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I feel fucking awake which is ridiculous because I’m stressed out of my mind. But man I feel fucking buzzed with that old excitement for life. I know this is kinda temporary and my head’s gonna get fuckin sucked into depression soon enough but also fuck that shit man this is what happy feels like? Happiness coming from independence and not fucking banking all my energy into someone else? It’s funny that the stuff that you thought made you happy can actually suck out your life, even after its gone like the stupidest shit happened a while ago and it’s been affecting me for the last few years and only recently have I started questioning it. I have a few very very important friends and I love them with literally all I have but also the pure fuckin relief of doing your own goddam thing and then calling your friends up at stupid hours to tell them about everything that you can’t stop thinking about and everything you’re working towards? Fuckin shit man thats what I live for. I’m kinda over being co-dependant to people who treat you life shit and ayyy guess who's trucking along and living for every stupidly late night spent studying cause this girl fuckin lives for the grind. I swear this is the best I’ve felt sober in a hot minute, and honestly right now I’m almost as happy as I am when stoned and eating gelato and listening to The Smiths. So thats saying something. Fuck, I maybe actually have shit to live for.

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At the end of the day, we can endure much more than we think we can.

Frida Kahlo (via wordsnquotes)

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Arriving at the Abbey Road Studios, 1969 // Credit to: Mar Young

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I’ve been thinking a lot about how happiness finds you and how it comes with the right people and how those people manage to find you in the strangest moments. It’s so easy to loose yourself in others and in lives that will never fit yours. The right people are there and it’s scary to test your relationships because you know you care. That person is there and some days they’ll make you happier than you thought you were allowed to be and others you’ll feel nothing, but don't let the nothing trick you into thinking that they will never make you feel loved again, that’s not how this game works. I don’t think the time for things to be okay is quite here yet, but I think it’s coming and I’m patient. Those weird moments will keep happening and I’m willing to take whenever I’m lucky enough to get them. The right people find you, but you’ve got to let go of the old ones first; open yourself to get hurt because only the good people can truly hurt you. 

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I'm trying to figure out why it always seems that you get close to people right as they have to go. I think I’ve found a best friend in someone who’s leaving soon and I’m so thankful for every night we’ve sat in my car talking till 3 in the morning but like frick man I’m not ready to call it a night yet.

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How y'all fuck over people that genuinely care for you with no remorse lol

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John Lennon and Ringo Starr on vacation in Trinidad and Tobago, 14 January 1966

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nervousness level: ben wyatt

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Ilil Iram

Escape, 2009

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Le Sphynx, Paris, 1956, by Frank Horvat. 

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i wish i had 2 lungs so i could smoke weed while i’m smoking weed 

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Apathy has been setting in but so has happiness; it’s such a goddam relief not to care so much. 

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the last few days have felt like a dreamy haze and i had forgotten how it felt to feel safe with someone else

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Rock ‘n’ Roll Suicide - David Bowie (The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from Mars, 1972)

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