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The Boy In The Stripped Pyjamas - Shevine

Warning; this is not to disrespect

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Summery: Lines may divide us, but hope will unite us . . .

Nine-year old Adam knows nothing of the Final Solution and Holocaust. He is oblivious to the appalling cruelties being inflicted on the people of Europe by his country. All he knows is that he has been from a comfortable home in Berlin to a house in a desolate area where there is nothing to do and no one to play with. Until he meets Blake, a boy who lives a strange parallel existence on the other side of the adjoining wire Fence and who, like the other people there, wears a uniform of striped pyjamas.

Adams friendship with Blake will take him from innocent revelation. And in exploring what he is unwittingly a part of, he will inevitably become subsumed by the terrible process.

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Adam slowed down

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7x21

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That Contestant/Judge AU Sandra never finished..

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Pleaseeeee !

@kiwi-turtle-beard Is super amazing . Give her a follow ! :)

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“For your eyes only, I'll show you my heart.”

One direction

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“I love him more than anything.” - Adam Levine

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This is beautiful.

I’m not crying <3

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Underwater And Drowning - Shevine

Summery: Adam has been depressed after his divorce with Bee, will the Judges and Blake step up and save him before he gets pushed too far? Find out.

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It all started on the weekend. Adam and his Wife had a gotten a divorce and it felt like the world was being torn apart by the seams. It felt like his whole body was going to collapse and die and he wished it did, because he didn't want to see the disappointment on Bee's mother face or his own mothers face. It hurt to look at anyone with blonde hair and his eyes ached each time he told himself to cry and his tongue was dry, forcing him not to speak.

He didn't speak to anyone in months. His Twitter was slowly going mad and he was losing fans. Soon enough he quit Maroon 5 and that was all over Social Media, however, he didn't quit the voice. It was that one place where he felt ridiculously safe from everything and everyone. He almost felt like he could get a stronger connection towards Blake Shelton.

The Judges had noticed his change. His humour slowly dying, his smile disappearing, you no longer heard his voice, saw his eyes crinkle, he no longer allowed any affection because it reminded him of what he USED to have. He was mad and plain upset. He heard talked to the contestants, he never told anything to the Media again and he was rude every now and then to his friends, Shakira, Usher, Pharrell (but he calls him P), and Blake. It caused the Judges to grow cold and distant. It's not like cared, no not at all, he deserved it anyway.

He was worthless. And in that moment it showed. He stopped sleeping, eating and bags were appearing under his eyes from the lack of sleeping, his skin no longer had the Tan and it grew sickly pale. He got skinnier and opted to wear more bigger hoodies and sweatpants to keep his bones covered. He read more hate too. Why? Because he deserved it.

And it wasn't the Judges fault they decided he wasn't good enough for the attention. No. It was his fault most defiantly, he stopped any conversation between the Judges and him and always hated seeing their presence. Why? Because he didn't want to see the disgust, the anger, the annoyance towards him because he deserved it. He deserved everything that was thrown at him because he wasn't good enough for anyone.

And so, like he said... He wasn't going to quit The Voice, he was going on a break for a few seasons to clear his head. But that wasn't really possible. A season later and Adam was beginning to cut but mostly on his arms. His bones ached with every step and his face was sinking and he felt like a Skeleton. He became too Suicidal to function without thinking about death and how much easier it would be to leave everyone behind than face another disappointment.

But one day he decided that maybe he wasn't good brought but the Judges would want an explanation for his upcoming death. So when he arrived at the voice and everyone was startled to see him, he just sent quit 'mhm's' to everyone he went by. When he finally got onto the stage nobody cheered because they weren't expecting him... or... or... NO. He was here to say goodbye not to dwell in self pity.

He walked towards Blake and bit his lip. Blake's reaction was not what he expected.

“Everyone's noticed your change, buddy. What's happening to you? Is it personal? Should I be involved?” Blake looked straight into Adams eyes and once they met.. Blake's world seemed to crumble. He held Adam tightly as he could and took off his top and saw everything and every bit of pain ever caused to him, the scars were skin lines and there was no fresh ones thank god and his bones were showing.

