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My favorite time of the day

Coffee & Crochet

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✔️ A week in winter / Maeve Binchy

Only Chicky Starr and Freda O'Donovan saw any significance in that remark. They both realized that some great shift had taken place during the long hours waiting for a high Atlantic tide to change. It wouldn't all be sunshine or an easy road ahead, but it wasn't only the weather that looked a lot calmer and less troubled than it had that morning.

This book reminds me the days that I was in Halifax and Peggy’s Cove. The sunset was such a masterpiece of Atlantic ocean and I would not forget that scene for the rest of my life.

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Nothing new

Nothing fun

Just some books and coffee

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I was so so so busy to handle all the stuffs that I had left behind to focus on studying

Luckily I’ve done that better than I expected :)

But I’m moving in a week and still busy to choose the things to fit in my place

Anyway My next reading will be ‘where the crawdads sing’ and I’ve just read one-fourth of it. Go for it!

And I still love coffee

Mar 23. 2022

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✔️A little life 2/ Hanya Yanagihara

I couldn’t read the last 50 pages yet. I really don’t want to know how Jude’s life will come to the end.

I can't fall asleep and I'm just crying for hours. It tore my heart out with its pain. So devastating and overwhelming.

Thought of William's last appearance in front of me, or Jude, who was left alone on Green Street holding out desperately and fading away from his life, was depicted.

It was rare to experience that my heart sank so deeply like this, my head became totally blank, and I couldn't move forward.

"Blindness" was like that, but it was only because of fear itself, and "Little Life" seems to be vain,lost,futility,empty or whatever.

I hope I’ll be able to find out what the author wanted to tell by reading the remaining 50 pages, so that I can let go of this hard and heavy heart.

마지막 남은 50여페이지는 아직 읽지 못했다

잠들지도 못하고 울고 있다

눈앞에 윌럼의 마지막 모습이 떠올라서 혹은 그린스트리트에 홀로 남아 처절하게 버티고 있는 주드의 모습이 그려져서..

지금까지 숱한 책을 읽으면서 심장이 내려앉고 머리가 멍해지고 더 나아가지 못하는 경험은 드물었다

<눈먼자들의 도시>가 그랬지만 그건 오롯이 공포감 때문이었고 <리틀라이프>는 허무함 아니면 상실감때문인듯 하다

작가가 무엇을 이야기해주고 싶었는지 아직 남은 50페이지를 읽으면 알 수 있기를,이런 힘들고 무거운 마음을 내려놓을 수 있기를 바래본다

Feb 13.2022

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✔️A little life 1 / Hanya Yanagihara

Can anyone make Jude happy?? For god sake!

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✔️A tale for the timebeing / Ruth Ozeki

Finally I finished it

The story was totally different that I expected

It was much more profound,difficult and complicated

As Korean I learned the history how Japaness treated others during not only World War ll but also more than thousands of years

But never thought about how the young,weak,fearful student soldiers would feel about the war and their lives that matters.

I know this book is all related about generations, families, people,nature even parallel universe but still can’t get rid of the kamikaze thing in my head

One thing I should tell is the cover of Korean version is sucks! To me, it looks like YA romance novel

Feb 5.2022

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OMG….FILM and 2 NEW SONGS‼️‼️

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Nice cup of coffe makes me feel relax all the time