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Love. What is that feeling? Is it the fact, your heart is beating faster when thinking about a certain person? Kind of, I guess. For me, it's many things together. Getting up in the morning, looking next to you and there is that beautyful person, peacefully sleeping and looking just so f*cking cute. The fact of knowing there is somebody waiting for you, caring for you and interested in you. Speaking of interested, I love cars, drums and vaping. Even tho I know it might be kind of interessting for her (I guess) it's a fact that she isn't as enthusiastic as I am with these things. But she listens to me, supports me and even started vaping, too. It's a great feeling to share things that mean a lot to you with that special person. As a drummer, gigs are quite important for me and the band. No question she's there to give us a hand when packing the equipment or by selling our merch. Seeing her there supporting us makes my heart beat faster, makes me happy, makes me love her ones more. Making her smile when she is sad, calming her down when she is angry or just listening to her when she needs to talk anout anything might sound boring, but as it es this particular person it's something that makes you happy. Sometimes I just lay next to her and lokk at her. In these moments I feel pure luck. Looking at her beautiful face, her lips, her eyes an THAT body, can't find words for that right now. Love also means not to give up at harder times, no matter if it's in the relashionship itself or if one of e.g. lost a person in his life. Going through ups and downs, mastering the challenges life gives to you together is one of the most important parts when talking about love. Also, it's the small things. Laughing, for example. We do tons of weird stuff, like calling eachother (in german) like a nicknamy kind of "shit". Or making animal noises in public, just for fun. But we love it and its just us. Beeing ablet to be yourself, like the real yourself, next to a person is very important. Careing means sharing. Neither is there a "mine" or "yours", nor is there quistions like "hey, can i take your shirt?".There is "ours" and "i'll take your shirt",an awesome thing. And the most important thing of love, of a relationship is trust. Trusting eachother at EVERYTHING. Knowing, that there is somebody you can trust and who trusts you is one of the most rewarding feeling you can get. Trustfully talking about fears, harsh times and other problems hast two big benefits. It feels good to talk about and and much better to know that a person trusts you that much, that he/she isn't afraid to talk about these things just because he/she trusts you that much. I can incredibly happy say, that I found love. I found the person I can care for, that also cares for me, that trusts me and that I can trust. That supports me and that I can support. That loves me. And that I love, too. When your reading this: thank you for letting me call you my girl, bae, babe, bestfriend, and so so so hopefully futire wive and mother of my kid(s). I'm glad we met!

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Before vs. After.

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This is my passion. This is my life.

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This is my passion. This is my life. #me #drummer #drums #core #scene #until resistance falls #beartooth #eskimo callboy #parkwaydrive #pwd #drumporn #metalcore #urf #passion #tattoo #piercing #septum #dearhheads hawkmoth #death #moth #tunnel #plugs #bodymods

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Gfz.

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#me #core #Scene #broke #self #done #smoke #corekid #thyartismurder #satan #boy #bw #selfiev

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So much better now than I was back then

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Thy Art Is Murder

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