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Save me from anesthesia, take me to where the rivers flow straight up

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cure of ra

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patrick schwarzenegger rainbows compilation 🌈 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈

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before you murder everyone in the room because you had a bad day. haveyou done your sudoku yet

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Naah, that shit couldn't have been avoided...

tfw you went to thailand so your sister could write her thesis and then took drugs and accidentally had gay sex with your brother and then found out your sister doesnt have a thesis so you didnt even need to be in thailand and maybe couldve avoided the gay sex with your brother too

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JUDE LAW Eden (2024)

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The White Lotus

3.04 "Hide or Seek" / 3.05 "Full-Moon Party" / 3.06 "Denials"

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Sebastian "I am a scary demon with no human emotion" Michaelis the second he sees a cat:

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Random ask, what do you love about Sebastian and Ciel's dynamic (like their personalities' weakness and strength)? What made you ship them? What are your fav SebaCiel moments from the series and your fav headcanon for SebaCiel? Really love your posts (especially the SebaCiel ones)

Dear Anon, thank you for your questions about Sebaciel.

What do I love about their dynamic?

Both have such a power about another. I mean, Sebastian isn't a demon since yesterday. He probably took souls hundrets - maybe thousand of years ago and so he knows how to lure people down the ground.

However. He knows that Ciel is intelligent and wouldn't be easy to trick. We even saw him do it once. And play some little games with his little master. But those things cease long ago.

And it's the same for Ciel. He too holds a lot of power over that demon, for making such a good contract. Binding him and his possibilities like it probably never one managed before. But this was mostly because Sebastian clearly underestimated Ciel when he found that broken boy in the cage.

So. Yes. It's the power dynamic. They could hurt each other so much, but both doesn't. Instead they tease and flirt and play around like fresh wed lovers.

Their weaknesses and strengths are clearly alike.

Sebastian's biggest weakness is Ciel, while, his little soul is also his biggest strength. We see this in BoA, when he is stabbed by Undertaker, because he knew that Sebastian would go after Ciel. But he probably needed to test, if that demon would also risk his own life by saving Ciel. And he did.

And for Ciel it's the same.

We could say his health is his biggest weakness, but no. After the last season / Green Witch, we saw him ran through the woods, just one day after getting out his shock and from getting hurt by mustard gas. No. Sebastian really improved Ciel's health a lot by the right food and getting him out from time to time.

So, no, his biggest weakness is the love he helds for Sebastian, without being aware of it.

He would either die, than to let Sebastian getting killed.

One could say he only did this for not losing his biggest weapon. But look into Ciel's face. That's the expression for someone who doesn't want to lose someone he loves. He just doesn't know it until this moment.

Only later Ciel realized that he feels for that demon more than probalby he felt for anyone else.

I believe that the day off was mostly for Ciel to come clean with his emotions toward Sebastian. And to try the imagination of being without him.

But that he couldn't even stay away proves a lot. I mean he could have stayed in his office, or go like Elisabeth did. No, he stayed with Sebastian alone and kept him company. Watching him eat the porridge Ciel clearly did himself with some help from Snake and Tanaka.

He did it because he accepted his feelings. Even if Ciel may not be very happy about. At this part of the story, he is aware and ready to live with his feelings for Sebastian. For that he doesn't want his demon hurt.

The sliced apple and banana pieces are also a hint for Ciel doint it. Because when he was sick, Tanaka brought him apple slices, so he would get fit again. And the cooking? His father told him, when someone you love is sick, you cook him something for that he will soon get better.

That's also their love language. Or one of those. Because they have a lot. But cooking and gifting Ciel with chocolate desserts is Sebastian's way of saying, you did so well, or, I am proud of you, I am so proud of having you as my master, ...

And Ciel getting comfortable on and in Sebastian's arms is his way to say, he trusts him and enjoy being close to him - I feel save by your side.

My favorite moment/s?

If Yana ever gave us a hint about Ciel finally coming clean with his emotions toward Sebastian and letting him in. This is it.

At the surface yes, it's about the souls. And letting them go. Coming clean with the death of a loved one. But she did not bring up Elisabeth and the intimate (erotic) moment between Undertaker and Ciel's twin in, just for his lost soul.

Also why should Sebastian burn by handling a little flame? No.

There isn't one emotion or relation to fire closer, than love. So I just searched for some relations between Fire and Love. Here we come:

Initial Spark and Intensity: Just as a small flame can ignite a large fire, a simple interaction or attraction can spark a powerful love. This initial phase is often characterized by excitement, passion, and a sense of newness. 

Warmth and Comfort: Fire provides warmth and comfort, and so does love. Deep, mature love can offer a sense of security, belonging, and emotional support, akin to the warmth of a fire on a cold day. 

Potential for Destruction: Fire can be destructive when uncontrolled. Similarly, love, if not managed with care and respect, can lead to pain, heartbreak, and conflict. This aspect of the comparison is often used to caution against reckless or obsessive love. 

Growth and Transformation: Like a fire that can be fanned by wind, love can grow stronger over time, especially through challenges and distance. Conversely, a weak flame can be extinguished by a strong gust of wind, just as a shallow love might be extinguished by adversity. (Very close to the one, that wrote Yana in the manga)

Eternal Flame: Some interpretations focus on the enduring nature of love, comparing it to an eternal flame that continues to burn brightly even after the initial intensity subsides. 

Different Cultures: The comparison of love and fire is not unique to Western cultures. In Zulu culture, for example, the word for courtship literally means "to burn for".

That's why this is my personal favorite moment of the manga. Because Ciel clearly gives his love to Sebastian, who understands, for that he will turn it into an eternal flame.

My favorite headcanon?

I really don't want to break anyones heart. But I can see Sebastian getting killed, for keeping Ciel safe.

However. Being a demon, he won't give up to come back, to be back by Ciel's side. So my headcanon is, that Sebastian's love and devotion for Ciel goes miles over getting a normal contract. Even when the contract will be broken, he will fight heaven and hell for getting Ciel, because he never felt like that before. No soul on earth is more worthy, than having his little one close.

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he has the one and only 24 karat gold labewbew.....more like bitter rabbit though lmao HE NEEDS TO BE STOPPED!!!!!!!

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i drew this ages ago but you go sweetie ❤️

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Wait is it not from porn?

NUNO GALLEO Elite 8.07 "Like Siblings"

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Yk the ship is real good when half of the fandom makes it their entire personality, and the other half makes hating on it their entire personality

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want

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Happy birthday!

today is my birthday so I'm wishing everyone better health, better sleep and better relationships 🌸😌

May you all be well!

I'm 23 today yayyyy (it's a strange age, 22 or 24 are like neat and this one is the middle child)