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21 Jump Street / Pilot

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21 Jump Street / “Don’t Pet the Teacher”

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@modestmuses sent : How does Dean feel about growing old? / * random questions / always accepting.

dean is .. normal, about the concept itself - he had passing thoughts, like his only goal is to age with grace and with dignity, he's not the type to sit around and feel sorry for himself, especially over something that happens naturally. he's very much a person who shrugs at it and goes it happens to everyone, who really cares ?

and because of how anti climatic that headcanon is ... let me introduce you to tom hanson.

it's staying young that terrifies him, not growing old - he's excited for the former, excited to become an old man in a rocking chair - he dreams of retirement, of being safe with wife and kids, grandkids if he's lucky enough. he craves the simple life that old age brings, the american dream of a beautiful house with a large plot of land - yet ? tom can't even picture himself making it out of his 20s - he's an undercover cop, constantly putting himself in dangerous situations for the sake of others, putting himself in the line of fire with near complete disregard for his own safety. he's happy to do it, he wants to bring about justice, he wants to be there for the weak and vulnerable, to protect and serve, to bring fathers home to their families so they never had to go through the loss of a parental figure like he did, he wants to give people peace of mind, no matter how jaded his mental health threatens him to become - he loves his job.

however, it's when the lights go out at home and its ready to sleep ... he pictures being in his coffin at the ripe old age of 26 much clearer than he can see his wedding tux. until he gets older, he does resent a lot of people who have the life they want, when he sees a family in the supermarket, he hates how he believes he'll never have it - he hates parents who don't understand how good they got it when their kids are throwing a tantrum in the store, he wants to smack married people who bicker over pointless things and nearly lets it break them apart - life can be random, anything can happen at any moment, to anyone, he knows that - but he can't help but think 'my life is far more dangerous than yours and you have so much more time than i do, stop wasting what you have being ungrateful'

tldr; he be feeling it sometimes but he's cool he's chill hes so ok he's a-okay and totally not on the verge of being manic as hell.

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— Henry Miller, from A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin Henry Miller, 1932-1953

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headlolled  to  the  side  as  both  eyebrows  raise  from  the  decline,  judgement  oozes  from  his  body  language .  sliding  the  whiskey  back  towards  him,   taking  a  sip  from  the  rejected  drink  as  brown  eyes  bore  into  the  others  hunched  frame,  unmoving,  unblinking,  as  if  doing  so  would  result  in  catastrophe .  he's  thinking,  trying  to  plan  in  head  where  to  go  with  this,  he  sits  silent  for  a  moment  .  impatient  fingertip  tapping  against  the  glass,    TAP  TAP  TAP … TAP  TAP  TAP,    a  continous  rhythm  that's  muffled  by  the  enviroment  they're  in .   

 ❛ then  what  are  you  doing  here ?  ❜    spoken  carefully,  drawled  out    ❛  isn't  drinking  the  whole  point  of  being  in  one  of  these  dumps  ... ?  ❜   

dean motioned to the bartender, pointing to his drink asking for another one . raising the glass to liquor coated lips as his eyes glances to the red head . she'd been following him , he hardly had a reason not to be paranoid these days, there was always something - someone right behind him . a cloaked figure, a shadow, there was no such thing as sollitude anymore. and someone like this one ? she stood out, as blatant as a match in a dark room. it wasn't paranoia anymore, that notion that niggled in the corner of mind has long since passed, instead replaced with the want to face this head on.

once the drink is planted on the sticky, alcohol stained surface - he's picking it up, standing from the bar and moving to the corner booth, weaving in and out of the crowd, eyes never leaving the woman ; when he finally makes it over, he's slamming the glass down harshly in front of her, slipping opposite her.

❛ have a drink with me. ❜⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀/⠀⠀⠀⠀@sinshosted .

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— Delmira Agustini, from “Los Calices Vacios.”

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dean motioned to the bartender, pointing to his drink asking for another one . raising the glass to liquor coated lips as his eyes glances to the red head . she'd been following him , he hardly had a reason not to be paranoid these days, there was always something - someone right behind him . a cloaked figure, a shadow, there was no such thing as sollitude anymore. and someone like this one ? she stood out, as blatant as a match in a dark room. it wasn't paranoia anymore, that notion that niggled in the corner of mind has long since passed, instead replaced with the want to face this head on.

once the drink is planted on the sticky, alcohol stained surface - he's picking it up, standing from the bar and moving to the corner booth, weaving in and out of the crowd, eyes never leaving the woman ; when he finally makes it over, he's slamming the glass down harshly in front of her, slipping opposite her.

❛ have a drink with me. ❜⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀/⠀⠀⠀⠀@sinshosted .

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MORT RAINEY.   |   a 𝒔𝒉͟𝒐͟𝒕 𝒊𝒏͟ 𝒕𝒉͟𝒆 𝒉𝒆͟𝒂͟𝒓͟𝒕 doesn't make it 𝖚𝐧𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤   ﹆   edit .

you know ... the 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 that matters is the 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 .

