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my grandfather told me im good with computers(im not) for having (at least what i consider)basic troubleshooting and file management skill and efficiency i learned in high school and its not like hes some old person whos never touched one he actually knows more than me about this stuff id assume and im wondering just how many people there are who are legimately bad with computers and how their minds like process stuff to even be "bad" with them now

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feel like im maybe being taken advantage of a little(not maliciously) but im also getting paid at least and while i know my people pleasing "cant say no" behavior is not healthy the alternative is saying no in a situation where i feel it is just the right thing to do to say yes anyway even if i were capable of standing up for myself

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eggs!!

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Espurr -- Natsumi Yoshida

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Pokémon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky ✦ (2009)

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ive been trying to sort of engage with stuff im kinda interested in online more and i really think "fandom culture" kinda ruins any desire i have to do so. like as a teenager it was absolutely no less annoying but i guess i spent all the energy i had for dealing with all of that then

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before every therapy appointment i have to do this survey on my condition over the past two weeks and i feel like it does not accurately convey the despair i feel because of the fact that i have been stuck with my own poorly functioning mind for over half of my own life and at this point am too used to it for anything severe to stand out i guess. i am wondering if it would be better to just give up on this as even though we only converse once a month i feel like i frustrate her with my lack of things to say even with all that time in between sessions and its also been over a year now and i dont think anything has improved

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tried new food today(actually old food that i stopped eating but not a huge difference)

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having days where i can push through my anxiety enough to play yugioh but it immediately leads to a problem of my trying to play in a way thats actually engaging for the other person(and kinda forces them to engage with me tbh) but not outright oppressive and any searching for advice on this is met with "well theyre not gonna care if youre having fun/actually get to play so dont bother" and i just feel like the fact that ive seen multiple people be told this + am one of those people just means theres gotta some portion of the player base even if small who does actually give a fuck about the fact that the game has 2 players and treating it like a job just means nobody actually has fun

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Club Nintendo (México), 36586 - ‘Pokemon Stadium’ Cover. Support us on Patreon

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Pikachu & Friends (2000) - Postcard Set A Illustrator: Keiko Fukuyama

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the word "yap" has done irreparable damage to any sort of discussion on anything that cant be dumbed down in a single tweet whether that be the subject of the discussion or the discussion itself

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i was taking a break from one piece but i continued watching again now and nami is soooo good in the arlong park part

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im like 99% sure familys dog has cushings disease and isnt simply overweight(she probably would be anyway but thats not the only issue i mean) but theres also no money to do anything about it plus shes like 17 years old and seemingly neither impaired nor in pain so nobody but me, the obsessive worrier, really pays it any mind beside the occasion off hand comment

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letting things go when you should maybe be justifiably upset feels not so great! especially when i spend what little money i have to share something nice with other people

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i just started playing marvel rivals and im already getting matched against gm players telling me im trash -_-

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my sister will be going to school in los angeles and my family will be driving there for a weekend for a college tour and while im sure doing that sort of thing would be considered the sort of "getting out" my therapist seems so keen on i cant bring myself to want to go at all even if the alternative is being stuck helpless and alone at home for several days