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How people look at me when I tell them I wanna cut every inch of my body and go to the mental hospital so I can finally be in a place where I feel free of responsibilities and cared about:

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me everyday

post-cut clarity hitting hard rn

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" i can handle you " even when i have extreme mood swings??? even when i'm extremely jealous??? even when i'm going to be annoying??? even if i spam you??? even if i depend on you in the true sense of the word?? even if i burst into tears in front of you out of nowhere?? even if i complain too much???? even if i constantly apologize??? even if i need reassurence all the time because i fear that you hate me somehow?? even if i can't fully get better, but also won't try to get worse???

please mean it

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made this (>'-'<)

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i miss my wife wake up i feell asslep on you pls wake up o moss you (stay aseleep you need eep.)

@avswiredbrain

i love you dearly

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Sometimes I look at some cvtspo pics and feel like a loser because my scars are nothing compared to these people. Like I need to cut myself better, deeper, messier. I need to look exactly like that one picture I've seen.

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I love acting like self harm is a hobby instead of a symptom of my debilitating mental illness. Like no guys I'm just really silly and creative.

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my booootiul bandaid assortment

twtwtwttww

product of cvtz done on call with my beloved

just dont click id you dont want to see

wttwtw healing sc@rz and cvtz

block dont report it does jackshit

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were not serious

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^•+=🦴!’^•= ^•+=🦴!’^•=

🥩₊˚⊹ 𐂯 name: lili

୧ ‧₊˚ 🩸🦴 ⋅ age: 130862

🥩₊˚⊹ 𐂯 gender: female

୧ ‧₊˚ 🩸🦴 ⋅ sexuality: bi

🥩₊˚⊹ 𐂯 sw: 140

୧ ‧₊˚ 🩸🦴 ⋅ gw: 120

🥩₊˚⊹ 𐂯 2nd gw: 115

୧ ‧₊˚ 🩸🦴 ⋅ ugw: 95

^•+=🦴!’^•= ^•+=🦴!’^•=

follow my mains:

@lili-reece11 @starry-rot

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alright. seeing my mutuals do similar things so might as well.

10k notes and I ask my parents for a binder.

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looking for moots who are:

• emotionally unstable in a poetic way

• chronically online with good taste

• into weird aesthetics, sad music, and late-night oversharing

• not afraid to reblog 40 posts in a row like it’s 2014 again

like/reblog if you wanna be moots. i need more ppl to rot with on main lmao

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psychotic breakdown in ms paint (2025)

[digital text art]

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i’m gonna fucking kill myself

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can we all hold hands

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are we still being mutuals at heaven or what