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↠ 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐍 𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐂 . ( sentence starters for the muses that fall under the southern gothic genre. feel free to adjust wording / pronouns accordingly. )

❛ we bite the hand that feeds. ❜ ❛ it's out there. ❜ ❛ darkness surrounds this place. ❜ ❛ don't go out past dark. ❜ ❛ this place has rules for a reason. ❜ ❛ they're plotting your demise. ❜ ❛ they feed on fear. ❜ ❛ i feel like they're watching me. ❜ ❛ they don't like outsiders. ❜ ❛ what a load of bible - pushers. ❜ ❛ god ain't watching here. ❜ ❛ that place looks like it hasn't been touched in years. ❜ ❛ you're gonna need a gun if you go in there. ❜ ❛ don't go down there. ❜ ❛ they found a body by the river. ❜ ❛ stuff like that happens here all the time. ❜ ❛ we don't talk about that. ❜ ❛ this place can't be real. ❜ ❛ did you see that? ❜ ❛ it's easier to bleed than to sweat. ❜ ❛ it comes out at night. ❜ ❛ i want nothing. ❜ ❛ that was fucking creepy. ❜ ❛ we're gonna die in these woods. ❜ ❛ did you bring a flashlight? ❜ ❛ you better pray that it never finds you. ❜ ❛ run. as far and as fast as you can. ❜ ❛ they're all angry. ❜ ❛ did i do something to offend them? ❜ ❛ you'll learn the secrets the longer you're here. ❜ ❛ this ground is founded on fear. ❜ ❛ don't anger the townsfolk. ❜ ❛ they're good folk if they let you know them. ❜ ❛ lock your doors. ❜ ❛ you look sick to your stomach. ❜ ❛ if you listen closer, you can hear it screaming. ❜ ❛ fuck this town for ruining us. ❜ ❛ you can wash me in blood before i let this town take me. ❜ ❛ you think they're looking at us? ❜ ❛ if yours is glory, then mine must be shame. ❜ ❛ i'm saving my strength for running. ❜ ❛ i'll forgive it all. even as it all comes back to me. ❜ ❛ i am never coming back to this place. ❜

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#i only giffed this for the hand clench

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⌗ 𝐒𝐓𝐂𝐑𝐘𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑﹕⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐦𝐞⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐨𝐧⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐲,⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝒔͟𝒘͟𝒆͟𝒆͟𝒕⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝒑͟𝒐͟𝒆͟𝒕͟𝒓͟𝒚.⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐢⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐰𝐚𝐬⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝒃𝐨𝐫𝐧⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝒅𝐚𝐫𝐤,⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝑜𝑓⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒𝑠⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐢𝐧⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐦𝐲⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐡̵𝐞̵𝐚̵𝐫̵𝐭̵.⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ riding⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ on⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ a⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐨𝐟⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧⠀ ⠀. . .  ︎ ︎︎ 𝐦𝐢͟𝐧͟𝐝⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐨͟𝐟⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐚͟⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐡𝐮𝐫͟𝐫͟𝐢͟𝐜͟𝐚͟𝐧͟𝐞     ⟋        an⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ extremely⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ private⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ &.⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ selective⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ multimuse⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ based⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ completely⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ around⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ the⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ legend⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ johnny⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ depp⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ &.⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ the⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ roles⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ he⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ plays⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ ©

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*talking to myself as I wobble up the stairs* , you are sober and in control of the situation

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Johnny Depp as Richard Brown in The Professor (2018) dir. Wayne Roberts

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“I no longer have time to be wasted, nor do I intend on wasting yours. So, for those of you who receive grades of – say – a C or worse, let’s just be proactive; pack up your shit, and vamoose now.”

Johnny Depp as Richard Brown – The Professor

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⌗ 𝐒𝐓𝐂𝐑𝐘𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑﹕⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐦𝐞⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐨𝐧⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐲,⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝒔͟𝒘͟𝒆͟𝒆͟𝒕⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝒑͟𝒐͟𝒆͟𝒕͟𝒓͟𝒚.⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐢⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐰𝐚𝐬⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝒃𝐨𝐫𝐧⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝒅𝐚𝐫𝐤,⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝑜𝑓⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒𝑠⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐢𝐧⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐦𝐲⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐡̵𝐞̵𝐚̵𝐫̵𝐭̵.⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ riding⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ on⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ a⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐨𝐟⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧⠀ ⠀. . .  ︎ ︎︎ 𝐦𝐢͟𝐧͟𝐝⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐨͟𝐟⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐚͟⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ 𝐡𝐮𝐫͟𝐫͟𝐢͟𝐜͟𝐚͟𝐧͟𝐞     ⟋        an⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ extremely⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ private⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ &.⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ selective⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ multimuse⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ based⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ completely⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ around⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ the⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ legend⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ johnny⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ depp⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ &.⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ the⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ roles⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ he⠀⠀ ︎ ︎︎ plays.

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