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drew dallas winston as deftones' "around the fur" cover!!

(contains artistic nudity under the cut)

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This is my movie I call the shots for Everything it's about

Do you really want the best thing for me

Or is it for yourself

To feel better living inside a box filled up with your doubt

p1 is one of my favorite scenes in the bloopers felt like the MH characters themselves were making bts content for MH

here are the other two

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i think a big difference between johnny and ponyboy is that while theyre both thoughtful, pony is prone to fantasy and escapism and johnny is more... observant? like johnny thinks about things as they are vs pony who thinks how he wants things to be/feels they are.

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ponyboy thinks that steve hates him, but he doesn’t see what soda sees.

soda sees steve bring home grapes from the market. he obviously stole them — darry rarely let them buy fruit since it was expensive, so they mostly lived off of bananas — but that’s not the part that counts. the thing is, pony is the only one in the group that likes grapes. he raves about them like they’re magic and finishes them all in a day and a half. steve would definitely get arrested if he got caught stealing them, since he always picks the crunchiest ones, just the way pony likes them. pony always thanks soda for bringing them home, and soda wants to tell him the truth, but steve always catches his eye and shakes his head, begging him not to.

soda sees steve walk past a nice leather notebook in a window and stop. “pony’d like that, wouldn’t he?” steve asks. soda gives a little grin and nods, and watches as steve walks in and asks the nice lady at the counter to put it on hold until his next paycheck comes in. soda doesn’t have the heart to remind him that his next paycheck would hardly cover a quarter of that notebook.

soda sees steve put up missing poster signs all over town when pony and johnny go to windrixville. he watches steve go door to door and ask people if they’ve seen a scrawny kid with reddish hair come through. he watches steve grow more and more anxious the longer ponyboy’s gone. then he sees steve light up when he first reads the paper, when he realizes that pony is coming home.

pony doesn’t see any of this. soda wishes he did. steve is glad the kid always has his damn head in the clouds — it lets him keep up his tough guy act for a little while longer, at least.

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frogot to post this one on here mb 🫩

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I want to give Darrel Shayne Curtis Jr a little kiss on the forehead and tuck him into bed and tell him that it’s all going to be okay…

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Sometimes I get mad at how the TO fandom treats Johnny as if he isn't the same age as Sodapop. No, he's not a little kid. No, he should not be THAT babied. And I mean being treated like a little kid not in a "he's my favourite character" way. Let him be a teenager. Let him be a little shit. Hell, I'd even go as far as to say that he might be more mature than Sodapop in SOME aspects and people still treat him like a baby that should be shielded from the outside.

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Johnny might be babyfaced but I KNOWWWWW he has a wicked case of rbf lmao😭 that boy hears “dude are you okay?” all day long bc when he’s not talking or fucking around he’s just 😑 mr cade I see you and I stand with you ✊✊✊✊

Hey man, I have a baby face and a RBF it’s real lmaoo

I know his absolutely checked out half the time just staring into space where he either looks pissed or just like a rabbit in the field. He’s completely fine he’s not NOT listening 💀

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do you think their periods ever synced up

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lets play throw each other down the concrete staircase

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modern day pony would be the kinda guy to make a big fuss about leaving the gang’s group chat because they were teasing him only to ask soda five minutes later if anyone cared, and when soda said “no, not really” he’s begging soda to add him back to the chat

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Some recent sketches for my new obsession. Im in hell

+ a little wip since I haven't done digital in ages

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Bleed more

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"can't seem to remember your face, but i remember how you held your cigarette."

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rainy day in Hawkins