“Blake.. I'm so sorry, please don't hate me more,”

Blake was stunned. Hate him? He placed Adam onto his lip and rocked him gently until he fell asleep. Adam was soon asleep and Blake arrived at a nearby Hospital to fix him up. He wanted him to get better but not by Rehab.

Adam heard them talking, and smiled.

Thank god for Blake.

“No–Listen! He can't go to Rehab, it isn't right. He needs to be around happiness and everything good not depressed people who are going to make him feel like shit for thinking about himself.”

Ouch.

When Blake turned back to look at Adam his eyes were so, so sad and he wanted nothing else but to make his world seem a tiny bit brighter or as bright as the glorious sun that didn't seem so glorious when Adam's dark clouds were covering it. He would do everything in his power to keep Adam here.

The next few weeks were as difficult as anything. Adam was slowly but surely coming back to himself. He has rejoined the voice and his humour was making everyone laugh again. Blake couldn't help but notice had Adam had a crinkly eyed smile and how Adam beamed every time someone complimented and laughed at his jokes. It was heartwarming to many.

During the present day, after a long day of The Voice and Adam having gotten 1 new Teammate along with Blake everything was settling down well. Adams ribs no longer showed, he smelt better and Blake was pleased. Saying how he was so "proud" of Adam on a daily basis and on how they were going to make sure he continues this way because Blake didn't think he could handle anymore tears.

And one Adam walked up to Blake and whispered a lovingly, “Thank you.”

Right in that moment Blake knew once and for all that Adam was better and better for good, he hoped.

Fin.

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Crying!Adam Comforting!Blake - Shevine

Summery: When the interviewer starts questioning about him being a womaniser he just shrugs. But then everyone starts to believe it. Everything goes downhill from there...

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Adam was standing on a red carpet when it all begun. It was a normal day for him really and everything was going well, the interviewers had great attitudes and everyone was friendly and caring – But he hadn't known he was hanging out with a lot more girls than guys. Although, he was a closeted gay man everyone still thought he was connected to woman in a weird way. Now here he was, standing with a woman who would tell him the worst question and ruin his whole career.

“Hello Adam,” She said casually as if nothing bad was going to happen and what she didn't know was it was going to affect him THAT badly.

“Hi,” he muttered back.

“So, I've heard your the womaniser in your band or you just are a womaniser overall.. Can we confirm this as true?”

Adam stopped the tracks in his brain and looked at the woman with a full hatred before shrugging and walking away from her. He never gave an answer so they shouldn't properly put it on the News. He just wished everyone was still shipping shevine. He only loved him.

The next day he came up to a Twitter to post about his new Album that was upcoming. But when he did the comments were just about him and... the last interview he had? Sniffling as tears began slowly filling his eyes he wiped them as he read them, coming to terms that nobody would ever like him again.

'knew he was like this anyway'

'such a loserrrrr'

'womaniser i hate u'

'rlly? wht type of human r u?'

'die'

'nobody loves you'

'slut'

'whore'

'idiot'

'gross'

'kill yourself'

'quit Maroon 5'

'you don't deserve anything! DIE!'

Adam was now crying. Silent sobs escaping his mouth and the tears rolling down his cheeks as he watched Twitter blow up with more hate comments, one after one they all came and went with more to come afterwards and he couldn't believe it. How could one interview change his whole life – Funny, cheeky and carefree, ADHD Adam to Sad, lonely and wanting to die in the moment Adam.

Then what he received next was the worst part. All of his bandmates and manager was forcing him to ... to quit the band. As he sobs began to become un-silent. He remembered why this was happening to him. The media.

Bandmate 1- 'adam u know .. just quit the band as soon as possible .. k, thnx'

Bandmate 2- 'bye to the band'

Bandmate 3- 'cant believe u are using woman man ... didn't even deny it .'

Bandmate 4- 'get out and don't return.'

Bandmate 5- 'better off without you in this band tbh.'

Bandmate 6- 'maroon 5 will be good now haha'

Bandmate 7- 'really dude? Wow..'

