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Are you ready for Trilobite Tuesday? Megistaspidella triangularis gets its name from the distinctively triangular shape of its pointed head and tail. This rare complete specimen measures 4 in (10.2 cm) long. It was found at a 460 million-year-old Norwegian site located some 20 mi (32.2 km) south of Oslo.

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as soon as the internet decided depression and anxiety were the everyman mental illnesses and therefore not to be taken seriously we were all fucked tbh bc the fact that i have to feel embarrassed to admit i have debilitating anxiety because people will think im just an uwu dont call me out coward is ridiculous. its insane that i have to clarify that my depressive episodes are like life threatening and not whatever dipshit dumbed down idea of depression people seem to have like oh yeah i just wanna watch netflix and eat ice cream and not text people back. like bro i think im the devil

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what i've been up to the past 20 minutes

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Two Women Teaching a Child to walk by Rembrandt.

Circa 1640, sketch

British Museum, London

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Yeah it's her. I enjoyed this too much to not post it

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Summer enjoyers I will never understand you. It is 2am and it is hot and I am too warm to sleep after 3 hours in bed. I spend my days hot and tired and lacking energy to do anything because I'm too warm. I cannot do my favourite activity, The Walk, because it is hot and I live near a river so there are bugs everywhere. I am severely afraid of bugs. And also I get tired because it's hot. And I have to wear suncream. Which is awful. And this is coming from someone who cools down very rapidly (which causes a lot of problems. Yes I probably have circulation issues and am, generally, very cold. Cold blooded style). How do you guys like this. At least winter you can get all cosy and comfy and lay with many blankets and varm kudde and hot drink and you can wear big coat and cardigans. Like yeah summer I can wear t shirt and short shorts but. Can I experience hot drink whilst looking out window and writing in my notebook like a little bitch? No. At least not without air con or just dying from heat. And I do not want to write in victorian style prose about heat stroke. Or about a bug landing on me and me wanting to end it all

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HELP I MISCALCULATED SOMEHOW AND ITS 1946 NOT 47 THIS CHANGES SO MUCH OH MY GOD

Spending a ridiculous amount of time to get the clothing, hair and makeup of a character EXACTLY on point to her position, class, daily activity and also personality feels kind of pointless because nobody who is going to see my character is going to know if her outfit is pinpoint accurate to an upper class rich woman in London, July 1947, working in a lab whilst also being deeply interested in fashion, because she just looks generally from the era but I'LL know and I can't let it SLIDE I've already depicted her from the beginning of 1943 (so more like 42 because just. January) so it needs to be different. I am torturing myself for historical accuracy that NOBODY CARES ABOUT BUT MEEEEEEEEEEEE

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Spending a ridiculous amount of time to get the clothing, hair and makeup of a character EXACTLY on point to her position, class, daily activity and also personality feels kind of pointless because nobody who is going to see my character is going to know if her outfit is pinpoint accurate to an upper class rich woman in London, July 1947, working in a lab whilst also being deeply interested in fashion, because she just looks generally from the era but I'LL know and I can't let it SLIDE I've already depicted her from the beginning of 1943 (so more like 42 because just. January) so it needs to be different. I am torturing myself for historical accuracy that NOBODY CARES ABOUT BUT MEEEEEEEEEEEE

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Switching between these every day

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There’s two ends of the horror spectrum

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New vet today asked me if my eyeless dog was blind and like ??? oh god I hope so????

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she's a hero. she should dump her west brit "friends" and become friends with me instead

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I would apologise for being that person who can't go a conversation without mentioning their partner but I have no intentions of stopping and I'm really not sorry

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Ominous collection for your viewing pleasure.