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I had another dream about you, theyve become more frequent recently and I don't know why. I was in a parking lot with my friends and you pulled up with another group of people. You saw me and ran over. Everyone tried to get in the car like in a horror movie but you caught the door. I looked up and it was weird because I recognized you but you had aged. It made the dream feel real, almost prophetic. You asked for another chance. Everyone was screaming no but I must have given in because then you were everywhere. It went back to the way it was before. Before the bad things that is.

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Another nightmare...you stalked me untill I cried. Then you found a way into my home. It feels like an omen.

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transparent // 11.12.2017

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If my worth is not found in the touch of a man

Who couldn’t care less if I bleed out on the floor

Then where can I find it?

And if my worth is not found in the breath of a man

Who shoves his tongue down my throat without hesitation

Then where can I find it?

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Your trauma is valid if you weren’t able to say “no”, or enforce a boundary.

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You shouldn’t have to convince someone to say “yes.” 

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Today’s International Self-Injury Awareness Day, so I wanted to make something. All alternatives are taken from this post, go there for more!

Remember that I love you, and I’m here for you. Please be safe.

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i had nightmares everynight

i remembered

i couldn't sleep in a bed

i can't sleep

i see it all over again when i close my eyes

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im sorry momma I can't be saved I'll never be cleannot even god can love me im sorry