Manager - 'you're out'

Adam crawled away from his phone as if it was a monster and dropped onto the floor. He only managed to get under the table when he bursted out in full sobs. He again just reached out for his phone when it binged hoping it to be anyone but The Media. Except it was.

Newspaper - 'Adam Levine Using WOMAN?'

The Sun - 'Adam Levine A Womaniser?'

Daily Mail - 'Adam Levine Doesn't Deny Rumours Being A Womaniser'

Adam Levine.

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He watched as all these newspapers and comments and much heart filled paragraphs were full of why he was that womaniser. He was never. The only woman he had married and divorced was Behati. And yes, maybe he did hang out with more woman this year but it was as a friend. He couldn't date that MANY.

Soon enough, the tears were endless and no matter how many times he tried to get them away they kept coming. This time his phone binged and binged and he saw his friends and boyfriend from The Voice messaging him desperately.

Shakira - 'omg adam don't look at Twitter please'

Usher - 'man you probably looked at Twitter need to talk 'bout it ?'

Pharrell Williams - 'i am so sorry'

Christina Aguilera - 'are you okay?'

CeeLo Green - 'do you want to talk about anything honestly?'

Gwen Stefani - 'please talk to us. we don't if you're dealing with this or struggling. At least talk to Blake. He's freaking the hell out over here at work, he had to cancel practice with his team.'

Miley Cyrus - 'look, I don't know what the hell is happening on Twitter currently but you need to tell us or anyone. I haven't been on yet so... come to the voice and we'll discuss and make it pass over?'

Alicia Keys - 'gosh. I hate some twitter people. Not you.'

Blake Shelton - 'Adam, I heard what happened and the whole of social media is blowing up. I'm coming over pretty soon.'

Blake Shelton - 'just to talk to me dude, what the heck happened? I just wanna help'

Adam Levine - 'come quick'

That was the only reply he sent to Blake and his breathing was getting slower and slower till he felt like he was dying.

BING.

Blake Shelton - 'ok dude coming'

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Blake was on a rush. He didn't know what was happening but that 'come quick' text sent him into a terrifying frenzy. His car battled through other cars and he was glad LA was a bit more relaxed than usual. He reached Adams house and knocked on the door. He mentally slapped himself for doing that and just walked in. He saw his boyfriend immediately under the table with his phone smashed. He walked over to him and pulled him into a hug, placing him onto who his lap. Hearing Adam crying was the most heartbreaking thing in the world.

“Adam, Adam, look at me.” Blake told him firmly and when he didn't he lifted his chin and saw his eyes were red, puffy and tears were gradually building up again and so he wiped them away. “What happened?”

“I-I-I d-don't know! I- I thought it would be easier to not say anything, just ignore it... l-look w-w-where that g-got me.” He chuckled bitterly.

“Okay, but this isn't your fault. What did they tell you?” Blake asked while wrapped his arms around Adams waist so he could comfort him more.

“T-told me I s-should die and-and that I-I-I am a s-s-slut and whore, but I'm not.. I promise. They were friends.. oh god, what will my parents think?”

Just as he had weakly said those words two more bings sounded on his phone and he read them, soon a gentle smile formed on his face.

Mum - 'Blake told me what happened, dear. Hate the media but you'll always be my star x'

Dad - 'Son, I will make these people pay. Rise up again'

Blake looked at the phone and smiled and then up at Adam who hugged him as tightly as he could.

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The next day they were going to rumours and reports were being made.

News Channel - 'Interviewer sued and arrested for fake obligation towards lead singer Adam Levine.'

@adamlevine - 'Guys, they were my female friends. I am a gay man and proud.'

@blakeshelton - '@adamlevine and I'm loving you...'

Comments swirled in like crazy and apologies and big 'I'm so sorry's' were coming in and he couldn't feel happier. There was probably only one 'faggot' comment but it didn't matter. He had Blake. He didn't care.

They were OK.

