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// hiya guys!!

just to tell ya'll we're going to archive the blogs we reblog this to bc they were our old host's and we're personally a bit uncomfy using them now 👍

we'll probably end making some others tho!! rp is a lot of fun and we (well, i in particular) want to do it too :3

okay thanks byeeeee :DD

– 🎀 zoe

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Kanade & Saki decorating their mobility aids together w/ stickers :3

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announcement!

so, yeah, i’ve been sending a bunch of anon hate recently (you can recognize me with text like this) and it recently like… breached containment or something

but

i would really appreciate if this didn’t affect my main blog (which is this one: @viemarin). i answered to a bit of reblogs like this just now but i’m realizing it’s making me anxious in a very bad way, so yeah.

i’m putting this boundary here! (and i am terrified because putting boundaries is terrifying)

i’m going to make another blog where i’ll allow you guys to direct the hate! it makes me feel safer and overall better.

i’ll announce the name once i’m done with it!

thank you for reading, and for respecting this!!!

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hehe here to ramble abt s ☆ e…

(the acronym is shorter so. let’s go with that)

im planning on rereading the stories so i can fix what doesnt work n add more stuff but basically…….

so like i said kanade & toya are cousins bc i do whatever i want forever

they spent time together when they were kids - something something being a good influence (so tsukasa and saki know kanade from back then too, they just didn’t see her as frequently as they saw toya i think)

(toya liked being at the yoisaki’s better bc kanade’s father was more focused on making playing the piano fun……….)

but anyway at one point (for reasons i still need to think of) kanade just. kind of disappears from their lives. so they just dont really know whats up with her (and they have their own stuff to deal with) for a while.

in the meantime toya suffers. saki suffers. tsukasa suffers. like in canon basically lol

years in the future! toya just cant stand his dad anymore and runs away (understandable). hes welcomed by the tenmas bc you know. toya tenma ftw.

did i already state that s ☆ e was basically just me pushing my kanade / toya tenma agenda. because thats what it is. found family is my fav thing ever fr fr

toya pretty much doesnt have to deal with his dad anymore and he remembers kanade and its like. hey i would really like to see her again you know. do you have an idea where i could do that.

tsukasa. doesnt fucking know. but thats his little brother now so yknow he has to figure out a way. and thats what he tells toya

(idk if thats important but honami very much still is kanade’s housekeeper.)

(kanade comes over often at the tenma’s but she doesnt want to leave the apartment permanently bc its. the place where they grew up with their mom and dad. and she keeps very good memories of it. tsukasa, toya n saki are very understanding of that)

anyway…… in my head. i thought it’d be very funny if the first time tsukasa sees kanade again is like. in the hospital. after she overworks herself and passes out. after their dad falls in a coma.

wouldnt that be fucked up. and angsty. something something comparing the happy kid she was to the traumatized, depressed teen they became. :)))) its not a moth original without the suffering

so tsukasa has to fucking adopt them too bc he’ll literally die if he doesnt /j and bam. kanade has siblings now. get adopted noodle eater

they dont tell toya & saki abt the whole. yknow. fucking neglecting themself thing. (bc present-state kanade is already concerning enough they rlly dont need the backstory)

and how does s ☆ e form??

tsukasa just figures he has to take things in his own hands. and show the world how great he is. so he drags his siblings with him.

(kanades very hesitant and then shes like. i want to save people. and make them happy. just like tsukasa. maybe we could do this)

if i ever rewrite the ‘someday from the depths of despair event’ itd be like. toya or saki accidentally finding out abt kanade being hospitalized. n a good chunk of the angst would come from that 👍

anyway yes im obsessed nwo.

moth I am eating this up this is SO GOOOOD

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… i don’t eat that many. i think.

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Kanade said she was going to show me the “wonders of cup noodles” tonight. :)

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In moderation!!

Don’t eat as many cup noodles as Kanade. :(

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Kanade said she was going to show me the “wonders of cup noodles” tonight. :)

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They were good.

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Kanade said she was going to show me the “wonders of cup noodles” tonight. :)

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i should try and do that, then. maybe i could ask her to go somewhere together... going out of my room is worth it for her. thank you.

i see. i'll go and ask her about it. i've never talked to another me before, so i'm a little curious...

