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one of the drug dealers are hot

one outta two isn't bad tbh give him the best pussy and the other mediocre pussy

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my friend did a whole documentary abt it

welll do you go to a pwi? could be that girl sounds a lot like my experience at one 🤕

hbcu.....being alternative/a fashion girly at an hbcu is hell

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can we get some visuals for this trailer park au like of the actual place and vibes

i shall be doing that prob tomorrow im going to see challengers in like 30 mins

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wait i’m a little lost how old were they when they started becoming a little more than just fucking but obviously his commitment thing

im kinda vague abt it on purpose tbh the timelines flexible but like 21-22 and 42-43

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reader bringing trailer park!jj to bring your dad to work/school(uni) day… ppl are weirded out 👩🏽‍💻

there's a father's day special at the restaurant you work at and everyone's encouraged to bring their dads. you bring jj and go "hes the closest thing i got 🤷🏽‍♀️"

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I hope the drug dealers are hot at least omg

OMG YES I DIDNT ASK GIRL ARE THEY HOT???

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https://www.tumblr.com/starfxkr/749237251595288576/lets-discuss-more-disgustingly-freudianpaternal

no really… and hes so manipulative about it i fink but trailerpark!reader will eat it up every time ugh shes js like me…

sometimes he's extra gross and reminds you of like all the times he's called you that before because you get viscerally uncomfortable and confused by what it all implies but he keeps telling you not to think about it too much

like imagine asking him why he picked that name for you,,,

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lemme bring in the classic freudian idea of oral fixation into this. reader & trailer park jj making everyone hella uncomfortable with that kind of display. maybe he even bounces her on his knees sometimes during cookouts or whatever and the chismosas are just dying to say smth abt it but he alr did threaten one of them

oh this ones good...because everyone's deeply perturbed by it...like he'll tip the beer bottle to your lips and give you a sip without stopping his conversation or he'll see you walking past with your friends and go "hey! c'mere real quick." and make you drink some water because you haven't all day. and you and your friends just giggle and walk away when you do it bc like look you're all kinda trashy fatherless/semi fatherless girls you think its hot.

but the bouncing on the knee...yeah it's real bad. because you came over yawning and crawled in his lap, and he's unconsciously bouncing you til you fall asleep and slowly everyone disperses. bonus points if john b's in town oh the chismosas wanna fuckin burst

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my life has been a fucking movie😒 or like a train wreck of a tv show you can’t stop watching.

you're up for a razzie but you actually show up to the ceremony

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trailer park!jj putting a bandaid on your scraped knee

OOF YEAH....especially if you've been out on the boat all day and you got sea legs. you fall tryna get off and you aren't really making too big a deal even though you did kinda scrape it down to the white meat and you're really bleeding. but jj cleans you up good, gettin all the dirt out of it before bandaging it with a kiss like, "gotta be careful, dont need you messing up that pretty face."

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i think ur right. the pussy is gonna have to get given up to both 😔 pray for me

they better make it good or they gon have a problem with me its the least they could do

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Jj and rafe are both very Lana/Lizzy coded characters and I realized that I end up being attracted to characters that can be described that way(maybe a lil toxic but idgaf I fear..). By Lana coded I mean like anything before the NFR era because honestly that was the last album I listened to from her and I don’t really know much of how her current stuff sounds. They just have that vibe and it’s hot!!!!

they def fit older lana albums hot take rafe is very honeymoon, cold take jj is ultra violence

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this is just how i perceive trailer park!reader but i see her working at a salon like shampooing hair and swiping floors maybe even doing nails

the way i could see both of these in different ways!!

like her working at a salon would very much be like...her first job that she worked at until she got another one. her mom also works there and thats how most of the older ladies know her so once she starts fucking jj it's the only thing they talk about bc they know she eavesdropped on them talking abt their trysts with him when she was in high school and they also remember her flirting with him.

now the second one i say we merge it like she works at one of those tiddy restaurants. her boss sucks, but shes close with all her coworkers and she brings food home for jj every shift

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trailer park!reader i get you so bad i dont blame you girl!!!!! idc how many times jj plays me i still need him 😖 its fucking with her head awfully bad she starts getting insecure over things shes never felt self conscious about… shes screaming at him asking “am i not sexy enough?!” and he almost blacks out bc it’s quite the opposite. hed fuck you in front of your family and friends or the entire trailer park if he wanted to

she's kinda the realest bitch ever bc what is girlhood if not crashing out over some man way too old for you...

because he's turned this very confident girl into a fucking mess, like when you start screaming about about not bein sexy enough he damn near falls to his knees because you??? not sexy??? you wouldn't be the only woman he lets stay in his house and wear his clothes if you weren't.

jj's so flabbergasted he's like "the hell are you talkin about do you see yourself? why do you think those old bitches are so mad that you're here and they aren't" and he still doesnt quite get it bc he's still entertaining them and thats ur whole point

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no bc i either got to give the pussy up or give them their money😭😭

its lookin like pussy is on the menu girl bc u talkin like ur broke

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maybe rafe has a drug hookup in the same trailer park so he sees trailerpark!reader around when he’s there and he likes to rile jj up by trying to flirt with her

oooo i could see that...like this rivalry is still simmering under the surface

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lets discuss more disgustingly freudian/paternal things jj does actually...although i fear nothing tops him calling you 'sweet pea' even as a tween