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This is a world of terrible hardship everywhere / And I search for words to set you at ease / But there in the looking-glass a kite is soaring / Stilling my warring heart and my trembling knees

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this is actually like my third or fourth rodeo so i sort of get it but sort of dont

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choichangho - fw04

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R.H. Quaytman, from Loft, Chapter 4, 2005

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oh, i am finally old enough to know why my parents took so long to grab their coats. why they would ask us to get ready to go only to sit down for another round of coffee. what would i tell myself, at 10 years old? it’s okay. sit down with them too. take in the extra hour with your friend and her family. when you get home, write down every moment in your diary. one day you will be older and you will be waving goodbye to your best friend, and you will turn the key to start your beat up little car engine, and you will look back over your shoulder. her hair will be blowing in the wind and she will be beautiful and you will be, for a moment, struck by all of it. what you will feel is so wide and nameless that it will engulf you. and you will think of being 14 and kicking her under the table in math every time you wanted to whisper something behind the teacher’s back. you will think about how long the days felt, and how you could hold her hand whenever you wished, but you didn’t. and you will think about all of the people you could have lingered with. and you will wish, more than you have ever felt a wish, that the universe just gave you that - more time to linger. more time to say - i love you. i know i need to leave, but i don’t want to leave you. and when i go, i am leaving a piece of my heart that lingers too. 

one more round of coffee. the days are so short, and you are so lovely.

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Tarot Collage 3 - Fortune Card Art by Lady Frieda Harris

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i love polaroids that look like dreams

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god it's embarrassing how when you see someone really hot your body starts involuntarily doing things you thought they made up for fanfic. catch me clenching my jaw and making low noises in my throat like y/n just walked in

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'fluid bias-cut dress, 1944' in 100 ideas that changed fashion - harriet worsley (2011)

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LESS dog motif poetry MORE horse motif poetry we need to be talking about horses 24/7 i don’t care about how much of a dog you are I don’t care. horses now and forever. get with the program. what is a dog in the face of a horse NOTHING . PALES IN COMPARISON

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Tarot Collage 2 - Strength Card Art by Lady Frieda Harris

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*emerges from headphones covered in blood* the album's really good you should listen

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i, in my daily life, strive to represent loser lesbians, weird dykes, nerd ass lesbos

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I'm a lesbian which means I'm a girl who likes girls but it also means I'm not a girl because of course in society's eyes the homosexual has already failed the primary expectation of their gender and my relationship to the binary will always be complex and uncomfortable which also means that sometimes I do like boys but only if the boys are also girls and the criteria for what makes a boy also a girl are inscrutable and ever-shifting. but you know it when you see it

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WHAT A NICE DISTRACTION ! x4 !