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Adam is Jealous - Shevine

Summery: Adam is the smallest and youngest in The Voice USA and loves Blake Shelton very much despite the rude words he spits 24/7. Anyway, when he sees Shakira and Blake interacting he gets jealous and soon enough he is crying. He wanted to never listen to anyone again. (But eventually listen to Blake)

Adam scowled as he watched Shakira and Blake hit it off.. again. He was pissed seeing these constant mood swings off of Blake and just wanted some attention. Currently Adam was the smallest and the youngest in the Coaches, that means he was always teased off and let out of 'too dangerous games« He hated it so much he decided to gain Blake's attention by not doing anything that was in his normal routine - he dropped being funny for the day. He wanted to see how it went.

“Adam, you've been really quiet is there something wrong?”

Now usually this was normal off a girl named Shakira prancing around in a jolly mood trying to make everyone feel better.

Adam just shrugged and sunk down further into his seat as he rested his eyes and pretended not to listen onto conversation Shakira and Blake were having.

As the conversation they were having went on Adam sniffled and that caught everyone's attention. Sometimes he hated how they all had this powerful hearing and large ears. He pouted and curled into himself when he heard 3 footsteps coming over to him. Whimpering like a terrified animal he slipped off his chair and crawled under the nearest table.

“Told you he was a baby,” Usher said with a slight shrug before waltzing out the room knowing he'd caused between them.

Blake sighed at that soon enough found Adam curled into a ball and crying. “Hey, little dude, what's wrong?”

Adam looked up and shook his head. “You and Shakira.”

Finally, understanding the situation Blake picked Adam up and rested him on his lap. “You jealous, Adam?”

Adam nodded shamefully. “Mhm.”

Blake cooed and hugged him. “Shakira and I are nothing but friends, how did you get jealous?”

Adam hugged him tighter. “Love you.”

Blake's eyes widened. “In what way, little dude?”

Adam sighed playfully and kissed him on the lips before falling asleep from the amount of crying.

Blake knew he would do anything for him now.

(SUCKS BECAUSE IM TIRED)

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La voix usa - Shevine

Adam et Blake étaient de bons amis. Mais Adam sincèrement voulait être quelque chose de plus, quelque chose de grand, quelque chose que vous appelleriez un couple. Mais bien qu'il ait souhaité et souhaité tous les soirs à 11:11 ou à une étoile filante, il ne voulait pas ou ne se réalisa pas parce que Blake Shelton sortait avec une femme merveilleuse nommée Miranda. Il se demanderait normalement si cet amour valait une telle chose. Si l'on considérait même l'amour parce que son cœur était partout. Bonne idée ou pas il avait ces sentiments et ils ne seraient pas disparaître, peu importe combien il a essayé. Alors qu'il était perdu dans ses pensées, il avait complètement à se concentrer sur l'acte qui avait soudainement terminé leur chanson. Il leva les yeux en surprise de trouver tout le monde silencieusement rire à eux-mêmes, mais Blake Obvious Shelton riait à voix haute, littéralement. Son rire en plein essor lui faisait frissonner la colonne vertébrale.

Blake: “Oh, Adam! Etes-vous même attentif, mec?”

Adam savait qui appartenait à cette seule et unique Blake Shelton, l'amour de sa vie qu'il ne pouvait pas avoir. Il a même rompu avec Behati pour être avec lui … Ne pouvait-il pas voir cela?

Adam: “Tais-toi, Shelton, laisse-moi parler à mon merveilleux artiste.” Adam avait envie de pleurer quand tout le monde se mit à rire de sa dernière déclaration. Il peut être petit avec de minuscules muscles par rapport à Blake, mais il était fort, n'est-ce pas? En se rétrécissant silencieusement, la tension remplissant l'air rapidement il a commencé à parler à l'artiste. Tout le monde pouvait dire qu'il y avait quelque chose à son sujet, qu'il n'avait pas raison. Ils ont tous pensé qu'il était malade et de mauvaise humeur d'être forcé de travailler … Mais non. Il était silencieusement plus sérieux et tout le monde pouvait encore dire que peut-être Adam voulait être meilleur pour tout le monde. Son ton plaisantant sonne plus grave pour que tout le monde se taise. Ils parlaient à la pause de 15 minutes. -

Quand Adam a obtenu le retour 15 minutes il était plus soulagé. Dans ces minutes, il voulait juste dormir, et de rêver de plus en plus sur Blake Shelton qui évidemment ne donnait pas une merde sur ses sentiments .. Il voulait être heureux, mais son ton à Shelton était un peu plus que dur et la culpabilité gonflé Dans son estomac et des larmes piquées à ses yeux. Il savait ce que cela signifiait: Une autre séance de pleurs dans la salle de bain. Alors c'est là qu'il voulait dire. Mais il ne voulait pas que tout le monde entende.

