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Steens Mountain, Oregon by icetsarina

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whst do material possessions mstter im gonna be dead soon anyways th less i have th better

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ocne i get out of th house its jst gnna get worse

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i hsve t o get used to this again becsuse this is how its gnna be for the rest if my life

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i dont deserve anythibg i do not deserve attention ido not deserve nice things idfo not deserve love i do not deserve anythibg at all iut all gets takeb away in th end so its best tfo jsut not get used to it adn not want anything or get anything th sooner i getused to the disappoitnnebt the better off ill be

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iwsnna hurt myself lyes do that

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iwsh my phone would break completely adn s o woudl my laptop th. id be alonr and eveyone woudlbt have to deal wiht me

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iwish i hadthe energy to just fucking off myself itd be bettr thsn living in misery

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can i jsut. die already pl ease im tired of suffering

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you are my best friend but you are also so much more than that

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@ myself can you just, for once, fucking stop

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Gay culture is haveing a huge crush on your best friend

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???

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please be clingy with me i need it

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hey