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I used to pray that I would be saved, taken into the light and turned good. That was so many years ago, and I have long since accepted that no one is coming for me. No one saves the monsters of the world after all. And I am a monster, don't tell me I am not. I see the way people look at me, I notice the ways people act around me, I hear the whispers and rumours. I never wanted it to be like this, I never wanted to *be* like this. But wanting is futile and wishing is useless. I could hold out hope for a saviour, like I did for so long. Desire for a hero when one is as far from goodness as I am is forever a fruitless endeavour. I wish I could love, I wish I could be loved. But wishes and love and hope are just like shooting stars, bright for a moment then falling into their predetermined demise. Lying has always come easy to me, a sun-bright smile and an assurance as soft and smooth as a river rock. A lie or two does not remove you from Heaven's grasp, but the skeletons in my closet and under my bed have started to rot.

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What is it about laying on the floor when you're overwhelmed that makes everything feel so much better?

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anyway. onto better things

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ghost of the stage

[id: a monochrome blue drawing of hikari kagura from revue starlight, seemingly suspended underwater. she sits with her legs crossed and head resting on her palm in a ballet leotard, with a skirt resembling a jellyfish bell, as she looks up at smaller jellyfish above her. /end id]

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Reblog with your favorite thing about the person you reblogged from.

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brain gempty

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love you love you love you <3 you do scare me a little though

Well i love love love love you <3 its okay i scare myself also sometimes

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an attempt was made.

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Anonymously tell me your honest opinion about me. I can't reply, just publish.

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Accidentally slipping into one language while you're speaking another is the most embarrassing thing you can do i think

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mutuals that smell like fresh, warm laundry

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mutuals that make u feel like a lizard sun-warming itself on a rock

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Dearest fellow tumblrinas, Do I have a poll for you!

Got curious.

Anyways please reblog for larger sample size

If you do I'll give you a big hug :D (with consent)

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no negativity ab bugs in my notes please!!

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undersea animals when a whale dies

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104 degrees f is not jacket weather but i also live in north usa where we never get up there on a regular basis but idk many people who wear jackets when its that hot. but 104 degrees f is like. if i put my head in the oven. smile emoji. theres my thoughts.

me personally i think you're just weak