together

look at him just look at him hes so hamster

my cake was peak too but i forgot to take a pic and im lazy.

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Pebble and sea glass paintings!

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so. i was not happy with the 3D models of horses on offer in the CSP store or literally anywhere else i could find them, i needed one to use for my work, and i went ahead and made my own that is now available for the low low price of FREE in the CSP assets store.

textures included are greyscale basic shapes, multicolor basic shapes, and white with no shapes (but eyes, mouth, nostrils, and hooves emphasized for ease).

shape is ROUGHLY based off the silhouette of an Andalusian. size-wise, it by default stands at around 16 hands, but of course it can be resized to suit your needs. for that, I recommend sizing a human pose doll to the correct height (in centimeters), lining them up on the same plane, and resizing the horse to match the human doll's height. remember that a horse's height is measured at the shoulders!

it also comes with the following preset poses:

if you use CSP and wanna snag it, type 2204263 into the search bar in the CSP assets store. happy horsing!

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Worshipping

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🍡 blobbus look like food 🍡

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*ahem* drum roll please

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAYNE!!!!!🤍☃️🤍

To the sweetest, secretly softest and most adorable Doctor/Foreseer/Yearner/God/Warden/Kitty ever, all my love and best wishes!🥳🎉🎊 If only I could give Zayne even a tenth (more of course but for the sake of the point) of the happiness and peace he brings me (and so many of us of course) so he could know how much he is loved.

it's so hard to put my feelings into words, especially because so many of you are so eloquent. Like someone called Zayne her Anchor in the Cosmos (her mind + pen🔥🔥🔥🔥)

I know I wish all the LIs happy endings. But I am compelled to personally see to it myself that Zayne has a happy ending, yk? Like it's not enough to hope so, I need to make sure of it as first hand as possible. Anyways to sharing more happy memories and love🧋🧋!

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You know, I've read a lot of Bingqiu/Bingyuan fics in this Fandom. You describe a fic to me, and pretty likely I've read it under that tag. Following that thought, I've read an awful lot of "Binghe suddenly understands SY/QQ better and can now bond with his husband fully without secrets or barriers," and each one was Delicious(TM)!

But...there are almost none where Binghe finds out why his husband is so squirrelly in their relationship- why, for the first few years of their acquaintanceship, SQQ would always push him towards women (besides harem future reasons!!) Or in other BingYuan fics, why SY seemed so sure he was never on the list of "People Binghe Wants (Needs??) To Woo".

That Compulsory Heterosexuality doesn't just come from nowhere, you know. It's the perfect chance to have SY/QQ have angst!! Angsty Backstory!! Like, imagine. Let me set the stage here:

One day, through sneaky means or through outright being told by SY/QQ, Binghe finds out that in SY/QQ world/time (when/whereever that is) their relationship would be a big fucking no- besides the student-teacher romance, I mean. Like, SY's whole "There's no way the protagonist is interested in a *guy*!" Had to come from somewhere, so, why not from home? Maybe his parents have firm, unkind opinions, or maybe he lives in a time or area where such things are frowned upon at best and liable to get you beat at worse?

Like, imagine Binghe suddenly realizing that, in a way, his husband is very much just like himself after he found out he was part demon, just dealing with it in a different way; denial denial denial. Repression repression repression.

In fact, there's a greater argument here that Binghe is, narratively, experiencing a mirror issue to SY/QQ- and I've had thoughts about this before but forgot to WRITE damn my dumb ass- just in a demonic flavor (which btw I've actually read something that comes close to this in a trans!SY fic, which was *so fucking satisfying*) but having the opportunity to read a fic where Binghe finds out that his husband is so weird about dating him not because of any Binghe Related Reasons but because SY/QQ was taught that THIS was bad, HE was bad, and that in his home world this would have led to horrible, horrible consequences for him? That boy is immediately going to make parallels to his own experience hiding his heritage on a whole mountain of people Raised to Kill Demons. He's going to remember the conflicted feelings of maybe not liking himself very much because he was Also Raised to Kill Demons, and he's going to think about how comforting and assuring it had felt to have atleast one person who he cared about to tell him he was Not Inherently Evil and that maybe others would come to feel the same eventually- and then he's going to think about how SY/QQ might have never gotten that. That everywhere SY/QQ looked was more This Is Bad and never once It's Alright, and knowing Binghe, he's going to cry about it. There will be many reassurances and lots of I Love You dinners.

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I really hope people who have never heard of scum villain stumble upon the donghua on Crunchyroll and are like "this show fucking sucks and is ugly. How many fans does this have??" and then they go on AO3 and find all the lactation and unbirthing kink fics