starlit-denpa

[starlit-denpa]

tptm fandom does not talk about tahira's complusive googling enough. the stuff she searches is absolutely heartbreaking (all taken from the uncensored splitter girl mv)

tw for paranoia, abuse, implied rape??? god she deserves better

most heartbreaking imo is the "i think my mom ###### me" it's so goddamn powerful esp because ive had paranoias like that as well :( man tahira character of the decade. especially because it's right when "nobody to kiss it better" is spoken... oh...

[starlit-denpa]

Jirai-chan Figure by Phat Company, from ARMS NOTE

[starlit-denpa]

a human's touch (i'm just a toy to you my love)

just a thing to play with, then throw away

[starlit-denpa]

This jirai wishes to be a child again but with a different/better childhood

[starlit-denpa]

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

[starlit-denpa]

jirais in japan basically have the same connotation as “hello kitty girls” to westerners iykwim

[starlit-denpa]

I REALLY wanna try drugs

[starlit-denpa]

My mood is soooooooi stable and peaceful and I totally don’t get super overly annoyingly happy and then contemplate suicide/sar

[starlit-denpa]

nurse witch komugi-chan!!

[starlit-denpa]

[starlit-denpa]

i need to get hotter to justify this level of mental illness

[starlit-denpa]

people aren't paying enough attention to me.

[starlit-denpa]

STOP LOOKING FOR SALVATION ON YOUR FUCKING PHONE

[starlit-denpa]

[starlit-denpa]

Jirai thing of the day

Day 44: Pien Syndrome-Amu feat. Miku Hatsune

[starlit-denpa]

i'll be spiralling and think kangel? are you there? and now she's in my room

[starlit-denpa]

i need to get cuter. i’m annoying as hell but i can always get cuter. ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