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𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ;

                                      𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍

             𝑻𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒃𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒈𝒏𝒊𝒛𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒑𝒆                                                                 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒚 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕.

{  AMBER MIDTHUNDER | 25 | WOMAN  }  welcome to san francisco, MARNIE HANSEN! just to make sure, you go by SHE/HER, right? okay, great. i just have a few questions for you before i can let you go..  how long have you been here for? 3 MONTHS. where are you currently living? BERNAL HEIGHTS. what’s your current occupation? CREW at AMC THEATERS but what’s your dream occupation? POET. wow! interesting. is there a secret that we can keep between you and i? SHE FEELS LIKE A FAILURE AND SAN FRANCISCO IS GOING TO HOPEFULLY BE HER SAVING GRACE. lastly, this is a bit of a random question but … what’s your favorite song? WOMAN by DOJA CAT & that’s all they wrote, friend! we can’t wait to see you around the golden city!

𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖎𝖈𝖘 ;

𝘕𝘈𝘔𝘌: Marion “Marnie” Annalies Hansen 𝘈𝘎𝘌 & 𝘋𝘈𝘛𝘌 𝘖𝘍 𝘉𝘐𝘙𝘛𝘏: 25 & march 6th 𝘎𝘌𝘕𝘋𝘌𝘙 & 𝘗𝘙𝘖𝘕𝘖𝘜𝘕𝘚: cis woman, she/her 𝘚𝘌𝘟𝘜𝘈𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘠: lesbian 𝘖𝘊𝘊𝘜𝘗𝘈𝘛𝘐𝘖𝘕: crew at AMC theaters/poet 𝘌𝘛𝘏𝘕𝘐𝘊𝘐𝘛𝘠: hunkpapa lakota, hudeshabina nakoda, sissiton-wahpehton dakota, thai-chinese, and white 𝘍𝘈𝘊𝘌𝘊𝘓𝘈𝘐𝘔: Amber Midthunder

𝕬𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊 ;

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥: 𝘏𝘌𝘐𝘎𝘏𝘛: 5'6" 𝘉𝘖𝘋𝘠 𝘛𝘠𝘗𝘌: muscular from farming, although that is fading 𝘏𝘈𝘐𝘙: long, dark brunette 𝘌𝘠𝘌𝘚: brown 𝘚𝘊𝘈𝘙𝘚: plenty from working 𝘛𝘈𝘛𝘛𝘖𝘖𝘚: none 𝘗𝘐𝘌𝘙𝘊𝘐𝘕𝘎𝘚: ears

𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬: Marnie has a mole next to her eye that people tend to notice about her. Another notable feature is her smile, which she utilizes frequently. Despite how dramatic and dark she may feel on the inside, the woman smiles constantly. Partly due to upbringing, partly due to general friendliness.

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: Marnie is very simple. She enjoys a quiet wardrobe. Despite how much she’d love to dress more towards the style she really likes, which could be considered borderline goth and borderline dark academia, she just doesn’t have the guts. Not yet, anyway. That, and, well, it seems like a lot of work.

𝕻𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞 ;

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: Very midwestern, reserved but friendly, not too flashy. She’s very simple, albeit incredibly dramatic in her own ways.

𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐬: + hard working, resourceful, open-minded = dramatic, tough, impulsive - closed off, nervous, doubtful

𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬: likes: a good book, edgar allan poe, poetry, a surprise ending dislikes: cops/etc, cigarettes/smell, uncouth people hobbies: writing/journaling, volunteering with animals

𝐄𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐚: habits: crossing her arms, smiling whenever uncomfortable ambitions: publishing a book of her poems fears: never feeling like a “success”

𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ; (which may be edited into a full bio later)

Marnie comes from a farming family in Nebraska.

Her parents are loving, but strict, especially her father, who always kept a tight household.

She’s spent her whole life wanting something different and feeling gulty for it.

It’s not that she doesn’t love her home and her family and their lifestyle, she does, it’s what she’s used to and it’s cozy and warm and full of love, but she just doesn’t want to continue with the farm. 

Part of the reason she feels guilty is because if she doesn’t take the farm, it’s left up to her little brother to continue it, and if he doesn’t, the family farm could be shut down or bought out by corporate farming. The other reason is just that she feels like she’s letting her parents down. She knows they’re proud of her, but they’re hurting, too.

Her older brother already left the family long ago. He was “troubled”, could never keep up with the farming lifestyle and gave his parents hell. He ran away the day he turned 18. Marnie worries that she’s hurting her parents in this way, too, reminding them of the pain of seeing another child leave.

A piece of her also feels guilty leaving because she’s no longer able to help her family economically now. Even worse, she’s the one who needs help. After a horrible natural disaster in 2019, that included a major flood and tornadoes, the second one in her lifetime to wreck her family’s livelihood, they’re still not fully recovered.

She still has nightmares about the tornadoes from her childhood, and reliving the situation in 2019 was very traumatic. Wind scares the crap out of her now.

She is tragically dramatic, lol. Like, Edgar Allan Poe dramatic, who is, in fact, her favorite author and someone whose writing inspires her greatly.

She loves writing, and wants to publish her poetry very badly.

Honestly, coming to SanFran was kind of on a whim. She’d been saving up money for awhile, so she was somewhat prepared (honestly it is nowhere near enough money), but the timing was random and she didn’t really say her goodbyes. 

She felt like she had too much baggage there and desperately needed change.

She feels like a failure because she’s letting people down. 

She never did anything that would make anyone especially proud, she’s branching off randomly, and she’s worried she’ll never get published (and worse, doesn’t even sell anything if she does).

She’s kind of heartbroken right now. She was deeply in love with someone for years. When they finally dated, she cheated on Marnie. Marnie put up with it for awhile, which just harmed her more and more. When she finally had enough, the other left her high and dry.

Marnie loves watching movies. You can find her at the theaters even when she’s off work. She’ll movie hop, sneak in and out of different movies, and get excited at new previews. Thrillers are her favorite. She thinks there’s something poetic about movies in general, and thrillers really speak to the heart of most people. Finding fear in any given situation is just human.

She’s obsessed with a darker aesthetic, though you can’t tell just by looking at her. Her brain’s imagery is if Edgar Allan Poe was an aesthetic. She likes to think she sees the world through this lens.

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Coyote Ugly (2000)

Dir. David McNally

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