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oh, hi. another tsukasa. nice to see you.

why is every version of you in denial, though?

@starlight-evermore-official (🎼)

... Eh?

Wait- but wasn't- huh-

Two Kanades????

Huh????????

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oh… your saki doesn’t have her friends anymore, either? i think ours is also very affected by this, but i don’t… know if i’m the right person to bring it up to her. i’m not sure we’re close enough…

is there anywhere i can watch the shows you do? i was wondering if it could give me some inspiration. … if that’s alright, of course.

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oh, hi. another tsukasa. nice to see you.

why is every version of you in denial, though?

@starlight-evermore-official (🎼)

... Eh?

Wait- but wasn't- huh-

Two Kanades????

Huh????????

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really? nice. the other versions of me i saw were with completely different people… it’s good that your saki seems to have friends. i don’t really know hanasato-san, but if you like her, i think she’s a good person.

i don’t really remember seeing that kusanagi-san around, but i don’t leave my room very often. that might be why.

haha… you’re certainly dazzling enough to be one, tsukasa.

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oh, hi. another tsukasa. nice to see you.

why is every version of you in denial, though?

@starlight-evermore-official (🎼)

... Eh?

Wait- but wasn't- huh-

Two Kanades????

Huh????????

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i know, right? i really just… can’t imagine tsukasa doing anything but this. the way he lights up whenever we talk about our coming shows… i can’t believe that could happen for something else.

well. starlight ☆ evermore is saki, toya and me. and tsukasa, of course. most versions of you are with… um, kusanagi-san and otori-san, i think? there’s kamishiro-san, too, actually. they all seem close…

two of the ones i saw are idols. i don’t really remember of the names of the people with them, though. i’m sorry…

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oh, hi. another tsukasa. nice to see you.

why is every version of you in denial, though?

@starlight-evermore-official (🎼)

... Eh?

Wait- but wasn't- huh-

Two Kanades????

Huh????????

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mmh.. right. i forgot. it’s… good? if you’re used to not speaking to shiho-chan and hona-chan already. sorry for your groupmates. all of mine are here with me…

but anyway. i’m here if you need someone. promise.

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i... miss my friends. i'm sorry for turning this blog into a vent blog it... really wasn't supposed to be one but..... i miss them all so much..... i got discharged from the hospital and i don't even know where to go....

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// gn!!!

//time for beddie bye snoooork mimimimimi snooooork mimimimimi

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saki was really excited about it when she told me, but i didn’t understand most of what she was saying, so… i get you.

hm… i guess he’s not too different, personality-wise. nice and kind. can be pretty loud. but he cares a lot for us.

the others i saw were in a troupe with very different people. some weren’t even in a troupe at all. it’s hard for me to imagine. i can’t imagine tsukasa not putting on shows.

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oh, hi. another tsukasa. nice to see you.

why is every version of you in denial, though?

@starlight-evermore-official (🎼)

... Eh?

Wait- but wasn't- huh-

Two Kanades????

Huh????????

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im not gonna push if you dont want to say anything right now, but i’ll just repeat that it’s okay if you’re not okay. we were friends with them for a really long time…

and you’re welcome! we gotta help out each other, right?

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i... miss my friends. i'm sorry for turning this blog into a vent blog it... really wasn't supposed to be one but..... i miss them all so much..... i got discharged from the hospital and i don't even know where to go....

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y’know you’re talking wayyy too much like big bro. you’re not being whiny, you’re having feelings. that’s fine. i know what i’m talking about. i’m still you even if we’re not from the same… universe or something. idk. i can tell.

but like writing helped me too when i was feeling bad, so its a good idea. just be nice to yourself

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i... miss my friends. i'm sorry for turning this blog into a vent blog it... really wasn't supposed to be one but..... i miss them all so much..... i got discharged from the hospital and i don't even know where to go....

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hi, me? it’s strange talking to myself.

i don’t really have my friends either, anymore… i kind of know how you feel. it’s okay for you to be sad, and it’s good that you have somewhere to do that.

i wish i could help you more…

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i... miss my friends. i'm sorry for turning this blog into a vent blog it... really wasn't supposed to be one but..... i miss them all so much..... i got discharged from the hospital and i don't even know where to go....