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my body, tearfully: when sleep???

me: my dude we just woke up!! It’s time for wakefulness and doing things and Productivity

my body, weeping: but???? when sleep?????

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okay, i'm ready for the part of the story where someone falls deeply in love with me now!!

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/heart eyes intensify/

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namjoon - on (200306)

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lonely girls my beloved. i see you staying in your room, i see you standing in grocery store aisles feeling the sudden wave of isolation wash over you. i understand how badly you want and how bad that makes you feel. i get it. we're not alone. but we are.

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reputation is by FAR one of the best albums taylor has made and i need her to know that it is a MASTERPIECE

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Happiness Will Come To You.

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Rest In Peace Erin 💗

Unfortunately this is something I never thought I’d have to write but on Friday the 2nd of November my beautiful friend Erin tragically passed away. Erin was a fighter, she successfully fought Type 1 diabetes for 10 years, she’s battled with coeliac disease, and recently sparred with epilepsy.

Erin absolutely loved taylors music as well as Elton johns. She even had a tattoo dedicated to love story with the lyrics “don’t be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess”.

She had tickets to see you in Brisbane next week on the 6th of November but instead her funeral will be taking place. Erin had been counting down the days till her show and her and I would often talk about surprise songs or even just how excited she was to see you even though her seats weren’t that great

on Friday the heavens opened and as you know it rained the WHOLE show in Sydney including (and especially) during love story. I had found out moments before about her passing and so for that to happen it really felt like she was there with me.

Erin unfortunately never had the chance to meet @taylorswift and I know that it was always her dream to show Taylor her tattoo. She was just 21 years old and was taken way too soon and so I guess I’m writting this post in hopes Taylor might see it and somehow know who Erin is and for that to take care of one of her last wishes 💗 @taylornation

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the last ever thing I will submit at university and the product of my honours degree. A 15,000 word thesis on taylor and swifties!

A little bittersweet though as it means it’s the end of my time at university but I’m so happy it’s done!

had the time of my life devoting my media studies to you @taylorswift ❤️

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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Concept: I finish school. The job I work isn’t my dream job but I enjoy doing it greatly still. It pays enough to cover everything I might need. My bills are never overdue. Money is not a thought in my head. I have a place to live. So do my dogs. It is nice and warm, I have some plants, my bookshelves are full, my sheets are always clean. There is time to read at the end of a day. I read a lot. Thinking is a good thing. I meet up with friends regularly, old and new. They love me. We make memories. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I travel a few times a year, always different places. The places I see steal my breath away. The people I meet teach me of life. They are good. There is no war. The sea calls to me and pay visit. I am independent. I am content.

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I wasn’t asked to a single dance in high school and didn’t have a serious romantic relationship until I was 22. And like, yeah that shit hurt when I was younger. I had a lot of fears that I was unlovable and that I didn’t deserve to be happy. And every time I would try to talk to anyone about it, the conversation became, “you’ll find someone”, when it should have been, “you don’t need a relationship or a date, you’re lovable & complete & beautiful on your own”.

So yeah, please normalize young people not dating, and please stop shaming them for it. There’s more to life than romance, despite what the media wants us to think.

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It’s nice to have a friend aka the Lover album to listen to on repeat forever 💘💕💗 @taylorswift

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2017 - 2019 💘

Dear Taylor,

Between Rep - Lover so many amazing things have happened in my life and equally so many hard things have happened along the journey. I got a full time job in my dream industry in 2018, I’ve been there for over a year now and have learnt so much about myself and the people around me. I’ve always been known as the shy girl but I’ve been building up my confidence along the way and still have a very long way to go - I’m taking it each day as it comes! Taylor, you and your music have really helped me come out of my shell and I’m so thankful for you. I know that no matter what I’m going through, I can turn on your music and instantly feel at ease, I’ll be forever appreciative for that.

Over the past few years I have also made so many new friends through your music and I would be so alone without them in my life, music really does bring people together and I’m so appreciative for that. We were fortunate to meet last year after the wildest show ever (aka Rep Tour Sydney) and you were the most kind, beautiful, humble and funniest woman I have ever met - I didn’t get to tell you everything I wanted to because I never expected it to happen in my life but I’ll cherish the moment forever!

Taylor, the songs on Lover are absolutely incredible and I’m in awe every single day over them! Thank you especially for sharing Soon You’ll Get Better - I can’t imagine how tough things have been for yourself and your family and I just want you to know that we are all here for you every step of the way. I have been going through something similar with my dad this year so this hits so close to home and I appreciate how you have opened up to us and how much this song will help so many of us too. I’m sending you the biggest hug ever and congratulations on Lover, I hope we can hug again really soon 💗💘💕

Love,

Cat

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step into the daylight and let it go... ✨

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step into the daylight and let it go ☀️

@taylorswift we may have raided our local jbhifi and sold them out of the journals today but worth it! Lover is that album. You had me laughing and bopping one minute and uncontrollably sobbing the next. Thank you for pouring your heart out into these songs and thank you for always inspiring us. Love you forever and ever