Blake: “Oů est ce gosse? Ce mec court juste là où il veut.”

Soudain, un bruit de la salle de bain a attiré leur attention. Non, ça ne pouvait pas ętre … Ce ne pouvait pas ętre Adam. Adam n'a jamais pleuré.

Shakira: “Vous avez entendu ça? Peut-être devrions-nous vérifier pour voir qui il est. Peut-être un concurrent nerveux.”

Blake secoua la tête en désaccord alors que les cris s'élevaient de plus en plus fort et les slips de malédictions qui jaillissaient des lèvres de la personne qui pleurait. Blake savait instantanément qu'Adam et son cœur se brisaient alors qu'ils se dirigeaient vers la salle de bains. Une fois qu'ils sont arrivés, ils ont appelé quelques fois avant que Adam ne sorte, ses yeux rouges et gonflés et sa lèvre inférieure tremblante, les larmes coulant sur ses joues et il avait l'air d'un désordre total.

Blake: “Adam, va nous dire ce qui s'est passé?”

Les yeux d'Adams arrosèrent à nouveau et il l'enveloppa de ses bras autour de Blake, enfouissant sa tête dans son épaule et il ne protesta même pas quand il fut embrassé sur la tête ou levé dans l'air dans une position de transport comme un bébé serait tenu.

Adam: “Je … je ne pense pas que ce serait une bonne idée … Peut ruiner votre mariage avec Miranda …”

Blake pensait qu'il savait ce que c'était. Il savait qu'il ne l'avait pas dit à Adam quand lui et Miranda se sont divorcés et hoché la tête avec raideur. Il se tourna vers Shakira qui regardait fixement les yeux.

Blake: “Pouvez-vous leur dire de mettre la pause sur 3 heures? Cela peut prendre plus de temps que prévu.”

Shakira: “Bien sûr, mais qu'est-ce qui s'est passé?”

Blake: “Je pense que ce petit mec est fatigué et doit m'expliquer certaines choses. Il est joli déchiré entre le nez dans notre conversation et le sommeil.”

Shakira a rigolé chaudement et a mis la pause les 3 heures et a laissé les deux garçons pour aller faire leurs choses dans leur bande-annonce ils ont partagé. -

Blake: Adam, que s'est-il passé? Qu'est-ce que vous étiez si bouleversé que vous ne pouviez pas me dire?

Adam: OK OK. Ça va te chasser, juste un avertissement …

Blake: Non, ce ne sera pas le cas. Tu devrais y aller.

Adam: Eh bien, j'ai été en amour avec vous depuis la saison 1 de la voix et je ne veux pas nuire à votre relation avec Miranda, je voulais juste que vous le sachiez et c'est plus que des amis et juste … ouais.

Blake: Nous avons divorcé parce qu'elle m'a trompée, vous ne l'avez pas entendu?

Adam: Oh, Dieu merci, je savais que quelque chose se passait avec elle. Elle était très ombragée.

Blake: Oui elle était, autre chose que vous voulez dire avant que je vous embrasse?

Adam: J'ai aussi pensé que j'allais faire un discours sur la gravité d'une femme Miranda était pour vous et vous dire les bas d'elle et de vous persuader de la jeter … Bien sûr, avec une raison évidente.

Blake: Puis-je dire quelque chose?

Adam: Bien-sûr.

Blake: Puis-je t'embrasser?

Adam: Oh, bien sûr? Oui vous pouvez vous idiot!

Et avec leurs lèvres moulant parfaitement ensemble ils savaient qu'ils étaient ensemble. C'était un autre début avec deux voix qui disaient leur amour.

Finalement.