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a writing competition i was going to participate in again this year has announced that they now allow AI generated content to be submitted

their reasoning being that "we couldn't ban it even if we wanted to, every writer already uses it anyway"

"Every writer"?

come on

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flirt w/ me using kaworu nagisa quotes

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I’m not even procrastinating at this point I’m just not going to do it

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oh no, kaworu and his freaky pose are back

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Meet Ms. Moon and Mr. Angel (working names). The personification of a sentient planet and her friend made out of shadow (all the other angels of the universe being made of starlight). Ms. Moon is a planet but, when conversing via telepathy, appears in the above form. Mr. Angel can manifest himself more physically, but is less skilled in the art of communication (he can be kind of scary to those that don’t know him).

These are characters for a proposed short story of mine.

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Ice suggesting a white woman remove the Mexican flag sticker from her car. Can they all kill themselves already

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more ithiel stuff + a mini scar sheet for Bishop in general

cw blood, body horror, and sh

didn’t really change much, but they’re really fun to draw

drew angelworu as well, they’re so silly. the wings on their back are incapable of flight/not really useful. good for wrapping around Shinji though.

rant below about design + a smidge of lore

Ithiel/Bishop’s hair is natural and longer since the timeline of events is over a much longer period of time than in canon (angels do not attack every few weeks, although they can occur as soon as the former). The change in design is also a result of Kaji’s death (growing it out in order to preserve his memory).

the blood from his eyes and nose are part of an extreme reaction towards angelic entities, but moreso his body having an overreaction to pseudoevolution/angelification. having a nosebleed for him is an omen of an oncoming, or approaching angel.

however that’s not really that concerning in comparison to the forced changes in anatomy (I.e. bones breaking themselves then healing back into the new skeleton, developing gills, organ adaptations, etc.), which end up being slowed down by the overreaction, representing his futile efforts to retain his humanity/adhere to normalcy.

over time, the more he shifts, the quicker the process as the body finally learns to calm down. turning back into the lilim is always easier. the first time is always the hardest, and this is sometimes what ends up killing him in certain timelines.

they cannot see well however the eyelids can be pushed up if needed. this is extremely unnerving so they don’t try to do it very often, especially since their eyes do not undergo any visual changes.

the “chewing on his arm” comes from a habit of nibbling on his arm when he’s stressed or overwhelmed, usually when nobody is looking (general urge to chew on things when stressed), and can lead to full on biting himself. this is a not good since he will end up hurting himself. more obvious here since he was attempting to cope with the pain on his own (as well as a meager attempt to muffle the screaming).

the other scars come from being a child soldier or an incident involving a eva that went berserk during the contact experiment. easily hidden under clothes.

the bindings help hide the core.

I am so sorry I think I created the second coming of Ebony Darkness Dementia Raven Way by accident.

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These two always give me butterflies; it's pure, it's tragic.

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tw: eyestraining colours, gore and blood

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dawg what drugs were i on when i drew these i cant even render a grape now

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rei in a fit id like to own plus special edition colour variant clones

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nge how ive missed you <3 also woaaahh just got to 100 followers I think thats crazy

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the nature of being caoimhin electraslight is that you will reinvent kaworu nagisa in everything you make until the heat death of the universe

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Thanks!!

What's Really Happening? - David Bowie

Only - Nine Inch Nails

Kiss Me - Sixpence None the Richer

You Will Be Held Accountable for Your Actions - Shin

Guard

Slowly Dying - Jack Hisatomi

free tag!!

eeh loves im going to try this again: reblog with your current favorite songs so i can make a playlist that y’all helped create <3

i’ll start it off with cross your mind by shelly, die for me by chase atlantic, and 12 to 12 by sombr!

tagging: @book-nerd-emi @hopeless-umii @runnningoutofink @rainforcsts @inkstainsonmysheets @thirdofdxcember @balladofareader @shootingstargirl2001 @lyrakanefanatic @astraeajackson + you

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Thanks!!

What’s Really Happening? - David Bowie

Only - Nine Inch Nails

Kiss Me - Sixpence None the Richer

You Will Be Held Accountable for Your Actions - Shin Guard

Slowly Dying - Jack Hisatomi

free tag!!

eeh loves im going to try this again: reblog with your current favorite songs so i can make a playlist that y’all helped create <3

i’ll start it off with cross your mind by shelly, die for me by chase atlantic, and 12 to 12 by sombr!

tagging: @book-nerd-emi @hopeless-umii @runnningoutofink @rainforcsts @inkstainsonmysheets @thirdofdxcember @balladofareader @shootingstargirl2001 @lyrakanefanatic @astraeajackson + you

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Ah yes my favorite trope. A boy and his good ol' silver haired other-worldy boyfriend.

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this paper is not meant for gouache,,,,,