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puedo escribir todos mis posts in español con inglés también o tutti beni un poci di italiani para romper el google translate. que te cagas!

leo un libro que se llama algo de alexander? pues no se, es un hombre de alamania y se va al sur de america para estudiar las plantas!

también leon otto libro que..,.., no recuerdo que me descanso casi. tutti benenndndndnd

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i missed this stupid blog.

i tried doing the quantum physics for dummies book at the library but goddamn thay shit was BORING bruh. i can't even!! like okay i can get behind computer science math, maybe!! like if it's written well. but jesus christ not the damn quantum graphs :"""""))!!!

math literally needs art to explain shit better because rn it's so ugly.

incluso que también fue practicando hablar y escribir en español y es tan fácil!! no me lo creo. es como otro ingles, pero, con más "r's".

puedo escribir mis posts en español y inglés!! que bein! también soy aprendiendo hablar en asl. es difícil porque la cultura es tan diferente de lo que soy used to! pero me gusta , es como un baile con tus manos jeje!

que supone que hago con esta trabajo ? hacerlo? que no se, no se!!

needa practice me verbs.

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david letterman is so surreal. does he enjoy being on tv? he seemed so bored.

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oh my god it's so freeing to finally just post these WIPS somewhere and not worry about who's going to see them i just can throw them to the fucking wind

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all the stupid wips i won't post until it's too late

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getting no sleep haha. got a wee need to talk type of text woohoo!! it's literally fine i’m like a rock abd then i see my therapist and cry for 20 minutes straight and boop back to being an angry angry rock. i'm gonna post my art here my WIPS they're great

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2023 my goal is to do as little as possible fuckin, work make money habe place to live. have basic needs met. and fuckin SLEEP.

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i love seeing the "irl palatable queer" be accepted at workplaces or literally everywhere. be a poor and visibly mentally ill queer? or worse, be ugly or fat, fuck you ig! i just fucking hate people who have opportunities and shit i just literally don't and havent, ive had to steal and lie and cheat to get to where i am and i’m not proud of it and people don't know because i don't tell them. but i don't have the same resources as others and if i played the game fairly i would fail, and lose my chance. so fuck you, fuck everyone else, soy un ratón 🐁!!! i don't want to live the corporate life and i don't want to live like this!!! i'm too angry and there's no separation between what i've been through and who i am.

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elementary school bullies to grown ups and then they reunite and find one another at a bbq. as it turns out they live in the same neighborhood. the girl is hot and the man has muscle. audience think: "man they're gonna bow chica wow wow". but then they fight and girl says "aw grow up." and they become enemies. no lovers. just hate each other and pull prank. no friend. unite only to take down the HOA. then you think, they kiss? no. back to hate and steal and bully. this is the relationship i want microsoft or whoever makes the movies. this is my dream.

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new hyperfixation: elijah wood.

he is the epitome of what i wanted to be as a kid. no,

also the other people in LOTR. OH and the moms....wait new post sorry. posting this to remind me

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i can't even gaslight myself that this shit isn't stressful my period came 13 days early 😭

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my therapist planning and talking to me about homeless shelters 🤪

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yeah, what this gay said

what kind of world is professor layton where everywhere is a puzzle ?

literally i'm so stupid . i miss her so i’m doing prof layton and analyzing it instead of breaking no contact🤪!!!

so essentially i am wondering if tbis town is like, fucking loony? is this what it's like with no smart phones ? people do puzzles?

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what kind of world is professor layton where everywhere is a puzzle ?

literally i'm so stupid . i miss her so i’m doing prof layton and analyzing it instead of breaking no contact🤪!!!

so essentially i am wondering if tbis town is like, fucking loony? is this what it's like with no smart phones ? people do puzzles?